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Is it a sad thing? "

Shu Yan struggled a bit, but Li Lin held on tightly, Shu Yan said: "What are you fussing about, let me go, just not going to eat, what are you talking about being gay or not."

"So you are also afraid of being mentioned by others? Do you think that saying this word in broad daylight makes you shudder? How about I call it another way? Comrade? Gay? Sissy? Psychopath? Which one do you think can expose you? Under the sun? I thought you were the same as Xu Pingchuan. You shouted about benevolence, righteousness and morality all day long, but you weren’t all kinds of one-night stands? I thought you were so noble, so you were afraid of this? Shu Yan, I’m doing it for you, you I’m still too young to know the dangers of this world, the GAY circle has its way of mixing with the gay circle, and the wine circle has its way of mixing with the wine circle, you have to understand that some things are not good for a moment.”

Shu Yan said: "Mr. Li, let me go. I really don't understand some things, but I don't want to understand them either. You take your Yangguan Road and I cross my single-plank bridge. We will not violate the river."

Li Lin grabbed Shu Yan's arm with one hand, put his other hand on Shu Yan's shoulder and said with a smile, "Do you have the final say? Do you think this circle is up to the bottom like you? Don't be ridiculous..."

Before he finished speaking, Li Lin was suddenly patted on the shoulder from behind, and when he turned to see who it was, he punched him in the face.Li Lin was caught off guard. He let go of Shu Yan's hand and covered half of his face when he saw a tall man standing in front of Shu Yan. He quickly took two steps back, and then shouted, "Why are you beating someone?! I want to call the police!"

The man said: "Why should I? I rely on you to gossip about my boyfriend! You call the police and report! Let's go to the police station to reason! Anyway, I don't mind talking to the police comrades about our comrades. Yes, police comrades are comrades anyway, we are also comrades, there is no difference.”

Li Lin covered his face in silence for a while, and then said: "You misunderstood, I didn't argue with Shu Yan, I just talked to him about something, if you don't believe me, ask Shu Yan if I am his teacher."

The man turned around and looked at Shu Yan, who said, "This is my teacher's. Let's talk about something. There is a conflict on a question. Everyone is in a hurry."

Li Lin raised his neck and said loudly: "Here, you heard me, I'm fine, Shu Yan is my apprentice, I just discuss issues with him."

The man hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was impulsive, I misunderstood, what do you call this? Anyway, it's a teacher, I'll call you teacher too, I'm a rough man, I just came to pick him up from class, I saw you here Like this, I couldn’t control myself for a while, I’m really sorry, do you think this is okay, I’ll leave you a contact information, you can go to the hospital to see, and I’ll come to pay for the medical expenses, or you can call me if you don’t feel angry If I punch you, I will never fight back."

Li Lin looked at the crowds that gradually began to stop around, so he waved his hands and said, "Forget it, it's all a misunderstanding, just explain it."

The man said: "How embarrassing is this? I was wrong to hit someone. Since you are Shu Yan's teacher and you are here, you must also be a lecturer of this company, right? I am quite familiar with the boss here. Otherwise, I’ll invite you to have a meal together some other day, let’s talk about it, and treat it as my apology, this is my business card.” As he spoke, the man handed over a business card, and Li Lin hesitated to accept it. He took out his business card and took out his own in exchange.

The man smiled and apologized again, and then said that he still had to send Shu Yan to the client, so he left first, please call him if you have anything to do.

Li Lin also had no choice but to nod, looked at the backs of the two men, touched the face that was beaten, and left silently.

Shu Yan got into the co-pilot and closed the car door. The other party said something about the seat belt, and Shu Yan hurriedly fastened it himself.Just after he separated from Li Lin, this man's complexion has not been very good. Now sitting in the car, Shu Yan said cautiously: "Thank you, An Yuan."

An Yuan started the car and drove towards the restaurant. This was Shu Yan's second time in his car. He felt that the memories about Shu Yan in this car were not very good.

Just now when he parked the car at the gate of the villa, he saw the man surnamed Li talking to Shu Yan in an arrogant manner. An Yuan didn't get out of the car to disturb him at first. Although he didn't like Li's appearance, he was afraid of him If there is really something important to discuss with Shu Yan, he feels that with his current status, it is not good for him to interfere too much in Shu Yan's life and work.

As a result, before he finished smoking a cigarette, he saw this man grab Shu Yan's arm. Shu Yan was obviously unwilling, and An Yuan couldn't sit still. He wanted to finish smoking the cigarette. If they Before the conversation was over, I went over to see what was going on.But although the cigarette was smoked quickly, An Yuan couldn't wait any longer, so he extinguished the cigarette and walked over.The man surnamed Li spoke very excitedly, and he didn't realize the self behind him. He had a strong voice, and he was talking about homosexuality in a long way.

An Yuan looked down on people like this. Although he hadn't come out, and he didn't even join the social circle, he didn't think it was necessary to overemphasize his identity or that of his kind.There are so many sufferings in this world, and there is no one that is more noble than the other. If you feel that you are different as a comrade, then the humbleness or pride that this brings, An Yuan thinks it is unnecessary .If you want others to treat you as ordinary people, then treat yourself as ordinary people first.

An Yuan wanted to go up and take Shu Yan away, but the man's hand was on Shu Yan's shoulder, and he was about to touch up, An Yuan hurriedly clenched his fists and went up to hit him with a punch. up.

The last time An Yuan hit someone was in high school, when some classmates bullied him as a foreign student transferred from another school, saying that he said that he was from Jiangzhou but said things that only appeared in sketches.They said that he was native, that he was from a foreign land, and that he, a rural man, also learned how to paint.An Yuan endured it for a long time at that time, he thought it was better not to cause trouble, his uncle and the others didn't care about him, it was just that they had more capital to make them call home to scold his parents.But in the end they still started to fight, and several people beat him one by one. Although he didn't lose, the painting tools were scattered all over the ground and smashed to pieces.At that time, only Song Zhifei passed by to help him pick up things, and then saw his skinned hands.Song Zhifei said, "Why are you so good at fighting? Your hand is for drawing."

An Yuan never hit anyone again, he tolerated everything, and if he couldn't bear it, he ran away. After a long time, no one bothered him, but no one bothered him, An Yuan thought it was okay, it didn't matter, as long as It's fine not to cause trouble for the parents in his hometown, as long as he endures it for two years, he will go back to his hometown school after the college entrance examination, and never come to this ghost place again.

Anyuan's thoughts in those two years were only told to Hua.

But today, An Yuan's eyes were red. After he punched this man, he wanted to go up and beat him up, but Shu Yan was pulling his shirt from behind. The corner of the shirt shook again, and he whispered behind his back, "Don't be impulsive, this guy is one of my bosses."

An Yuan stopped and protected Shu Yan from behind. He thought that if this man dared to rush forward, it would be useless to persuade him. He would definitely beat him up.

It's a pity that the other party is a coward.

While driving, An Yuan glanced at Shu Yan who was looking out the window. He thought what would Shu Yan do if he didn't show up at that time?

There was consistent silence in the car. An Yuan actually had many questions he wanted to ask, but he didn't know where to start.

"Thank you just now." Shu Yan turned to look at An Yuan, he said, "Without you, I really don't know what to do."

An Yuan felt even more worried when he heard it. What do you mean you don't know what to do?He frowned again.

"An Yuan, Mr. An, don't frown, I know I'm causing you trouble..."

"No, no trouble." An Yuan didn't want to hear Shu Yan say sorry again, he said, "I'm just worried about you... Is that person really your teacher? You still say he is your boss?"

Shu Yan nodded and said, "It's really my teacher. I used to call him Teacher Li. He is one of the investors in our winery. He has been training me in the basics of wine before."

"Didn't Xu Pingchuan say that you are an experienced sommelier, why do you still need to be trained in basic knowledge?"

It happened to be a red light at this time, An Yuan was talking, turned his head to see Shu Yan's face turned from white to red, just as Shu Yan was about to open his mouth, An Yuan waved his hand to signal him not to speak, An Yuan knew that when he opened his mouth, it must be the three words.

An Yuan said: "I guessed it a long time ago. Didn't I say that I took over the VI design of YS wine company before, and then I also contacted a few people, um, what do you call your profession, experts? Lecturers? Or something? , anyway, it’s the tone and attitude of the speech, it’s old-fashioned at first glance, hey, I’m not saying that, I’m a rough person, don’t mind, in short, it’s very difficult to talk, and I’m very airy. Speaking of it, in fact Xu Pingchuan meant something like that, but you... But I also understand that this is just a small restaurant, and I have inquired about it. Generally, in restaurants of my size, the wine list is casually set up by a winery. Yes, even one or two or two or three models, this level, at your level, is really enough.”

An Yuan saw that Shu Yan's face turned redder, and he was also a little embarrassed. He said: "Let's not talk about it, anyway, I am satisfied with you. Even you, Teacher Li, have an ugly face. You should stay away from him." Stay away, or if you can't avoid it, I'll pick you up sooner or later."

Shu Yan hurriedly waved his hands and said, "No need, don't bother. It's strange to say, Li Lin, this is Mr. Li. He is not like this on weekdays. I don't know what happened today. He came here and went crazy. Maybe tomorrow will be fine. Bar."

An Yuan smiled, and he said, "Do you think it's a fever and a cold and you can just sleep under the blanket? I think this person is probably like this in the first place, but he pretends too well on weekdays. Since this kind of person It will be exposed, he probably broke the pot, and maybe he will entangle you to the end. I think it is better to follow what I just said, or I will pick you up after work. Anyway, I also told him that it is you Boy friend."

Shu Yan blushed and lowered his head, he said: "An Yuan, you heard it too, I'm gay. You'd better not hang out with me, lest other people misunderstand, and you won't be able to explain clearly in the future."

An Yuan drove the car, looked straight ahead, and said coldly: "There is no misunderstanding, I am also gay."

Shu Yan looked at An Yuan in surprise, and An Yuan continued: "I haven't told anyone before, it's not intentional concealment, but I don't think it's necessary to show my sexual orientation in front of people. So Lin Li doesn't know much about it." , because Lin Li and I belong to that kind, how should I put it, although we are familiar with each other, we are not familiar enough to talk about such things with each other." An Yuan thought, but it has been that way since yesterday.

"Your mouth is too wide open, you can fill it with eggs, close it quickly." An Yuan tapped his lips with his fingers, then looked at Shu Yan with a smile and said, "I know Lin Li, yes, I knew it a long time ago, because I live It has to be very close to that gay bar, I’ve seen him go in and out more times than I saw the security guard at the gate of the community.”

Shu Yan whispered, "That's really a coincidence."

An Yuan looked at Shu Yan with his head down, and parked the car on the side of the road. He turned around and looked at Shu Yan's face, and asked softly, "Do you have any questions you want to ask me?"

Shu Yan shook his head, he said, "No."

An Yuan said, "Then I have a question to ask you."

Shu Yan looked at An Yuan and said, "Just ask."

"Do you have someone you like?"

Shu Yan didn't answer right away, he looked at Anyuan for a while, then turned his head and looked out the window, he said:

"have."

The word "yes" made Anyuan's heart almost jump out of his chest.

He remembered what Lin Li had said to him yesterday.Lin Li said, "Frankly, frankly, you are the person on the phone."

But An Yuan thought I couldn't, and I didn't dare.He told Lin Li that he felt that now was not a good time, his current life was in a mess, and Song Zhifei's appearance made him feel confused.

"confused?"

"Yes, confused." An Yuan said honestly to Lin Li: "I think I like him very much. I have liked him for ten years. I have been working hard to make myself better in these ten years. I think one day I can be side by side with him. Yes, but as you can see now, I am still a mess. I used to think that at least having money would make my life more comfortable, but no, there are more and more demands from my hometown, money, relationships, connections Ah, it’s as if I am their office in Jiangzhou. Speaking of which, who let you be in Jiangzhou, who let you be from Jiangzhou? Terrible! Lin Li, it’s really terrible! But Song Zhifei, he changed It made me feel better, and then I felt farther away, and I ate with him, and he sat across from me, but I had nothing to say."

Lin Li said, "Then do you like him? I'm not talking about the utopian kind, but the kind, you know, the kind of liking."

An Yuan shook his head, he said: "I don't know, I don't even dare to think deeply about him. But when I saw him now, how should I put it, mixed feelings, I miss him, and he appeared .”

Lin Li smiled and said, "What about Shu Yan?"

An Yuan took a puff of his cigarette, smiled, and said, "I miss him too, and he also appeared."

Lin Li said: "It sounds like a choice between the two, but you don't have the initiative. Don't you feel embarrassed now? I like this too, and I like that too. Which one should I choose to spend my life with? ?I said Anyuan, are you too confident? Do you think that if you choose any of them, you will directly play happyend? It seems that if you choose the other, the other will definitely be like you. Now both of them are is free, and only you are a prisoner."

An Yuan smoked a cigarette silently, he wanted to draw the words "the ground is a prison", which really trapped him for ten years, and in the days to come, will it still be like this?

It's scary to think about.

"Actually, An Yuan, you don't know the current Song Zhifei, nor the real Shu Yan. No matter who you like more or who you have more feelings for, don't try to hurt the other party. Unconscious harm is the most important thing. No. I think that if you like someone, you have to start with the confession first, don’t tell unnecessary lies, don’t cover up your wounds, I know it’s hard, I can’t even do it myself, but because I’m just an outsider, so Just think of me as God and say this. We are all adults, and we can handle our own affairs.”

An Yuan smoked a cigarette silently without speaking.

But at this moment Shu Yan was sitting beside him, he looked out the window and said "yes" to himself.

He has people he likes.

Could that person be me?

Is it me?

It must be me, right?

An Yuan remembered that Lin Li said that painting the ground is a prison, and he might not be the only one.

He couldn't help but feel a little bitter, he thought that the two people sitting in prison were waiting for someone to save them.

Can I?An Yuan thought.

Or can he?An Yuan thought.

Can we pull each other?

—Phone Lover? End of Book [-]—

Phone Lover by Tao Baibai

Copywriting

When Shu Yan came to Anyuan's city and met Anyuan,

Gradually, they have doubts about the other party's identity. In the gap between reality and virtuality,

The two tempted each other, but never had a showdown.

Between Mr. A on the phone and An Yuan in real life, Shu Yan wondered if he should take that step first...