Han Zigao

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During these days, Han Zigao never separated from him for a moment, and looked at that man obsessively every day, and often times he didn't want to blink, as if he was afraid that if he blinked, he would fly away.

After Zong'er got married, Shen Miaorong would often bring Zong'er and the Crown Princess over to see his father, Han Zigao was much gentler to Zong'er, but he was in great pain and naturally appeared more serious.

Many times when Han Zigao looked at Zong'er, he would think of the fate of the 13-year-old former emperor Xiao Fangzhi, not to mention that Zong'er said that he was 13 years old, but he was actually only 11 years old.

Yes, in troubled times, as a child, how can he protect himself from successfully succeeding to the throne?He knew that Chen Qian's making him the crown prince would eventually harm him, but the big mistake had already been made, and he, Han Zigao, was helpless.

He didn't want to think about it so much, in his heart, he just wanted to be with Chen Qian.

But at the end of February, Chen Qian still had a conversation with him: "Aman, although Zong'er is married, you know, he is very young, and I think some ministers will be suspicious."

"Well, Xi'er, children and grandchildren have their own blessings, so don't think too much about it."

"No, Ah Man, when I made him the crown prince, what I didn't expect was that I would leave so early."

"Xian'er! Don't think too much." Every time he said that he was going to leave, Han Zigao felt that his words were like a knife, cutting his heart into pieces.

"No, Ah Man, Zong'er is the only child between you and me. I have to think about him. Ah Man, can you promise me to protect Zong'er from successfully succeeding to the throne? Until he grows up?"

"No, no, Xi'er, I can't promise you."

"Aman! Zong'er is too young, you know in this troubled world. It is really difficult for a weak and kind child like him to become a monarch. If I can live another 10 years, I will be in his 15, 6 When I was young, I gave up the position Zen to him. I will only happily protect him with you for another 5 years, and then wait for his position to be stable. Even if you are willing to walk with me at that time, I will agree to you. But, I can't be so selfish now, Ah Man. You just promise me to protect him for another ten years, even eight years, when his position is stabilized. You, it's not too late for you to find me again." He said in one breath So many words.Can't help but cough up.

Han Zigao hurriedly patted him on the back, gently wiped away the blood from the corner of his mouth, and finally said softly, "Qian'er, don't think too much. It's better to rest."

"No, Ah Man!" Seeing that he never agreed to himself, he was so anxious that he couldn't help it.Tightly held his hand: "Aman, you now have more than 6 troops. Moreover, I can give Luo Ya, Zhang Zhaoda, Hua Jiao, Xiao Mahe, Xu Du, Wu Mingche, Shen Tai, Cheng Ling Xi wait to write a secret decree, and when the time comes, they will recognize you as the master, and everything will follow your orders. As long as you want, you can keep Zong'er succeeding to the throne smoothly. Promise me, promise me, okay, Ah Man?"

In fact, almost all of these generals were familiar with Han Zigao, Luo Ya, Zhang Zhaoda, Hua Jiao, Xiao Mohe, and Shen Tai all made friends with him, and he saved Cheng Lingxi's life.Only Xu Du and Wu Mingche are veterans. Wu Mingche did fight with Chen Xu when he was in Pingzhou Di, and he was more sincere to Chen Xu, but if he received the emperor's secret decree, he would naturally listen to the emperor's words, because he was promoted and trusted by the emperor general.

"Xi'er, I... I'm sorry, I can't promise you."

"Aman, I know you plan to go with me, and I am reluctant to part with you, but no, I made Zong'er the crown prince, so I can't be so selfish and hurt him, Aman, as long as you want, you can , can protect Zong'er's safety. You just need to send troops to arrest those who compete with him for the throne. I thought, it's nothing more than Maoer and Chen Xu."

"If Mao'er inherits the Datong, it will be justified."

Sure enough, as Chen Qian expected, Han Zigao really thought so.

"Aman, you know how cruel the battle for the throne is. If Mao'er or Chen Xu takes this position, Zong'er will end up with a dead end. Aman, I beg you, for our Zong'er, live on. , protect him, okay?"

"Xian'er, I'm sorry, I can't promise you. Without you, I really can't imagine how I can live on. What happens to Zong'er can only depend on his good fortune. I really can't control so much."

"Aman!" He was anxious and coughed violently again.Han Zigao hurriedly patted his back with one hand, and gently rubbed his chest with the other.

He coughed for a while, and Han Zigao brought him some honey water to moisten his throat, and said softly, "Qian'er, don't worry so much, okay? Get some rest."

"No, Ah Man, listen to me, you just need to arrest Maoer or Chen Xu, I don't want you to kill them both."

"Qian'er, if you think Chen Xu is rebellious, you can kill him!" Han Zigao said suddenly and indifferently.

He felt strange, based on what he knew about his man, he might have already planned to kill him, so why he hesitated?Do you have to stay to protect Zong'er?

He raised his eyes to look at Chen Qian. Now his complexion was even paler, but his red lips were even more crimson from the blood just now. He was looking at himself anxiously.

-----Suddenly, Han Zigao understood that he had to live on his own, and only by living could he truly protect Zong'er, and he didn't want to die by himself!

----Sier, Sierra!Have you forgotten our vow of life and death?If you die, how can I live?

"Actually, I really think so. Maybe I should really kill Chen Xu." Chen Qian said slowly and suddenly: "It's just that he was successful in beating Zhou Di last time, and he has some prestige among the generals. Now he is a first-rank general. , if I killed him for no reason, it might cause a mutiny. However, Ah Man, you are right, I really should kill him."

He looked carefully at Han Zigao's eyes, and saw a trace of guilt in his eyes.Finally: "Ah Man, if he is alive, if you miss me, you can still see him."

"What? Chen Qian! You still don't believe me today?!"

"Oh, no." Chen Qian felt a sharp pain in her heart, but she still suppressed the pain.Finally, with a long sigh: "Aman, if you can find my shadow in him, after I go, maybe you, you can regard him as me."

"Hehe, Chen Qian! You want to give me as a gift again, don't you?" I knew in my heart that he was not, but I was still a little angry and sad: He is so noble, what about your desire to dominate me?Xi'er, do you know that I have gone through the last time and already know that you are absolutely irreplaceable.

"Aman!" My heart ached even more, remembering what happened to Chen Wei'er last time, I misunderstood him, and both of them suffered a lot.

But now it has come to the point where I have no choice but to leave him, Ah Man, if I have a choice, I will never let you leave me even half a step!

"Aman!" Holding back tears: "Aman, even if you have been with him for 50, 80, or 100 years, I will still wait for you in the underworld and snatch you here. None of them are my opponents!"

"Xian'er! Don't worry, I won't be with him. You are my only man. You have to remember this. I, Han Zigao, will only be with you in my lifetime."

"Aman, I believe in you, but we still have Zong'er. Promise me, for him, to live on and protect him from succeeding to the throne."

Han Zigao fell silent, he couldn't make this promise: he couldn't let his Qian'er wait for him underground alone.

"Aman!" The emperor was really anxious: "Zong'er is your son, I want you to live and protect him!"

"No! I'm sorry, Xi'er, I can't do it, I really can't do it." He shook his head suddenly, I really can't do it.

The tears that had been suppressed for so many days suddenly couldn't be controlled anymore. He suddenly opened his arms, held Chen Qian in his arms, and cried, "Qian'er, I don't want you to go, I can't live without you! Didn't you promise me, Do you want to grow old with me? Why do you want to break your promise and leave me? I won't allow it! I won't allow you to say such things again!"

The emperor let him hold him, feeling suffocated in his chest for a while, seeing the man he loved broke down and crying, he could hardly control himself, the person he hated the most, he really couldn't bear to let Ah Man suffer like this, but What can he do?

He has been arrogant and domineering all his life, only he, Han Zigao, can make him bow his head, even make him afraid, lest he get angry, he once promised him the glory of a lifetime, he thought he could do it, he and he shared this Jiangshan, if possible, sincerely hope it will continue like this, ten years, 20 years, 30 years...

But I didn't expect that this life would be so short, so it's okay, Ah Man will always be in my heart like that year when I first met at the bank of the river, the child with the long horns, and the shocking beauty, just hit my heart so straight. From the bottom of my heart, since then, I have only lived for him.

Ah Man, if I am a little more selfish, I really want to take you away, and let your peerless beauty bloom only for me!But I want you to live, I will wait for you, how many years I will wait, no matter who you will have in this life, whether it is a man or a woman, I know, I will snatch you back, you are me Yes, it's always just me.

Chen Qian thought very clearly, if she killed her younger brother Chen Xu, Zong'er would not need Han Zigao's protection, and he would commit suicide immediately and follow her. No, Ah Man, you are still so young, you are only under 28 years old.

I don't want you to follow me, I want you to live!

Han Zigao hugged him and cried for a long time, wetting the clothes on his chest, he was still crying, the crying became quieter, but the tears flowed silently, today, let me vent again.

My Qian'er, after today, I won't cry anymore, you can only see my smile, okay?

Chen Qian patted him on the back gently, and the tears couldn't stop flowing secretly, Ah Man, I really can't bear to leave you alone!

The two embraced tightly, tears falling silently.

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