Han Zigao

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Thinking of that person, Han Zigao suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart. He had been numb for more than three months, but now he suddenly felt pain.

The pain, the pain is so painful that the air is like a sharp knife, as if you want to tear yourself apart inch by inch.

He galloped to his tomb on horseback, and for the first time held up the stele and cried hoarsely: "Xie'er! You are so selfish, why did you leave me alone, why didn't you take me with you?? You said Why did you leave me when you wanted to be with me for the rest of your life? Now you are lying there alone, why don’t you want me to accompany you?! I beg you, please let me go with you, I really I can't take it anymore..."

However, what responded to him was no longer the warm embrace and smile of that person, but only this cold tombstone! !

He rode at a gallop, and his guards could not keep up with him, so it was not known where he had gone.Finally, in the evening, when they found the tombstone, they saw a person curled up in front of the tomb, with his Jedi standing beside him, and he fell asleep on the ground.

Zhao Dahu and others sighed in their hearts, but they picked him up lightly. Fortunately, they also brought a chariot, put him in the car, and sent him back to the mansion.

Han Zigao was drowsy, but in the middle of the night he started to have a fever again, and in a daze, he only called out, "Qian'er!"

In the darkness, it seemed that the man was looking at him tenderly and lovingly and smiled: "Aman!"

His smile is always the brightest light in the cold night.His embrace is always the warmest harbor in the cold wind!

Chen Chao, Zhao Dahu and others felt severe pain in their hearts, but they also took good care of him. They placed wet cloth on his forehead, fed him medicine several times, and tossed and tossed him for three days and three nights.After the fever subsided, he finally opened his eyes.

Chen Chao, Zhao Dahu and others all knelt down and cried: "General! Please take care of your health, for the sake of the emperor, cheer up!"

Han Zigao looked at them stupidly, and after a long time, he finally waved his hands to let everyone stand up.

He reluctantly got up and drank some gruel.

Thinking of seeing that person in the dark, my heart still hurts like a knife.But suddenly I don't want to wake up anymore.woke up.That person can no longer be seen, it seems that only in that darkness can he be seen.

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In a blink of an eye, the Mid-Autumn Festival is here.When Chen Xu came, Super Chen didn't dare to stop him and brought him in.

Han Zigao raised his eyes to see him, and scolded in a cold voice: "Chen Xu! This general doesn't welcome you. You can go!"

Chen Xu laughed and said, "Brother Gao, what Master Liu knows has nothing to do with being a brother. It has nothing to do with letting you lead the troops to move to Xin'an Temple, brother Gao. Hey, brother Gao! Brother Gao!..."

But it turned out that Han Zigao stood up, grabbed him, pushed him with both hands, and threw him out.

When Han Zigao pushed and threw hard.Chen Xu didn't dare to resist, Han Zigao was so strong, he half pushed and half threw him out within a few strokes.

Han Zigao is already the new owner.Chen Chao and others have long regarded him as their master, and they all know him well.Knowing that he would not be so angry with Chen Xu for no reason, he didn't care.

Chen Xu has now led his soldiers to occupy Shangshu Province, which is the place where princes and ministers discuss their affairs, and they can almost cover the sky with one hand.

He really wants to usurp power and become the emperor of the Ninth Five-Year King, who doesn't want to?

In addition, as long as he usurps the power, he can live in the palace with Han Zigao like his elder brother back then. Now Han Zigao should know that without the protection of the emperor's brother, he has been surrounded by the current emperor and the emperor. The Queen Mother is rushing!

And if you become the emperor yourself, you can protect him like the elder brother. If you become the emperor yourself, you no longer need the protection of the empress dowager, and you can also protect your beloved brother Gao with a strong attitude, as long as he is willing to accept him.

For him, I can keep Zong'er and let him go somewhere to be his king at ease.

But he couldn't explain this to Han Zigao. In his heart, it was because Brother Gao didn't understand him, thinking that he wanted to get rid of Brother Gao and deliberately sowed his relationship with the emperor, but one day, Brother Gao, you will understand me heart.

Now that Han Zigao drove him out, Chen Xu had no choice but to go home first.Although he has no choice but to stalk Han Zigao, but he has a lot of intrigues and tricks when dealing with other power struggles, not to mention Mao Xi, an old and cunning adviser.

He then issued an order to transfer Mao'er back, that is Shen Miaorong's own son, the child is not very old, only 15 years old, but he has military power, this is his serious concern for Chen Xu's seizure of the throne.

He also hypocritically told Shen Miaorong that he couldn't bear the separation of their mother and child. Not only did Shen Miaorong not see the harm of the matter, but she was also grateful to him.

She was already dissatisfied with Chen Qian's transfer of Mao'er, she only had motherhood and no scheming, and when she took the position of empress dowager, the emperor didn't care about it, and she didn't care about political affairs at all. People must have something to hate.

Now Chen Xu almost cleared away all obstacles to the usurpation.

No, there is also Zhongju, and Han Zigao, who has the greatest military power---his beloved younger brother Gao. If younger brother Gao rebels, he can drive Huajiao, Zhang Zhaoda, Luo Ya, Xiao Mahe, Cheng Lingxian, etc.; and, When Maoer came back, he went to pay a visit to Han Zigao, who was also his favorite person. This was something he had to guard against!

In fact, what he didn't know was that Han Zigao had the secret decree of the former emperor in his hand, and he only played it in the name of the Qing emperor. Even Wu Mingche, who followed him to beg Zhou Di, would consider the secret decree of the former emperor first. After all, they were all handed down by Chen Qian People who are promoted.

But if Han Zigao wanted to clean up Chen Xu, why didn't he do it, didn't make the secret decree, why did Ren Zong'er act recklessly?

There are many reasons, but the most important are three points:

The first point is that he doesn't want the country he and his beloved Chen Qian worked so hard to fall into chaotic war again, and let the common people suffer along with it.

The second point is that Zong'er became the emperor himself. Whether it was because of weakness or resentment, he counted himself as kicked out of the court, and ignored his husband's killing and remained indifferent. He blindly trusted or feared Chen Xu. Breaking one's oath easily, disregarding loyalty and traitors, and vengeance, all show that Zong'er is not a sage or suitable to be a good monarch in this troubled world.

The third point is the most important and fatal point: he really doesn't want to live.

Chen Qian left, took away his heart, his soul and all his feelings, and even took away all his ambitions, he lived like a walking dead, asking himself every day if he needed Now go and find him?where is he?If you leave too late, will you never find him again?

What is the use of Jiangshan?He has already tasted that taste, and without that person to share this country with him, it can no longer arouse his fighting spirit.

The reason why he didn't commit suicide immediately was because he had promised Chen Qian to try his best and try to protect Zong'er. Moreover, Zong'er was his own son and his only son after all, so he would leave him like this. Still more or less unbearable.

He didn't even try.

He hesitated just like that, but this kind of lingering pain and life without a soul was really not something he could bear.The love between him and Chen Qian was so deep that it ruined both of them and their son Zong'er.

Han Zigao is like an eagle with its wings broken, it can no longer soar in the sky, and most importantly, he doesn't want to fly at all.

Han Zigao moved to the vicinity of Xin'an Temple. He can't go back to his home every day, and he is far away from home.

There are many temples near Xin'an Temple.

He went to the temple almost every day to make a wish, wishing that he could see that person, see him soon, and be inseparable from him forever. He asked those silent Buddhas and monks in the temple where people go after death. where?

Where can I find past lovers?

If you can't take a breath, where will you settle down? ?

He really lived like a year, this kind of knife-like life was painful all the time, everywhere he went, there was no man for him anymore.

Without his arrogant and domineering eyebrows, without his graceful figure facing the wind, without his affectionate gaze, and without his warm embrace and passionate kisses.

Han Zigao often rode his horse to an open place and shouted --- Qian'er!

He used to yell and vent so much, in the days after he escaped, but he still had a glimmer of hope at that time, and now he really has no more, he should go to his grave to find him.

He was just lying there, alone, that was where he was going, why didn't he go?

How long do you plan to keep him waiting? ?

Maybe he regretted it, he regretted letting himself live.

Chen Qian!Haven't you always been domineering?Don't you always emphasize that I belong to you alone?So why didn't you kill me?Take me away?

Why don't you say, "Follow me!" when I met you? If you said that, I would still follow you.Even if it's hellfire ahead, as long as I'm with you, what's the problem?

After all, he didn't stay in Xin'an Temple for a long time. In October, he went to Zhongju to find him. He also brought Hua Jiao's letter. He personally wrote letters to Hua Jiao and Luo Ya, etc., to inform about the temple. .The two have been depressed ever since they learned of Chen Qian's death.

Since Luo Ya found out about Chen Qian's death, he was suddenly disheartened, so he asked to resign and go home. He didn't want to lead the army anymore. However, Zong'er was not allowed to play. He still led the army as the prefect, but it is said that he has been ill recently.

But Hua Jiao resented Chen Xu for wanting to usurp power, and in the letter asked Han Zigao to join him in raising troops to get rid of Chen Xu.

After Han Zigao read the letter, he only told Zhongju that he had no intention of raising troops, and asked Hua Jiao to stand still for the time being. Ken.

When Zhongju couldn't come often, he often sent his son to Yulai.

In addition, Chen Xu was also found.He was still yearning for him, and begged Han Zigao to forgive him, as long as he could meet him, even if he didn't do anything.

If he didn't forgive him, he wouldn't leave. He stood outside and said, not afraid of being seen and heard.

Han Zigao felt that he looked more and more like Chen Wei'er.