phone lover

Picking up the wine bottle to take a closer look, he didn't understand the text on it, but according to the little knowledge the boy had taught him before, he knew that the wine definitely didn't come from France.He thought where the country brew had such a strong taste, and he must ask the boy next time.

He swung the wine glass, watching the red liquid swaying in the glass, and the long-lost boredom came to him again.He thought he might as well keep working, otherwise the night would be too long, and people would easily think about things when they were bored, and none of the things that came to mind were good.

An Yuan took out his laptop and put it on the coffee table, sat on the floor by himself, turned on the computer and logged into the chat room habitually, and by the time he realized it, he had already hung up on "Between Same Sex".He looked at the "mating seeking" message all over the screen, and suddenly thought, did that boy hang his body information on it like this?Does he also take calls from other strangers and just… gossip?The same kind of small talk as yourself?Or... no matter what kind of answer An Yuan found that he couldn't accept it.

Masochistically, he rummaged through the ID on the message column on the right, selected an ID called "Sunshine Boy" and clicked on it.After An Yuan said hello, the other party also replied hello.An Yuan asked if the other party chatted?Talk to the other party, my phone number is xxxxxxxxxxx, please call.An Yuan took out his mobile phone, dialed the number, and a boy who sounded young on the opposite side answered the phone.

An Yuan said, "Good evening."

The other party smiled and said, "Okay, why haven't you slept yet."

An Yuan said, "I'm bored, I want to chat with someone."

The other party said clearly: "Yes, I'm also quite boring, whoever wants to talk about this, right?"

An Yuan agreed and said, "Then what do you want to talk about?"

The other party smiled and said ambiguously, "Then what do you want to talk about?"

An Yuan said, "You go ahead, I don't know what to say."

The other party laughed and said, "Are you still shy, are you a novice? Actually, I don't like to chat with novices, but your voice is so sexy, I like it very much. I don't know if your body is sexy or not. not big?"

An Yuan hung up the phone.

The other party immediately called again, An Yuan pressed the button, and then turned off the phone.

He thought he was going crazy.

mad.

He actually knows many things, he is not stupid, he can guess.

But he didn't want to believe it, or he didn't want to make it clear. He wanted to control the matter within a range that he could control. No matter what the reason was in the beginning, at least they are now friends who can talk.

Friends, should be friends, at least they are friends on the phone.

But An Yuan couldn't control himself, he extremely regretted why he made that phone call just now, the boy's ambiguous and sweet voice on the phone made him sick.He couldn't help but wonder if that boy who could only say "yes" treats others in the same way?Will it be shameless to tease like this?Thinking of this, his anger couldn't stop rising.He kept telling himself that there was nothing wrong with this kind of thing, it was just a means to relieve sexual desire, not to mention it was just a phone call, the degree of exposure was not even as good as video, everyone is an adult, so there is no need to make a fuss.

But still very angry, An Yuan wanted to run laps downstairs irritably, and he did so. He changed into his sports clothes and ran laps on the road outside the community at one o'clock in the morning.

The city is quiet at the moment. An Yuan panted heavily and ran round and round. He was not as chic as he used to be when he ran in the morning, and his breathing rhythm was all chaotic. His running now is just to vent, to vent his anger, to vent Irritability, venting a little sadness mixed in many emotions.

Finally, he was so tired that he sat on the bench by the lake. He looked at the dim water surface illuminated by the street lamps, and slowly calmed himself down.

An Yuan thought, let's pretend he doesn't know anything.

It was the safest answer he could think of.They can still be friends on the phone, and Anyuan can still get a short period of peace, which is great.

But this is really difficult.When An Yuan heard the other party say that he was bored, he still couldn't help thinking of those things. He thought that talking to this level was of course boring compared to sex.He couldn't refute it, even though the other party might just be joking, but this joke just pierced the restless secret in An Yuan's heart.An Yuan hated the other party's debauchery, and even more hated that debauchery was not for himself.

An Yuan hung up the phone and threw the phone aside, he was lying on the blanket in a large font, he felt that he was ugly.

For a long time, An Yuan didn't contact the other party again.He didn't know how to face each other.I hung up the phone willfully, like an unreasonable child, how did he explain his behavior to the other party, could it be said that it was a whim?Or showdown with the other party, just say that you don't want the other party to be bored, he wants the other party to feel that you have a good chat with him, and he will be willing to talk about anything, or put it bluntly, if you want to have sex on the phone, then you Can you find me?Just look for me.

But when he got through to the phone, the other party's apology made his heart ache.An Yuan wanted to do whatever he wanted, whatever happened, let everything be whatever he wanted.

Once people let go of themselves, some things will go off the rails immediately.Anyuan and each other began a strange but harmonious relationship.They spend most of their time talking and occasionally having sex.

When chatting, the other party is like an old friend, and when having sex, the other party is like a close lover.

When he was an old friend, Anyuan could express his helplessness in life and his boredom in work freely, and he would also listen carefully to what the other person said, whether it was wine or real life, he was willing to listen.And when he is in love, An Yuan can deceive him as he likes, and the other party's catering makes him burn like a fire.An Yuan is addicted to this kind of vague and ambiguous relationship that does not need to bear real responsibility. He loves the other party's obedience and hates his own selfishness.

An Yuan never knew he would be so selfish.On the one hand, he wanted to keep the other party within his own range, and he didn't want anyone to provoke him again, at least during the night of the phone call, the other party must belong to him.But on the other hand, he couldn't help telling the other party his confusion about Song Zhifei's feelings.

On the night of the New Year's Eve, An Yuan got Song Zhifei's mobile phone number at the class reunion, and he couldn't help calling the other party. He thought that as an old classmate, saying Happy New Year shouldn't be too much, right?But the phone didn't get through, it was ruthlessly pressed off.An Yuan didn't have the courage to hit another one.He drank a lot of wine, but he was not so drunk that he passed out. He could still take a taxi home by himself, and then sit at the door, half asleep and half awake.He even woke up the next day and could remember the conversation and the nerve-wracking sex.

Everything is different, everything is.

But An Yuan knew that the other party, like himself, was trying to maintain an illusion: nothing happened, and nothing mattered.

Song Zhifei still returned to Jiangzhou.An Yuan got the news after returning from a business trip.

He thinks what should come will always come, and it's good if it comes, he wants to give his secret love of these ten years an ending.An Yuan thought that he would have to try anyway, he finally dared to stand in front of Song Zhifei now, he couldn't give up, as for the ending, it's fine, any ending is fine.

What should come has come, what should not have gone has gone.

He, can't find him.

Finally, I suffered from insomnia again. I can't tell how many times this is. Shu Yan's day in Jiangzhou has passed when the day's belly turns white.

It has been almost two months since I came here, but it still feels like yesterday: the moment I stepped on the platform and looked at the crowds flowing around me, Shu Yan thought, this is Jiangzhou.

Xu Pingchuan was standing at the exit in a suit with his trouser pockets in his pocket, with a cigarette dangling from his mouth, but he didn't light it when he got closer.He said: "Oh, this Jiangzhou is really a big city. It's very annoying. I have to go to designated places to smoke, so I can only live my life like this."

While speaking, he took Shu Yan's suitcase and said, "Here you come? I'll be waiting for you."

Shu Yan smiled and thumped Xu Pingchuan's shoulder and said, "Don't sell me out."

Xu Pingchuan squeezed Shu Yan's arm with a smile: "Why are you thinner than when you were in school? Just like you, even if you sell pork, you will think that your meat is not good. Stop dreaming, who will want you. "

After hearing this, Shu Yan wanted to lift his foot and kick him, Xu Pingchuan quickly grabbed his leg and said, "This is a strong man, this is a new suit I bought, but it cost me money from selling blood, and I rely on this to go out and talk about business." I’m getting dressed, if I didn’t come here in a hurry today, I wouldn’t wear it here! If you get me dirty tomorrow, I’ll go out to discuss business tomorrow, and I’ll have no choice but to sell my appearance without wearing clothes.”

Shu Yan scolded "Get out" with a smile, followed Xu Pingchuan jokingly and got into the car.

Xu Pingchuan first took him back to the rented house and said: "The winery will be gone tomorrow, and no one is watching the store now, so we have to lock it first."

Shu Yan was surprised: "A good winery is locked up like this if it doesn't do business? Isn't the daily rent, water and electricity just paid for nothing?"

Xu Pingchuan frowned and said, "That's no way. Although people are easy to recruit now, I think it's better to know something about this line of work. Before, I found a young and beautiful girl to sit in the township, but I really don't know much about it. Ah, I just scratch my head every day, and I can’t tell the difference between dry red and dry white. The guests who come here can’t ask any questions, and they don’t know. They just smile and say that this wine is really good. You can buy it and try it. Try it."

Xu Pingchuan imitated that girl's appearance while talking, but unfortunately he didn't look slender and feminine, and the obsequiousness he made was unbearable to watch.Shu Yan looked at Xu Pingchuan's ugly appearance happily, as if he was back in school.

Xu Pingchuan spread his hands and continued: "So I can only ask this beauty to find another job. Now the winery has only one driver, a little girl who does writing and sundries, and then you. Today I just came out to discuss the list, and I want to pick you up again, so I just let them rest for a day."

Shu Yan said: "That's not right, didn't you say that you hired a wine taster, what about his people?"

Xu Pingchuan said: "Well, it's hard to describe in one word, but you can meet him tonight, I'll introduce you to him, and let him show you the winery. I'll tell you the details of the winery when we go to the store tomorrow. "

After hearing this, Shu Yan didn't have any opinion. Since he came to Jiangzhou to work for Xu Pingchuan, he definitely wanted to listen to what the boss said.Xu Pingchuan put his luggage in a room first, Shu Yan looked it over, this should be the master bedroom of this house, it is big and bright, there are two single beds in it, it doesn't look crowded.

Xu Pingchuan said: "Can you live here with me? There are also two beds in the next room. The driver Xiao Zhang lives in it, and there is another empty one. I want to live there when another salesman is hired. Look, Do you live with me, or with Xiao Zhang?"

Shu Yan said: "Can you choose to live with Xiao Zhang, and then I live by myself?"

Xu Pingchuan simply said: "No."

"why?"

"Because Xiao Zhang is not handsome."

Shu Yan looked at Xu Pingchuan helplessly, thinking that his problem with looking at his face hadn't changed in the past few years, and it had become more serious.

Xu Pingchuan sat down on a bed, and then patted the mattress: "You can sleep on this one, I have slept on the one next door, but if you insist on that bed, I have no problem."

Shu Yan came over and kicked Xu Pingchuan's feet and said, "Go away, don't sit on my bed."

Xu Pingchuan smiled and said, "Shu Yan, from now on we will be grasshoppers on the same rope, our journey is the sea of ​​stars."

Shu Yan said: "This boss, wake up, I'm just an employee you hired, don't try to use words such as ideals, struggles, etc. to escape the matter of salary. Besides, let's put aside the stars and the sea, I just want to know where the bathroom is. Where, I have been in the car for more than 20 hours, I have to take a shower first, and I have to buy some daily necessities, so you accompany me.”

Xu Pingchuan said: "You ruthless person, I treat you as a brother and you treat me as a colleague, and you still let me go shopping with you. Let me tell you, the boss does not have this function!"

Shu Yan opened the suitcase, took out a pile of special food stuffed by his mother, stuffed two big bags into Xu Pingchuan's arms, and said to Xu Pingchuan with a smile: "We are colleagues at work and brothers after get off work, no ?"

Holding a pile of food, Xu Pingchuan complained, "I told you that my clothes are expensive, so what if there are wrinkles."

Shu Yan smiled, ignored him, took a change of clothes, and went to the bathroom.

By the time the two of them had packed up and put away their things, it was already dinner time.Xu Pingchuan took Shu Yan to the noodle restaurant downstairs to eat noodles.

Xu Pingchuan said: "Don't look at the noisy cafeteria here, but it is authentic local flavor. The noodles here are very authentic, and the price is affordable and the quantity is large. Just look at the drivers who come here to know whether the food is good. They In fact, it is the most edible."

Xu Pingchuan asked Shu Yan to quickly find a seat to sit down, and he went to buy noodles.This noodle restaurant still maintains the habit of the old era. They all pay the money and take a list to go to the window to queue up for the noodles. The bright and bright operation room has a clear view. The noodles are placed on the table and you just take them away. There is no waiter. Send it to you.

It took Xu Pingchuan two trips to bring the noodles to the table. He picked up the chopsticks on the table, wiped them with the paper towels he brought, and handed them to Shu Yan first, and then wiped a pair for himself. He said: "Shu Yan, eat quickly, the noodles won't taste good after sitting for a long time."

Shu Yan ate the noodles that were completely different from his hometown, and finally realized that he still left home after all, this is a strange city thousands of miles away from home.Although Shu Yan also studied in other places, it was a school after all. His parents paid for his living expenses every month, and his task was to study. Except for some painful youthful feelings, it can be said that he lived a carefree life.But at this moment, I am in a foreign land, although I came here for my dream, but the first thing I face is survival.

Xu Pingchuan saw that Shu Yan was not in high spirits, he stirred the bowl of spicy pork noodles in front of him and said leisurely: "Actually, I wanted to take you to eat some Japanese food, French food, Italian food, etc., but I miss you I didn’t come here for tourism. We will have the opportunity to eat these dishes in the future. It’s better to take you to experience the authentic local customs. You will not feel alienated if you integrate here as soon as possible. Now you know why I brought you to eat noodles. .”

Shu Yan said, "I know, because it's cheap."

In good conscience, Shu Yan really likes the taste of the bowl of beef noodles that Xu Pingchuan bought for Shu Yan.The soup base of the curry is paired with a few large slices of beef on the top of the alkali noodles and sprinkled with coriander full of national conditions. This imported mix and match is surprisingly delicious.Shu Yan ate the noodles and drank the hot curry soup, and his mood improved. He and Xu Pingchuan chatted one after another, talking about the past campus time, talking about the current work and life, and of course also Finally, talk about wine and exams.

In this noodle shop full of bad drivers, two young people with the dream of becoming a professional sommelier sit on old tables and chairs and eat hot noodles. Their thoughts at this time are simple: in this city Stand firm, and then perform their own wonderful performances.

Xu Pingchuan said that he was going to welcome Shu Yan at night, Shu Yan was surprised and said, doesn't that meal of noodles count?

Xu Pingchuan sneered and said, "Am I such a stingy person? Noodles are just an appetizer, and the evening arrangement is the main course."

Shu Yan said: "Thank you, I'm already very full from the appetizers, I'm afraid I won't be able to eat the main course, but if there is dessert after the meal, you can bring me one."

Xu Pingchuan put his arms around Shu Yan's shoulder, put his mouth next to Shu Yan's ear and said, "Mr. Bao is satisfied, I wish you a good appetite."