Don't miss the time when I love you

Xiang Chen and Qin Lei did not go to see his parents in the end, Qin Lei drove the car expressionlessly, and Xiang Chen beside him was also silent.

Xiang Chen took a deep breath, and finally said, "I just want to leave here tonight, is that okay?"

Qin Lei's eyes were still looking at the road ahead, not only clenched her fingers tightly, but her heart seemed to be pulled hard by something, "Is it a bit too sudden!"

"Although it's a bit late, do you still want me?" Xiang Chen gave up, he should have given up a long time ago, his ups and downs have been going on since childhood, Xiang Chen should know, but now he has made himself even more stupid , he was still expecting that he would really change, but turned himself into a joke again.

Qin Lei slammed on the brakes, the car stopped instantly, the two of them leaned forward uncontrollably, fortunately Xiang Chen was wearing a seat belt, otherwise he would really hit the windshield.

"I," Qin Lei has been waiting for this day for the past few years. He married himself willingly. He should have been ecstatic, but now he is hesitating, "You are proposing, right?"

"Yes!" Xiang Chen's tone was firm.

"Before I answer you, I have to tell you a secret hidden in my heart!" Qin Lei was a little at a loss, organizing words in his mind to explain the terrible truth he was about to tell.

Xiang Chen had never seen a steady and calm Qin Lei so panic-stricken, with unpredictable eyes that didn't look good at him.

"Speak, I'll listen." Xiang Chen held Qin Lei's cold palm in a gentle tone to calm his restlessness.

"I, I am the murderer who killed your child." After Qin Lei finished speaking in one breath, she withdrew her palm from Xiang Chen's and clenched her fist. "Back then, when you fell down the stairs, the child did not have a miscarriage. It was me, I begged me My classmate gave you an abortion, and I regretted seeing you in pain when you lost your child, so I feel like I am paying off debts these past few years, I am very tired!"

Qin Lei thought that Xiang Chen would scold him and at least cry bitterly, but he didn't, and calmly listened to Qin Lei's painful recounting of his guilt.

"It's because of that child!" From the way Qin Lei looked at Yuze from the Ruyi Commercial Building, he understood everything, "You fell in love with him, so you told the deep secret at this time, you could have died If you don't say it, it would be best for that child not to appear in this world, otherwise, I will always have an unclear relationship with him."

"Xiang Chen, me," Qin Lei wanted to say something, but seeing his calm appearance, he couldn't think of anything to say.

"No need to explain, can you send me back to my parents before you go to him, okay!"

Qin Lei nodded, and started the car again. At this time, light rain fell one after another, wet the ground, and hit the leaves rustling.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is turned off,".

Yuze put down the phone, looked sadly at the raindrops dripping on the glass, and bit his lip.

"Is he really going to marry Xiang Chen? At least, he didn't refuse. In his heart, Xiang Chen is still his favorite, right?"

Without waiting for an answer, I was the only one asking myself in the empty room. Turning around and looking at the black and white photos of my parents hanging on the wall, I felt even more uncomfortable. Is he destined to be alone all his life? Now even love is gone!

The next day, the sun was shining brightly after the rain. Yang Xu, who had just fallen asleep, was awakened by a rumbling sound. He suddenly opened his eyes and sat up from the bed, "Xiang Chen!" He ran out of the house like a wild horse, Running all the way to Xiangchen's seaside villa, the door was tightly locked by Yang Xu, even though he knew no one was inside, Yang Xu still knocked on the door and shouted his name "Xiangchen, Xiangchen".

In the end, he sat down on the ground exhausted, tears streaming down his pretty cheeks, "I, love you! Don't go!"

United States.

Xiang Chen has been suffering from nausea since he returned to the United States. Qin Lei thought it was because he was weak and jet-lagged, but. . .

"According to the test results, you are pregnant, almost three months!" A blond female doctor said in English.

"What?" Xiang Chen thought it was ridiculous, "Pregnant, three months?" The child was conceived in January, and Qin Lei went to G City in February, so the child's father "Yang Xu! How could that be? I have already decided everything, why again, ".

"Are you okay?" The female doctor looked at Xiang Chen with a strange expression and asked concerned.

"It's nothing, thank you!" Xiang Chen replied in fluent English with a smile after returning to his senses, and walked out the door with his test results.

"What did the doctor say?" Qin Lei stood up from the bench and asked Xiang Chen who was in a daze.

"Well," Xiang Chen looked helpless like a child at the moment, and took the initiative to hug Qin Lei, tears bursting like a flood.

Qin Lei took the test result from Xiang Chen's hand, "Are you pregnant?"

"Yeah." Xiang Chen nodded.

"But, we only have that one time, and I wear it," Qin Lei stopped talking as if he understood something.

"Yes, Yang Xu,"

"What are you going to do, tell him?"

"No." Xiang Chen shook his head, then looked at Qin Lei hesitantly, with uncertainty in his eyes.

"Okay, don't think so much, if you plan to stay, I'll take care of you!"

"Hmm" came a weak reply.

Three months later, Xiang Chen's belly got bigger and bigger day by day. Now that Xiang Chen has passed the adaptation period, he can eat even more. His belly is as round as a balloon, and a lot of flesh has grown on both sides of his cheeks. Look at it It looks round and full, and the slender fingers are a little thick due to edema.

"Tears, give me the plane ticket." Xiang Chen took out a plane ticket from behind and handed it to Qin Lei who was peeling apples for him as if by magic. "I know how it feels to miss someone, go back to China and find him!"

"But, he hasn't answered my calls all the time. I was wondering if he has a new friend..." Qin Lei looked at the air ticket in his hand and his eyes became hesitant.

"If you don't look for him now, one day, you will regret missing him!"

It's raining again, the sky feels like nightfall, and the gray city looks like an old man who can't breathe. Yuze is standing in front of a supermarket he often goes to, waiting for the rain to stop, but the rain has no intention of stopping. Putting on his coat, he prepared to run all the way home. As soon as he took the first step, his body was pulled back by an inexplicable force, and he bumped straight into a wall of flesh. Yuze sniffed the smell that belonged to that person and forgot to struggle , with a sore nose and a hopeless cry.

"Yuze, I'm back!"

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