Little days with the second generation ancestor

The door was not closed, the cold wind blew into the originally warm home, Zhonglichen stood blankly in the living room, everything happened so suddenly, like a dream, but Zhonglichen knew it was not a dream.

Zhong Lichen mechanically walked to the dining table, picked up the cake and placed it on the coffee table in the living room. Tears still flowed down, but she didn't wipe them off, but let them flow wantonly on her cheeks, slipping down. Tears dripped on the clothes and on the wooden floor.Zhong Lichen unpacked the cake and saw an envelope inside. She took out the letter paper inside with her trembling hands, and tears came out even more when she saw the delicate characters on the letter.

Chen, I have known you for more than two years. In fact, I have met you many times on campus, but you have never looked at me. Every time I meet you, it happens that Shirley and Elsa are not with you, so let I think you are a lonely girl, walking alone, you are always so deserted, giving people a feeling of looking down on everything, your unique qualities are like a luminous body that attracts me, maybe it is God’s will, maybe it is destiny , I fell in love with you on that not-so-good night when you and I first met, the first time you looked me in the eye and rescued me.I have never been tempted by anyone, let alone loved anyone, so I was not sure if it was love at the time. I struggled for a long time, but every time I meet you, I want to get closer. You know, the first time On the night we met, I invited you to have lunch together. I was afraid that you would refuse, but you not only did not refuse, but also went to the appointment on time, which made me feel inexplicable and great joy.I thought that since my emotional experience is a blank sheet of paper, why don't I give myself a chance to add some color to this blank sheet of paper, I thought so and did so, approaching again and again You, although I felt that you were a little bit resistant at the time, but I was a little coercive and didn't let you escape.

When shirley and elsa told me about your past, I was very distressed. I was thinking that if you met me first, I would definitely not make you sad, and, to tell you the truth, I was also a little jealous, It was Liu Wenxin who was jealous of you the first time, but it doesn't matter, now you love me, I know.Chen, I am very glad that you can give me a chance to love you, and give yourself a chance to love someone. I will cherish this hard-won relationship, and although you have never given me any promises, I There was always a feeling that we would be together forever.

Chen, you are really nice, very gentle, considerate, and tolerant. I am really happy that I fell in love with you for the first time. Although you are not good at expressing, everything you do is for me. Everything I do is in my eyes and in my heart. I may not be a perfect lover, but you are, God really favors me, let me have you, thank you for your love, I will go to [-]% lovers work hard ↖(^w^)↗.

Chen, we are going to graduate soon, I know you will inherit Chenxi, and I will also be my history teacher, because that is my dream, history teacher and entrepreneur, haha, it seems a very strange combination^_^ , I hope we will have our own home in the future, and then we will nest together every night and tell anecdotes about the day. In this life, I have never written a love letter or a confession letter. This is my first time. You make a lot of money. Posted, although the writing is messy and unintelligible, but in a word, Chen, happy birthday, Chen, I love you.

love you Ruoshui

Zhong Lichen read the letter intermittently with eyes that had been blurred by tears. Tears fell on the letter paper, soaked the pen and ink, and broke her heart. Her heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp dagger, and her neck was like Being tightly strangled by a pair of powerful and invisible hands and unable to breathe, she suddenly indulged herself, no longer suppressed her inner sadness, and let her life cry out. This was the first time she cried hoarsely when she grew up, and she kept chanting "" I'm sorry," but I never had the courage to call out the word "Ruoshui".

"Xiaochen, why don't you even close the door!" Zhonglichen's mother saw that the door was unlocked and thought it was a thief, but she saw her daughter's back trembling from the door, "Bao'er, what's wrong with you?" ?" Zhong Lichen's mother walked in only to find that Zhong Lichen was crying, which surprised her.

"Mom..." Zhong Lichen yelled, but couldn't make any more sound and hugged her mother, crying helplessly.

"Bao'er, tell mom what's wrong? Why are you crying for your birthday?" Now Zhong Lichen's mother was completely dumbfounded, she watched Zhong Lichen grow up, Zhong Lichen has always been a cowardly person who regards crying It was the first time she saw her cry like this, she threw the gift in her hand to the ground and gently comforted Zhong Lichen.

"Mom...I...I..." Zhong Lichen said "I, I, I" for a long time, but did not say a complete sentence.

"Okay, okay, don't talk, don't talk, ah, Bao'er." Zhong Lichen's mother sat on the sofa and hugged Zhong Lichen, patted her back lightly like when she was a child, to help her soothe her emotions, I had some guesses in my heart.

Lan Ruoshui was wandering on the side of the street alone, crying and laughing like a madman, muttering: "Chen, why are you like this, how can you be like this?" People passing by all avoided her , so abnormal that she didn't see that the traffic light had turned red, nor did she hear the shouts of the people around her, and she didn't realize that the danger was approaching.

"Xiaochen, your phone is ringing, I'll bring it here for you." Zhong Lichen's mother went to the dining table and took Zhong Lichen's phone and handed it to Zhong Lichen.

"Hello." Zhong Lichen's mood had just stabilized, but her voice was still trembling. She tried her best to make her voice sound normal.

"You! Where are you now?" Shirley's voice was clearly hurried and anxious.

"I'm at home." Zhong Lichen took a deep breath and replied.

"Where is Ruoshui?" Shirley continued to ask.

"She...she's gone." Zhong Lichen closed his eyes to stop the tears that were about to pour out again.

"When?" Shirley's voice immediately raised two octaves.

"About 10 minutes." Zhong Lichen is very sensitive to numbers and time.

"Go out and find her right now! Immediately! Jason Tan is near your house! Hurry up!" Shirley roared out, Zhong Lichen was stunned when he heard it, and rushed out of the house wearing a thin shirt and slippers, meditating in his heart "Ruoshui, don't worry about it."

"Why are you going?" Zhong Lichen's mother was taken aback by Zhong Lichen's actions, but before she could finish asking, Zhong Lichen had already run out of the house. She also knew that her old arms and legs were no match for young people, so she also He didn't go after him, shook his head helplessly, put together the presents she bought, and seeing that Zhong Lichen didn't prepare any meals, he cooked by himself to pass the time.

"Ruoshui! Ruoshui!" Zhong Lichen yelled while running, her heart beating faster and faster, as if she would die suddenly due to breathlessness in the next second, but she didn't slow down, let alone stop, her eyes searched Lan Ruoshui's figure, although the temperature outside is extremely cold, but she is covered with sweat.

"It's God helping me, Lan Ruoshui, you have caused me so much misery, today you will be disabled if you don't want your life!" Tan Jason was driving a Land Rover, his eyes were full of viciousness and anger, looking at Lan Ruoshui who rushed out of the zebra crossing, With a sneer, he slowly stepped on the accelerator.

"Ruoshui!" Zhong Lichen shouted when he saw the thin figure on the zebra crossing, and then saw a Land Rover driving towards Lan Ruoshui. He grabbed Lan Ruoshui and pulled him into his arms, passing the Land Rover.

"You don't want to die!" Zhong Lichen hugged Lan Ruoshui tightly and shouted, the fear in his heart was not relieved, but Lan Ruoshui turned a deaf ear to it.

"Fuck! Zhong Lichen, you're messing with me again! Go all out today! Let's hit each other, hit each other!" Jason Tan's eyes were red with anger, and he immediately turned the car around, regardless of any traffic regulations, just He wanted to hit Zhong Lichen and Lan Ruoshui, but he was chased by a truck that rushed out. At this time, the traffic police also came and took away both Jason Tan and the owner of the truck. Jason Tan was not reconciled. Yelling and cursing: "Zhong Lichen! You fucking wait for me! I can't stop talking to you!"

"Chen, hehe, I knew you were joking with me, you came to pick me up, right?" Lan Ruoshui's icy body was instantly warmed by Zhong Lichen's embrace, breathing in the familiar fragrance, sweet Laughing, she looked up at the still wet tears on Zhong Lichen's cheeks.

"Don't stand in the middle of the road, it's dangerous." Zhong Lichen avoided answering Lan Ruoshui's question, took Lan Ruoshui's hand like a habit and pulled her to the sidewalk.

"Are you here to pick me up? Are you?" Lan Ruoshui kept asking, Zhong Lichen remained silent, she really wanted to say "Let's go home" but she couldn't.

"Xiao Shui." A slightly majestic voice sounded in front of Zhong Lichen and Lan Ruoshui, blocking their way, Zhong Lichen stopped when he heard the sound, and looked up at Lan Yue.

"Mummy? Why are you here?" Lan Ruoshui looked at Lan Yue's body but hid behind her.

"I'll take you home." Lan Yue said as she snatched Lan Ruoshui from Zhong Lichen's hands.

"No, I want to go home with Chen." Lan Ruoshui struggled and refused to go with Lan Yue.

"Follow her?" Lan Yue let go and looked at Zhong Lichen, "Ask if she will take you back?" Lan Yue pointed at Zhong Lichen.

"Chen, you are here to take me back." Lan Ruoshui moved to Zhong Lichen's side step by step, and pulled Zhong Lichen's sleeve, "Why do you wear so little clothes, and you still wear slippers? What should I do if I catch a cold? It will hurt." Lan Ruoshui couldn't help frowning when she realized Zhong Lichen's attire.

"I..." Zhong Lichen looked at Lan Ruoshui, then at Lan Yue, and clenched his fists, "Ruoshui, I said we broke up." After Zhong Lichen said quickly, he turned around and was about to leave, but was grabbed by Lan Ruoshui. Hugging at the waist, Lan Yue looked at everything in front of her with an expression of watching a play.

"Ruoshui, I'm not by your side, take good care of yourself, I'm sorry." Zhong Lichen broke off Lan Ruoshui's arm holding her tightly, every time Lan Ruoshui said "no", it was like being lingering, she also hated herself, hated I hate myself for my incompetence.

"Xiao Shui, you also heard the answer, come home with me." Lan Yue's patience had run out, and she stepped forward and grabbed Lan Ruoshui to force her away, but Zhong Lichen resisted not looking back, tears came again It flowed out once, and Zhong Lichen knelt on the ground powerlessly when he heard the sound of the car door opening, closing, and drifting away.