"what happened?"

Jian Linqing suddenly came back to his senses. In his line of sight, among the crowds in the distance, the old woman's family had already led her around the corner. "I just met a grandma and talked to her for a while."

"Where's your lamp?"

"The lamp is also given to her." Jian Linqing looked at the orange cat lantern in Yan Chen's hand, "I know you will get me a new lamp."

Yan Chen handed him the lamp, "It's a little rough in workmanship."

Jian Linqing wiped the ponytail clean before taking a look at the lamp, "But it's still very cute, just as cute as Yan Manman."

Yan Chen felt that he should be cuter than this little paste lantern. Before he had time to express his thoughts, he heard Jian Linqing say, "I was so busy talking to grandma, I forgot to see you."

"fine."

Yan Chen answered him softly, he returned the ponytail and then turned his head, Jian Linqing was still standing under the wall, holding the cat lantern and watching, the warm orange light shone on his face, his blue eyes Soft and bright, he is really good-looking, Yan Chen thinks he is like a little god living in these lanterns.

Standing there, he became a scene of his own, and no one passed by did not look at him.

The same is true for Yan Chen. Even when he was standing on the water swing, he gave Jian Linqing all the corners of his eyes. Naturally, he could see that he had helped the old woman, and the two of them said something afterward. The smile faded away, like the tide receding to reveal the rugged rocks, and the corners of his eyes and brows were filled with disappointment.

Why is he sad?Yan Chen didn't dare to ask.

He also watched the water swing, and got the new lanterns, so Jian Linqing had no interest in watching any more. Now that he was full and full, it was time to go and have a good time, so he took Yan Chen to play. Shuttle among the laughing crowd.

He is actually a little tired, but he really hopes that this night will never end. This night, the night is clear, the lights are brilliant, everyone has bright eyes and bright smiles, like the most colorful picture scroll, Jian Linqing is willing to be sealed in this in the picture scroll.

Now, he is more and more afraid of the dawn, more and more afraid of the arrival of a new day.

If only time stopped here.

This was a delusion that was too selfish and willful, and Jian Linqing quickly suppressed it, he had no time to be sad, he cherished every moment, and tried his best to fill every moment with joy and happiness.

After playing with the last stall, Jian Linqing squeezed the clay doll she got, and stuffed it into the small bag with great satisfaction, "It's complete."

Yan Chen drooped his eyes to wipe away the crystal sweat on the tip of his nose, and then poked the back of his neck. Jian Linqing was tickled by him, and smiled and avoided, "There is no sweat on the back!"

"That's fine, let's go back."

Jian Linqing supported her waist and raised her hands, "I'm applying for a rest before leaving."

There are already many shops ready to close work, Yan Chen did not see a satisfactory resting place, so he asked him, "Would you like to hug or carry?"

Jian Linqing didn't hesitate, opened her hands with bright eyes, "Back back!"

Yan Chen carried him on his back, his shoulders were broad, Jian Linqing wrapped his arms around his neck, his chin rested on his shoulder, his feet swayed briskly, and he hummed a soft and quick tune.

They are all men with outstanding looks. This kind of intimacy has attracted a lot of attention. Some people are disgusted and others smile, but Jian Linqing doesn't care. He just feels at ease and happy, and the night breeze is gentle.

He then put his face on Yan Chen's back, his heartbeat could be heard in his ears, calm and firm.

Jian Linqing quietly closed her eyes.

He wanted to say, Yan Manman, the grandma I saw today, her lover also played on the water swing for her, but he is no longer here, but what remains in grandma's heart must be the best memories, grandma and I always smile when I talk about it.

But ah, I don't want you to revisit the old place to remember me at all, I would rather you have other people around by then.

Because, coming here alone is too pitiful.

Yan Manman couldn't be so pitiful.

After he said the last word in his heart, he opened his eyes, and the water in his eyes was blown by the gentle night wind.

July [-]th.

The poison occurred in the morning, Jian Linqing woke up with a frown, and the arms around his waist tightened, "Has it occurred?"

Jian Linqing nodded, curled up deeper into the arms of the person beside him, pinched the back of his neck comfortingly with warm palms, the man's voice was calm and soft, "Take the medicine first."

As he spoke, he took out the porcelain bottle from under the pillow, and fed Yubai's pill into it. This is a new medicine developed by Yun Lanlan. It should be taken at the beginning of the attack, which can relieve most of the pain in the body. Jian Linqing swallowed the medicine, brows Still wrinkled, he hates poisonous hair, whether it hurts or not, it means that a month has passed.

The pain gradually surged up, and Jian Linqing curled up motionless, not even pinching her favorite hairy ears, and put a soft kiss between her eyebrows, "Are you okay?"

Aware of his worry, Jian Linqing smiled, "It's much better than before, Yun Lanlan is really good, I will definitely not hurt myself this time, don't worry too much."

Yan Chen hummed lightly, combing his messy long hair, Jian Linqing said to him: "You go wash and eat first, the poison has just flared up right now, and it doesn't hurt too much."

"I'll be with you."

"Stay with me all day?"

Yan Chen nodded seriously, "I also prepared several scripts, all of which you like to read. Do you want to listen to it now? I'll read it to you."

Jian Linqing's heart suddenly softened, "Wait for me to finish the script, let's read it together, for now, just hug me well."

Yan Chen hugged him, thought for a while and said, "There is one more thing before hugging."

"what's up?"

The person in front of him held his hand and put it on the top of his hair. His dark green cat pupils filled his reflection, and he made a somewhat uncomfortable request, "I want my ears to be pinched."

Jian Linqing smiled and rolled her eyes, but her heart was swollen, "This will give us a good pinch."

The hairy hands filled his palms, and Jian Linqing's mood improved a lot. He huddled in Yan Chen's arms, stroked the dark lines on his pajamas, and whispered some small things, but as the sun rose , The pain in his body became more intense, so he pressed his lips together, fearing that the pain would be revealed in his words.

He closed his eyes pretending to be sleepy, and the back was patted gently all the time, reassuring and warm.

Including the one full of cats, this is the second time he has been accompanied by someone through the poisonous hair.

But he'd rather get through it himself.

The side effect of this medicine is that it will make people fall asleep. Jian Linqing doesn't know when he fell asleep, and he doesn't know what time it is when he wakes up, but the sound of shallow and even breathing comes from his ears—— Yan Manman fell asleep.

Jian Linqing came out of his arms lightly, lifted the curtain and got out of bed. It was dusk outside the window.

Jian Linqing took another pill to replenish qi and blood, pinched the cat doll on the couch, and then walked to the desk while staring at the curtain, and took out a pearl from the glass bottle.

Another day passed.

Then came August [-]th, September [-]th, October [-]th, and finally his birthday, November [-]th.

Time is like a picture scroll licked by the tongue of fire, withering quickly and barrenly, no one can fight against time, they can only be pushed forward by it all the way to the end.

He was still in a daze, not noticing that the dark purple curtain was raised and lowered slightly.

Yan Chen slowly closed his eyes, thinking about the pearl in Jian Linqing's hand.

This represents another lost day between them.

This is a tacit agreement between them not to touch each other, not to mention death, not to mention separation and loss, and to only let the most brilliant colors remain in each other's memories.

However, the shadow of death is like a shadow, and the footsteps of the gods symbolizing death are approaching day by day. Under the whitewash of laughter and laughter, they are pearls that have been taken out one by one.

They can no longer go back into that glass bottle.

Yan Chen didn't dare to imagine what would happen after that glass bottle was emptied.

He couldn't continue to think about it anymore, he threw all this, the pearl, into the corner of his memory as before.

Jian Linqing rubbed the pearl, regretting it.

He regretted pulling Yan Chen in because of his own selfishness, and counting down the last days with him. If he was like this, what would Yan Chen look like?

It's not that Jian Linqing didn't see the blackness under his eyes, it's not that he didn't know that the person who woke up in a frightening dream in the night when he should have slept deeply, carefully tested his breathing.

This person watched him go to the end day by day, and he was powerless, and he couldn't show the panic and anxiety at all. They were all careful to maintain this illusory joy.

It shouldn't be like this.

Jian Linqing didn't realize that he was wrong until now. What he originally thought was that Yan Chen would have Aunt He, who would have a bright future, and who would be supported and loved by people all over the world. Will come out slowly.

But that's not the case. The old lady he met last night, no matter how nostalgic and happy she spoke, she still couldn't hide her sense of loss and sadness.

Lovers are different from relatives and friends. Lovers are the only ones for each other. Their lives have long been connected together through those intimate times. All joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys are in the hands of each other. Once lost, it is like losing half of the body. All in pain.

Jian Linqing never dared to think about what it would be like if he lost Yan Chen, but Yan Chen was immersed in this fear every day. How could he let this person always be shrouded in the shadow of losing him?

He stood quietly for a long while, then solemnly put the pearl back into the glass bottle.

Then he raised a smiling face, lifted the curtain, and hugged the big cat who was still sleeping on the bed, "Yan Manman! Wake up~ the sun is already setting, get up and eat!"

The next day, Yun Lanlan nestled in her room developing medicine as usual, when there was a knock on her door, it should be someone who came to bring her breakfast, who is it this time?

She guessed and opened the door, and was surprised when she saw the person coming, "Your Highness?"

This was the first time Jian Linqing came to her on his own initiative.

The author has something to say: muamua!Getting better!

Kiss my little ones!I'm really a sweet text writer, the kind who feeds candy!

I'm afraid that you will get tired of eating sugar in the future.

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