phone lover

When Song Zhifei left, An Yuan and Shu Yan both went to see him off.

While Song Zhifei was checking in his luggage, Shu Yan asked An Yuan if he wanted to chat with Song Zhifei alone.

An Yuan said in surprise, Shu Yan, you are not testing me, are you?

Shu Yan blinked her eyes and said earnestly: "I think you need to tell him what you have buried for ten years? After all, ten years are ten years, how many decades are in your life. I don't think you will have any regrets."

"I have no regrets." An Yuan took Shu Yan's hand, "Because I have you, I am very satisfied."

The first time Shu Yan came to An Yuan's house was not because he was going to move in and live with An Yuan.

Although this matter has been put on the agenda, because the previously rented house is still due for more than half a year, Shu Yan wants to sublet it out to save the trouble of negotiating with the landlord for a refund, so he has not taken any action.

Shu Yan came this time to help An Yuan order a wine cabinet.Because Anyuan's design company suddenly became busy, Anyuan could only entrust Shu Yan to measure the size by himself. As for which brand to choose and the approximate price, it was up to Shu Yan to decide.

Originally, An Yuan brought Shu Yan here by car, so he thought that he should at least send Shu Yan in, make coffee for Shu Yan, and then show Shu Yan a tour, which can barely be considered considerate.

But before the car drove to the gate of the community, Tu Ze called one after another. In short, the company is very busy up and down, and a lot of work has to wait for the boss to go back. An Yuan frowned and said he knew , but did not let go of saying when he would be able to return to the company.

Seeing An Yuan's impatience, Shu Yan hurriedly said that he could just send himself to the gate of the community, and he could do the rest by himself, so he told An Yuan to go back to the company quickly and not waste time here.

An Yuan shook his head resolutely. He said that Shu Yan had to work alone when he came to the door for the first time.

Shu Yan smiled and said, "Are you worried about me? Are you afraid that I will damage your things clumsily?"

An Yuan shook his head: "What is your home and mine? That's our home."

"You know it's our home?" Shu Yan patted An Yuan's leg lightly, and he said, "An Yuan, don't be polite to me, I'm not your guest."

Finally, An Yuan stretched out his right hand and patted Shu Yan's hand lightly:

"thanks."

Thank you for always tolerating me, understanding me, thank you for always loving me.

An Yuan sent Shu Yan to the gate of the community, but at Shu Yan's persistent request, he didn't send him in. He just told him a few words, and then drove back to the company.

The moment Shu Yan entered the door, he was a little nervous. This place that had appeared in his imagination many times was about to show its real appearance in front of him.

Shu Yan exhaled slowly, and then opened the door.

Maybe there is no such place in the world anymore?Both strange and familiar.It is not much different from the room Shu Yan imagined, but the details are more complete.For example, Shu Yan knew that there was a soft white carpet in front of the sofa. An Yuan said that the wool of this carpet was very long, but the real thing was still a little longer than imagined.

There was a small round table on the balcony, where An Yuan sat on the ground for a long time, leaning on the round table to drink by himself.

But the table was a little smaller than expected.

There are many more, which An Yuan mentioned on the phone, the paintings on the wall, the lamp in the corner, the TV that has not been working all year round, and many more, Shu Yan is very familiar with it, and there is a little bit of difference. Same.

But this little difference made Shu Yan very at ease, they were finally no longer lovers who only existed on the phone.

After carefully checking each room, Shu Yan decided to put the wine cabinet in the study.In fact, strictly speaking, it is not a study room. There is a bed in it. Looking at the pattern of the sheets, it is obviously used by a girl. There is also a wardrobe. After opening, there are some scattered clothes. discarded.If it weren't for the books all over the wall and an easel standing on one side, this would be a girl's boudoir.

An Yuan once said hello to Shu Yan, and he said that this was the room where his cousin lived before, because the house was not big, so she had to give up the study room to her when she came, and bought temporary furniture for her. Naturally, the wind and clouds are raging, and what can be taken away is taken away, and what cannot be taken away is destroyed. An Yuan smiled bitterly and said that maybe in her eyes, this is a distinction between love and hate.

An Yuan said that the bed and wardrobe are all to be disposed of. The place is still restored to the look of a study room, and occasionally draws pictures here. Shu Yan thinks that the wine cabinet should be placed here, not to mention that the place is spacious enough. He can also have a drink while reading and chatting, which is also a kind of fun.

After roughly determining the location, Shu Yan began to measure the size.Maybe he was really too concentrated, he didn't hear the sound of the door opening, so when he turned around and saw a woman of aunt's age standing at the door of the study and staring at him expressionlessly, Shu Yan was startled.

"Who are you?" Auntie has a slight accent, not heavy, but it is enough to make it clear that she is not a local.

"Hello, Auntie." Shu Yan greeted, "How did you get in here?"

"I still want to ask how you got in?!" Auntie raised her voice twice, "Who are you? You haven't answered me yet."

Shu Yan suddenly had a bad premonition, but he couldn't escape, so he could only bite the bullet and answer:

"My name is Shu Yan."

"Shu Yan..." Auntie repeated these two words to herself.

"Then, are you..."

"Me?" Auntie straightened her back, looked up at Shu Yan and said:

"I am An Yuan's mother."

really.Shu Yan's heart was beating very fast, he never thought of meeting An Yuan's mother in this situation, no, in fact Shu Yan never thought of facing An Yuan's family one day.

"Now it's up to you to answer me." An Yuan's mother approached Shu Yan step by step. She was not tall, but she was very oppressive. Her short hair was neatly combed, and her eyes were very similar to An Yuan's. Far away, with sharp eyes, showing no tenderness.

At this moment, An Yuan's mother stood in front of Shu Yan and asked word by word:

"What is your relationship with An Yuan?"

"I..." Shu Yan was a little hesitant, he didn't know which one was the correct answer for An Yuan's mother.

"Don't lie." Anyuan's mother looked at Shu Yan from the bottom to the top with scrutiny, "I don't like people who lie."

"I'm An Yuan's boyfriend." Shu Yan said.

"Clap" sound.

Shu Yan felt a burning pain on the right side of his face.

But it wasn't over yet, An Yuan's mother raised her left hand again, and Shu Yan grabbed her wrist.

An Yuan's mother yelled for you to let me go, desperately trying to break free.

Shu Yan said Auntie, please calm down.

"Calm down?" An Yuan's mother yelled, "You're calm, boy? I feel disgusted when I say it! Why are you so shameless?!"

Shu Yan felt the blood vessels in the back of his head throbbing suddenly, and his mind was buzzing in a mess.

He said, "Auntie, calm down..."

But these words are obviously of no use.

An Yuan's mother struggled harder and spoke more harshly.

Finally, Shu Yan let go of his hand.

An Yuan's mother slapped Shu Yan backhandedly, and shouted: "I want you to be ashamed to hook up with men!"

There are many more words in the back, every sentence is unbearable curse, but it still fell into Shu Yan's ears, it was the first time that he knew that there are so many words to describe a person who is cheap.

Shu Yan stood there stiffly, feeling that his body was about to fall, as if he was standing on the edge of a cliff.

He wanted to open his mouth to explain to An Yuan's mother, but he opened his mouth and didn't know what to say.

Shu Yan almost felt the harshness and pressure from Anyuan's family for nearly 30 years in just a few minutes, but Shu Yan knew that what he was enduring now was far less than one-tenth of Anyuan's. one.

But it was enough to make him think of giving up.

Shu Yan once tried to insert a few words between An Yuan's mother's cursing, but as long as he said one more sentence, he would attract more violent attacks.

"Do your parents know that you are like this?" An Yuan's mother asked aggressively, "You coaxed An Yuan to be obedient to you, let him come in front of us and let his father and I eat and sleep well every day. , Let us not be able to hold our heads up in the town, but you and Anyuan are having a good time in Jiangzhou, you are really good, you, I will ask you now, do your parents know that you are like this?"

Shu Yan's throat seemed to be blocked by something, he pursed his lips, and said, "This is about me and An Yuan..."

"Fart! It's about you and him? If it's about you and him, why did Anyuan and her cousin call us? Why did Anyuan tell us about this? Can you find out about you and him? Go to a place where no one is around? Can you? You are coaxing Anyuan to sever ties with us, what about you? What did you do?!"

"I didn't, I didn't let him and you..."

"You still don't admit it?!" An Yuan's mother pointed at Shu Yan's face and said, "I really want to ask how your parents raised you to be such a person. I think I need to talk to them."

"Didn't you say that you are An Yuan's boyfriend? Didn't you say that you are in a normal relationship? Then, as An Yuan's mother, I ask to see your parents, am I not too much?"

"Just like you, you still say you like Anyuan? Stop teasing me!"

I want to hit someone, I want to scold someone, I want to run away, I want to never see this sneering and contemptuous mother of my lover in front of me.

But Shu Yan can't do any of them now, he hates his upbringing, he hates his cowardice, he even hates An Yuan a little bit, hates him for letting him face everything alone, for letting himself be delayed sentence by sentence by these hurtful words .

Finally, the word "roll" freed Shu Yan.Although this word was followed by many unbearable words, Shu Yan's brain could no longer receive it. Now his brain was so full that it was about to explode. He only had one thought:

go.

Shu Yan almost ran away, but when he reached the door, he was stopped by An Yuan's mother again.

She said, "Nothing is allowed to be taken away, it belongs to my son."

Shu Yan stood there with empty hands, he didn't know how to prove that he didn't hide anything.

"The key, keep it."

Shu Yan fumbled in his pocket, took out the key, and put it on the shoe cabinet at the door.

An Yuan's mother stood upright in the living room, she looked Shu Yan straight in the eyes, and said, "Stop pestering my son, show some face."

Shu Yan turned around numbly, opened the door, and walked out.

The door was slammed shut behind him, Shu Yan stood at the entrance of the elevator and couldn't help feeling flustered, he hoped that the elevator would hurry up, hurry up, take him away, get out of here, immediately, immediately.

After leaving Anyuan's community, Shu Yan hailed a taxi.

The moment he sat in and closed the door, Shu Yan felt that he might have come back to life.

The driver sat in front and asked Shu Yan where he was going.

Shu Yan didn't know how to answer. He thought Jiangzhou was so big, but there was no place that really belonged to him.

"Go to Hongqiao Railway Station." Shu Yan said.

An Yuan finished work early and drove home. He asked Shu Yan to have dinner together.

He wanted to make a call in advance to tell Shu Yan that he would get off work early, but when he called, either the phone was turned off or he was not in the service area, An Yuan was a little worried.

Arriving at the door of the house, An Yuan found that the door was open.He walked in suspiciously, and called out, "Shu Yan?"

No one promised and no one greeted him.

When An Yuan was about to change his shoes, he found that his keys were on the shoe cabinet, and his heart beat violently.

"Shu Yan? Are you home?" An Yuan shouted again.

Still no answer.

An Yuan was a little scared, he had a bad premonition, and before he had time to change his shoes, he hurried to the living room, but just after walking a few steps, he heard a voice from the balcony, and a figure stood in the backlight.

"Did I tell you to change your shoes when entering the house? Why can't you remember?"

An Yuan's mother walked towards An Yuan slowly, she pointed to the slippers on the ground and said, "Change your shoes, don't be unruly."

"Where's my friend?" An Yuan stood there without moving. He looked at his mother, who was usually stingy with smiles, standing there with her waist upright, her expression indifferent.

"You put on your shoes first. By the way, close the door. You are such a big man, do you want me to teach you?"

An Yuan didn't speak, he walked into the room quickly, pushed open the bedroom door, and there was no one inside.

"The clothes in your closet are in a mess, do you know how long I have been tidying them up for you?" An Yuan's mother stood at the door of the room and said loudly.

An Yuan walked out from the gap in the door, and went to the study again, but there was still no one there, but he saw a card on the desk, which was Shu Yan's employee card.An Yuan picked up the employee card and rubbed his fingers against the photo of Shu Yan on it. In the photo, Shu Yan smiled softly.

"This is a round room, right? Why do you use her room to pile up clutter? Look at this easel. I didn't tell you that I asked you to draw well when you were in school. If you don't draw, you go out to play all day long. Now you are pretending Set up an air here, otherwise why would I say you are ignorant."

"Mom, where is my friend? Did you see it?" An Yuan held Shu Yan's card in his hand, trying to keep his voice calm, "When you came, did you see a friend of mine at home?"

An Yuan's mother did not answer right away, but stared at An Yuan with scrutiny. Then, she sneered again and said, "When did you care about your mother and me so much? Sure enough, you have a daughter-in-law and forget your mother." Ah, but is the one you are looking for worthy of being called a daughter-in-law? Can you have children? Can you get out? Anyuan, you are almost 30 years old, why are you so naive, you don’t know your last name when you are cheated What's the matter?"

"You saw him, right? Where are the others?" An Yuan's voice raised involuntarily, "How did you get in? He opened the door for you, right? Then where did you get him? !"

"How did I get in? This is my son's house. Of course I opened the door openly and came in. Yuanyuan gave me the key when she returned home. Where did I get him? What can I do as an old lady? Of course he left by himself. If he wants to leave, can I stop him?"

An Yuan is well aware of his mother's character, and she can only be trusted at least a little bit of what she says, Shu Yan may have suffered some grievances.He took out his mobile phone and called Shu Yan again, but he still couldn't get through. An Yuan was so anxious that he pushed his mother away and walked towards the door. He thought he was going to find Shu Yan, although he didn't know how to find him, but now You can't just stay at home and confront your mother, it's a waste of time.

"Where are you going?!" An Yuan's mother chased her out. She pointed at An Yuan's back and scolded, "Stop! I'm still talking here, why are you going! Do you have any rules?! You come to Jiangzhou What have you learned for so many years?! How did your grandparents and uncles educate you?! They are selfish, and they have brought you down!"

An Yuan has heard these words countless times since she came to Jiangzhou. Mother is always dissatisfied, not satisfied with anything. She will blame grandpa, grandma, uncle, or others, saying that they make her ashamed and embarrassing her. Everyone has no rules, but she never tells you how to follow "her rules" and who made "her rules". She doesn't even dare to confront these people she despises. Beat your loved ones everywhere.

Of course, for someone like Shu Yan who looks weak, doesn't talk much, and is always very polite, my mother is never afraid, and she is best at handling such people.The more An Yuan thought about it, the more he felt that his heart was being torn apart. He could almost imagine Shu Yan standing there blankly, bearing unknown anger, and wanted to refute, but he couldn't speak. An Yuan knew it too well, because he had already experienced Been too many times.

An Yuan's hand touched the doorknob of the door, An's mother rushed over to block the door like crazy and pushed An Yuan hard, she shouted: "You will not be obedient when you grow up! Is there me!"

An Yuan's headache was about to explode, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead. The hand holding the doorknob was still holding Shu Yan's card. At this moment, the card and the edge of the doorknob were grinding his palm sorely. An Yuan suppressed the roiling anger in his heart, and said in a low voice, "Get out of the way, I want to go out."

"Go out? Why go out?! Go out to find that shameless wild man?!"

The last straw that broke the camel's back finally appeared. An Yuan let go of his hand. He spread Shu Yan's employee card in his palm and showed it to his mother. He said word by word, "Mom, this man is not a wild man." Man, he is my boyfriend, my... lover."

An Yuan's mother was indifferent to this, she was too stingy to even look at the photo on the card, she just raised her head and laughed at An Yuan's infatuation, she said: "You are going to be thirty, don't say that If you are childish, I didn't care about you before, because I thought you were getting older, and I couldn't help it, you messed up in Jiangzhou, I turned a blind eye, but look at your life in the past few years. Stopped moving forward, emotionally went astray again, you can't even take care of a relative, An Yuan, tell yourself, who do you deserve to love?"

An Yuan wants to say that’s not the case, it’s not the case, of course I am worthy of loving someone...or no matter how unworthy I am, there are people who are willing to let me love...

Shu Yan is so good, he redeemed his inferior self.

Mother would never understand, and she didn't want to understand.

"I love him." An Yuan said loudly, "I love this man! I don't care what you think! I just love him! I want to spend my life with him! Mom, I've had enough, I've had enough Yes, I have been able to decide too few things since I was a child. I don’t want to be able to decide who I can love at this age! I love him! Love him! I want to find him! No one can stop me Me! You can’t either!”

"If you want to go out of this door, I'll show you!" An Yuan's mother blocked the door, her voice was hoarse, "Believe it or not, I'm dying here now!"

"Mom... or, let me die for you."

An Yuan took a deep breath and grabbed the doorknob again. Seeing this, An's mother pushed him frantically. She shouted that she was not allowed to go, she was not allowed to go anywhere, and I haven't finished telling you that you can't go anywhere.

An Yuan was so entangled, he wanted to avoid his mother's waving arms, he turned the doorknob hard, only to find that the door was ajar.

The door was pulled open all of a sudden, and Anyuan's mother fell to the ground due to the inertia of the door. She frantically yelled at Anyuan, you hit me, and you hit me!

An Yuan stood there blankly, he saw behind the door, standing at the door was Shu Yan whose face was full of tears.

An Yuan stretched out his hand and wiped away Shu Yan's tears. He knew that he had wronged Shu Yan again, so he said don't cry, baby, I'm sorry.

Shu Yan shook his head, he said no, I'm fine, I just came to have a few words with my aunt.

An Yuan's mother had already stood up. She walked towards the living room and sat down on the sofa in the middle. She smoothed out the messy hair with her hands and carefully tucked it behind her ears. She looked at Shu Yan and An Yuan. Walk over holding hands.

An Yuan originally held Shu Yan's hand to signal him and himself to leave here, but Shu Yan put his other hand on the hands of the two and patted them lightly, his voice was still a little hoarse , he could only say in a low voice, it's okay, Anyuan, I'm really okay, I just said a few words, trust me, trust me, okay?

Shu Yan and An Yuan stood in front of An Yuan's mother, An Yuan's mother was sitting on the sofa without raising her eyelids.

The hands were tightly held, and An Yuan could feel the slight moisture eroding his palms. He knew that Shu Yan was very scared at the moment, so he held Shu Yan's hand behind his back, trying to give Shu Yan some strength, but If possible, he would rather take Shu Yan out of here now, wherever he wants to go, as long as he leaves this cramped space and this oppressive life, but Shu Yan said to believe me...then believe him, because he It was Shu Yan, so An Yuan couldn't refuse.

"Auntie." Shu Yan shouted tremblingly, seeing that An Yuan's mother didn't interrupt his every sentence angrily like when An Yuan was away, he was slightly relieved, and he continued: "You asked me before. I've just thought about it..."

"I will talk to my parents about Anyuan and me. If you really want to talk to them...I will try my best to convince them...but I can't guarantee whether they will accept my proposal, because they have Like you, I may not accept my relationship with An Yuan...but I will do it."

An Yuan gently tugged at Shu Yan's hand, he said no, no need for this, we can take your time with your parents.

Shu Yan coughed lightly, looked at An's mother who was sitting there silently, and continued slowly: "I was standing at the door and heard what you said..."

An Yuan's mother let out a sneer, she said: "The unscrupulous people really do everything secretly."

"Let's go now!" An Yuan held Shu Yan's arm tightly, his eyes were red, and he didn't know whether he wanted to cry or get angry.

"Why are we leaving our home?" Although Shu Yan spoke forcefully, he was still a little scared. He stood still, but the trembling of his fingertips couldn't fool An Yuan.

"You guys?" An Yuan's mother finally stood up, she pointed at Shu Yan's face, "Do you still want to show some face? I didn't mention you just now because I wanted you to be with my son for a few days and I'll give you face , you are shaking now? Your home? Your house? This house was bought by my son, it belongs to us, not yours! Anyuan, see for yourself what kind of person you found?! This Don’t blame me for saying you have no brains?!”

"Mom! Stop talking! I'll put the house under Shu Yan's name tomorrow!" An Yuan roared, not only his eyes, but also his face and neck were flushed. He swore that he would not let Shu Yan suffer any grievances, but just like this, he broke the oath so easily.

"Auntie, stop scolding An Yuan. What did An Yuan do wrong? Do you want to keep scolding him?" Shu Yan let go of An Yuan's hand and took two steps forward. He forced himself to look directly into those eyes, Eyes similar to those of An Yuan contained oppression that he had never seen in An Yuan's eyes. Shu Yan clenched his fists tightly, digging his nails into his flesh, and said, "Auntie, isn't he like you? It's as bad as it is... He has been living here alone, studying alone, working alone, and starting a business alone. He has to work late every day and work overtime late at night. He bought this house by himself. Auntie , this is Jiangzhou, a place where every inch of land is very expensive. It is not easy for Anyuan to buy real estate here. Now he has to repay the loan every month, and his company needs to operate, and it also needs a lot of money. These, these Anyuan earned it all by himself...he is neither stupid nor confused... what Anyuan said just now was angry, I don't care whose name is in the house, and I didn't contribute a bit to this house, of course it has nothing to do with me, I said This is a home, not a house, this is a home...the home we just wanted to build, but if you really like this place, I will try to persuade An Yuan to go to another place together, as long as there are two people."

"Auntie, Anyuan is fine, really fine."

An Yuan stood aside, covering the upper and lower half of his face with his right hand. He felt that crying was already embarrassing, and he didn't want to cry out.

He used to think that he could protect Shu Yan from wind and rain, he used to think that he could protect Shu Yan from grievances and harm, but until now he really realized that the person being protected has always been himself.

Shu Yan gave him too many things, understanding, tolerance, love, and courage.

He pulled himself out of the abyss of confusion and inferiority, and he has been holding himself tightly, moving forward little by little.

Courage, An Yuan wondered if he was short of some courage, some courage that he could only give himself.

Shu Yan was still looking at An's mother, he knew that An Yuan's mother would not change her opinion because of his few words, he just wanted to say what he wanted to say, Shu Yan heard An Yuan's mother constantly When he scolded An Yuan fiercely, he wanted to rush in. He wanted to tell An's mother that what you said was wrong and nothing was right. An Yuan was not the kind of person you said, you were her mother, but you didn't know him...you The lack of understanding makes Anyuan very painful...

Anyuan's mother said excitedly: "My son is fine, of course I know, because he was born and raised by me, should I use you to tell me? What are you doing with all those beautiful words now? You Sure enough, he is very good at making him happy, let me ask you now, what is your purpose of doing this? What are you trying to figure out?! Do you not understand whether you are looking for people or money?!"

"Enough! Really enough!" An Yuan stretched out his hand to wipe his face, he looked at his mother with red eyes, the mother's appearance is no different from the one in his impression, always aggressive, always self-righteous , always rebutting for refutation, she should also love herself, but the way of expressing this love is unbearable for herself, An Yuan pinched the center of his eyebrows with his fingertips, then raised his head and said: "Mom, whatever, I won't be with you." Shu Yan separates. If you really feel that my existence makes you feel ashamed...I can also hide away and never appear again...when you feel shameless."

"Are you going to sever ties with us?" An Yuan's mother said with a trembling voice, "The son I have raised for 30 years now wants to sever ties with me because of a man?"

"Mom, don't you understand by now?!" An Yuan said loudly, "I'm totally gay! I'm gay even without Shu Yan! I've known since I was in junior high school that I only like boys! And I've never I thought about severing ties with you, it was you, it was you, who threatened me with severing ties again and again, I am really, really tired, Mom, I will call you Mom again, Mom, I am really working hard, it’s this People..." An Yuan pointed to Shu Yan and said, "It is this person who makes me feel that there is still a little hope in life, makes me feel that all my hard work and all my past experiences are meaningful, mom, do you understand? !"

"I don't know what a fart! You are an unfilial son!" An Yuan's mother angrily picked up the remote control on the coffee table and threw it in An Yuan's direction. Before Shu Yan could react, he saw the remote control hitting right When it hit An Yuan's eyes, Shu Yan screamed and rushed over, only to see An Yuan frowning, covering the place where he was hit with his hands, his fingers were stained with bright red blood.

An Yuan's mother stood aside blankly, without saying a word.

Shu Yan sent An Yuan to the emergency room of the nearest hospital, where An Yuan received eight stitches in the corner of his eye.

An Yuan's mother stood at the door and did not go in.By the time he finished stitching up the wound, Mother An didn't know where she had gone.Shu Yan placed An Yuan on a chair outside the emergency room, and told An Yuan to sit and rest first, and not to move around in a hurry. He went to check on An Yuan's situation, and An Yuan said, "Don't go, she's going to scold you again." .”

Shu Yan said: "It's okay, did I get scolded less today?" After saying that, Shu Yan regretted it. Seeing that An Yuan lowered his head and his eyebrows were about to come together, he immediately said: "Don't worry, I will See where your mother is, I won't come forward, if your mother really gets angry again, I'll come to you directly, do you think it's okay?"

An Yuan still shook his head, Shu Yan said: "Don't shake your head, be careful of the wound, why don't you just rest for a while? I'll go and have a look. After all, it's your mother, and she's getting older. We have to know Where did she go?"

Shu Yan didn't give An Yuan another chance to refute, he got up and went to the lobby to find An's mother.After going around for a while, he didn't find An's mother's figure, and Shu Yan became a little anxious. He thought that this night, an old lady, who was unfamiliar with the place, was angry and didn't know where she would go.He walked out of the emergency room quickly, wanting to look outside, but within a few steps, he saw An's mother sitting on a stone bench, dazed in a daze.

Shu Yan slowed down and approached Ann's mother slowly, he said, "Auntie, it's windy at night, you can go in and sit down. Or, you can go home first."

Mother An raised her head and stared at Shu Yan's face. There was no sadness on her face, only anger. Although it had faded, it was still visible.

"I won't agree with you." Mother An said, "I didn't hurt him on purpose, I was just angry why he was disobedient, and I thought he would hide."

Shu Yan's words stuck in his throat, he couldn't speak out, couldn't swallow, so he could only stand there dryly waiting for An's mother to finish.

"The key, I'll give it to you now, I don't want a bunch of them, tell Anyuan, since you say it's your home, then I won't step in in the future, similarly, you don't want to come to my home, we will each Don’t contact me, I’ll pretend I don’t have this son, and tell him not to treat me like a mother, I can’t afford to lose this person.”

Shu Yan took the key and put it in his pocket.He knew that according to the secular rules, he should give in now and beg Anyuan's mother to forgive him. Of course, this is not enough. He must also need Anyuan, who is sitting in the emergency room and has stitches, to beg her together. It's hard to say whether it will be forgiven.

But Shu Yan didn't want to say a word at the moment, he couldn't say anything hypocritical, he actually hated Anyuan's mother a little bit, hated her for being unreasonable, hated her arbitrariness, and even more hated that even now, she didn't ask a question, What happened to An Yuan's injury...

Shu Yan had no contact with someone like An Yuan's mother before, so he was stunned for the first time. When An's mother told him to get out, he rushed downstairs without hesitation. He wanted to leave here, leave this woman, In the car, he thought about the half a year he had been in Jiangzhou, Xu Pingchuan left, Song Zhifei left, he thought he could be with An Yuan but was humiliated by An Yuan's mother like this.He thinks that the world treats him too badly, all he wants is a little lover's warmth, is this too much?Is your own home the only place in the world that can give you warmth?

Home.Shu Yan thought that Anyuan might not even have such a warm place.

Shu Yan once thought about whether he could live forever with An Yuan, but after much deliberation, he didn't have a definite answer.

He thought that maybe one day, he suddenly stopped loving and they separated.

Or maybe one day, they still love each other, but they are separated by yin and yang.

But anyway, this is the story behind.

Their story is just beginning now, and they're just taking their first steps together.

How can you just admit defeat so easily?

Shu Yan even thought on the taxi ride back that An Yuan had really given up on him because of family pressure, he broke up with him and never saw each other again.

Thinking about it, I think it is not impossible.

But I can't back down before it happens.

Shu Yan thought, I haven't made a few decisions for myself in my life, but for Anyuan, I really worked too hard...

So, I really, really love him.

Fortunately, Anyuan did not disappoint him. Through a door, he could hear Anyuan's voice. Anyuan told his mother again and again that he loved himself and wanted to be with him. separate them.

Shu Yan has thought enough, Mr. An, these are enough to make me like you wholeheartedly now and in the future.

An Yuan's mother was picked up by An Yuan's cousin, and when she saw Shu Yan standing aside, she looked like she saw a fly.

Seeing her coming, Shu Yan turned around and left. There were still cursing words behind him. This time he was a cousin, and Shu Yan had no time to get angry. He wanted to see An Yuan sooner. This person was still waiting for him.

Seeing him coming back, An Yuan grinned happily, saying that you have been away for a long time.

Shu Yan also laughed. He lowered his head, took out the key, and briefly explained the matter to An Yuan, but he concealed part of what An's mother had said. He thought it was too cruel to An Yuan. It's better to keep a little bit, because if it is broken, people will collapse.

An Yuan didn't say anything, he just said that it's good to go back.

sometime in June