[Comprehensive] Cannon Fodder Terminator

'bang bang bang'

'bang bang bang'

'Boom...'

Zhang Yikang just watched Taomi hit Lan Jianwei three times twice and didn't know his own mother. The last one fell over his shoulder, and the sound of his body being thrown on the ground, he felt pain just listening to these sounds , let alone experience it personally.

"Did you just want to hit me? Are you still hitting me now?"

"No more fights, no more fights..."

In the face of absolute violence, as long as it is not the kind of person who admits death, he will give up, let alone someone like Lan Jianwei, Tao Mi squatted down, "Don't be so lecherous, do you think all women are so easy to flirt with? Don't look at how much you own, be careful that one day you will die at the hands of a woman without knowing it, this is the advice my sister gave you for the sake of getting acquainted, remember."

Saying that, regardless of Lan Jianwei's expression, he got up and pushed Zhang Yikang to leave.

After walking for a while, Zhang Yikang said, "I'm sorry Jingjing, I just said I was your boyfriend without your consent. I thought he would leave when he heard you had a boyfriend, but I didn't expect him to be so shameless."

"It's me who wants to say sorry to you. You also wanted to help me out of kindness, but you were laughed at by him for no reason." No matter how cheerful a person is, there is no way to let go of the pain. If Lan Jianwei hadn't said those words just now, she wouldn't have hit so hard.

Zhang Yikang pursed his lips and didn't speak. He also knew that he was beyond his control. With his current appearance, how could he possibly protect others.

That was the end of the day, Taomi sent Zhang Yikang back and then went home, she thought that she and Lan Jianwei would never have the chance to meet again, but she did not expect to see Lan Jianwei again within a week.

"Are you Uncle Man's son?" Tao Mi flipped through Lan Man's case, "Your father's condition is not optimistic. It can't help that there is a problem with the urinary system, and even the nerves in the brain have problems. We will send your father Go to neurosurgery and put another doctor in charge."

Lan Jianwei looked at Taomi coldly, "I didn't expect Dr. Jian Jingjing to be such a kind person. He not only associates with the disabled, but also treats patients with such care. He really is a model among doctors."

There were quite a few doctors and nurses in the ward. Just as Lan Jianwei finished speaking, Yang Peicong walked in with Zhang Yijian. Lan Jianwei's voice was not low. They all listened attentively and looked at Taomi, " Jingjing, do you have a boyfriend?"

"Of course, you and Dr. Jane are colleagues. Didn't she tell you? She's a disabled person, so caring. Didn't you tell your colleagues, Dr. Jane? Don't be so restrained." , good deeds still have to leave a name.”

Tao Mi just kept looking at him with a smile on her face, until he finished all the words, put the bibi in his hand into his pocket, and walked over step by step. Lan Jianwei recalled the pain that night, and backed away step by step with some fear .

In the room, it seemed as if it had been agreed, no one spoke, only Taomi's high-heeled shoes stepped on the ground, making a 'dongdong' sound.

Walking to the end of the bed, just when everyone thought Tao Mi was going to say something, they saw that she just put the case back, and a beautiful female voice said, "Don't worry, this is a hospital. I remember that I am a doctor. You spoke rudely to me before." I beat you, but I won’t touch a single hair of your hair in the hospital. Is there any problem in dating a disabled person? I always fall in love with others because of love, not because of love. Love like yours has to be Do you want to get the attention of the society in this way? I have to say that you are a bit ridiculous."

After Taomi finished speaking, she turned around and left. She watched Taomi leave, and when she turned around, she found that Lan Jianwei had collapsed on the ground, her eyes glazed over and her head was sweating coldly.

He...was he scared?

No way?Still not a man?

There is nothing in Lan Jianwei's mind now, only the words that Taomi said just now, the pain from a week ago seems to have returned.

After he was beaten that day, he was naturally unwilling, so he went directly to the police station to report to the police, but those policemen who didn't do anything thought he was crazy. He has persecution delusions.

He didn't understand why, since he was already seriously injured, why didn't the police and doctors care?

Tao Mi didn't expect that the action that day would bring such a big change to Lan Jianwei. She practiced martial arts, so she naturally knew how to hit people without leaving traces, and it made him very painful.

It was Lan Jianwei himself whose mental power was too weak, so he couldn't bear such a small blow, and it had nothing to do with her.

One morning, not only the story of Lan Jianwei spread throughout the hospital, but also many people knew about Tao Mi’s love affair. Among them, Yang Peicong and Chen Liying were the most gossipy, and they took her to the restaurant alone during lunch. It looked like he was about to force a confession.

"Say, who is that man? Remember Jian Jingjing, you can keep silent, but every word you say will become evidence in court."

Tao Mi raised the corner of her mouth, "If I remember correctly, tomorrow will be the 14th, right?"

"That's right, what's wrong with the 14th?" Chen Liying asked suspiciously. The 14th is not someone's birthday, nor is it an important day.

Taomi looked at Yang Peicong, "Onion, tomorrow is the 14th."

"Understood, I will definitely return the money to you tomorrow, and the 5.00% interest will not be forgotten." Yang Peicong put his elbows on the table, "But now tell me honestly, who is that boyfriend of yours? Not Zhang Yikang?"

"no!"

Tao Mi hugged her chest and leaned against the back of the chair, and she answered very positively that she didn't have a boyfriend at all, so naturally it wasn't Zhang Yikang.

But Yang Peicong and Chen Liying didn't mean to let her go, they looked at her with burning eyes, and said in unison, "Who is that?"

"Someone in the future." How does she know who her boyfriend is?She was uncertain about the future.

But the two of them were obviously dissatisfied with Taomi's answer. They looked at each other and imitated Taomi and leaned on the back of the chair with her chest hugged. Chen Liying looked at her nails and said sadly, "Forget it, and say What good girlfriends, you will be each other's bridesmaids at the wedding, and seeing each other get married happily, I don't think so, even keeping a boyfriend from us, I think this friendship has come to an end."

"That's right, what did you say about playing games all night together? It's been a long time since we played games all night. I think the brotherhood between us is about to come to an end."

"Hey, hey, it's not over, stop acting, why don't you become an actor if you like acting so much." Why is she so sour, she was right, she really doesn't have a boyfriend.

"Then tell me who your boyfriend is? Tell me, I promise not to spread it." Chen Liying said, and Yang Peicong nodded in agreement. Taomi looked up at the sky, but all she saw was the ceiling of the restaurant.

Sighing, he briefly talked about what happened that day, "I don't have a boyfriend at all, do you understand?"

The two nodded in understanding, Chen Liying touched Taomi's shoulder with her own and said with a smile, "I'll just say it, just because of our relationship, if you have a boyfriend, why don't you tell me? It turned out to be a misunderstanding."

"That's right, what is the relationship between me and Jingjing? Is the relationship between childhood sweethearts good?"

"No, our brotherhood has come to an end. Tomorrow, on the 14th, you will pay me back. From then on, you will take your Yangguan Road and I will cross my single-plank bridge. Let's go our separate ways." Taomi bowed her head and took a sip of coconut juice, saying With so many words, my mouth is dry.

Yang Peicong was also anxious, "No, Jingjing, you can't be so cruel, we have been classmates since middle school, we have known each other for more than ten years, don't people say that we can be relatives after we have known each other for more than ten years, you don't need to treat relatives Be so ruthless, my money is really tight recently, you can give me a few more months."

Tao Mi put down the cup and raised a bright smile, "It doesn't matter how long it takes, 5.00% rolling interest."

Yang Peicong's smiling face froze because of the first sentence, and it took a long time before he uttered two words, "Yes."

He is an intern doctor now, and his salary is not much. Last month, he failed to control his mouth and was slaughtered by them. He still has to go to Gu Yun to learn some tea ceremony.

He also saw that Tao Mi was a little richer, so he could only borrow her first, and if there is interest, there will be interest, just let him delay for a few months.

Taomi has a boyfriend, others have heard of it but didn't pay attention, but Sister Laugh noticed it, and Zhang Yijian was still in the ward at that time, and saw the whole process, Sister Xiao asked him and naturally said it.

"Mom, why are you asking this? Jingjing is also a normal young girl, it's not surprising that she has a boyfriend." Zhang Yijian didn't understand why Sister Xiao suddenly became interested in Taomi's friendship.

Sister Xiao smiled and looked around to see if there was no one around, and then said, "I suspect that Jingjing's boyfriend is Yikang."

"Yikang? No way?"

"Why not? Think about it. Although Jingjing is a doctor, she didn't work in the community. If she can know a few disabled people who are still in wheelchairs, then Yikang is the only one." Sister Xiao smiled. , "I like that child Jingjing very much. She is kind, beautiful, smart, and has a good temperament. Although I am Yikang's mother, it seems a bit bad to say this, but I still think she can find a better man."

Zhang Yijian looked at his mother helplessly, and if he knew it was not good to say it, he should stop saying it, "Anyway, mom, just don't make any misunderstandings. You should ask Yikang clearly before talking about it. Yikang didn't tell you. , is not necessarily true."

"Alright." Sister Xiao nodded.

Regarding her son's relationship issues, Sister Xiao is actually not very good at it. If her son doesn't tell her, it's not easy for her to ask. In the hospital, Taomi still treats her the same as before.

If he really dated Yikang, not to mention being as attentive as Qiqi was to her, at least there must be some changes. Sometimes when he saw her, it was as if he hadn't seen her, and his eyes passed by.

When I got home, I saw that Yikang was working hard to keep fit. He still practiced fencing as usual. He also actively went to a driving school to learn how to drive. When he was free, he even went to the beach to kayak.

Neither of them has changed in any way. Could it be that all this is really just too much for her.

"Mom, I'm going out first. Don't wait for me if you can't come back for dinner at night."

Zhang Yikang's voice sounded from the side, and when Sister Xiao came back to her senses, the door was closed when she was about to say something. Sister Xiao thought about it, changed her clothes in the room, and put on a big sun hat. Zhang Yikang followed her downstairs. She was not on duty today, so she just went to see where Yikang was going.

When I went downstairs, I saw Yikang getting into a taxi, and Sister Xiao hurriedly stopped one to follow. When I arrived at the fencing room, Sister Xiao also followed down. Zhang Yikang was always alone, and Sister Xiao also followed in. See Watching my son fencing, I saw nothing unusual and didn't plan to watch it often, but after watching it, it took a long time.

To be honest, when her husband died, she felt that the whole sky was about to fall. She survived that time because of her two sons. A few years ago, Yikang was paralyzed in a high position due to an accident. At that time, she felt that her life was all darkness. of.

But the facts prove that there is no darkness in this world that cannot be escaped. Now that Yikang is fencing there, he can go rowing, drive a car in the future, and even get married and have children. It is no different from normal people, and she is also Really happy and gratified.

Zhang Yikang never noticed that Sister Xiao was coming. After exercising for a while, he picked up a phone and smiled. Sister Xiao looked over suspiciously, just in time to see Taomi walking by. She was also wearing a fencing suit, sitting on a wheelchair beside her. , the two put on their hats and started attacking each other.

After a while, the two took off their hats. Because of Zhang Yikang, Sister Xiao also learned about the rules of the fencing competition. She knew that Taomi had lost, and smiled again.

Zhang Yikang poked Taomi's face and made a smile, Taomi pushed Zhang Yikang away.

Sister Xiao hurriedly lowered her hat, and waited for Taomi and Zhang Yikang to walk past her before she turned her head to look at their backs, laughing continuously.

At this time, Sister Xiao felt that she seemed to know about their relationship without asking, but why didn't Yikang tell her?

"Thank you for coming to fencing with me today."

"It's rare that I didn't oncall with Onion Liying today, thinking that you have never met her before, so I took you to meet her, but now Liying and Onion are going to the tea ceremony class, so I will I've come to play with you for a while." Tao Mi smiled and said, "But I didn't expect you to be so good at fencing, and I can't beat you under the same conditions."

Zhang Yikang hooked the corner of his mouth helplessly, and then smiled helplessly, "You also said that it was under the same conditions, but in fact, I just practice makes perfect, you just sat fencing today, if you stood up, I would definitely not be able to win you."

Everyone is not born equal, even if he can be the first among the same people, but there are many people with much better conditions than him, he will never be the first.

"Yikang, what are you thinking? You didn't answer when I called you just now."

Zhang Yikang withdrew his thoughts, "I'm sorry, Jingjing, what are you talking about?"

"I said there was a clown performing there. Anyway, it will be a while before Onion and the others get out of class. How about you go and see it?"

Zhang Yikang looked towards the place Taomi had mentioned, and sure enough, he saw a clown in colorful clothes performing magic not far away, "Then let's go and have a look."

Taomi pushed Zhang Yikang over, and there were already many children around the clown. The clown was holding a hat, and flowers, balloons, cakes, and many ribbons emerged from the hat one after another.

"There's a trap inside, and it's about to be exposed soon." Said a kid next to the clown, Tao Mi looked over and smiled at her.

For such a small ghost to stay, it must be an angel.

After death, you will maintain your appearance when you are alive. It doesn’t mean that there are no little ghosts in this world, but because people are small, there is no time to do something, and there are even fewer good deeds. Therefore, it is difficult for little ghosts to see. She came to this world several times. It's been a year, and I've only seen a little ghost like Xiao Ai, and now Xiao Ai has disappeared with his parents.

"Sister, can you see me?" The kid tugged at Taomi's bag, "Sister, don't deny it, I saw you smiling at me, can you see me?"

Tao Mi smiled and said nothing, there are so many people here, she might be regarded as crazy if she openly talked to a kid, she touched his hair with a smile.

"Sister, you can still touch me. I haven't been in contact with anyone for a long time. Sister, I beg you, can you let my father go to the doctor? He is sick, but he refuses to go to the doctor. What I said Dad can't hear me either, sister, I beg you, please take my dad to see a doctor."

While Tao Mi was looking at the little girl, the clown in front of her had already fallen to the ground.

"Father..." the kid cried, "Sister, I beg you to save my father."

Tao Mi hurried over, "I'm a doctor, everyone spread out to keep the air flowing, Yikang called an ambulance."

Tao Mi checked it, it was a heart attack, Tao Mi found the medicine in his pocket and gave him to take it, "Sir, how are you? Sir?"

The clown opened his eyes, looked at the sky, and didn't answer Taomi's words, "Xiao Tao, Dad misses you so much."

"Since you want him to live hard, your son doesn't want to see you like this."

The clown turned his head to look at Taomi, showing a smile, then closed his eyes, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, and fell on Taomi's hand.

The ambulance came soon, the clown was sent to the car, and the kid followed.

Taomi looked at the oil paint on her hand, it was the oil paint on the clown's face that she just touched when feeding the medicine, Taomi put it in her nose and smelled it, then looked at the ambulance going away, the color was unknown.

"Jingjing, are you okay?"

Tao Mi took the paper towel handed over by Yikang, wiped off the oil paint on her hands, and threw the paper towel into the trash can by the side of the road, "Yikang, do you like me?"

"I..." Zhang Yikang didn't expect Taomi to ask such a question suddenly, and for a moment he didn't know how to answer, so he could only look at Taomi in a daze.

"Why don't you talk? Do you like me? If you like me, I can consider dating you, but if you don't even dare to say that you like me, how can I entrust my happiness to you? "

Zhang Yikang still didn't speak, his hands were trembling|shaking, he didn't know what to say, he wanted to say that he liked her, but why did he say it?He doesn't even have a guarantee for his own future, so how can he give Taomi happiness.

Tao Mi smiled, she knew that Zhang Yikang would have such worries, walked behind him and pushed him, "Just pretend that I haven't asked, I've grown up so much, it seems like it's time to find a boyfriend, you said What kind of boyfriend should I find?"

Zhang Yikang wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he moved his lips, and in the end he just said, "As long as you are happy."

As long as you are happy, he can do whatever he wants, even if he can only watch her from such a distance all his life, he will be very happy to see her happily married and have children.

But why is his heart still aching now? Thinking about it makes him feel so hungry. Will she really have the ability to watch her marry and bless her with a smile in the future?

This day's dinner was still missed, Taomi was called back by the hospital halfway, and he didn't see Zhang Yikang for several days after that day, she didn't take the initiative to contact her, and Zhang Yikang didn't take the initiative to find her either.

Sister Xiao kept following them that day, but because of the distance, she didn't hear what they were saying clearly, but she vaguely saw Zhang Yikang's expression was a little bit bad, and then she seemed to have no intention of asking where Zhang Yikang had been that day, Yikang didn't say anything.

At that time, she also mentioned Jian Jingjing, and Yikang's face was a little ugly, and she dared not say anything after that. She went to the hospital and asked Taomi what happened that day, and Taomi also sighed.

"Sister Xiao, I know Yikang is a very good boy, but he..." Taomi didn't know how to say it, and she couldn't say something about her son being bad in front of other mothers.

The funny sister interpreted Taomi's meaning as 'Yikang confessed to her that day, but Taomi refused', "Jingjing, Yikang really likes you, the doctor who sent you to play He also did it by himself, he didn’t even know how to hold a needle, and pestered me for several days asking me to teach him, and where I didn’t know how, he went online to find teaching by himself.”

"I know that Yikang's health is not good, and I don't expect you to be my daughter-in-law. I just ask you not to reject her too hard. You should take pity on me as a mother. .”

Sister Xiao took Taomi's hand, he had already heard from Yang Peicong and the others that the so-called Taomi had a girlfriend that day was just nonsense, and she also knew that she had misunderstood.

Tao Mi patted Sister Xiao's hand, "Sister Xiao, do you still remember the clown I met on the side of the road that day, he was born with a new heart disease, and later gave birth to a son who inherited his heart disease He also passed away when he was eight years old, and his wife also got into a car accident on the road because of sadness afterwards."

"For the past five years, he has lived in pain every day. He went to the street to act as a clown in order to bring happiness to other children. He also wanted someone to treat his son like this." Taomi held a cup of hot cocoa in her hand "But he still poisoned the paint he had to paint every day. He still couldn't forgive himself. The poison entered his body, which put a lot of pressure on his heart, which was not very good. Although I fed him He took medicine for a heart attack, but he died on the way to the hospital."

There are so many decades in a person's life. The departure of his son and wife made that man want to die, but survival is a human instinct. He can only poison his own paint, and the medicine of that day is not at all. It wasn't found in his clothes pocket, but she took it out from the space.

Sister Xiao doesn’t want to ask Taomi now how she knew that she saw it that day too. Her tracking skills are not good, and Taomi is so smart. I heard that the social worker who took his body said that he needs to see a psychiatrist for a long time, but the psychiatrist still hasn't been able to make him return to normal."

Tao Mi looked at the steaming cup, "So I think that a person's life is limited, and there are not many things that can be done. In order not to leave regrets when we are dying, we must make good use of the opportunities in our lives. Every minute, I can see that Yikang likes me, so I told him that day, if he said that he likes me, I can consider being his girlfriend, but he didn’t say anything, Sister Xiao, Yikang probably didn't tell you about this."

Of course, it is impossible for Zhang Yikang to say this to Sister Xiao. Sister Xiao’s eyes widened immediately, but she was still a little sensible, "Then Jingjing, do you like Yikang? I admit that Yikang dare not admit that he likes you. problem, but I think he doesn't want you to sympathize with him and associate with him because of his legs."

Tao Mi couldn't help but smile, "Sister Xiao, do you think I'm such a sloppy person? I said that when I was in the ward that day, I always date boyfriends because of love, not because of love."

She likes Zhang Yikang's pure and genuine temperament. In this bustling city, how many people have his simplicity?Of course it doesn't mean that Yikang is stupid, it is precisely because he has experienced a lot and has seen the world's fickleness, but he can still maintain his innocence, and he is not cynical about this society. This is what attracts her.

Living with such a simple person, she will not feel tired.

Sister Xiao also sighed deeply, she doesn't know what to do now, what she said that day must be similar to what she said now, but Yikang didn't say anything.

She always thought that Yikang was a cheerful and optimistic child, he was no different from a normal person, but she didn't expect that because of his legs, he would not dare to step forward when he met happiness. If he took a step forward that day, wouldn't he? Everything turned out differently than it is now.

Apart from heartache, Sister Xiao now also has a feeling of hating iron but not steel. What about the disabled? The girls have already taken the initiative to say it. Why are you still looking forward and backward?

She knew that Zhang Yikang was afraid that he would not be able to give Taomi happiness, so who can talk about the future, and we can talk about the future.

All the thoughts turned into a deep sigh in the end.

Taomi returned to the urology department and continued to work. Lanman had been transferred to the neurosurgery department before. Taomi sent the case there. By the way, she asked about the situation. The doctor told him that Lanman had decided to have an operation, although the operation was very difficult. However, if there is no operation, there will only be one month left, and there will be at least three months for the operation.

"Hey Jingjing, where were you just now? I haven't been able to find you for a long time?" Yang Peicong came over and said, hooking Taomi's neck.

Tao Mi shook him off, "I'll go to the neurosurgery department to deliver the materials."

"It's all your fault. I have to say that it is unlucky to have a funeral before a wedding. I have to act in such a play. I have to put on eye drops if I can't shed tears. Do you know how hard it is for me?"

"Hmph, you're blaming me now, but that's your father. If you're filial and don't let him get sick, I don't have to act with you anymore."

The voices of a man and a woman were loud, Yang Peicong looked over angrily, and wanted to punch him, Tao Mi hurriedly stopped him, this is a hospital, doctors are not allowed to hit people.

But their movements were still big, Lan Jianwei and his girlfriend looked over, "It's you guys, what do you want to do?"

It was Lan Jianwei's girlfriend who was talking, Lan Jianwei didn't dare to say a word when facing Taomi, but his girlfriend saw him staring at Taomi intently, and suddenly felt angry , "Hey, what are you looking at? I know you, what happened to the female doctor you were in the hospital that day? Can't you feel happy with the disabled? Now I want to come to my boyfriend, but it's a pity, after two days Tian Jianwei will marry me, you are out."

Looking at the proud woman in front of her, with heavy makeup on her face, her original appearance could not be seen, Tao Mi pulled Yang Peicong back behind her, "You are such a sad woman, look at the man behind you is already How useless it is, you still treasure him like a priceless treasure."

The woman turned her head, and she saw that Lan Jianwei was already slumped on the ground, her eyes were still fixed on Taomi, and the bean-sized beads of sweat kept dripping from her forehead. The woman kicked him, but Lan Jianwei remained still. There was no reaction, and he kicked twice angrily, turned around and ran away.

Tao Mi squatted down, "For your own superstition, you let your elderly father go to the operating table again, and you have to bear the risk that he may never come down again, as well as the pain during and after the operation, just to make your wedding There was no funeral before, if you think this is right, are you worthy of the father who raised you?"

Tao Mi's voice was very soft, but people passing by could hear it, and they looked at Lan Jianwei with contempt,

"Onion, I think he has some mental problems, you can send him to the psychiatrist." Taomi stood up and said to Lan Jianwei who was staring blankly.

For such a thing, Yang Peicong is naturally very happy. If it really proves that he has mental problems, then maybe Uncle Man will not have to bear the pain of going to the operating room and the follow-up, although his life span can be shortened by two years. Months, but it is better to die comfortably than to be tortured to death by illness.

But the result disappointed Yang Peicong. Although Lan Jianwei had some mental stress, he was not mentally ill. The consent form he signed for his father's operation was valid.

In the end, Lan Man suddenly had a situation on the operating table and forced to die in vain.

"Actually, it's better than him dying in pain afterwards. The anesthetist had anesthetized him before the operation, and he didn't have any pain."

Taomi was noncommittal about Yang Peicong's words. If he really didn't feel anything, why did he suddenly have a situation during the operation? The physical feeling was gone, but he still had feelings in his heart. For the relatives he raised since childhood Son, how could he not understand.

After Lan Jianwei was discharged from the hospital, he never saw Taomi again. There are many people and things that people will never see again in this life. Just like a passer-by, you will forget it after seeing it, and it will not be imprinted in your mind.

One day, Taomi went to Yang Peicong's sister's place to eat after get off work, but she ran into Zhang Yikang unexpectedly, "Are you looking for Sister Xiao or are you a glutton?"

"I'm here to see you." Zhang Yikang looked at Taomi and said, and handed an invitation letter to Taomi, "I'm going to participate in the disabled fencing competition the day after tomorrow, I hope you can come to see it."

Taomi didn't answer, Zhang Yikang continued, "I know that my performance that day disappointed you, but how can a person who can't even determine his own future make you happy, but I know I was wrong to think so , as long as you work hard, you can get whatever you want, although miracles are difficult to happen, they are not impossible, right?"

Seeing Taomi opened his mouth to say something, Zhang Yikang said ahead of time, "I know what I did wrong before, and I don't ask you to agree to me right now, I just want a chance to pursue you, is that okay?"

There was a sparkle in Zhang Yikang's eyes, and Taomi could see that it was tears. Zhang Yikang had never expressed his feelings before, and now he was not only excited, but also had to overcome great psychological difficulties.

Tao Mi smiled, "Anyone has the opportunity to pursue someone. You don't need to ask me for this, but are you sure you have thought it through? If you still have the same mentality as you did before, what do you want me to do?" ?”

Zhang Yikang smiled, "I will let you see my sincerity and my sincerity."

Later, Tao Mi found out that it was Fan Ziyu who found a wheelchair that could help people stand up, which gave Yikang confidence in the future again.

But it can also be said that Zhang Yikang always thinks about things on the bright side and has hope in his heart. Otherwise, no matter what others do, it will be futile. Only those who have hope in their hearts will see the light from the lighthouse in the distance. The light is moving towards the lighthouse step by step, and those hopeless people will only shed tears and cry when they look at the darkness in front of them, resenting God for not sending him to the kingdom of light.

The endings of these two kinds of people are also very different. One successfully reaches the front of the lighthouse, and the whole body is illuminated by the light, while the other can only cry in the dark, until the end of his life.