Your hug is my whole world

That day, the phone on the desk rang. Ye Zhixuan, who was pouring vegetables outside, didn't hear the ringtone. Xiao Qi, who was sleeping inside, heard the phone ring, and ran out to call Ye Zhixuan a few times.

Ye Zhixuan noticed its abnormality and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xiao Qi turned around and led him into the study.When Ye Zhixuan entered the study, the phone was still ringing.

Ye Zhiming and Yu Jingran were the only ones who knew his phone number. Ye Zhixuan picked up his phone and saw that it was Ye Zhiming calling.After answering, Ye Zhiming's deep voice came from the receiver, "Zhixuan, you will come out later, I will pick you up."

Ye Zhixuan didn't understand why Ye Zhiming came to pick him up all of a sudden, "Brother, did something happen?"

"Dad..." Ye Zhiming paused, took a deep breath, his voice was still low, "Dad is critically ill and wants to see you."

Ye Zhixuan was stunned, the light in his eyes dimmed, "What did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said that he has developed terminal symptoms and may not last long."

"I see. I'll change later and I'll be able to go out in half an hour."

"You'd better pack some clothes, and I'll be there in about half an hour."

"Well, I see."

The last time I saw my father was the Chinese New Year the year before last, so I haven't seen each other for more than a year.My father immigrated abroad two and a half years ago, and he will only come back during the Spring Festival, and there was no sign of him during the Spring Festival last year.

His father didn't want to see him, he knew it, because his father was very guilty, and he personally ruined his son's life.

Two and a half years ago, Ye Zhixuan lost too much blood due to an accident, and the hospital suggested that Ye Yunxiang need an emergency blood transfusion.But what I didn't expect was that Ye Zhixuan was rescued, but was told that he was infected with AIDS.Just after he was detected to be infected with AIDS, Ye Yunxiang was also detected to have been infected with AIDS for several months.

Since then, Ye Zhixuan chose to live in this mountain away from the hustle and bustle. Ye Yunxiang handed over the business to Ye Zhiming and emigrated abroad by himself.

After Ye Zhiming picked up Ye Zhixuan, he drove directly to the airport. He had already booked a ticket for [-]:[-] pm, and flew to Canada overnight.

When we arrived at Ye Yunxiang's residence, it was in a small village in Canada. The house was next to an artificial lake, and the lake was full of maple trees. In autumn, the place would turn yellow and orange.

Ye Zhiming went in, and Ye Zhixuan waited outside, with his back against the wall, feeling uncomfortable no matter how he put his hands, he couldn't tell what his mood was, worried or nervous.

Half an hour later, Ye Zhiming came out of the room, his face was not very good.Ye Zhixuan looked at him and called him brother.

Ye Zhiming patted him on the shoulder and said, "Go in and see him, he has something to tell you."

"Yeah." Ye Zhixuan entered the room, moving cautiously, unable to take his eyes off the person lying on the bed.The closer you get, the slower Ye Zhixuan moves.

The moment he saw Ye Yunxiang, his heart tightened, he stopped walking suddenly, and stood two meters away from him, staring at him blankly.

The man lying on the bed was only 50 years old this year, but he looked like an old man in his 70s, with a thin face, sunken cheeks, ulcers at the corners of his mouth, pale lips, and thinning hair.

Ye Zhixuan knew early on that this was a late-stage symptom of AIDS, but the moment he actually saw it, he was still shocked.

That person is his father.

He and he have the same disease.

"Zhixuan, I'm sorry for you." His voice was very low, the trace of breath in his mouth seemed to disappear at any moment, and tears filled his vicissitudes of life, "I'm sorry..."

Ye Zhixuan's eyes turned red, he raised his foot again and approached, walked to the bedside, looked at him more closely, and called Dad.

Tears finally rolled down Ye Yunxiang's eyes, "Father, I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me...you wouldn't..."

"No." Ye Zhixuan lowered his head, and said in a warm voice, "You didn't apologize to me. I lost a lot of blood at that time. If Dad hadn't saved me, I might not be here long ago."

Ye Yunxiang looked at Ye Zhixuan with tearful eyes, and Ye Zhixuan sat down on the chair beside him.Ye Yunxiang put his skinny hand on the quilt, Ye Zhixuan slowly stretched out his hand, held it, and said, "Thank you, Dad."

Ye Yunxiang opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but he couldn't make any sound, but his eyes could still see. He turned his face sideways and looked at his son. The words "Dad, thank you" resolved all the regrets in his heart. I can finally close my eyes with peace of mind.

The room was very quiet, without any noise. When Ye Yunxiang left, he was very peaceful.The doctor said that he has been tortured very painfully in the past few months, which is also a kind of relief for him.

Ye Zhixuan and Ye Zhiming were sitting on park chairs by the artificial lake, opposite and beside the lake were maple trees that had sprouted new shoots.Ye Zhixuan looked at the lake, and it took a long time before he said, "Brother, actually, I never blamed Dad."

"I know." Ye Zhiming looked at Ye Zhixuan's side face, "Dad also knows that you don't blame him, but he blames himself, so he doesn't know how to face you."

There was a gust of breeze on the surface of the lake, blowing people very comfortably, ripples appeared on the calm lake surface, and the leaves of the maple trees around them rubbed together, making a soft rustling sound.

Ye Zhixuan sat on the chair very upright, looking at the lake in front of him, "Soon, I will leave like Dad."

Ye Zhiming choked up a bit, and raised his hand to touch his head, "Don't think about it, people with this disease may live for decades, so you must be optimistic, optimism is the best medicine for all diseases. We will all leave this world, the time may be long or short, we don’t need to worry about that day coming, we just need to live the present seriously.”

"Ah."

Ye Zhiming held his hand, "If you leave too, I will be the only one left in this world, so you have to stay with me all the time."

Ye Zhixuan looked at Ye Zhiming with red eyes, pursed his lips, "Yeah."

Yu Jingran came to Ye Zhixuan's residence on a bicycle with big bags and small bags, but found that the door was closed.Carrying his things, he went up to knock on the door, "Zhixuan, Zhixuan... are you there?"

The only response to him was the barking of a dog, Xiao Qi's barking, and the sound of paws scratching the door. Yu Jingran first thought that something had happened to Ye Zhixuan, so he knocked on the door desperately, but then found that the door was locked from the outside. This means that Ye Zhixuan is not inside, could it be that he went to his brother?

Yu Jingran took out his mobile phone and dialed Ye Zhixuan's mobile phone, but it was prompted to shut down, and when he called Ye Zhiming's mobile phone, he was also prompted to shut down. After trying many times in a row, he was prompted to shut down.

Yu Jingran sat on the floor with his back against the door, it was already dark, and he didn't know when Ye Zhixuan would come back.It wasn't until □ o'clock in the evening that he felt hungry. He was worried about Ye Zhixuan all the time, and his appetite decreased. He couldn't eat any more than a bar of chocolate.

Two sausages were stuffed for Xiao Qi through the crack of the door. At night, the mountain became very quiet. Sitting outside the door, Yu Jingran could clearly hear the sound of Xiao Qi gnawing on the sausages inside.

There is no moon tonight, and the surroundings are pitch black. Yu Jingran is shrouded in endless night.This place has always brought him a warm feeling, but today it brought him a chill that penetrated into the depths of his heart, because Ye Zhixuan was not around.

How does Ye Zhixuan feel when he lives here alone?Will he feel lonely and desolate like him?

The sun rose the next day, but Ye Zhixuan still didn't come back.

Yu Jingran dialed Ye Zhixuan and Ye Zhiming's cell phones again, but it still reminded them to turn off the phone.

Yu Jingran walked to the vegetable field and found that the soil in the field was very dry. It could be seen that it had not been watered for several days. Could it be that Ye Zhixuan had been out for several days?

Yu Jingran carried the wooden bucket outside, fetched water back, and patiently watered every inch of the land. The strawberries in the field were already turning red, but without Ye Zhixuan, Yu Jingran couldn't arouse any interest in eating strawberries.

I waited outside the door for another day, thinking in my heart that I might be able to see him in the next second, and I could see him in the next second. With this belief, I waited until dusk and sunset, but I still couldn't see Ye. Zhixuan is back.

If he had known, he should have asked Ye Zhiming where he lived, so at least he could have gone directly to Ye Zhiming's house to see if Ye Zhixuan was there.

Time passed by, and Yu Jingran waited at Ye Zhixuan's door for a day and two nights.

Finally, he stuffed some snacks in the backpack through the crack of the door, and went down the mountain with the bag on his back.

Come back in two days.

When I came back two days later, the door was still locked. The vegetables in the field were growing well, but no one picked them.Yu Jingran sat at the door for a while, then stuffed the sausage he brought over into the crack of the door and gave it to Xiao Qi, enough for several days at once, in case he would be hungry.

After Yu Jingran watered the vegetables in the vegetable field, he went back down the mountain.

The author has something to say: update.Thank you Migo for the mine.