phone lover
Chapter 1
In the age of the Internet when there is no WeChat and QQ is not so easy to use, there is a place that almost takes on the important task of solving the desires and sexual desires of more than half of men and women on the Internet. Women and men, and this kind of inclusiveness was particularly important in an environment that was not so open at the time. This place was the chat room.
There are also chat rooms now, but they are different, very different.The chat room in Shu Yan’s time didn’t have any Mai Xu (1) and there was no owner of the room, and there was no such thing as video. Everyone just voluntarily grouped together to chat nonsense on the public screen or private screen. Those who are impure, everyone can speak freely, but everyone knows that there are several rooms where there is no free speech, only free speech.
A room that Shu Yan often goes to belongs to this kind of room.
The name of the room is straightforward: same-sex.
Naturally, those who go in also know what kind of place this is, and they also know each other's purpose, same-sex same-sex, same-sex first, sex later, both are indispensable.
Since they are both born together, the only thing we can talk about is sex.
Shu Yan doesn't know why the chat room can't talk about troubles, sorrows, or just talk casually, at least this chat room can't chat, and there is no one to chat.Every time you enter, the screen is full of 1757015, 1807518, etc., and these numbers are followed by straightforward room opening, video, voice, telephone, and text love.The private screen is even more aggressive, people keep sending messages, the content is detailed and the purpose is clear, you only need to answer yesorno.
Human meat market.
This is Shu Yan's definition of a chat room.
But Shu Yan, as a natural person with vigorous sexual desire, needs this market, urgently.
Shu Yan lived for 24 years, and only in high school did she vaguely feel that she was different from others.When boys of the same age were discussing which girl's skirt was short and which girl had big breasts, he watched these boys' bulging arms and slipping Adam's apple involuntarily guessing the same secret as himself under the loose school uniform pants late at night.
After this phenomenon continued for a semester, he accepted the fact that he liked men, totally liked men.
Then he buried this matter silently in his heart. He thought that between the opposite sex, there should be no estrus, let alone between the same sex. Besides, no one would make him estrus, so he kept the ritual until he was 24 years old.
He felt like he couldn't keep up.
Although he was full of energy in his student days, he had a purpose.When I was in high school, I studied, studied, studied, and studied again. I fell asleep on the bed every day. The desire was not absent, but I was defeated by fatigue before I could get together. Occasionally, there were relaxation periods.When I got to university, I had more time. Shu Yan was a little moved and wanted to find someone of the same kind to fall in love with, but looking around, I didn't see anyone with the words "I am gay" written on their faces, and no one came. She flirted with him secretly, so the past four years have been wasted.Shu Yan once wanted to play a secret love trick, but his heart was so calm that he couldn't help it. This heart was as dead as it was dead, and it didn't respond to anyone.He thought that he was probably born with a cold heart, otherwise how could he be so hard-hearted when he felt that his growth track since childhood was not deviated.
But here comes 24.Shu Yan joined the work for two years and became an ordinary office worker. Every day at home, at work, at two o'clock and one line, life is numb.But under this numbness, the sexual desire that had been dormant for many years suddenly broke out.
On a day with no special significance, Shu Yan once again had a sexual dream, but it was different from the usual sexual dreams. This time, the temperature of the overlapping skin, the moistness of the tongue and mouth, and the pleasure of rubbing the penis all became real. And clarity, in his dream he wanted to accomplish it overnight as in his usual dreams...but he couldn't.Not enough, nothing is enough, I still want more, more comfortable, more exciting... That feeling of dissatisfaction lasted until I woke up from the dream.Shu Yan was caught off guard, he didn't have any wet dreams.The penis in the underwear stood upright, this was not the usual morning erection, Shu Yan knew it was screaming, it came alive.
So life began to become difficult, lust was no longer a little secret in the middle of the night, and Shu Yan found that many things could make him get an erection easily.
The teenagers playing on the basketball court on the passing campus, the sweaty muscles exposed without shirts; Those white and slender hands; passers-by casually wearing black deep V T-shirts passing by, brought a little smell of tobacco.
"If this continues, I think the old man doing morning exercises in the park near your house will be in danger." Xu Pingchuan laughed without fear on the other end of the phone.
Shu Yan began to regret telling him about it.
Xu Pingchuan is the only person who knows Shu Yan's aptitude. He is Shu Yan's college classmate. He has different grades, different majors, different personalities and different circles.The two people who shouldn't have met each other met because Shu Yan accidentally broke Xu Pingchuan's "good deed".Xu Pingchuan hadn't buttoned a single button on his jacket at the time, and was wearing pants, but the front door was wide open.Shu Yan blushed and felt that there was no place to put his eyes, as if he had not discovered other people's affair but was caught for messing around.The person who went to Wushan with Xu Pingchuan had already slipped away, leaving only Xu Pingchuan and Shu Yan looking at each other.Xu Pingchuan was shamelessly frank, while Shu Yan was ridiculously cautious.Xu Pingchuan blocked Shu Yan's way, raised his chin and said, "You too?" Shu Yan lowered his head and forgot to refute.
Afterwards, Shu Yan once asked Xu Pingchuan why he found out that he was also the same kind at a glance, Xu Pingchuan said seriously: "I didn't find out, I just lied to you, if it's not, it doesn't matter, if it is... It's fun." After listening to Shu Yan with a cold face, he felt that he was too innocent, and he also wanted to stay away from this person in the future, or he would have to count the money to him when he was sold.
But except for the bad memories of the first meeting, Xu Pingchuan is really a good friend. Although he has a playful and smiling face on weekdays, he can also serve as an arm when something really happens. Watermelon visits the door, is considerate and warm but not as lingering as a lover.During the few years in school, Xu Pingchuan has never lost anyone around him. There are many types and varieties. He always laughs at Shu Yan for letting down the spring, but Shu Yan thinks that Xu Pingchuan's spring is too long. He thinks of spring. Only when it is meaningful will it make people intoxicated.
But now the face is sorely beaten.
Whether spring comes or not depends entirely on personal will.
It wanted to come, so it came.
The heart is not moved, the body goes first.
Xu Pingchuan smiled and said that this is also a matter?Now that it's spring, just like the song sang, come on, be happy, anyway, I have a lot of desires.
Shu Yan hadn't heard this song before, and he knew it was the melody that people like Xu Pingchuan loved from the tone.After Xu Pingchuan arrived in Jiangzhou, the last bit of youthful vigor in his body disappeared in the luxurious oriental night Paris.
Shu Yan said: "Don't talk nonsense, I'm worried, should I go to the hospital to see a doctor, I think I'm not normal now."
Xu Pingchuan didn't take it seriously, he said: "You have been abstinent for too long, and you have suffered retribution. Mencius said that food and sex are also sexual, and if you eat and not have sex, you will not have sex. I advise you to take this opportunity and let go of you completely. Those boring self-regulation. Let me tell you, I am not teaching you to indulge yourself. I just think you have controlled yourself too strictly before. Homosexuality is not a crime. You don’t need to restrain yourself deliberately? Look at what you have done before Whenever I want to masturbate, I have to look at the almanac, which caused me to wonder whether you are gay or straight, you are asexual at all. Now your body finally has the consciousness to be a normal person, I congratulate you.”
Shu Yan hung up the phone without hesitation.
He felt that Xu Pingchuan had completely misunderstood himself. He described himself as an ascetic who was restricted by ethics and morals, a deep cabinet.
But Shu Yan felt that he was not, he had never thought about it so much, he just, just... couldn't convince himself.
When he was considering whether to block me, a text message from Xu Pingchuan came over, with a few large characters on it: [Don't block me, blocking me really breaks friendship. 】
Shu Yan was depressed.
After a while, another text message came: [Child, the door of the new world is open to you, and there is more than one door. I sincerely recommend x petal, xx forum, and xx website to you. Take a good look, you will learn something. reward. 】
After Shu Yan studied obediently for a few days, he was very annoyed by all kinds of confused, bitter, decadent and hypocritical articles.At the beginning, he seriously replied to a few articles persuading the host to open it, but later he found that no matter how sad the host was, he cared more about Xiasanlu during private chats.In Shu Yan's current situation, he does not reject the other party's probing in words, or more straightforward flirting, he thinks it is quite interesting, but every critical moment, the other party will express that he wants to meet in reality and develop.
What to develop is self-evident.Anyway, it is impossible to develop true love with you.
Shu Yan immediately faltered.He didn't want to 419, or find a long-term bed partner or something, not because he couldn't stand it morally, but because he was very cowardly.He could think of all the various cases of being cheated when opening a house that he had seen on the news. After applying it to himself, he felt that the risk was too high.
If you don't open a room, who will talk to you?Within a few days, these people stopped contacting.
Shu Yan thought that he might as well wear a mask and go to a sex shop, otherwise he would be tortured to death.
At this moment, Shu Yan found a small chat room button crowded in a row of columns on one of his frequent portals.
chatroom?
Shu Yan was very curious.
After clicking in, Shu Yan thought, this is really the gate to the new world.
A completely straightforward message, hormones that the screen can't stop, no need to tell attractive stories, and a vest that will automatically change every time you exit and re-enter.
What better place to vent than this?Shu Yan couldn't think of it.
It took only a few days for Shu Yan to fully adapt to the rhythm here.
Enter the chat room, change the name to the way you want, there is no need to filter, and the person who contacts you will naturally be someone who understands what you mean.
Shu Yan's name has hardly changed, and it will be changed every time he comes in.
only phone.
A three-character name, of course, it also deserves to be called a name.Shu Yan summed up his request in three words: he is only willing to call for sex.No meeting, no video, no voice, no photos.If you want to provide these requirements, please go to the list on the right to find them yourself.There are a lot of them: Lonely video chat guy in the middle of the night, sunny and handsome boy with a voice, brother who will show you a movie, hot guy you can meet in Shanghai... various types, and so on.Of course, there are also many people on the phone like Shu Yan, what kind of gentle voice, magnetic male voice, Shu Yan is too lazy to think about those adjectives, he feels that he is terribly ordinary, there is really no label that can be handed out, just write one. There is another kind of product He didn't feel guilty about the board, so he named himself a phone, and didn't add a persona to himself.
Of course, these are things that he didn't understand until after a few days of messing around.When he clicked in for the first time, he was like a blank sheet of paper, but within half an hour, he mysteriously gave the number of the person who said he would call him.
When the number was displayed on the display screen, Shu Yan wondered if he was too impulsive, impulsiveness is the devil, but the devil is the most deceptive.
It didn't go very well the first time.
Shu Yan didn't understand anything, he was in a daze, and when he answered the phone, the voice on the other side was very deep, not like a young man, but Shu Yan was not stupid enough to ask the other party's age.The other party said in a deep voice: "Hello", Shu Yan said "hmm" and said hello.The other person laughed, his voice was muffled, but it caught Shu Yan's nerves all at once, and Shu Yan thought: His voice is so sexy.
The other party should be a veteran.He patiently and skillfully guided Shu Yan to complete the first phone sex experience.
Let's talk about the sky first, but it's not all over the place.He asked Shu Yan why he was still awake, and Shu Yan honestly replied that he was a little insomnia.The other party said that they understood that insomnia is always uncomfortable.
Shu Yan said, "What about you, why don't you sleep?"
The other party said: "I also suffer from insomnia. I can't sleep alone. I need comfort."
Shu Yan wondered if this was flirting with me?Is it about to start?He suddenly became nervous. If he wanted to, he might as well forget it. I heard that the price of sex toys is not expensive now.
It may be that the long silence made the other party feel uneasy, and the other party's gentle voice came over, and he said, "Is this the first time you play this?"
Shu Yan whispered, "Yes... yes, just curiosity."
The other side of the phone smiled softly, and he said, "It's really rare, I met such a baby, I'm quite happy."
Shu Yan actually felt a little relieved, maybe it was because the phrase "baby" was too gentle.
After Shu Yan became a veteran, every time he recalled this phone call, he couldn't help but sigh that he had met a really patient person. In fact, who would want to comfort a person who can only say yes when the lust is full?
The other party asked him if he was used to being 0 or 1. Shu Yan never thought about this question at all. He is a person who has very limited masturbation experience, but deep down he feels that he should be a 0, because in his dream, he always Being pressed down, it seemed that the feeling of being controlled and held hostage would make him more excited.
Shu Yan honestly replied that he was not very clear.
The other party smiled and said, "It doesn't matter, we will find out."
Shu Yan thinks about it, it's already at this time, after all, it's just a phone call, if you feel uncomfortable, just hang up immediately, the matter will stop abruptly, and you won't suffer any disadvantages.
However, the process was better than expected.
The other party's voice was very mature and stable, which Shu Yan liked very much.Although no one knows what kind of face the person on the other end of the phone looks like, it is still necessary for the ears to be comfortable. After all, sound is the medium of imagination.Under the other party's guidance, Shu Yan slowly relaxed.The other party is always saying that you are so good, like a lover's intimate whisper, or like an elder's gentle encouragement.
He said, "Hey, stick out your tongue, shall we kiss?"
Holding the phone close to his ear, Shu Yan felt his face start to heat up. He thought that he might really be a voice controller, otherwise how could he be moved by his voice alone.
He said, "What color are your nipples?" Shu Yan never paid attention to these two points of his own. He looked down and found that the two nipples had stood up, probably because of the cold weather. They were small and very light in color.
The other party asks if you have touched it yourself?
Shu Yan said, "No, I haven't touched it."
"Then can I touch it?"
Shu Yan blushed and let out a "hmm".He thought that this matter seemed to be different from what he imagined... No, in fact, he didn't have any imagination, and he didn't know what this kind of phone sex should be like, but he knew that he was very used to this feeling at the moment.
Touching his own nipples, Shu Yan is also a person who has seen several GVs, he probably knows what to do, but he rarely touches them when masturbating, he finds it meaningless, and he is not touching himself.But now there is a small breathing sound in the ear, with a suppressed nasal voice, the other party said: "You are very beautiful here, if I rub and pinch, the nipple will stand up, do you want me to push harder?"
Shu Yan's fingers ravaged his nipples following the words of the other party. He closed his eyes, as if he was no longer himself, or he was no longer the only one.He couldn't help pinching the nipple hard, and the tingling sensation made him cry out, and he said, "Oh, I don't want to do this, it hurts."
There was a low smile in my ear, and the other party said: "Good boy, it's only good when it hurts. Next, I like this, and you like it too, I know it all."
Shu Yan continued to move his hands obediently, followed by his voice, Shu Yan was very ashamed of this, he felt that he seemed to be screaming too much, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't control it.
"Good boy, baby, you sound so sweet, you make me hard." The other party's breathing began to become heavy, and Shu Yan's ears seemed to be on fire. When he heard the other party say that he was so good, Shu Yan He also straightened up.
He said, "Honey, I'm so hard, I want to fuck you."
Shu Yan said: "No, I won't give you a fuck. No one has fucked me, not even myself." The other party's breathing became heavier, he panted heavily, and his voice was buried in his Adam's apple, and he said, "Baby , it’s okay, I’ll teach you, I’ll make sure you’re comfortable, brother is amazing.”
Shu Yan hesitated for a while, but still refused, he said: "No, I won't, if you insist on doing this, you can change someone, I'm sorry."
Shu Yan didn't choose to hang up the phone, because this person's voice really suits his taste, he took a little chance.
The other party was silent for a while, and then laughed softly again. The other party smiled and said, "Why are you saying sorry? It's the uncle who spoiled the children. It's the uncle's fault."
Shu Yan heard that the other party's voice had calmed down a lot, and he regretted it a little.But Shu Yan felt that everything should be taken slowly. At the moment, he has nothing, no lubricating fluid, no massage stick, and his fingers are not impossible, but he still wants to find a very private space, and after he is mentally prepared, he can do it himself. Forge yourself.Not now, not on the phone.
But, I really want to continue...
Shu Yan said slowly: "Then, uncle, do you still want to play with the children? Children's children are very hard."
"How hard is it?" The voice on the other side was calm.
"Come and feel it." Shu Yan's hand slowly slid on the cock: "Uncle, is yours hard?"
"Baby, my dick is about to explode." The breathing sound in his ears suddenly became heavy again, and Shu Yan smiled, he was very satisfied.
"Baby, if you don't know how to penetrate pussy, you will always be able to masturbate... Hold my brother's cock, brother will be with you."
Shu Yan no longer cared about addressing him as uncle or brother, it didn't matter, but words like "dick" and "insertion point" stimulated his nerves. In reality, he had never said these words, and he had never even thought about them.He was more used to using words like "below" and "penis" to refer to genitals, and now these vulgar words made him ashamed and turned him on even more.
He panted unsteadily while humming, and said, "Brother, help me, it hurts so hard."
The other party also began to pant, his voice was a little low and trembling, and he made "um" or "ah" sounds from time to time. At this time, Shu Yan would not be able to control himself from moaning non-stop.
The other party carefully instructed him to stroke the beating pulse on the cock, scraped the wet bell mouth with his fingernails, and then rubbed the two balls downward...
I don't know who started to speed up first, the voices beside my ears became irritable, rhythmic panting urging each other to go faster and faster, Shu Yan didn't know what he was talking about for a long time, he couldn't tell the groans from Whether the other party is himself or not, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, he just wants to be liberated, liberated happily.
Finally, when he heard "You are so flirtatious", he spurted out... one puff at a time, and the commotion of these days was expelled from his body along with the cloudy semen.
Shu Yan's brain was short-circuited for some time, he didn't know how long it was, maybe a few seconds or a few minutes, and when his consciousness came back to his mind, the other end of the phone had already quieted down.He tried to say "Hello", and the gentle laughter appeared again.
The other party's voice was still low and steady, and he said, "Are you comfortable?"
Shu Yan answered with an "um".
The other party said: "You are really very obedient when you are humming."
Shu Yan said "hmm" again.
The other party smiled and said, "I really hope that one day I can really fuck you."
Shu Yan was taken aback for a moment, remembering that when he called, the caller's place of origin was in the distant Jiangzhou, so the other party also knew where he was, right?Damn it, I shouldn't use my usual number. Although the other party's voice is nice, it doesn't mean that Shu Yan is willing to meet and have sex with him.
The other party continued without waiting for Shu Yan to reply. He said it was a good wish, because Shu Yan made him really feel.However, this is just a wish and has nothing to do with reality.
He said, "You are very good, uncle likes it very much."
Shu Yan said, "I'm not young anymore."
He said, "It doesn't matter. To me, you are a child. A virgin is a child. It's getting late, and my uncle has to go to work tomorrow. Good night, my child."
Shu Yan was a little surprised, he thought the other party would have to chat for a while, but he didn't expect it to end very simply.Shu Yan gave a habitual "hmm" to express his agreement.The other party laughed loudly, and he said, "Please stop, kid, uncle will be hard, we, let's meet again by fate, good night."
"Good night." Shu Yan said softly.
But the other party could no longer hear him, he hung up the phone quickly, and Shu Yan could only say good night to Didi.
Satisfied and tired, Shu Yan fell asleep quickly.
When Shu Yan woke up, he was filled with extreme regret. He thought, why did he give out his phone number so rashly?Will there be a strange person calling me today?Or will he be constantly harassed by the uncle from yesterday?
And it's so easy, so easy... what is it?Does it count?No, it's just, just a different way to masturbate, right?
So it's really nothing, right?
Is this normal?
Is it normal?
Shu Yan was a little dazed.He wanted to ask Xu Pingchuan, but he couldn't.Because Shu Yan knew Xu Pingchuan too well, if he really went to ask him, he would probably suggest that the two of them talk on the phone first.
After three days of anxiety, nothing unusual happened on the phone, and that person never called again, as if that night was just a dream and he never appeared.
During this period, he still called Xu Pingchuan.It's not because of this matter, but because there is a problem with work.Shu Yan studied marketing, but when he graduated, he felt that his mind was still blank, as if he had learned something, but he didn't seem to learn anything.Originally, he also wanted to learn from Xu Pingchuan and go to the big cities to find opportunities to make a living, but his parents were not very happy, and always hoped that he could stay by his side to be happy.After the tenth phone call from her parents, Shu Yan had no choice but to bite the bullet and return to her hometown, embarking on the road of the national examination.
Shu Yan didn't know why he studied hard to take the 985 and 211 exams, was it just to go home and become a civil servant?Well, it may not be enough.
Sure enough, in the first year, Shu Yan failed the exam, so he could only work in the company of his parents and friends, studying while working.
After being abused by the Industrial and Commercial Taxation Bank for a whole day, Shu Yan called Xu Pingchuan and asked him if there was still a shortage of people sweeping the floor.Xu Pingchuan said, "Have you finally figured it out and are ready to throw yourself into the arms of our capitalism?"
Shu Yan sighed, and said, "Xu Pingchuan, I'm so cowardly."
Xu Pingchuan said: "You are quite cowardly, you can't even solve your physical problems."
Shu Yan said, "Nonsense, I've solved it well."
Xu Pingchuan: "Oh? Then tell me, how did you solve it?"
Shu Yan was silent.
Xu Pingchuan waited for a while and found that there was nothing to say, so he said cheerfully, "I might as well fly over to save you. Although I don't attack my friends, you are different. You are my very important friend."
Shu Yan blushed a little when he heard it. He felt that there was something wrong with what he said, but it still made people feel a little bit moved.He thought he should talk to Xu Pingchuan about his confusion, maybe Xu Pingchuan would seriously give some advice.
Shu Yan cleared his throat, and just about to open his mouth, he heard Xu Pingchuan on the other end of the phone say: "I'm with you, I think I should be able to be hard. The big deal is to cover your head with you, so that I don't have the psychological barrier to fuck my buddies. "
"roll!"
Shu Yan hung up the phone.
He slumped in his chair angrily, pointing randomly on the page with the mouse in his hand.In fact, he already had some thoughts in his heart, but he still wanted to struggle a little bit. He watched the arrows of the mouse scurrying around, and finally stopped at the icon of the chat room.
That's nothing, right?
After a long time, Shu Yan recalled those days, he didn't want to make any excuses for himself, he probably just liked this way of making love, or masturbating.
He doesn't watch the video, he thinks it's silly to sit there and watch the person opposite him masturbate, he would rather not see it, just rely on his imagination.
He also doesn't like the voice, the earphones make him play too much.He likes to hold the phone to his ear, no restraint, no worries, he can do whatever he wants.
In fact, Shu Yan is also very casual.He often hangs up on the phone: those who have a bad voice, those who can’t speak Mandarin, those who breathe heavily when they come up, and those who are particularly “civilized”... Shu Yan thinks that he may be a bit of a slut in his bones... He doesn’t like that kind of person. The courteous words and the very written process are completely overwhelmed, and he can't even get tough.It’s not okay to be too rough or foul. Once I picked up the phone, the other party asked if it’s okay to call me Dad. Shu Yan said no, and immediately said, I can call you Dad.Shu Yan hung up the phone, feeling that the three views need to be reshaped.
So I was ashamed and happy in this muddle.
Shu Yan got a new card specially for phone calls, and he doesn't use it normally, only change it when needed.Not too often, maybe once or twice a week.He never reveals personal information, but to be honest, no one really asks, at most they talk about the age of the other party, whether it is 1 or 0, what else do you need to ask?Re-export questions are all for flirting.Everyone knows about these things.
After being around for more than a month, Shu Yan has figured out the way, first change the name when he goes online, and then wait for someone to tease him.He likes to chat a few words first, for example, there are a lot of people today, or have you been here for a long time, in short, it’s all nonsense and extremely boring, but he always feels that this is his last little fig leaf, as if he is not just For the sake of desire, but a little stranger who can talk to seduce him.
Sometimes Shu Yan feels that he is quite contradictory, a bit like being a bitch and setting up a memorial archway.
But Xu Pingchuan didn't take it seriously.
Yes, let Xu Pingchuan know about this matter.Shu Yan had no choice but to blame his drunken mind for not being able to control himself.
After getting drunk, Shu Yan called Xu Pingchuan and asked him if there was something wrong with him, was it a mental illness?
Xu Pingchuan said: "You really know how to put gold on your face. You feel that you are very different when chatting with others on the phone, don't you? You feel that the whole world is dark and you are miserable and you are sanctimonious, right? I Tell you, Shu Yan, you are a fart! Just tell me about this kind of thing. I don’t laugh at you. In fact, I want to laugh at you too, but I think it’s too cruel to you. To other people in the circle People, don’t force them casually, and make people laugh when you tell them. I’m not saying that your behavior makes people laugh, it’s that your mental activity is too ridiculous.”
"Is this a problem? Seriously, for a homosexual, I think there are only three things that really count as the bottom line: flirting with straight men, being a mistress, and not wearing condoms. As you are now, you are far from morality and ethics. It’s still far away, no matter how bad it is, you should leave your virginity before talking about this.”
Shu Yan drank in a daze, but he listened to what Xu Pingchuan said, and he thought so, who is in the way of this matter?This is a hobby!Yes, hobby!Who doesn't have a little secret?
Shu Yan said: "Ping Chuan, good buddy, then I will boldly go forward, go forward, don't look back, the road to the sky..."
This time it was Xu Pingchuan who hung up the phone first.
It was already noon the next day when Shu Yan woke up. He looked at the text message on his phone, which was sent by Xu Pingchuan.Xu Pingchuan warned him not to call him if he drank too much. Originally, he wanted to ask Shu Yan if he wanted to rehearse for himself on the phone, but after listening to Shu Yan's song, he felt that even the best beast would be sung by him. .In the end, I did not forget to run on him: Is there anyone like you who is willing to have sex with you on the phone?
Shu Yan turned off his cell phone, then took out the SIM card, and replaced it with the one for chatting. He thought, not only are there people willing to chat with him, but there are quite a few of them.
Shu Yan started a life of occasional indulgence after a short period of psychological barriers.No matter how Xu Pingchuan comforted himself, Shu Yan still felt that this was indulgence rather than relaxation, but that was it, Shu Yan thought that this is the way it is now anyway, don't worry about other things.
One day Shu Yan entered the chat room as usual, changed his vest, hung there and began to read the review materials.Sometimes he thinks this is quite strange. He used to think that studying would reduce libido, but now he finds that this may be a misunderstanding.
Shu Yan has already scrolled through the private chat screen, so Shu Yan ignores it.These are messages similar to group text messages. Everyone who comes in, they will go through them. It feels like sending scam messages. There will always be one or two contacting them, and then they will go straight to the topic.Shu Yan didn't like this very much. Although he also came here to have fun, he also wanted to be a little different from them, just a little bit, even if he asked if he was there?Hello?Or other, in short, it is not enough to swipe the screen.
Finally, the screen swiping of private chats began to decrease until there were no more.Shu Yan glanced at the screen, it seemed that no one came to him today.
Passing through 1234: Hello, does the phone only mean that you can only chat on the phone?
Phone only: Well, yes.Only accept calls, no video or voice.
Passing 1234: Can we talk about anything?
Shu Yan frowned, what is this, asking knowingly?Still teasing me?
Only the phone: In theory, so it is.
Passing 1234: Do you have time now?I want to talk to you.
Shu Yan closed the book in his hand, picked up the water glass and drank half a glass of water, and then replied: OK.
When the phone was connected, Shu Yan was already lying on the bed, he turned on the hands-free phone, and found a comfortable position to stay at will.
A "Hello" made Shu Yan frowned slightly.
Then he said "Are you there?" Shu Yan picked up the phone and looked at where the number belonged.
It is still Jiangzhou.
Shu Yan thought, is it the first time?Sound like.
Shu Yan cleared his throat and said, "I'm here, hello."
The other party said "hmm" and said, "You have a nice voice."
no.Shu Yan was a little disappointed, although it was very similar, this was not the first time. Although this man's voice was also very deep, he was younger, and there was a little bit of vivacity in his sex appeal.
The conversation that followed made Shu Yan's feeling even more serious, because this person was really a little too lively.
He chatted very casually, he said, "Are you gay too?"
Shu Yan said "hmm", thinking that this is nonsense, otherwise why are straight men here?social survey?
The other party sighed and said, "Me too."
Shu Yan said "hmm" again, thinking that this person might just like to talk nonsense.
He said, "I'm so annoyed, and I don't know who to tell, why there are so many people in the world, but I am the only one."
Shu Yan said: "It's not just you, me too? Everyone in the chat room is."
He said, "How can it be the same, you are, but you are not with me."
Shu Yan felt that this sounded a bit ambiguous, so he said, "You can go find it."
The other party sneered: "Where can I find it? On the main road?"
Shu Yan said: "Go gay, your Jiangzhou is so big, there shouldn't be a lot of it?"
"If you don't go, you don't know anyone."
"We'll know each other if we go."
The other said, "Do you always go to places like this?"
Shu Yan said, "I won't go, I don't even know where the door is."
"Then you are not alone?"
Shu Yan was silent.
How could he not be lonely? If not, who would go to the chat room?He is a little annoying this person, spreading negative energy, although the voice is nice, it cannot be forgiven.
When Shu Yan moved his fingers to the keyboard and was about to hang up, the other party spoke suddenly, saying, "I'm a little lonely
There are also chat rooms now, but they are different, very different.The chat room in Shu Yan’s time didn’t have any Mai Xu (1) and there was no owner of the room, and there was no such thing as video. Everyone just voluntarily grouped together to chat nonsense on the public screen or private screen. Those who are impure, everyone can speak freely, but everyone knows that there are several rooms where there is no free speech, only free speech.
A room that Shu Yan often goes to belongs to this kind of room.
The name of the room is straightforward: same-sex.
Naturally, those who go in also know what kind of place this is, and they also know each other's purpose, same-sex same-sex, same-sex first, sex later, both are indispensable.
Since they are both born together, the only thing we can talk about is sex.
Shu Yan doesn't know why the chat room can't talk about troubles, sorrows, or just talk casually, at least this chat room can't chat, and there is no one to chat.Every time you enter, the screen is full of 1757015, 1807518, etc., and these numbers are followed by straightforward room opening, video, voice, telephone, and text love.The private screen is even more aggressive, people keep sending messages, the content is detailed and the purpose is clear, you only need to answer yesorno.
Human meat market.
This is Shu Yan's definition of a chat room.
But Shu Yan, as a natural person with vigorous sexual desire, needs this market, urgently.
Shu Yan lived for 24 years, and only in high school did she vaguely feel that she was different from others.When boys of the same age were discussing which girl's skirt was short and which girl had big breasts, he watched these boys' bulging arms and slipping Adam's apple involuntarily guessing the same secret as himself under the loose school uniform pants late at night.
After this phenomenon continued for a semester, he accepted the fact that he liked men, totally liked men.
Then he buried this matter silently in his heart. He thought that between the opposite sex, there should be no estrus, let alone between the same sex. Besides, no one would make him estrus, so he kept the ritual until he was 24 years old.
He felt like he couldn't keep up.
Although he was full of energy in his student days, he had a purpose.When I was in high school, I studied, studied, studied, and studied again. I fell asleep on the bed every day. The desire was not absent, but I was defeated by fatigue before I could get together. Occasionally, there were relaxation periods.When I got to university, I had more time. Shu Yan was a little moved and wanted to find someone of the same kind to fall in love with, but looking around, I didn't see anyone with the words "I am gay" written on their faces, and no one came. She flirted with him secretly, so the past four years have been wasted.Shu Yan once wanted to play a secret love trick, but his heart was so calm that he couldn't help it. This heart was as dead as it was dead, and it didn't respond to anyone.He thought that he was probably born with a cold heart, otherwise how could he be so hard-hearted when he felt that his growth track since childhood was not deviated.
But here comes 24.Shu Yan joined the work for two years and became an ordinary office worker. Every day at home, at work, at two o'clock and one line, life is numb.But under this numbness, the sexual desire that had been dormant for many years suddenly broke out.
On a day with no special significance, Shu Yan once again had a sexual dream, but it was different from the usual sexual dreams. This time, the temperature of the overlapping skin, the moistness of the tongue and mouth, and the pleasure of rubbing the penis all became real. And clarity, in his dream he wanted to accomplish it overnight as in his usual dreams...but he couldn't.Not enough, nothing is enough, I still want more, more comfortable, more exciting... That feeling of dissatisfaction lasted until I woke up from the dream.Shu Yan was caught off guard, he didn't have any wet dreams.The penis in the underwear stood upright, this was not the usual morning erection, Shu Yan knew it was screaming, it came alive.
So life began to become difficult, lust was no longer a little secret in the middle of the night, and Shu Yan found that many things could make him get an erection easily.
The teenagers playing on the basketball court on the passing campus, the sweaty muscles exposed without shirts; Those white and slender hands; passers-by casually wearing black deep V T-shirts passing by, brought a little smell of tobacco.
"If this continues, I think the old man doing morning exercises in the park near your house will be in danger." Xu Pingchuan laughed without fear on the other end of the phone.
Shu Yan began to regret telling him about it.
Xu Pingchuan is the only person who knows Shu Yan's aptitude. He is Shu Yan's college classmate. He has different grades, different majors, different personalities and different circles.The two people who shouldn't have met each other met because Shu Yan accidentally broke Xu Pingchuan's "good deed".Xu Pingchuan hadn't buttoned a single button on his jacket at the time, and was wearing pants, but the front door was wide open.Shu Yan blushed and felt that there was no place to put his eyes, as if he had not discovered other people's affair but was caught for messing around.The person who went to Wushan with Xu Pingchuan had already slipped away, leaving only Xu Pingchuan and Shu Yan looking at each other.Xu Pingchuan was shamelessly frank, while Shu Yan was ridiculously cautious.Xu Pingchuan blocked Shu Yan's way, raised his chin and said, "You too?" Shu Yan lowered his head and forgot to refute.
Afterwards, Shu Yan once asked Xu Pingchuan why he found out that he was also the same kind at a glance, Xu Pingchuan said seriously: "I didn't find out, I just lied to you, if it's not, it doesn't matter, if it is... It's fun." After listening to Shu Yan with a cold face, he felt that he was too innocent, and he also wanted to stay away from this person in the future, or he would have to count the money to him when he was sold.
But except for the bad memories of the first meeting, Xu Pingchuan is really a good friend. Although he has a playful and smiling face on weekdays, he can also serve as an arm when something really happens. Watermelon visits the door, is considerate and warm but not as lingering as a lover.During the few years in school, Xu Pingchuan has never lost anyone around him. There are many types and varieties. He always laughs at Shu Yan for letting down the spring, but Shu Yan thinks that Xu Pingchuan's spring is too long. He thinks of spring. Only when it is meaningful will it make people intoxicated.
But now the face is sorely beaten.
Whether spring comes or not depends entirely on personal will.
It wanted to come, so it came.
The heart is not moved, the body goes first.
Xu Pingchuan smiled and said that this is also a matter?Now that it's spring, just like the song sang, come on, be happy, anyway, I have a lot of desires.
Shu Yan hadn't heard this song before, and he knew it was the melody that people like Xu Pingchuan loved from the tone.After Xu Pingchuan arrived in Jiangzhou, the last bit of youthful vigor in his body disappeared in the luxurious oriental night Paris.
Shu Yan said: "Don't talk nonsense, I'm worried, should I go to the hospital to see a doctor, I think I'm not normal now."
Xu Pingchuan didn't take it seriously, he said: "You have been abstinent for too long, and you have suffered retribution. Mencius said that food and sex are also sexual, and if you eat and not have sex, you will not have sex. I advise you to take this opportunity and let go of you completely. Those boring self-regulation. Let me tell you, I am not teaching you to indulge yourself. I just think you have controlled yourself too strictly before. Homosexuality is not a crime. You don’t need to restrain yourself deliberately? Look at what you have done before Whenever I want to masturbate, I have to look at the almanac, which caused me to wonder whether you are gay or straight, you are asexual at all. Now your body finally has the consciousness to be a normal person, I congratulate you.”
Shu Yan hung up the phone without hesitation.
He felt that Xu Pingchuan had completely misunderstood himself. He described himself as an ascetic who was restricted by ethics and morals, a deep cabinet.
But Shu Yan felt that he was not, he had never thought about it so much, he just, just... couldn't convince himself.
When he was considering whether to block me, a text message from Xu Pingchuan came over, with a few large characters on it: [Don't block me, blocking me really breaks friendship. 】
Shu Yan was depressed.
After a while, another text message came: [Child, the door of the new world is open to you, and there is more than one door. I sincerely recommend x petal, xx forum, and xx website to you. Take a good look, you will learn something. reward. 】
After Shu Yan studied obediently for a few days, he was very annoyed by all kinds of confused, bitter, decadent and hypocritical articles.At the beginning, he seriously replied to a few articles persuading the host to open it, but later he found that no matter how sad the host was, he cared more about Xiasanlu during private chats.In Shu Yan's current situation, he does not reject the other party's probing in words, or more straightforward flirting, he thinks it is quite interesting, but every critical moment, the other party will express that he wants to meet in reality and develop.
What to develop is self-evident.Anyway, it is impossible to develop true love with you.
Shu Yan immediately faltered.He didn't want to 419, or find a long-term bed partner or something, not because he couldn't stand it morally, but because he was very cowardly.He could think of all the various cases of being cheated when opening a house that he had seen on the news. After applying it to himself, he felt that the risk was too high.
If you don't open a room, who will talk to you?Within a few days, these people stopped contacting.
Shu Yan thought that he might as well wear a mask and go to a sex shop, otherwise he would be tortured to death.
At this moment, Shu Yan found a small chat room button crowded in a row of columns on one of his frequent portals.
chatroom?
Shu Yan was very curious.
After clicking in, Shu Yan thought, this is really the gate to the new world.
A completely straightforward message, hormones that the screen can't stop, no need to tell attractive stories, and a vest that will automatically change every time you exit and re-enter.
What better place to vent than this?Shu Yan couldn't think of it.
It took only a few days for Shu Yan to fully adapt to the rhythm here.
Enter the chat room, change the name to the way you want, there is no need to filter, and the person who contacts you will naturally be someone who understands what you mean.
Shu Yan's name has hardly changed, and it will be changed every time he comes in.
only phone.
A three-character name, of course, it also deserves to be called a name.Shu Yan summed up his request in three words: he is only willing to call for sex.No meeting, no video, no voice, no photos.If you want to provide these requirements, please go to the list on the right to find them yourself.There are a lot of them: Lonely video chat guy in the middle of the night, sunny and handsome boy with a voice, brother who will show you a movie, hot guy you can meet in Shanghai... various types, and so on.Of course, there are also many people on the phone like Shu Yan, what kind of gentle voice, magnetic male voice, Shu Yan is too lazy to think about those adjectives, he feels that he is terribly ordinary, there is really no label that can be handed out, just write one. There is another kind of product He didn't feel guilty about the board, so he named himself a phone, and didn't add a persona to himself.
Of course, these are things that he didn't understand until after a few days of messing around.When he clicked in for the first time, he was like a blank sheet of paper, but within half an hour, he mysteriously gave the number of the person who said he would call him.
When the number was displayed on the display screen, Shu Yan wondered if he was too impulsive, impulsiveness is the devil, but the devil is the most deceptive.
It didn't go very well the first time.
Shu Yan didn't understand anything, he was in a daze, and when he answered the phone, the voice on the other side was very deep, not like a young man, but Shu Yan was not stupid enough to ask the other party's age.The other party said in a deep voice: "Hello", Shu Yan said "hmm" and said hello.The other person laughed, his voice was muffled, but it caught Shu Yan's nerves all at once, and Shu Yan thought: His voice is so sexy.
The other party should be a veteran.He patiently and skillfully guided Shu Yan to complete the first phone sex experience.
Let's talk about the sky first, but it's not all over the place.He asked Shu Yan why he was still awake, and Shu Yan honestly replied that he was a little insomnia.The other party said that they understood that insomnia is always uncomfortable.
Shu Yan said, "What about you, why don't you sleep?"
The other party said: "I also suffer from insomnia. I can't sleep alone. I need comfort."
Shu Yan wondered if this was flirting with me?Is it about to start?He suddenly became nervous. If he wanted to, he might as well forget it. I heard that the price of sex toys is not expensive now.
It may be that the long silence made the other party feel uneasy, and the other party's gentle voice came over, and he said, "Is this the first time you play this?"
Shu Yan whispered, "Yes... yes, just curiosity."
The other side of the phone smiled softly, and he said, "It's really rare, I met such a baby, I'm quite happy."
Shu Yan actually felt a little relieved, maybe it was because the phrase "baby" was too gentle.
After Shu Yan became a veteran, every time he recalled this phone call, he couldn't help but sigh that he had met a really patient person. In fact, who would want to comfort a person who can only say yes when the lust is full?
The other party asked him if he was used to being 0 or 1. Shu Yan never thought about this question at all. He is a person who has very limited masturbation experience, but deep down he feels that he should be a 0, because in his dream, he always Being pressed down, it seemed that the feeling of being controlled and held hostage would make him more excited.
Shu Yan honestly replied that he was not very clear.
The other party smiled and said, "It doesn't matter, we will find out."
Shu Yan thinks about it, it's already at this time, after all, it's just a phone call, if you feel uncomfortable, just hang up immediately, the matter will stop abruptly, and you won't suffer any disadvantages.
However, the process was better than expected.
The other party's voice was very mature and stable, which Shu Yan liked very much.Although no one knows what kind of face the person on the other end of the phone looks like, it is still necessary for the ears to be comfortable. After all, sound is the medium of imagination.Under the other party's guidance, Shu Yan slowly relaxed.The other party is always saying that you are so good, like a lover's intimate whisper, or like an elder's gentle encouragement.
He said, "Hey, stick out your tongue, shall we kiss?"
Holding the phone close to his ear, Shu Yan felt his face start to heat up. He thought that he might really be a voice controller, otherwise how could he be moved by his voice alone.
He said, "What color are your nipples?" Shu Yan never paid attention to these two points of his own. He looked down and found that the two nipples had stood up, probably because of the cold weather. They were small and very light in color.
The other party asks if you have touched it yourself?
Shu Yan said, "No, I haven't touched it."
"Then can I touch it?"
Shu Yan blushed and let out a "hmm".He thought that this matter seemed to be different from what he imagined... No, in fact, he didn't have any imagination, and he didn't know what this kind of phone sex should be like, but he knew that he was very used to this feeling at the moment.
Touching his own nipples, Shu Yan is also a person who has seen several GVs, he probably knows what to do, but he rarely touches them when masturbating, he finds it meaningless, and he is not touching himself.But now there is a small breathing sound in the ear, with a suppressed nasal voice, the other party said: "You are very beautiful here, if I rub and pinch, the nipple will stand up, do you want me to push harder?"
Shu Yan's fingers ravaged his nipples following the words of the other party. He closed his eyes, as if he was no longer himself, or he was no longer the only one.He couldn't help pinching the nipple hard, and the tingling sensation made him cry out, and he said, "Oh, I don't want to do this, it hurts."
There was a low smile in my ear, and the other party said: "Good boy, it's only good when it hurts. Next, I like this, and you like it too, I know it all."
Shu Yan continued to move his hands obediently, followed by his voice, Shu Yan was very ashamed of this, he felt that he seemed to be screaming too much, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't control it.
"Good boy, baby, you sound so sweet, you make me hard." The other party's breathing began to become heavy, and Shu Yan's ears seemed to be on fire. When he heard the other party say that he was so good, Shu Yan He also straightened up.
He said, "Honey, I'm so hard, I want to fuck you."
Shu Yan said: "No, I won't give you a fuck. No one has fucked me, not even myself." The other party's breathing became heavier, he panted heavily, and his voice was buried in his Adam's apple, and he said, "Baby , it’s okay, I’ll teach you, I’ll make sure you’re comfortable, brother is amazing.”
Shu Yan hesitated for a while, but still refused, he said: "No, I won't, if you insist on doing this, you can change someone, I'm sorry."
Shu Yan didn't choose to hang up the phone, because this person's voice really suits his taste, he took a little chance.
The other party was silent for a while, and then laughed softly again. The other party smiled and said, "Why are you saying sorry? It's the uncle who spoiled the children. It's the uncle's fault."
Shu Yan heard that the other party's voice had calmed down a lot, and he regretted it a little.But Shu Yan felt that everything should be taken slowly. At the moment, he has nothing, no lubricating fluid, no massage stick, and his fingers are not impossible, but he still wants to find a very private space, and after he is mentally prepared, he can do it himself. Forge yourself.Not now, not on the phone.
But, I really want to continue...
Shu Yan said slowly: "Then, uncle, do you still want to play with the children? Children's children are very hard."
"How hard is it?" The voice on the other side was calm.
"Come and feel it." Shu Yan's hand slowly slid on the cock: "Uncle, is yours hard?"
"Baby, my dick is about to explode." The breathing sound in his ears suddenly became heavy again, and Shu Yan smiled, he was very satisfied.
"Baby, if you don't know how to penetrate pussy, you will always be able to masturbate... Hold my brother's cock, brother will be with you."
Shu Yan no longer cared about addressing him as uncle or brother, it didn't matter, but words like "dick" and "insertion point" stimulated his nerves. In reality, he had never said these words, and he had never even thought about them.He was more used to using words like "below" and "penis" to refer to genitals, and now these vulgar words made him ashamed and turned him on even more.
He panted unsteadily while humming, and said, "Brother, help me, it hurts so hard."
The other party also began to pant, his voice was a little low and trembling, and he made "um" or "ah" sounds from time to time. At this time, Shu Yan would not be able to control himself from moaning non-stop.
The other party carefully instructed him to stroke the beating pulse on the cock, scraped the wet bell mouth with his fingernails, and then rubbed the two balls downward...
I don't know who started to speed up first, the voices beside my ears became irritable, rhythmic panting urging each other to go faster and faster, Shu Yan didn't know what he was talking about for a long time, he couldn't tell the groans from Whether the other party is himself or not, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, he just wants to be liberated, liberated happily.
Finally, when he heard "You are so flirtatious", he spurted out... one puff at a time, and the commotion of these days was expelled from his body along with the cloudy semen.
Shu Yan's brain was short-circuited for some time, he didn't know how long it was, maybe a few seconds or a few minutes, and when his consciousness came back to his mind, the other end of the phone had already quieted down.He tried to say "Hello", and the gentle laughter appeared again.
The other party's voice was still low and steady, and he said, "Are you comfortable?"
Shu Yan answered with an "um".
The other party said: "You are really very obedient when you are humming."
Shu Yan said "hmm" again.
The other party smiled and said, "I really hope that one day I can really fuck you."
Shu Yan was taken aback for a moment, remembering that when he called, the caller's place of origin was in the distant Jiangzhou, so the other party also knew where he was, right?Damn it, I shouldn't use my usual number. Although the other party's voice is nice, it doesn't mean that Shu Yan is willing to meet and have sex with him.
The other party continued without waiting for Shu Yan to reply. He said it was a good wish, because Shu Yan made him really feel.However, this is just a wish and has nothing to do with reality.
He said, "You are very good, uncle likes it very much."
Shu Yan said, "I'm not young anymore."
He said, "It doesn't matter. To me, you are a child. A virgin is a child. It's getting late, and my uncle has to go to work tomorrow. Good night, my child."
Shu Yan was a little surprised, he thought the other party would have to chat for a while, but he didn't expect it to end very simply.Shu Yan gave a habitual "hmm" to express his agreement.The other party laughed loudly, and he said, "Please stop, kid, uncle will be hard, we, let's meet again by fate, good night."
"Good night." Shu Yan said softly.
But the other party could no longer hear him, he hung up the phone quickly, and Shu Yan could only say good night to Didi.
Satisfied and tired, Shu Yan fell asleep quickly.
When Shu Yan woke up, he was filled with extreme regret. He thought, why did he give out his phone number so rashly?Will there be a strange person calling me today?Or will he be constantly harassed by the uncle from yesterday?
And it's so easy, so easy... what is it?Does it count?No, it's just, just a different way to masturbate, right?
So it's really nothing, right?
Is this normal?
Is it normal?
Shu Yan was a little dazed.He wanted to ask Xu Pingchuan, but he couldn't.Because Shu Yan knew Xu Pingchuan too well, if he really went to ask him, he would probably suggest that the two of them talk on the phone first.
After three days of anxiety, nothing unusual happened on the phone, and that person never called again, as if that night was just a dream and he never appeared.
During this period, he still called Xu Pingchuan.It's not because of this matter, but because there is a problem with work.Shu Yan studied marketing, but when he graduated, he felt that his mind was still blank, as if he had learned something, but he didn't seem to learn anything.Originally, he also wanted to learn from Xu Pingchuan and go to the big cities to find opportunities to make a living, but his parents were not very happy, and always hoped that he could stay by his side to be happy.After the tenth phone call from her parents, Shu Yan had no choice but to bite the bullet and return to her hometown, embarking on the road of the national examination.
Shu Yan didn't know why he studied hard to take the 985 and 211 exams, was it just to go home and become a civil servant?Well, it may not be enough.
Sure enough, in the first year, Shu Yan failed the exam, so he could only work in the company of his parents and friends, studying while working.
After being abused by the Industrial and Commercial Taxation Bank for a whole day, Shu Yan called Xu Pingchuan and asked him if there was still a shortage of people sweeping the floor.Xu Pingchuan said, "Have you finally figured it out and are ready to throw yourself into the arms of our capitalism?"
Shu Yan sighed, and said, "Xu Pingchuan, I'm so cowardly."
Xu Pingchuan said: "You are quite cowardly, you can't even solve your physical problems."
Shu Yan said, "Nonsense, I've solved it well."
Xu Pingchuan: "Oh? Then tell me, how did you solve it?"
Shu Yan was silent.
Xu Pingchuan waited for a while and found that there was nothing to say, so he said cheerfully, "I might as well fly over to save you. Although I don't attack my friends, you are different. You are my very important friend."
Shu Yan blushed a little when he heard it. He felt that there was something wrong with what he said, but it still made people feel a little bit moved.He thought he should talk to Xu Pingchuan about his confusion, maybe Xu Pingchuan would seriously give some advice.
Shu Yan cleared his throat, and just about to open his mouth, he heard Xu Pingchuan on the other end of the phone say: "I'm with you, I think I should be able to be hard. The big deal is to cover your head with you, so that I don't have the psychological barrier to fuck my buddies. "
"roll!"
Shu Yan hung up the phone.
He slumped in his chair angrily, pointing randomly on the page with the mouse in his hand.In fact, he already had some thoughts in his heart, but he still wanted to struggle a little bit. He watched the arrows of the mouse scurrying around, and finally stopped at the icon of the chat room.
That's nothing, right?
After a long time, Shu Yan recalled those days, he didn't want to make any excuses for himself, he probably just liked this way of making love, or masturbating.
He doesn't watch the video, he thinks it's silly to sit there and watch the person opposite him masturbate, he would rather not see it, just rely on his imagination.
He also doesn't like the voice, the earphones make him play too much.He likes to hold the phone to his ear, no restraint, no worries, he can do whatever he wants.
In fact, Shu Yan is also very casual.He often hangs up on the phone: those who have a bad voice, those who can’t speak Mandarin, those who breathe heavily when they come up, and those who are particularly “civilized”... Shu Yan thinks that he may be a bit of a slut in his bones... He doesn’t like that kind of person. The courteous words and the very written process are completely overwhelmed, and he can't even get tough.It’s not okay to be too rough or foul. Once I picked up the phone, the other party asked if it’s okay to call me Dad. Shu Yan said no, and immediately said, I can call you Dad.Shu Yan hung up the phone, feeling that the three views need to be reshaped.
So I was ashamed and happy in this muddle.
Shu Yan got a new card specially for phone calls, and he doesn't use it normally, only change it when needed.Not too often, maybe once or twice a week.He never reveals personal information, but to be honest, no one really asks, at most they talk about the age of the other party, whether it is 1 or 0, what else do you need to ask?Re-export questions are all for flirting.Everyone knows about these things.
After being around for more than a month, Shu Yan has figured out the way, first change the name when he goes online, and then wait for someone to tease him.He likes to chat a few words first, for example, there are a lot of people today, or have you been here for a long time, in short, it’s all nonsense and extremely boring, but he always feels that this is his last little fig leaf, as if he is not just For the sake of desire, but a little stranger who can talk to seduce him.
Sometimes Shu Yan feels that he is quite contradictory, a bit like being a bitch and setting up a memorial archway.
But Xu Pingchuan didn't take it seriously.
Yes, let Xu Pingchuan know about this matter.Shu Yan had no choice but to blame his drunken mind for not being able to control himself.
After getting drunk, Shu Yan called Xu Pingchuan and asked him if there was something wrong with him, was it a mental illness?
Xu Pingchuan said: "You really know how to put gold on your face. You feel that you are very different when chatting with others on the phone, don't you? You feel that the whole world is dark and you are miserable and you are sanctimonious, right? I Tell you, Shu Yan, you are a fart! Just tell me about this kind of thing. I don’t laugh at you. In fact, I want to laugh at you too, but I think it’s too cruel to you. To other people in the circle People, don’t force them casually, and make people laugh when you tell them. I’m not saying that your behavior makes people laugh, it’s that your mental activity is too ridiculous.”
"Is this a problem? Seriously, for a homosexual, I think there are only three things that really count as the bottom line: flirting with straight men, being a mistress, and not wearing condoms. As you are now, you are far from morality and ethics. It’s still far away, no matter how bad it is, you should leave your virginity before talking about this.”
Shu Yan drank in a daze, but he listened to what Xu Pingchuan said, and he thought so, who is in the way of this matter?This is a hobby!Yes, hobby!Who doesn't have a little secret?
Shu Yan said: "Ping Chuan, good buddy, then I will boldly go forward, go forward, don't look back, the road to the sky..."
This time it was Xu Pingchuan who hung up the phone first.
It was already noon the next day when Shu Yan woke up. He looked at the text message on his phone, which was sent by Xu Pingchuan.Xu Pingchuan warned him not to call him if he drank too much. Originally, he wanted to ask Shu Yan if he wanted to rehearse for himself on the phone, but after listening to Shu Yan's song, he felt that even the best beast would be sung by him. .In the end, I did not forget to run on him: Is there anyone like you who is willing to have sex with you on the phone?
Shu Yan turned off his cell phone, then took out the SIM card, and replaced it with the one for chatting. He thought, not only are there people willing to chat with him, but there are quite a few of them.
Shu Yan started a life of occasional indulgence after a short period of psychological barriers.No matter how Xu Pingchuan comforted himself, Shu Yan still felt that this was indulgence rather than relaxation, but that was it, Shu Yan thought that this is the way it is now anyway, don't worry about other things.
One day Shu Yan entered the chat room as usual, changed his vest, hung there and began to read the review materials.Sometimes he thinks this is quite strange. He used to think that studying would reduce libido, but now he finds that this may be a misunderstanding.
Shu Yan has already scrolled through the private chat screen, so Shu Yan ignores it.These are messages similar to group text messages. Everyone who comes in, they will go through them. It feels like sending scam messages. There will always be one or two contacting them, and then they will go straight to the topic.Shu Yan didn't like this very much. Although he also came here to have fun, he also wanted to be a little different from them, just a little bit, even if he asked if he was there?Hello?Or other, in short, it is not enough to swipe the screen.
Finally, the screen swiping of private chats began to decrease until there were no more.Shu Yan glanced at the screen, it seemed that no one came to him today.
Passing through 1234: Hello, does the phone only mean that you can only chat on the phone?
Phone only: Well, yes.Only accept calls, no video or voice.
Passing 1234: Can we talk about anything?
Shu Yan frowned, what is this, asking knowingly?Still teasing me?
Only the phone: In theory, so it is.
Passing 1234: Do you have time now?I want to talk to you.
Shu Yan closed the book in his hand, picked up the water glass and drank half a glass of water, and then replied: OK.
When the phone was connected, Shu Yan was already lying on the bed, he turned on the hands-free phone, and found a comfortable position to stay at will.
A "Hello" made Shu Yan frowned slightly.
Then he said "Are you there?" Shu Yan picked up the phone and looked at where the number belonged.
It is still Jiangzhou.
Shu Yan thought, is it the first time?Sound like.
Shu Yan cleared his throat and said, "I'm here, hello."
The other party said "hmm" and said, "You have a nice voice."
no.Shu Yan was a little disappointed, although it was very similar, this was not the first time. Although this man's voice was also very deep, he was younger, and there was a little bit of vivacity in his sex appeal.
The conversation that followed made Shu Yan's feeling even more serious, because this person was really a little too lively.
He chatted very casually, he said, "Are you gay too?"
Shu Yan said "hmm", thinking that this is nonsense, otherwise why are straight men here?social survey?
The other party sighed and said, "Me too."
Shu Yan said "hmm" again, thinking that this person might just like to talk nonsense.
He said, "I'm so annoyed, and I don't know who to tell, why there are so many people in the world, but I am the only one."
Shu Yan said: "It's not just you, me too? Everyone in the chat room is."
He said, "How can it be the same, you are, but you are not with me."
Shu Yan felt that this sounded a bit ambiguous, so he said, "You can go find it."
The other party sneered: "Where can I find it? On the main road?"
Shu Yan said: "Go gay, your Jiangzhou is so big, there shouldn't be a lot of it?"
"If you don't go, you don't know anyone."
"We'll know each other if we go."
The other said, "Do you always go to places like this?"
Shu Yan said, "I won't go, I don't even know where the door is."
"Then you are not alone?"
Shu Yan was silent.
How could he not be lonely? If not, who would go to the chat room?He is a little annoying this person, spreading negative energy, although the voice is nice, it cannot be forgiven.
When Shu Yan moved his fingers to the keyboard and was about to hang up, the other party spoke suddenly, saying, "I'm a little lonely
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