Don't miss the time when I love you

Xiang Chen's wrist hurts from Yang Xu's grasp, Yang Xu took the room card and strode on his own, completely ignoring Xiang Chen who was limping behind him.

Opening the door, pushing Xiang Chen's thin body into the room, before the lights came on and turning on Yang Xu, he couldn't wait to put Xiang Chen on the soft bed like a hungry tiger preying on him, looking for it through the neon lights outside the window. His full lips nibbled wantonly.

"Mmm..." Xiang Chen began to struggle and then slowly relaxed after getting used to Yang Xu's kiss, wrapping his hands around his neck to cater to him.

"Xu, I miss you so much, do you miss me?"

"I think, I miss me so much." Yang Xu's words had other meanings, his big hands couldn't wait to tear off the buttons of his shirt and scattered them on the floor.

"My clothes?" Xiang Chen exclaimed, at the same time Yang Xu grasped the round part of his chest with both hands and played with two grapes provocatively.

Xiang Chen's body froze, as if an electric current hit his whole body, and he moaned comfortably, "Mmm, ah...Xu, good or bad."

"Huh..." Yang Xu sneered, lowered his head to hold one of the small grapes, and nimbly moved his tongue around, sucking it like a baby after a while, no matter how much Xiang Chen begged, Yang Xu completely ignored it.

"Xu,,, um... um...".

Xiang Chen's jeans bulged a small bag, Yang Xu unbuttoned his belt and retreated his pants, exposing a pair of snow-white thighs to the air.

"Legs, separate and raise" Yang Xu's tone was stern and cold, Xiang Chen obediently separated his legs and timidly looked at his crotch, shaking his head at the swollen thing under his crotch, "Stop, stop, it hurts".

"I have dreams of fucking you every day, and I won't stop whatever I say today!"

Yang Xu held his legs to avoid hurting him and he walked in slowly, damn it, it's still so tight after so many times, Yang Xu cursed in his heart.

"Since you dreamed of me, why didn't you answer my phone?" Xiang Chen didn't know if it was because of pain or grievance that the corners of his eyes became wet.

"I,, I lost my phone." Yang Xu explained with a stiff back, "I wanted to call you, but I didn't remember your number!"

"Really?" Such a clumsy lie, only a fool who is deeply in love will choose to believe in the other party unconditionally, and Xiang Chen is like this.

"Don't you believe me?" He said confidently.

"Yes, of course!" Xiang Chen nodded and smiled without doubt.

Yang Xu laughed, not knowing whether to laugh at his cleverness or his extreme stupidity.

With the rhythm of the waist, the air became hotter and hotter, accompanied by Xiang Chen's groaning and groaning while holding back the pain.

. . .

After an unknown amount of time, Yang Xu was finally exhausted and lying on top of him panting heavily. He watched Xiang Chenteng, who had fallen asleep, jump up from the bed and put on his clothes and pants.

Yang Xu, what the hell is wrong with you?Overwhelmed by lust?His limp body and pitiful appearance made you fascinated?They even dragged him to a hotel near the school to pester him again.

He really wanted to chop off his own hand, and asked himself why he ran over to snatch him back from his senior to Xiang Chen, but he couldn't help meddling in his business even though he was going to turn a blind eye at first.

Ding ding ding, Yang Xu's phone rang, it was An Yan's phone.

"Yanzi" Xiang Chen hid in the washroom and picked up the phone with a little excitement in his tone.

"Xiao Xu, how are you doing?" An Yan's tone was calm without any emotion in it.

"Well," Yang Xu said hesitantly, thinking of Xiang Chen who was lying asleep outside the door, "It's not bad."

"Not bad? But it doesn't sound great".

"It's boring to go to class every day, what about you? What major did you apply for in the technical school?"

"Print advertisement design, my mother chose it!" An Yan sighed, her tone low.

"You still listen to Auntie like that, you're such a good baby." Yang Xu looked in the mirror, An Yan's cute and cute cheeks appeared, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

"I'm afraid she'll be angry, and you know she's not in good health."

"I haven't seen you for two months, I miss you so much." Yang Xu's tone was full of love, and his words were sincere.

"Well, me too." An Yan's tone was calm as usual, but Yang Xu's heart was filled with ripples. If he liked someone's unintentional response, he would stubbornly think that it was just his privilege, fool!

Looking at the foolish smile in the mirror, Yang Xu felt firm in his heart.

What he loved was An Yan, from beginning to end.

When Qin Lei arrived, Xiang Chen pulled Yang Xu, who had escaped last night, and stood on the avenue in the campus with an aggrieved expression, "Why did you leave me alone last night?"

Yang Xu sighed, shook off his hand, and stared at him, "Leave here? Go back to your own life and don't bother me."

Xiang Chen was silent, his jaw was stiff and tense, "But I want to stay with you, are you angry that I didn't keep our child?".

Xiang Chen's shoulders trembled slightly, bit his lip, and blamed himself in his heart.

Yang Xu was slightly stunned, and leaned closer to him, "No, on the contrary, I don't want that child. I really can't imagine what would happen with a half-male monster."

Xiang Chen stared at him dumbfounded, with trembling lips, "Do you really think so?"

"Yes." Yang Xu's tone was firm, and there was no more sure answer than this, "Go back to your world, don't bother me anymore".

Yang Xu turned around, hearing the sound of crying behind him, his back gradually stiffened, and there was some deep light in his eyes.

Xiang Chen still used all his strength to limping to hug him, but lost his center of gravity and fell on the concrete floor for a moment. Yang Xu looked back at him who fell on the ground in panic, a tendon deep in his heart was slammed It is uncomfortable to be involved, but the body is controlled by the brain and ignores him.

"Also, you fell down the stairs that day, it was me, I tripped you, I don't want that child."

"No, no, didn't you come to see me that day because you wanted me to keep the child?" Xiang Chen said comfortingly.

Yang Xu looked at his obsessed look, and said with an impatient expression, "That's just what you thought, I ran to persuade you to get rid of the child, but you were so foolish as to get the wrong idea, what I love is, An Yan, who has never From the beginning of high school, I liked him, you are just an episode between us, I want to be with him after all!"

Xiang Chen looked up at him, tears fell from the eye sockets one by one, let the tears flow into the corner of the mouth, astringent, trembling voice, "But, you, also said, like me?"

Yang Xu said coldly and distantly, "I said I like you, but I didn't say I only like you!"

If he had to choose between Xiang Chen and An Yan, Yang Xu would "An Yan" without hesitation, his first throbbing, the first aroused desire to protect, the first time he looked at someone dotingly, , so first love is the most difficult complex in life, because the first time we experienced together is too unforgettable.

Xiang Chen was stunned, he never said he only liked him, who would have thought that he would like many people?

Xiang Chen suddenly realized that after yesterday's tenderness, today he had an ice-cold attitude. If he didn't answer his phone call or go to the hospital to see him, he should have an answer.

A person immersed in love is at the mercy of a fool, with no room for resistance.

He suddenly woke up and fell into the abyss of eternal doom, unable to extricate himself.

Damn him, for Yang Xu, he gave up the chance to reunite with his family, for Yang Xu, he did everything he shouldn't have to bear!For Yang Xu, he wanted to commit suicide and take his own life!

"Xiao Chen" Qin Lei helped Xiang Chen who had fallen to the ground, looked at Yang Xu viciously and called out "Yang Xu" cautiously.

"Teacher Qin, take me away." Xiang Chen stopped the angry Qin Lei and said weakly, "I want to leave here"!

He was powerless to resist, and instinctively avoided, looking at Qin Lei with pleading eyes.

Qin Lei pursed her lips, hugged Xiang Chen, turned around and strode towards his sports car.

Xiang Chen hugged Qin Lei's neck, trying to hold back the choked up crying.

"Don't hold back, just cry!"

"No, I want to hold back my tears, I don't want to be weak and incompetent anymore." Without Yang Xu's comfort, who is crying for?

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