The Regent is my cat
Chapter 46
Jian Linqing frowned and looked at him, "Why are you here?"
His tone was not good, and Yangxi could hear the anger hidden in it, she didn't dare to stay any longer, she carried the bird and slipped away quickly, and did not forget to make a silent encouraging gesture to Yan Chen.
Jian Linqing didn't think about this, he was really angry, the joy of seeing people quickly turned into anger, he didn't know why Yan Chen came here, when he didn't come, he was already tossing and turning, now that he came, Jian Linqing was worried that his position would be in chaos, and he would no longer be able to bring up the decisiveness of the day of separation.
Yan Chen looked at his defensive and vigilant expression, naturally he did not miss the joy in his eyes, he told himself not to worry, the smile on his face became more gentle, "I'll come and see how you are doing."
Jian Linqing calmed down when he heard the words, "As you can see, everything is fine."
Yan Chen stared at the soft flesh around his cheeks, which was more plump than before, "Indeed, it's fatter than before."
Jian Linqing puffed her cheeks unconsciously, looked at him and asked, "You didn't come all the way here on horseback, did you?"
Yan Chen laughed, "No, Chang Guang and I came by boat, but they rested at another place and did not come with me."
Jian Linqing pursed her lips, "If you think about it, you know that my life is not bad. Why take a few days to come here? It's only June..."
He stopped what he was saying, and Yan Chen could still hear his worry. He tasted the sweetness, and his heart softened, "I used the cat's body to nest in the cabin for a few days, and it was fine. We When are you going to talk about it here, don't you plan to invite me in for a sit down?"
When he said this, the rain on his forehead gathered into a drop and fell gently. Jian Linqing sighed in his heart, "Forget it, everyone is here, please."
He took Yan Chen into the house, and the strange thing was that they were all in the veranda, and he didn't see a single person, only the goose-yellow phoenix hanging on the veranda stood on the bird stand, with food and water in front of him, It was a bit messy, as if it was put up hastily, Jian Linqing knew in his heart that it was probably Yang Xi, who cleared the room for him as soon as he entered the door.
It was as if he and Yan Chen had a private meeting under the cover of the entire government.Jian Linqing quickly stopped this thought, and led Yan Chen forward, "How did King Ning deal with it?"
Yan Chen looked at the rain falling from the eaves, and answered a little absent-mindedly, "They have made sufficient preparations, and we only found the bandits along the way, but this worldly conspiracy does not necessarily need evidence, Chen Chen The imperial concubine and her mother's family have already taken precautions against her, and even with the help of King Rui, King Ning's life is still not easy, let alone the queen adopted eleven princes."
Jian Linqing didn't expect the queen to do this. "Prince Ning is her own son after all," he said, frowning. "Although he is not a good guy, at least he is much better than King An."
Yan Chen laughed mockingly, "She treats King An as the eldest son. Even though King Ning and him are twins, she still devotes most of her love to King An. King Ning has become what he is today. Her responsibility cannot be called Not big."
Even so, Jian Linqing didn't have any affection for King Ning, but he just sighed a little more. He was destined to walk on a path of self-destruction, "Where is Hanhan, how is she?"
"Everything is fine with her, but a letter is sent to me every day asking me why you haven't come back, is it because I did something wrong to make you angry, and the auspicious father-in-law has lost his legs."
Jian Linqing laughed, and soon felt a little disappointed, they were already in the flower hall, because Jian Linqing sometimes stained his clothes when eating snacks, Mu Jin prepared some clothes here, Jian Linqing rummaged inside, and found an ink-colored robe.
This robe is very loose, Yangxi bought it carelessly, and Jian Linqing liked it very much when he put it on. The loose clothes can be rolled up by him on the couch without stretching his body, and the hem of the clothes can be relaxed He didn't have to curl up to cover his feet, so he deliberately bought a few more, and the one he found was not worn.
He handed over his coat, "Change out the wet clothes, and remember to wipe your hair," he added pretentiously, "Don't get my carpet wet."
Yan Chen took it with a smile, and went into the inner room to change clothes. Jian Linqing spread out on the couch, straightened one leg, and looked at the small courtyard outside the hollow window.
He thought about the people in this little house, those who were connected with him.
Jian Linqing knew very early on that he was going to die. After finding no medicine, he was depressed for a period of time, but he also cheered up, thinking that one day will be a day, and he will live happily before he dies.
He is calm about death, but it is not until today that he truly understands that death is not a matter of one person, and those nostalgia and reluctance for the world are produced precisely because of communication with people in the world. You will meet some people who overlap your own life with theirs in parallel, and the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys are all connected.
They are not passers-by in life, they are fellow travelers. Jian Linqing is used to waking up with a cat in his arms, yawning sleepily and going to eat, listening to Yangxi's bluffing, listening to Mujin's soft instructions, and looking at Master Wang Putting on the newly developed snacks happily, Yun Lanlan walked in with a circle of excited green and black at this time...
If his will was weak at the beginning, there would have been another person in his past life who would share his bed with him, enjoy the moon and stars, share his sorrows, and share his joys.
A kind of sadness that he hadn't felt for a long time engulfed him, his heart seemed to be clenched by something, making it difficult for him to breathe, Jian Linqing rubbed the soft pillow into his arms.
He was suddenly very sad.
All the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the dead end at the time of death, but the living still have to live with lingering pain.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Jian Linqing suddenly came back to his senses. He quickly adjusted his expression, looked at Yan Chen, "This dress suits you quite well."
The clothes in the south of the Yangtze River are more elegant than those in the capital city. Wearing them on Yan Chen's body and matching that face, even if it is black, it is extraordinarily fairy-like. Yan Chen accepted his praise, but he did not follow the rules as before. On the chair, he sat down at the end of the couch.
This is obviously an intimate distance, Jian Linqing hastily sat up straight and distanced himself from him, he picked up the snack bought from Aunt Chen's jerky and handed it over, "Here, the jerky here is delicious. "
Yan Chen took it and ate it obediently. Jian Linqing felt uncomfortable seeing him eating alone, so she followed suit, and there was only a slight chewing sound. Jian Linqing felt more and more uncomfortable, and poured Yan Chen a glass. Tea, when people are still eating, they start chasing customers, "You came and watched, so go back quickly, don't miss lunch."
Yan Chen sipped the warm tea and wiped his hands with a wet handkerchief. The action was pleasing to the eye, but Jian Linqing was not in the mood to appreciate it. He squeezed the soft pillow in his hand, and after a while he couldn't say a word, "Why, you Do you still want to have lunch?"
Only then did Yan Chen speak, "You know why I came here."
The air seemed to be frozen at this moment, and the indescribable suffocation came again. Jian Linqing looked at the eyes staring at him deeply, and his aching heart became sweet again.
But this sweetness is applied on the tip of the knife.
He closed his eyes, "I'd rather you really just come and see me."
Seeing that he was doing well, he felt relieved and never saw him again. This was the best ending.
But it's hard to help.
He heard Yan Chen's serious voice, "I want to stay by your side."
Jian Linqing's accumulated resistance was completely destroyed by these words before he was able to get out of the sheath. He couldn't help feeling the soreness in his nose. He took a deep breath and asked, "Are you ready to lose me?" ?
"If you really want to be with me, then when I die, you will also be by my side. You have to watch me die, feel my body become cold, my heartbeat disappear, and you will never wake up again. Burn my body and bury my ashes in this yard, and then you have to get used to it, get used to the fact that I'm dead, Yan Chen, can you do it?"
"I can do it," Yan Chen held his hand, which was icy cold, so he squeezed those icy hands together, "I came here for this, I should have said these words on the day we parted, but At that time, I was afraid, and I was afraid of losing again."
Jian Linqing listened to him quietly, "Because of my cowardice, I have missed this period of time. I watched your death approach day by day, and I realized that I will regret it. I regret leaving you. I regret leaving you. I should have known that I didn't continue to be by your side, and you were also very scared."
Jian Linqing was only calm about death, but he couldn't say that he was not afraid. He raised his head and stopped the tears in his eyes.
"Don't feel guilty. I'm also a person with no future." The hands slowly became warm in his palms, and Yan Chen squeezed his fingers affectionately one by one. Knowing what is going on with my body, maybe one day the protection of the cat demon disappears, and I turn back into a corpse again, maybe after I turn into a cat, I can never change back, maybe when the cat body dies When I die... you see, there are so many possibilities."
Jian Linqing felt uneasy, "It won't be like this, find more strange people and strangers..."
"I see, do you like it too?" Yan Chen coaxed him, "But we all let nature take its course, not obsessed with living, just live with hope, I promise I won't worry about your body all the time, You have to do the same, let's live with each other, okay? I dare not waste any more time."
Jian Linqing didn't dare to waste any more time. If something happened to Yan Chen, he would definitely regret it. He would regret why he refused in the first place and missed the last relationship. Instead, he held Yan Chen's hand, "Are you really Are you ready?"
"I'm sure, how about you?"
A smile broke out on Jian Linqing's face, "Me too."
I am ready to fall in love with you deeply, and I am also ready to lose you suddenly.
Yan Chen stretched out his hand to caress his side face, "Then can we hug?"
What responded to him was a hug without hesitation. The other party hugged so tightly, as if embracing a lost and recovered treasure.
Jian Linqing had never felt so at ease before. The man's chest was broad, and his arms were across his waist, as if he was completely pulled into his territory. The back of his neck was being kneaded just right. Jian Linqing could feel that there was a gentle tingle from time to time. The kiss fell to his hair.
This is the appeasement between lovers.
The heart hidden in the chest was beating happily, and after the joy of regaining it faded away, the feelings that had been neglected before clearly showed their own sense of existence one by one.
He could hear the other person's shallow breathing, and also heard the same clamoring heartbeat.
He could feel the undulating lines of the body embracing him hidden in the thin cloth, and he could smell the smell that belonged to Yan Chen hidden under the brand new robe.
All this made him feel uncontrollably ashamed, but he still wanted to lie in his arms, unwilling to break free.
And Yan Chen let go.
Jian Linqing looked over subconsciously, looking into each other's eyes, and they all staggered their eyes in unison.
The clattering heartbeat was beating beside Yan Chen's ears. Jian Linqing supported Yan Chen's shoulders and stepped back, but the back of his neck was lightly held down again. The long and wide palm stroked for a while as if to comfort him, and then tucked it into his hair. , Jian Linqing trembled from the numbness, watching the gentleman's dignified face slowly approaching, the man's eyes seemed to be ignited with dark fire.
He regained his senses until his breathing intertwined, "Wait...wait..."
"what happened?"
Hearing the hoarse voice, Jian Linqing's ears felt hot. He reached for the candy box and took out an orange candy. Just as he was about to eat it, he heard Yan Chen ask: "I remember you don't like this taste, you want to change it ?"
Jian Linqing swallowed the sugar, and his voice was a bit vague, "If you eat too much, you will feel that the taste is quite good..."
Put another piece of tenderness on your lips.
Jian Linqing always thinks back to their previous kiss, maybe because his consciousness was so light at that time, he didn't remember the touch very much, but now that he did it again, he finally confirmed it.
Really soft.
Unexpectedly soft, like a cloud, after the lips rubbed and kissed intimately on his lips for a moment, the lip beads became the focus of attention, it was sucked in, and the lips were fiddled with for intimacy.
That drunken feeling came up again, Jian Linqing grasped the cloud silkworm quilt on the couch before realizing that he was already lying down unconsciously, he was pillowed in Yan Chen's wide and warm palm, invaded by his lips and tongue, The lips were covered and sucked, and the seams of the lips were brushed from time to time. Jian Linqing felt that she was almost out of breath.
He didn't dare to move, put his hands on Yan Chen's shoulders, and pushed with a little strength, the silver bell on his wrist made a crisp sound. For some reason, Jian Lin's ears were warmed by the sound, but his lips were finally released. After that, Jian Linqing only focused on breathing for a while, and the latter didn't say much, but just stroked his hair soothingly with his fingers, and pecked kisses on his lips from time to time.
Jian Linqing gradually calmed down, and the round candy in his mouth was finally able to change its place. He wrapped his arms around Yan Chen's neck and kissed him back when he pecked, "We...uh..."
What responded to him was the tip of his tongue poking in.
Jian Linqing didn't want to recall this feeling very much, the whole person seemed to be melting, the breath of another person filled his lips and teeth, his own territory was invaded, it seemed to be turned into a piece of open food, being tasted wantonly, the tip of his tongue Numb from being sucked.
Jian Linqing didn't remember how long he was pressed and kissed, but when Yan Chen finally let go, the orange candy had disappeared.
He gasped silently, and even felt uncomfortable when his upper and lower lips touched each other. When he met those full black eyes, the tips of his ears were about to burn. He took a soft pillow to cover his face, and said in a vicious voice :"do not look at me."
He heard a chuckle and couldn't help kicking him, "You're still laughing."
Yan Chen took his hand and apologized, "I was wrong."
He just thinks that Jian Linqing is so cute, the smile on his face hasn't faded, lying on his side beside him, it depends on Jian Linqing's enjoyment, this beauty couch is more than twice as big as usual, two people can't sleep on it Feeling crowded, he quietly looked at Jian Linqing who was curled up with his back facing him.
His hand caressed his wrist clutching the soft pillow, and hooked the silver bell on his wrist. The latter slapped the back of his hand, like a cat whose hair has exploded. Yan Chen almost couldn't hold it back and let out another cry Laughing, fortunately stopped, otherwise it would have been another claw, he turned to lift up his sleeves, he remembered that there was a not-so-slight cut on his forearm.
A certain part of her forearm was rubbed numb by her fingertips, Jian Linqing couldn't bear it anymore, turned over and faced Yan Chen who was lying beside him, and almost got stuck in a sentence, "...What are you doing?"
Yan Chen lowered his eyes and said nothing. Jian Linqing followed his gaze and saw the scar he had rubbed. It was the wound he suffered on the mountain, cut by a knife blade, and it has healed now, leaving only a pale white line. Yin, Jian Linqing was silent, and rubbed his fingers between Yan Chen's frowning brows, "It's okay, these wounds are healed."
Yan Chen kissed this shallow mark very naturally, and inserted his fingers between his fingers, "Is everything all right? Also on the knee?"
Jian Linqing scratched her face, "It's almost there, the knee needs to be nourished, and the knee hurts after walking for a long time."
"Can you show me?"
"It's ok, there's nothing you can't see," he said as he pulled up the panties with one hand, exposing his scarred knees, Jian Linqing dryly explained, "It looks serious now, but it's not really painful. "
Yan Chen put the thin quilt on his legs, "Does it hurt when it rains?"
"You sent Yun Lanlan here. There will be no sequelae. I apply medicine every night, and it will be healed after a month or so. It hurts for a hundred days."
Yan Chen also felt relieved when he heard the words, and asked when he remembered the meeting, "Are you willing to go outside now?"
Jian Linqing shook his head triumphantly, "I go out every day." Worrying about Yan Chen's misunderstanding, he explained, "There are too many people staring at me in the capital, and every time I go out, there will be troubles, so naturally I don't like it After going out, it will be different when you come to Jinling, no one knows who I am, and this is also my mother’s hometown, I want to take a good look.”
He unconsciously squeezed Yan Chen's finger, and Yan Chen gently pinched it back and asked him, "Then do you like Jinling?"
Jian Linqing got excited when he said this, he seemed to be someone who had been holding his treasure alone for a long time and finally met his companions, and talked about his experience in Jinling.
He said that there is more rain in Jinling than in Beijing. He heard from the locals that there is more rain in summer. It is especially hot when it is hot, and it is especially cold when it cools after the rain. This season is especially easy to catch wind and cold. Fortunately, he himself pays attention to it. This saved him from a difficult situation, but the hibiscus he had been told from time to time had been recruited, and he had to raise it for a few days before he could heal;
He said that the food in Jinling is not as rich as in Beijing, but it has its own characteristics. He goes out every day to find delicious food. He has eaten at a small beef noodle shop opened by an elderly couple at the end of the street; When hiding from the rain under the eaves of my house, I tasted the homemade honey lotus root; I also tasted the fresh and tender lotus seeds lying in a small boat in the lotus leaves covering the sky;
He said that he often went out in the drizzle, and stayed at home honestly when the sun was hot, read a book and slept, watered the flowers and fed the fish, and took Jane for a run in the garden at dusk. This guy is getting better and better. It's getting skinnier, Huo Huo's flowers and plants are unknown, and he especially likes the courtyard wall, he can climb more than a dozen times a day;
He talked about the little boy he met today, with a bright smile on his face, "He must like him very much, and he is willing to do his homework."
Yan Chen looked at him quietly, "I think it's because of your beautiful brother and orange candy."
Jian Linqing smiled and squeezed his fingers, "What are you talking about? What about you, did you encounter any interesting things on the way here?"
Yan Chen replied calmly, "I didn't notice, I was thinking about you all the way."
Jian Linqing's heart trembled suddenly, and the tips of his ears began to heat up again. He said this as if he had no conscience. He stared at Yan Chen, and kissed him on the face, "I miss you too."
Yan Chen didn't intend to put him back so easily, he pinched the back of Jian Linqing's neck, and rubbed his nose affectionately, his voice was low and soft, "How much do you want?"
Jian Linqing muttered with a flushed face, "Do you want to be so nasty?" He looked at Shang Yanchen's black eyes full of seriousness and smile, but he still couldn't bear it, "I think about it every night..."
He raised his eyebrows suddenly, and continued slowly: "Yan Manman, I miss Yan Manman every night."
Yan Shenshen was affected by this little childishness, he bit his lips that were proudly raised, "I am Yan Manman."
Jian Linqing let him kiss for a while before pinching Yan Chen's face, "Then why did you let me see Yan Manman?"
"Want to see?"
Jian Linqing nodded repeatedly, and Yan Chen kissed his bright green eyes, "Then close your eyes."
Jian Linqing mumbled with her eyes closed, "It's quite mysterious."
He heard the sound of clothes being rubbed, and after a while, there was a furry feeling on his cheeks. Jian Linqing opened his eyes in surprise, and saw an orange-white hairy head.
Before that, Jian Linqing had thought countless times how he would react if he saw Yan Chen's cat body again. Now that he saw the kitten that he had been thinking about day and night, he forgot everything. He rubbed his face in a hurry before sitting up. He picked it up, and looked at his little chubby cat carefully, his eyes were a little red, "Our Yan Manman has lost weight."
She has lost a lot of weight, and all the flesh on her cheeks has disappeared. Jian Linqing probed her hairy abdomen, "Fortunately, there is still some flesh in the stomach."
As he spoke, he pushed Yan Manman down on the couch, and kissed from the tips of his ears to his hairy neck, only to be a little satisfied, "When I bring you back, our kitty will be fat."
He kissed while talking, not letting go of his little paws, and pinching the tip of his tail forcibly. When Jian Linqing buried his face in Mao's stomach, he sensed something was wrong, and the feeling of touch changed.
It's still hairy, but the feeling has changed from soft to soft, as if it has grown bigger.
Jian Linqing raised his head and met a pair of dark green vertical pupils.
Yan Chen was wearing an orange-white robe, with hairy ears on his face, and opened his arms calmly, "Aren't you going to bury it?"
The author has something to say: muamuamua!Stay up late and touch fish finally caught up!Revised and edited almost [-] words of waste manuscript, I hope you guys enjoy reading it!
The third one is at night!
It's about nine or ten o'clock, humming and humming!
His tone was not good, and Yangxi could hear the anger hidden in it, she didn't dare to stay any longer, she carried the bird and slipped away quickly, and did not forget to make a silent encouraging gesture to Yan Chen.
Jian Linqing didn't think about this, he was really angry, the joy of seeing people quickly turned into anger, he didn't know why Yan Chen came here, when he didn't come, he was already tossing and turning, now that he came, Jian Linqing was worried that his position would be in chaos, and he would no longer be able to bring up the decisiveness of the day of separation.
Yan Chen looked at his defensive and vigilant expression, naturally he did not miss the joy in his eyes, he told himself not to worry, the smile on his face became more gentle, "I'll come and see how you are doing."
Jian Linqing calmed down when he heard the words, "As you can see, everything is fine."
Yan Chen stared at the soft flesh around his cheeks, which was more plump than before, "Indeed, it's fatter than before."
Jian Linqing puffed her cheeks unconsciously, looked at him and asked, "You didn't come all the way here on horseback, did you?"
Yan Chen laughed, "No, Chang Guang and I came by boat, but they rested at another place and did not come with me."
Jian Linqing pursed her lips, "If you think about it, you know that my life is not bad. Why take a few days to come here? It's only June..."
He stopped what he was saying, and Yan Chen could still hear his worry. He tasted the sweetness, and his heart softened, "I used the cat's body to nest in the cabin for a few days, and it was fine. We When are you going to talk about it here, don't you plan to invite me in for a sit down?"
When he said this, the rain on his forehead gathered into a drop and fell gently. Jian Linqing sighed in his heart, "Forget it, everyone is here, please."
He took Yan Chen into the house, and the strange thing was that they were all in the veranda, and he didn't see a single person, only the goose-yellow phoenix hanging on the veranda stood on the bird stand, with food and water in front of him, It was a bit messy, as if it was put up hastily, Jian Linqing knew in his heart that it was probably Yang Xi, who cleared the room for him as soon as he entered the door.
It was as if he and Yan Chen had a private meeting under the cover of the entire government.Jian Linqing quickly stopped this thought, and led Yan Chen forward, "How did King Ning deal with it?"
Yan Chen looked at the rain falling from the eaves, and answered a little absent-mindedly, "They have made sufficient preparations, and we only found the bandits along the way, but this worldly conspiracy does not necessarily need evidence, Chen Chen The imperial concubine and her mother's family have already taken precautions against her, and even with the help of King Rui, King Ning's life is still not easy, let alone the queen adopted eleven princes."
Jian Linqing didn't expect the queen to do this. "Prince Ning is her own son after all," he said, frowning. "Although he is not a good guy, at least he is much better than King An."
Yan Chen laughed mockingly, "She treats King An as the eldest son. Even though King Ning and him are twins, she still devotes most of her love to King An. King Ning has become what he is today. Her responsibility cannot be called Not big."
Even so, Jian Linqing didn't have any affection for King Ning, but he just sighed a little more. He was destined to walk on a path of self-destruction, "Where is Hanhan, how is she?"
"Everything is fine with her, but a letter is sent to me every day asking me why you haven't come back, is it because I did something wrong to make you angry, and the auspicious father-in-law has lost his legs."
Jian Linqing laughed, and soon felt a little disappointed, they were already in the flower hall, because Jian Linqing sometimes stained his clothes when eating snacks, Mu Jin prepared some clothes here, Jian Linqing rummaged inside, and found an ink-colored robe.
This robe is very loose, Yangxi bought it carelessly, and Jian Linqing liked it very much when he put it on. The loose clothes can be rolled up by him on the couch without stretching his body, and the hem of the clothes can be relaxed He didn't have to curl up to cover his feet, so he deliberately bought a few more, and the one he found was not worn.
He handed over his coat, "Change out the wet clothes, and remember to wipe your hair," he added pretentiously, "Don't get my carpet wet."
Yan Chen took it with a smile, and went into the inner room to change clothes. Jian Linqing spread out on the couch, straightened one leg, and looked at the small courtyard outside the hollow window.
He thought about the people in this little house, those who were connected with him.
Jian Linqing knew very early on that he was going to die. After finding no medicine, he was depressed for a period of time, but he also cheered up, thinking that one day will be a day, and he will live happily before he dies.
He is calm about death, but it is not until today that he truly understands that death is not a matter of one person, and those nostalgia and reluctance for the world are produced precisely because of communication with people in the world. You will meet some people who overlap your own life with theirs in parallel, and the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys are all connected.
They are not passers-by in life, they are fellow travelers. Jian Linqing is used to waking up with a cat in his arms, yawning sleepily and going to eat, listening to Yangxi's bluffing, listening to Mujin's soft instructions, and looking at Master Wang Putting on the newly developed snacks happily, Yun Lanlan walked in with a circle of excited green and black at this time...
If his will was weak at the beginning, there would have been another person in his past life who would share his bed with him, enjoy the moon and stars, share his sorrows, and share his joys.
A kind of sadness that he hadn't felt for a long time engulfed him, his heart seemed to be clenched by something, making it difficult for him to breathe, Jian Linqing rubbed the soft pillow into his arms.
He was suddenly very sad.
All the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the dead end at the time of death, but the living still have to live with lingering pain.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Jian Linqing suddenly came back to his senses. He quickly adjusted his expression, looked at Yan Chen, "This dress suits you quite well."
The clothes in the south of the Yangtze River are more elegant than those in the capital city. Wearing them on Yan Chen's body and matching that face, even if it is black, it is extraordinarily fairy-like. Yan Chen accepted his praise, but he did not follow the rules as before. On the chair, he sat down at the end of the couch.
This is obviously an intimate distance, Jian Linqing hastily sat up straight and distanced himself from him, he picked up the snack bought from Aunt Chen's jerky and handed it over, "Here, the jerky here is delicious. "
Yan Chen took it and ate it obediently. Jian Linqing felt uncomfortable seeing him eating alone, so she followed suit, and there was only a slight chewing sound. Jian Linqing felt more and more uncomfortable, and poured Yan Chen a glass. Tea, when people are still eating, they start chasing customers, "You came and watched, so go back quickly, don't miss lunch."
Yan Chen sipped the warm tea and wiped his hands with a wet handkerchief. The action was pleasing to the eye, but Jian Linqing was not in the mood to appreciate it. He squeezed the soft pillow in his hand, and after a while he couldn't say a word, "Why, you Do you still want to have lunch?"
Only then did Yan Chen speak, "You know why I came here."
The air seemed to be frozen at this moment, and the indescribable suffocation came again. Jian Linqing looked at the eyes staring at him deeply, and his aching heart became sweet again.
But this sweetness is applied on the tip of the knife.
He closed his eyes, "I'd rather you really just come and see me."
Seeing that he was doing well, he felt relieved and never saw him again. This was the best ending.
But it's hard to help.
He heard Yan Chen's serious voice, "I want to stay by your side."
Jian Linqing's accumulated resistance was completely destroyed by these words before he was able to get out of the sheath. He couldn't help feeling the soreness in his nose. He took a deep breath and asked, "Are you ready to lose me?" ?
"If you really want to be with me, then when I die, you will also be by my side. You have to watch me die, feel my body become cold, my heartbeat disappear, and you will never wake up again. Burn my body and bury my ashes in this yard, and then you have to get used to it, get used to the fact that I'm dead, Yan Chen, can you do it?"
"I can do it," Yan Chen held his hand, which was icy cold, so he squeezed those icy hands together, "I came here for this, I should have said these words on the day we parted, but At that time, I was afraid, and I was afraid of losing again."
Jian Linqing listened to him quietly, "Because of my cowardice, I have missed this period of time. I watched your death approach day by day, and I realized that I will regret it. I regret leaving you. I regret leaving you. I should have known that I didn't continue to be by your side, and you were also very scared."
Jian Linqing was only calm about death, but he couldn't say that he was not afraid. He raised his head and stopped the tears in his eyes.
"Don't feel guilty. I'm also a person with no future." The hands slowly became warm in his palms, and Yan Chen squeezed his fingers affectionately one by one. Knowing what is going on with my body, maybe one day the protection of the cat demon disappears, and I turn back into a corpse again, maybe after I turn into a cat, I can never change back, maybe when the cat body dies When I die... you see, there are so many possibilities."
Jian Linqing felt uneasy, "It won't be like this, find more strange people and strangers..."
"I see, do you like it too?" Yan Chen coaxed him, "But we all let nature take its course, not obsessed with living, just live with hope, I promise I won't worry about your body all the time, You have to do the same, let's live with each other, okay? I dare not waste any more time."
Jian Linqing didn't dare to waste any more time. If something happened to Yan Chen, he would definitely regret it. He would regret why he refused in the first place and missed the last relationship. Instead, he held Yan Chen's hand, "Are you really Are you ready?"
"I'm sure, how about you?"
A smile broke out on Jian Linqing's face, "Me too."
I am ready to fall in love with you deeply, and I am also ready to lose you suddenly.
Yan Chen stretched out his hand to caress his side face, "Then can we hug?"
What responded to him was a hug without hesitation. The other party hugged so tightly, as if embracing a lost and recovered treasure.
Jian Linqing had never felt so at ease before. The man's chest was broad, and his arms were across his waist, as if he was completely pulled into his territory. The back of his neck was being kneaded just right. Jian Linqing could feel that there was a gentle tingle from time to time. The kiss fell to his hair.
This is the appeasement between lovers.
The heart hidden in the chest was beating happily, and after the joy of regaining it faded away, the feelings that had been neglected before clearly showed their own sense of existence one by one.
He could hear the other person's shallow breathing, and also heard the same clamoring heartbeat.
He could feel the undulating lines of the body embracing him hidden in the thin cloth, and he could smell the smell that belonged to Yan Chen hidden under the brand new robe.
All this made him feel uncontrollably ashamed, but he still wanted to lie in his arms, unwilling to break free.
And Yan Chen let go.
Jian Linqing looked over subconsciously, looking into each other's eyes, and they all staggered their eyes in unison.
The clattering heartbeat was beating beside Yan Chen's ears. Jian Linqing supported Yan Chen's shoulders and stepped back, but the back of his neck was lightly held down again. The long and wide palm stroked for a while as if to comfort him, and then tucked it into his hair. , Jian Linqing trembled from the numbness, watching the gentleman's dignified face slowly approaching, the man's eyes seemed to be ignited with dark fire.
He regained his senses until his breathing intertwined, "Wait...wait..."
"what happened?"
Hearing the hoarse voice, Jian Linqing's ears felt hot. He reached for the candy box and took out an orange candy. Just as he was about to eat it, he heard Yan Chen ask: "I remember you don't like this taste, you want to change it ?"
Jian Linqing swallowed the sugar, and his voice was a bit vague, "If you eat too much, you will feel that the taste is quite good..."
Put another piece of tenderness on your lips.
Jian Linqing always thinks back to their previous kiss, maybe because his consciousness was so light at that time, he didn't remember the touch very much, but now that he did it again, he finally confirmed it.
Really soft.
Unexpectedly soft, like a cloud, after the lips rubbed and kissed intimately on his lips for a moment, the lip beads became the focus of attention, it was sucked in, and the lips were fiddled with for intimacy.
That drunken feeling came up again, Jian Linqing grasped the cloud silkworm quilt on the couch before realizing that he was already lying down unconsciously, he was pillowed in Yan Chen's wide and warm palm, invaded by his lips and tongue, The lips were covered and sucked, and the seams of the lips were brushed from time to time. Jian Linqing felt that she was almost out of breath.
He didn't dare to move, put his hands on Yan Chen's shoulders, and pushed with a little strength, the silver bell on his wrist made a crisp sound. For some reason, Jian Lin's ears were warmed by the sound, but his lips were finally released. After that, Jian Linqing only focused on breathing for a while, and the latter didn't say much, but just stroked his hair soothingly with his fingers, and pecked kisses on his lips from time to time.
Jian Linqing gradually calmed down, and the round candy in his mouth was finally able to change its place. He wrapped his arms around Yan Chen's neck and kissed him back when he pecked, "We...uh..."
What responded to him was the tip of his tongue poking in.
Jian Linqing didn't want to recall this feeling very much, the whole person seemed to be melting, the breath of another person filled his lips and teeth, his own territory was invaded, it seemed to be turned into a piece of open food, being tasted wantonly, the tip of his tongue Numb from being sucked.
Jian Linqing didn't remember how long he was pressed and kissed, but when Yan Chen finally let go, the orange candy had disappeared.
He gasped silently, and even felt uncomfortable when his upper and lower lips touched each other. When he met those full black eyes, the tips of his ears were about to burn. He took a soft pillow to cover his face, and said in a vicious voice :"do not look at me."
He heard a chuckle and couldn't help kicking him, "You're still laughing."
Yan Chen took his hand and apologized, "I was wrong."
He just thinks that Jian Linqing is so cute, the smile on his face hasn't faded, lying on his side beside him, it depends on Jian Linqing's enjoyment, this beauty couch is more than twice as big as usual, two people can't sleep on it Feeling crowded, he quietly looked at Jian Linqing who was curled up with his back facing him.
His hand caressed his wrist clutching the soft pillow, and hooked the silver bell on his wrist. The latter slapped the back of his hand, like a cat whose hair has exploded. Yan Chen almost couldn't hold it back and let out another cry Laughing, fortunately stopped, otherwise it would have been another claw, he turned to lift up his sleeves, he remembered that there was a not-so-slight cut on his forearm.
A certain part of her forearm was rubbed numb by her fingertips, Jian Linqing couldn't bear it anymore, turned over and faced Yan Chen who was lying beside him, and almost got stuck in a sentence, "...What are you doing?"
Yan Chen lowered his eyes and said nothing. Jian Linqing followed his gaze and saw the scar he had rubbed. It was the wound he suffered on the mountain, cut by a knife blade, and it has healed now, leaving only a pale white line. Yin, Jian Linqing was silent, and rubbed his fingers between Yan Chen's frowning brows, "It's okay, these wounds are healed."
Yan Chen kissed this shallow mark very naturally, and inserted his fingers between his fingers, "Is everything all right? Also on the knee?"
Jian Linqing scratched her face, "It's almost there, the knee needs to be nourished, and the knee hurts after walking for a long time."
"Can you show me?"
"It's ok, there's nothing you can't see," he said as he pulled up the panties with one hand, exposing his scarred knees, Jian Linqing dryly explained, "It looks serious now, but it's not really painful. "
Yan Chen put the thin quilt on his legs, "Does it hurt when it rains?"
"You sent Yun Lanlan here. There will be no sequelae. I apply medicine every night, and it will be healed after a month or so. It hurts for a hundred days."
Yan Chen also felt relieved when he heard the words, and asked when he remembered the meeting, "Are you willing to go outside now?"
Jian Linqing shook his head triumphantly, "I go out every day." Worrying about Yan Chen's misunderstanding, he explained, "There are too many people staring at me in the capital, and every time I go out, there will be troubles, so naturally I don't like it After going out, it will be different when you come to Jinling, no one knows who I am, and this is also my mother’s hometown, I want to take a good look.”
He unconsciously squeezed Yan Chen's finger, and Yan Chen gently pinched it back and asked him, "Then do you like Jinling?"
Jian Linqing got excited when he said this, he seemed to be someone who had been holding his treasure alone for a long time and finally met his companions, and talked about his experience in Jinling.
He said that there is more rain in Jinling than in Beijing. He heard from the locals that there is more rain in summer. It is especially hot when it is hot, and it is especially cold when it cools after the rain. This season is especially easy to catch wind and cold. Fortunately, he himself pays attention to it. This saved him from a difficult situation, but the hibiscus he had been told from time to time had been recruited, and he had to raise it for a few days before he could heal;
He said that the food in Jinling is not as rich as in Beijing, but it has its own characteristics. He goes out every day to find delicious food. He has eaten at a small beef noodle shop opened by an elderly couple at the end of the street; When hiding from the rain under the eaves of my house, I tasted the homemade honey lotus root; I also tasted the fresh and tender lotus seeds lying in a small boat in the lotus leaves covering the sky;
He said that he often went out in the drizzle, and stayed at home honestly when the sun was hot, read a book and slept, watered the flowers and fed the fish, and took Jane for a run in the garden at dusk. This guy is getting better and better. It's getting skinnier, Huo Huo's flowers and plants are unknown, and he especially likes the courtyard wall, he can climb more than a dozen times a day;
He talked about the little boy he met today, with a bright smile on his face, "He must like him very much, and he is willing to do his homework."
Yan Chen looked at him quietly, "I think it's because of your beautiful brother and orange candy."
Jian Linqing smiled and squeezed his fingers, "What are you talking about? What about you, did you encounter any interesting things on the way here?"
Yan Chen replied calmly, "I didn't notice, I was thinking about you all the way."
Jian Linqing's heart trembled suddenly, and the tips of his ears began to heat up again. He said this as if he had no conscience. He stared at Yan Chen, and kissed him on the face, "I miss you too."
Yan Chen didn't intend to put him back so easily, he pinched the back of Jian Linqing's neck, and rubbed his nose affectionately, his voice was low and soft, "How much do you want?"
Jian Linqing muttered with a flushed face, "Do you want to be so nasty?" He looked at Shang Yanchen's black eyes full of seriousness and smile, but he still couldn't bear it, "I think about it every night..."
He raised his eyebrows suddenly, and continued slowly: "Yan Manman, I miss Yan Manman every night."
Yan Shenshen was affected by this little childishness, he bit his lips that were proudly raised, "I am Yan Manman."
Jian Linqing let him kiss for a while before pinching Yan Chen's face, "Then why did you let me see Yan Manman?"
"Want to see?"
Jian Linqing nodded repeatedly, and Yan Chen kissed his bright green eyes, "Then close your eyes."
Jian Linqing mumbled with her eyes closed, "It's quite mysterious."
He heard the sound of clothes being rubbed, and after a while, there was a furry feeling on his cheeks. Jian Linqing opened his eyes in surprise, and saw an orange-white hairy head.
Before that, Jian Linqing had thought countless times how he would react if he saw Yan Chen's cat body again. Now that he saw the kitten that he had been thinking about day and night, he forgot everything. He rubbed his face in a hurry before sitting up. He picked it up, and looked at his little chubby cat carefully, his eyes were a little red, "Our Yan Manman has lost weight."
She has lost a lot of weight, and all the flesh on her cheeks has disappeared. Jian Linqing probed her hairy abdomen, "Fortunately, there is still some flesh in the stomach."
As he spoke, he pushed Yan Manman down on the couch, and kissed from the tips of his ears to his hairy neck, only to be a little satisfied, "When I bring you back, our kitty will be fat."
He kissed while talking, not letting go of his little paws, and pinching the tip of his tail forcibly. When Jian Linqing buried his face in Mao's stomach, he sensed something was wrong, and the feeling of touch changed.
It's still hairy, but the feeling has changed from soft to soft, as if it has grown bigger.
Jian Linqing raised his head and met a pair of dark green vertical pupils.
Yan Chen was wearing an orange-white robe, with hairy ears on his face, and opened his arms calmly, "Aren't you going to bury it?"
The author has something to say: muamuamua!Stay up late and touch fish finally caught up!Revised and edited almost [-] words of waste manuscript, I hope you guys enjoy reading it!
The third one is at night!
It's about nine or ten o'clock, humming and humming!
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