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"Huh?" Maybe the sun was too big, maybe the breeze was blowing, Jiang Xu didn't seem to hear what Xie Huai said: "Brother Huai, what did you just say?"

Xie Huai put away his phone, his dark eyes were serious, he showed his unreserved love for Jiang Xu, his eyes were full of tenderness: "I like you, I want you to be my boyfriend, it's not a contract, A real boyfriend."

The boy looked at the lake under the bridge with clear eyebrows, and his voice was clear and sweet: "I have liked you for a while, and I didn't want to disturb you, but I can't hide this feeling more and more."

He smiled helplessly: "I won't put pressure on you, you can think about it carefully before giving me an answer.

Your body is different and if you are not feeling well, I will always help you.I hope you will not be wary of me because of my feelings. "

Speaking of this, Xie Huai asked again firmly: "So, do you want to think about me?"

Jiang Xu's mind went blank, what was Xie Huai talking about?He seemed to be able to only see Xie Huai's lips moving, what he said was too incomprehensible, was he confessing to himself?

Jiang Xu looked back and made sure that he was the only one around. He turned his fingers around and pointed his fingertips to his nose: "Are you sure you're talking to me?"

He looked silly, very unbelievable.

"Yes, I'm confessing to you." Seeing how frightened he looked, Xie Huai asked softly, "Are you surprised?"

"Ah." Jiang Xu popped out a word for a long time.

"It's obvious that I like you, right?"

He was given three presents for his birthday, and usually they behaved intimately, every time Jiang Xu had any needs, Xie Huai almost responded to them.

Xie Huai seemed to treat him differently from others.Jiang Xu's mind was buzzing, as if he could no longer think.

He asked, "What do I like? You don't think I'm pitiful, do you? Or... I've checked, and the temporary marking will definitely have an impact on both AO and AO."

Xie Huai's expression froze for a moment, and his voice sank: "Do you think I can't tell the difference between instinct and liking?"

Jiang Xu hurriedly said, "Am I wrong?"

Xie Huai's eyes were deep: "You can reject me because you don't like me, but you can't doubt me. I have thought it through carefully, and I will not start a relationship just because I feel sorry for anyone."

Indeed, Gu Xue once begged bitterly, but Xie Huai remained indifferent.

Xie Huai is sensible, cautious, and perfect.

There are three or two small boats rippling leisurely on the lake under the bridge, which is also a feature of Kitazawa University.

One of the lakes is open to the students. On weekend afternoons, some people leisurely went to the lake with their good friends.

Jiang Xu withdrew his gaze, originally planned to go to the lake with Xie Huai, but this will not work.

He took a deep breath and reacted from the shock: "Although I don't know why you like me, I have nothing good about me other than being handsome. My future is very confused, my family is a mess, and my grades are terrible You are so good, you shouldn't waste time on people like me."

Xie Huai spoke softly: "I will help you plan your future. If your family is in a mess, I can be your family. From now on, my home will be your home."

Jiang Xu met Xie Huai's affectionate eyes, and at this moment he really believed that the outstanding boy in front of him was confessing to him.

He likes him.

The more Xie Huai was like this, the more uneasy Jiang Xu's heart became. A smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Brother Huai, I am a person who loves freedom and is very playful. I have never thought about the future. If you tell me today, you want to spend your whole life Mark me, I will agree without blinking my eyes, it is a bit difficult to be serious about falling in love."

It takes courage to love a loved one, and it also takes courage to accept the love of others.

Jiang Xu is used to no one caring about him, no one cares about him, no one loves him.

Especially for someone like Xie Huai, he is destined to be the center of attention and have a perfect life.

Jiang Xu knew that he was not perfect, even a bit rotten.

Xie Huai suppressed the emotions in his eyes, and smiled slightly: "Let's go, let's go to the campus."

"En." Jiang Xu was beating drums in his heart, even though Xie Huai still looked the same, the atmosphere between the two had changed.

Xie Huai said jokingly: "I knew I didn't confess my love just now, so I proposed a lifetime mark to you."

"Ah?" This sentence was first said by Jiang Xu, and now Xie Huai said it again, which made him feel ashamed, and his ears turned red: "I just said it casually."

After getting off the bridge, Xie Huai stared at the blue lake: "I'm not reconciled, I'm not feeling well right now, since I've treated you well these past few months, let me chase after you?"

Jiang Xu: "?" What's the matter with Xie Huai's pitiful tone?Said he was like a scumbag.

Xie Huai: "I marked you for the first time, and you were also the first person to mark me. As a person, I have no hesitation in deciding what to do. If I am broken up, I may not be able to eat well and sleep well. Otherwise, can we do this? My contract expires in two months, you continue to play my boyfriend and give me an after-sales service?"

Xie Huai's eyes were full of longing: "Don't alienate me, okay?"

Pathetic.

If it wasn't for him who rejected Xie Huai, Jiang Xu would have rushed to beat him up.

Jiang Xu's throat seemed to be choked, and his heart softened immediately: "I will not alienate you, and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. Don't worry, I will accompany you until you return to the previous position, no longer Had that idea of ​​me."

"Really?" The corners of Xie Huai's lips curled up, and Jiang Xu's reaction was better than he expected.

Although Jiang Xu didn't immediately agree, at least he didn't reject it. This was a good start.

"We are friends, you can tell me if you are unhappy, and I will do what I can."

"You mean what you say?" Xie Huai asked.

Jiang Xu nodded: "I always keep my word."

Xie Huai opened his arms and said leisurely: "Friend, can you give me a hug? My buddy just confessed his love and was rejected."

Jiang Xu: "..."

Xie Huai looked at Jiang Xu: "Can you?" It was like a child who wanted candy very much but couldn't get it.

Jiang Xu sighed, he had never seen Xie Huai who showed his emotions so much.

Affectionate, depressed, coquettish.

There was a certain flower fragrance in the air of the university campus, which made people feel relaxed. Looking at the boy in front of him, Jiang Xu was full of thoughts.

Xie Huai is an excellent person, and Xie Huai is so handsome.

How could he be wronged like this?

Jiang Xu put his hand on Xie Huai's shoulder, and stroked his back with the other hand: "You're in a good mood, Brother Huai."

Xie Huai hugged Jiang Xu's waist very preciously, and the corner of his mouth was curved: "Well, I will try my best."

When Jiang Xu returned home, he lay in bed for a long time unable to fall asleep. The picture about Xie Huai occupied his entire mind.

Xie Huai used to sleep with him in the bed he was sleeping on now.When the power went out during the move, Xie Huai lay with him in the gap between the bed and the window.

He got up and went to the kitchen to drink water, passed by the bar, and recalled how Xie Huai was picking vegetables to make shrimp slippery here.That night, he had an urge to keep Xie Huai, but what he said was I want to bite you, right now.

Jiang Xu's ears were red all the way to his neck, Xie Huai couldn't be blamed for this matter, he was so dazed and took advantage of others.

Speaking of taking advantage, he even licked other people's blood at home.

The more he thought about it, the more chaotic Jiang Xu turned over on the bed, turning on his phone to search.

What does it feel like to be lovelorn.

Tieba reply:

1L: After breaking up with me, I couldn't eat anymore, and lost fifteen catties in a month.

2L: Heartbroken!I'm really not suitable for dating, I'm humble to the bottom of my heart, I send messages to people in the middle of the night begging, I just want to hear him say a word, but in the end I get blocked.

3L: Did the upstairs do something to be sorry for others?

Reply 3L: I cheated, but my heart is still with her.

5L: You deserve it fucking

6L: Losing a relationship is really painful. If this kind of injury does not recover, it may leave a shadow for the rest of my life.In fact, the best way to treat a broken relationship is to start another relationship.

Jiang Xu saw the first floor, but still couldn't find any clues.What kind of world problem is this?

Xuan Ge: Are you asleep?

Jiang Xu: no

Xuan Ge: Did you go home last night?

Jiang Xu: Huh?

Xuan Ge sent a photo of him and Xie Huai at Beize University in the morning. Tell me honestly, what happened last night?

Jiang Xu: no

Xuan Ge: I believe in your ghosts!

Jiang Xu: Is it hard to lose love?

Xuan Ge: To what extent are you in love? If it goes deep into the bone marrow, it will definitely be sad. If you have only been together for a few days, it will be a little bit worse.

Jiang Xu: What about the crush?

Xuan Ge: Brother Xu, Xueshen is not your only choice. There are many people who have a crush on him, and you are not the only one who is broken in love.Although he is excellent, you are not bad either, don't feel bad, I will find a better partner for you tomorrow.

Jiang Xu: ...

Xuan Ge: Don't be sad, you are really good.

Below are thirty messages from Xuan Ge to comfort him, Jiang Xu didn't bother to read them.

Will Xie Huai not eat well and sleep well? Jiang Xu felt uneasy.

Send him a message.

Jiang Xu: Are you asleep?

Xie Huai: No

Jiang Xu: Still not sleeping so late?

Xie Huai: I can't sleep, I want to listen to a lullaby

Jiang Xu typed the voice over, Xie Huai was surprised, and put down the chemistry competition questions he was reviewing.Jiang Xu rarely took the initiative to send voice messages to him.

"Hey, can you hear me clearly?" Jiang Xu's voice was especially sweet in the dark night.

"can."

Jiang Xu: "I'll play it for you." A gentle female voice came from Xiangxiang's version of "Lullaby":

go to sleep baby

I will accompany you in my dream

Laugh with you and be tired with you

snuggle with me

……

After playing it again, Jiang Xu asked, "Are you sleepy?"

Xie Huai: "A little bit, do it again."

"it is good."

Over and over again, Xie Huai was still asleep, Jiang Xu looked at the time, and it was two o'clock in the middle of the night: "Are you still awake? Do you have a competition tomorrow?"

"Well, can't sleep."

Jiang Xu asked, "How can I fall asleep?"

Xie Huai: "I want to hear you sing a lullaby, and I want someone to lull you to sleep."

Time passed by second by second, many things happened today, Jiang Xu's heart was like a wave, and it was difficult to calm down.

Not to mention Xie Huai, he must have trouble falling asleep.

No more sleep should affect his participation in the competition tomorrow, Jiang Xu took out his guitar and began to play a lullaby.

This song is more suitable to be played on the piano, which is not available in his room. Jiang Xu waved the guitar with his fingertips, and a series of beautiful rhythms came out.

Xie Huai's voice was low: "Do you use a guitar?"

"Yeah." Jiang Xu hugged the guitar and sat by the bed, recalling the rhythm of the lullaby. He thought it might be unfamiliar because he hadn't played it for a long time.

Once it was played, the memories flooded into my heart like flowing water, the sweet memories of him and his mother, and the happy daily life with Xie Huai.

The cold wind urges the grain

wind to the end of the world

dead wood can also sprout

Fragrance sowing in the cradle...

After playing it one time, Jiang Xu's eyes were moist without knowing it.He looked up at the starlight, the stars are eternal existence.

Once upon a time, Xingguang and his mother accompanied him, but now he is alone.

Jiang Xu asked hoarsely, "Are you asleep?"

"No. You go to bed first."

"I can fall asleep in no time."

Xie Huai laughed twice: "We sleep together and talk on voice."

After a while, hearing that there was no movement from Jiang Xu, Xie Huai opened his black and clear eyes, and gently opened and closed his thin lips: "Sleep, baby, sweet dream."

The author has something to say: the update time has been changed, it’s 18 o’clock, the short story is 20 words, and there are seven or eight chapters to finish