The Regent is my cat

Jian Linqing's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he came back to his senses after being shocked by these words. He looked at Yan Chen, and bumped into the latter's hot eyes. Those eyes made him feel hot all over, and he licked his lips in a panic, "... …Can't."

Yan Chen thought, he must not know how weak his voice is, nor how good-looking he is now.

The pair of green eyes looking at him are like a deer lost in the forest, which makes people's heart soften. On that usually handsome face, the brows and eyes are obviously full of helplessness, but still pretending to be calm, like A burning flower, drenched by the rain, is still holding on to bloom.

This made him indescribably attractive, hooking people to pierce the thin paper-like disguise, Yan Chen squatted down in front of him, the latter's gaze was always focused on him, Yan Chen liked the feeling of being watched by him, The hairy ears trembled happily following the master's wishes.

He put his hand on the edge of the thin quilt, looked up at the person he liked, and said softly, "Can I kiss you?"

Jian Linqing took a quick breath and stepped back, not forgetting to pull the thin quilt from Yan Chen's hands. The man's hands were slender and powerful, and when Bo was passive, they bent out delicate joints, and the veins on the back of the hands seemed to be finely drawn. Jian Linqing didn't even dare to look closely at his hands. He hugged the quilt and pressed his whole body against the couch wall, but he still refused, "...No."

However, Yan Chen stood up, leaned down, and put his arms on his neck. He approached slowly, like a dormant beast. He stared at those tense and lightly pursed lips, and asked again tirelessly. Again, "Can I kiss you?"

Jian Linqing couldn't help raising his hand to hold his shoulder to prevent him from approaching any further. His breathing became more and more rapid. The small space was filled with the smell of Yan Chen, which made him more drowsy. Sticking to his face, he shook his head lightly under the chill, "No... um..."

His unfinished words were swallowed between his lips and teeth, and the hand that was on the man's shoulder was taken off, and it was inserted into the other slightly larger palm. They fit very well, as if they were made for each other. The other hand had nowhere to focus, curled up and struggled in the void, unconsciously gathered into the man's long black hair, and held the fluffy cat ear.

He kneaded subconsciously, and the strength on his lips became heavier in an instant.

His lips were licked by Yan Chen between his teeth, the tip of his tongue was wet and soft, like a paintbrush, it was traced on his lips, Jian Linqing's originally clenched teeth became numb, unable to restrain himself He hastily wrote a gasping refusal from his nasal voice, his lower lip was finally let go, but the next moment his lips were sucked.

It is entwined with intimacy, and from time to time, it is bitten lightly, it is tasted like a small fruit, Jian Linqing's eye sockets are astringent from being kissed, he rubbed that furry ear more and more hastily, pulling Only when it was stopped did the person in front of him stop the raging movements.

Yan Chen pressed the tip of his tongue against the fangs unsatisfactorily. The tingling pain calmed him down a little. He looked at Jian Linqing who was kissing the reddened eyes, his throat rolled, and his fingertips gently rubbed the ends of his eyes, pecking at them. Kissing his ripe red lips, whispering, "I won't kiss anymore."

Jian Linqing was kissed softly all over. He couldn't lift his strength, so he could only turn his head and let the warm lips fall on his cheeks. He pursed his numb lips and said in an astonishingly hoarse voice, "Liar, I didn't agree with you either."

Putting a hand on the side of his face, turning his face gently, Yan Chen looked at him with a smile, "You said yes, I asked you three times, and you said yes."

Jian Linqing choked for a moment, he pushed Yan Chen, "Get out of the way, I want to drink water."

The latter backed away obediently, poured a cup of warm tea and handed it to him. Jian Linqing took it and drank it in one gulp before relieving the thirst in his throat. He raised his eyes and bumped into Yan Chen's smiling eyes. Looking at him, unscrupulously so to speak, Jian Linqing couldn't help but look away, "Don't look at me like that."

He heard a very soft laugh, and the ending sounded with joy, "Then I won't watch it, I'll take you back, and then let Yun Lanlan send you some wound medicine, and show her the knee too." , a hundred days of traumatic injuries..."

Jian Linqing put down his glass and interrupted him loudly, "No, I'll pack up and leave today."

The smile on Yan Chen's face disappeared, and the lips of the person in front of him were still red from being sucked and kissed by him. They had clearly done something intimate between lovers, and they were clearly in love with each other. Yan Chen didn't understand Why did Jian Linqing still want to leave even now.

He held Jian Linqing's hand tightly, "Why?"

Jian Linqing stared at him for a long time, he had never been so tender and full of pain for a moment, his voice was as soft as a sigh, "Because I'm going to die."

He held Yan Chen's frozen hand instead, and called him affectionately, "Yan Manman, you have already seen me having a seizure, so I must let Yun Lanlan check it out, there is no need to check it, let me tell you.

This medicine is called Tai Chi, and it is a medicine that can reverse yin and yang. It is because of it that I can become such a monster who is neither male nor female. People who use this medicine will die when they reach eighteen. My birthday is on November. "

He said that he was about to withdraw his hand, but Yan Chen refused to let it go, "You won't die. Didn't you say that the antidote is in the palace? I'm sending someone to look for it. Yun Lanlan is also here, the imperial doctor of the palace, and the folk doctor." Traveling doctors, alchemists... will find a way..."

"No." Jian Linqing looked at him sadly. "It's useless. I lied to you. There is no antidote. I took this medicine from the age of 13 to 17. The poison has already penetrated into the heart and lungs. Even the gods can't save it."

"How do you know there is no cure? At least try first..."

But Jian Linqing broke free from his hand suddenly, "Do you think I haven't tried it? Do you think I'm willing to live with this male and female body until now? The person who developed this poison told me that there is no cure, but I don’t give up, I try my best to find a chance of life! I begged the national players, prayed to gods and Buddhas, drank talisman water, and read all the ancient medical books, but it was useless! I can only be trapped in such a deformed body by medicine, They called me a princess when I was born, and no one knew I was supposed to be a man when I died!"

Those bad emotions that have been accumulated in my heart suddenly burst out like a torrent, rushing out of the heart that was almost shattered, and the acne was torn from the flesh and blood, painful but happy, "How dare I take this Does a monster-like body like you? How dare I like you with such a life that is already destined to die? I will die soon, but your life may still be long, let me go, Yan Chen."

In front of his eyes, the man's face was frozen with pain, "I won't let you die."

He made an oath, but this oath was so powerless in the face of death, Jian Linqing shook his head, as if coaxing a stubborn child, "There will be no second cat demon."

Yan Chen closed his eyes, Yun Lanlan had seen countless poisons, but even she couldn't tell them apart, so why didn't he know how poisonous this medicine called Tai Chi was.

After many years, Yan Chen tasted that kind of powerless anger again. Even though he is supported by thousands of people and has power in the court, in the face of death, he is still the unarmed child at the beginning, "Stay here, let's find capable people and strangers to see each other." , if it is true..." His throat was choked before he continued, "At least leave by my side."

"I can't do it," Jian Linqing refused without hesitation. "The dead can leave, but the living have to bear the pain of the dead to live in this world. I can't be so selfish."

"It's not a selfish thing to do..."

"Why not? The more you like me, the more pain you will suffer when I die. Can you bear it? After enjoying the last peaceful time, I will die in the arms of the person I like, leaving him alone to bear the loss My pain, this is something only a beast can do!

Let's end here, we like each other but we haven't reached the point where we need each other, there are many good people who like you, you don't have to only see me..."

"What about you?" Yan Chen looked at Jian Linqing, he was so calm and decisive, he said everything frankly and clearly, but he didn't mention himself, "You should also hide it from Mu Jin and the others. After leaving the palace, what's the next step? They are going to be tricked away, and then go to Jinling alone, survive the poison alone, and die alone in a place that we don't even know, right?"

Jian Linqing chuckled, the water in his eyes shattered, "Don't think so badly about me, I'm rich, I will rent a big yard, eat, drink and have fun all day long, leisurely, and I will order good people to take care of it before I die. Funeral."

"Are you willing to do this? Everyone around you has left you to have their own lives..."

Jian Linqing suddenly stretched out her hand and pinched the tips of his ears, "It's my honor to meet you, I'm already very satisfied."

"I'm not a greedy person, but you, Yan Manman," he returned to the relaxed tone before, as if Yan Chen was hugging a cat, "I really have to go, you're just like this now You like me, and I am so lovable, when I really die in front of you, you will cry to death."

As if he had foreseen the scene, he said firmly: "Because you are a person who has lost, you know how painful it is to lose what you love, and you survived the previous loss with hatred, but this time, how should you carry on?" I can't stay, I don't want to see your worried and sad face every day, it's too guilty, and the time before death will be uneasy."

Yan Chen looked at him for a long time, as if he wanted to burn the eyebrows of the person in front of him into his heart, he asked him, "Can't you stay?"

Jian Linqing nodded with a smile, "I can't stay."

"Then at least let me see you off."

Jian Linqing waved his hands, "There is nothing to give, just let Chang Ming arrange it," he said, standing up, and refused Yan Chen's support.

Enduring the pain in his knees, he watched the person in front of him raise his hand, and the latter obediently bent his neck, allowing him to rub the cat's ears, "I'm leaving, Yan Manman, you protect your little secret, don't was discovered."

Yan Chen hugged him gently, but he had to let go, "Bon voyage."

Jian Linqing patted him on the shoulder with a smile, and limped out.

The knee really hurts, but even if it hurts like this, Jian Linqing still can't ignore the beating heart in his chest, crying like blood.

Behind him, Yan Chen did not watch him leave for the first time, and was as silent as a jade sculpture.

The author has something to say: mua!Because life and death are really too big a thing, you must be prepared to lose the person you like, and you need to think about it carefully, so you have to separate and calm down.