Han Zigao

(Attention those who want to read the official history, it’s a bit abused from this chapter, sorry)

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Chen Qian looked at the bed, then turned her head and smiled at Han Zigao: "Zigao, this is the bed that you and Chen Wei'er had fun with back then?"

Han Zigao blushed, glared at him, and said, "Chen Qian! What nonsense are you talking about? What are you talking about? I didn't realize it at all, so I don't remember it at all."

"Really don't remember?" The emperor was in the mood to joke.

"Chen Qian!" Han Zigao was upset.

Chen Qian smiled: "Okay, Ah Man, I believe in you!"

But remembering the biggest misunderstanding with him back then, she chased him away and almost killed him.

Long Jiu sighed, and said: "I know you don't remember. I thought I would hate her very much and destroy this bed when I saw it, but anyway, I feel that if there is no such bed, I would not There will be..." Looking left and right, the guards all backed out after checking the room, and said in a low voice, "There will be no Zong'er either. Thinking about it this way, I don't hate Wei'er so much."

Han Zigao said: "Xian'er, if I had a choice, even if I went back to that night at the beginning, even if it was for Zong'er, I would still not do it with her. With you, I am not ready to have children. I love you with all my heart. In this life, I only love you, and I don’t love anyone else. Moreover, if I have a choice, I won’t be angry with you. I will make it clear to you. I really regret that I shouldn’t have let you sad."

Chen Qian sighed and said, "I know, but if I think about it now, if I go back to the beginning, I hope you did it with her. Because of this, I have Zong'er, and you and I have a son." , but I will not be as sad as I was back then, and drive you away. I will still dominate you and Zong'er. We are a family of three. Only then can we be together happily. Even if Chen Weier is alive, I will never let You are with her. Because, you are mine, my man alone!"

The two held hands and stared at each other affectionately.Yes, I only love you in this life.We are each other's one and only.

Finally, the food came, and the two of them ate, laughing as they ate, "The craftsmanship of the chefs at Saishenxian Restaurant seems to be no worse than that of my royal chefs."

Instruct several guards, Chen Chao, etc. to take turns to eat: "It's okay. You go to eat too."

Chen Chao refused to go and told him to sit at the bottom of the same table and talked for a long time.Barely sat down and waited on the emperor to eat with Zigao.

finally.After eating, the emperor sat for a while and stood up, but suddenly coughed heavily. Han Zigao hurriedly supported him and patted him on the back. Super Chen also stood up and came to help Chen Qian.

Chen Qian blocked her mouth with a handkerchief, and Han Zigao smiled: "Look at you, you are still like a child, you are too anxious to stand up, you..." Suddenly, there was a little blood on Chen Qian's silk handkerchief. , It was the blood he coughed up!

"What's going on? Zihua! This blood?" He asked in a panic.

"Oh? It's okay, it's okay, what are you afraid of with a little blood?"

"No, Zihua, tell me, when did you cough up blood?"

Han Zigao was suddenly drenched in cold sweat, his heart was beating wildly, and he was inexplicably panicked. No wonder he asked Zong'er to worship him as his father on New Year's Eve. Could it be that he is really ready for the funeral?

"No, I just coughed once in the twelfth lunar month, once this month, and today, only two or three times. Zigao, don't be nervous."

"No, no, Doctor Huang, Doctor Huang!"

Dr. Huang also followed, eating in another room, and ran over when he heard the call, Han Zigao waved everyone to leave, including Chen Chao who looked worried.

Just ask Dr. Huang, "Tell me the truth, how is the emperor's health?"

Doctor Huang knelt down, trembling, looking at the emperor, not daring to speak, Han Zigao drew his sword and put it on his neck: "If you don't tell the truth, I will kill you immediately!"

The emperor finally said: "It's okay, just tell me."

"The emperor's old illness has relapsed, and the onset is fierce, and the lowly ranks are helpless!"

"What do you mean? What do you mean?" Han Zigao's heart beat violently, he became dizzy and almost fainted.

The emperor supported him and said: "Zigao, don't be nervous, it's not that bad, I still have a lot of days."

"Shut up!" Han Zigao suddenly had a fit. He pushed Chen Qian away, grabbed Dr. Huang by the collar, and said, "Tell the truth, what is the extent of his illness? What do you mean you can't do anything?!"

"Your majesty, when the twelfth lunar month broke out, I thought that the emperor might not be able to survive this spring. Looking at it now, I am afraid that it will be, at most two or three months..."

"Ah!!" The sky suddenly collapsed!

Han Zigao suddenly felt dizzy, his hands and feet were cold, and he couldn't hold the sword, so it fell to the ground with a "clang".

Chen Qian stretched out her hand to support him, and told Dr. Huang to step back.

Han Zigao couldn't stand stably, Chen Qian helped him to sit on the chair, Han Zigao almost lost consciousness, he just felt like his heart was about to explode --- fear!There was also that feeling of suffocation, he had never felt so scared before, it was worse than the sky falling.

He himself has experienced life and death many times, he has never been afraid, only now, he is trembling with fear, he can't speak, even the tears are congealed, there are no tears, no other consciousness, only the feeling of fear Feel.

"Aman, Ahman!" He whispered, Ahman, Ahman, don't scare me.

He supported his body with warm and strong hands, Ah Man, don't act like this.I'm still here, I'm not dead, I don't want you like this.

Han Zigao suddenly burst out, crying loudly: "Chen Qian! Why are you hiding it from me?!"

"Aman," he hugged him and hugged him hard, but now Han Zigao, he couldn't hold him anymore, he pushed him away, pushed him down on a chair next to him, and continued to shout: "Chen Qian! You ! Why didn't you tell me?"

His tears fell like rain, Chen Qian, you said you would live a long life and stay with me!

"Ah Man, calm down, people outside can't hear you well, I still have a lot of things to do, don't worry." He was so anxious that he coaxed him carefully.

Han Zigao couldn't bear it any longer and just hugged him.I started to cry loudly, this is the man I love so much, how could he only have two or three months to live?

The guards outside heard the movement and ran over. Chen Qian waved them out.Everyone didn't dare to ask, so they all withdrew.

At night, all the people finally returned to the palace.Han Zigao was exhausted.He suddenly seemed to be frozen, unable to speak or think.Back in the palace, Chen Qian ordered the doctor to boil some calming medicine for Han Zigao to drink, but he was still dumbfounded, allowing Chen Qian to slowly feed the medicine.Chen Qian hugged him and slowly he fell asleep.

Chen Qian lightly hugged him on the bed.I secretly rejoiced that I still have the strength to hug him now, maybe soon, I will not be able to hug him, and stared at Han Zigao's sleeping face in a daze.Chen Qian's tears finally fell down.

There were still tears in the corners of Zigao's eyes, and he gently wiped away the tears: Ah Man, Ah Man, Chen Qian, I am not afraid of death.I just miss you and Zong'er!Can you live strong without me?

Now think back to Master Dao Mi’s words.He understood everything: his life span was indeed short, but in these limited decades, 13 years were spent with Zigao. Although there were misunderstandings, parting, and quarrels, we loved each other deeply Heart will never change.

This life is enough, but Ah Man, Ah Man, if I can, I really want to accompany you to the end of the world, to the gray hair!

Aman, Master Daomi said that you can choose your lifespan, now I want you to live for our Zong'er, can you do it? ?

When he thought that he would leave the man he loved the most alone when he left, he was really heartbroken, and at this moment when Han Zigao couldn't see him, tears fell down freely.

Chen Qian vomited blood once in December, and her right chest also started to ache. He called Dr. Huang and other doctors and asked them to check his pulse. It is the old disease that is coming fiercely, I am afraid they will not be able to recover.

He listened very calmly, and asked him the approximate date, and he said it was only four or five months away.After hearing this, he strictly ordered them not to let General Han know, and let them retreat.

What he is most reluctant to part with is of course Han Zigao, the man he loves so much, for this man, he can give up everything, but he has to leave him, let him face the life without himself, every time he thinks of this, All heartbroken.He really couldn't bear the suffering of this beloved man!

He really hated him. In his mind, he was still the child with the horns combed back then. The child's eyes were shining with the light of never giving in. He watched him grow up little by little, and his love for him Go deep into the bone marrow, and follow his blood to every corner of his body.

Even if he died and disappeared, he would still love him deeply.But, he died, who will take care of him?Who will protect his most beloved man?

Besides Han Zigao, that is Zong'er.

He thought about it that day, he had been in the flames of war for many years, and he had no fear of death, but his only worry was that Zong'er was too young, and Han Zigao was too kind. After he left, who could protect them? For the people he loves the most in his life, he must plan for them.

Originally, Han Zigao already had more than 6 soldiers, and they were all elite soldiers and good generals. The guards in the palace also listened to him. If he wanted, no one could really touch them.

But he knows his man too well, he is so kind that he always chooses to sacrifice himself to help others, not to mention, he never agrees with Li Zong'er as the prince.

If I can live for another five years, then Zong'er will be older and the regime will be more stable, then Zong'er may succeed to the throne without any problem, but the problem now is that I can't live long, so who can really protect my son? Where is Gao Bao Zong'er?

ps: Dear friends who want to read the official history, pay attention, it’s a bit abused from this chapter, sorry.I promised a good ending, but it was an alternative ending after the official ending. . .The official history is be.Huahua didn't dare to change it randomly.

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