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After dinner, because it was too late, Mother Qian asked Jing Chen to stay overnight. When Qian Yang went to take a bath, Jing Chen saw a booklet with a more elegant cover beside the bedside of Qian Yang's room. I thought it might be Qian Yang's photo, but I was stunned the moment I opened it, and wrote a sentence on the title page: The person in the deepest part of my heart.The marked time is a certain day not long after Qian Yang left that year, and every page after that is filled with pictures of Jing Chen in various expressions and costumes. The first page should be a group photo, but it only draws The person next to him cut it off, and looked back. There was Jing Chen who was lying on the table and fell asleep, and Jing Chen who was full of energy on the basketball court, and Jing Chen who was holding a bouquet of jasmine flowers. There are a few scanned copies of hard paper, which are out of place compared with the previous ones, as if pasted with glue, and they are all portraits I have seen, the ones that Qian Yang posted on Weibo and liked them .

It was only then that Jing Chen suddenly remembered what the first group photo was. It was a group photo that Su Xuan posted on Moments during the first National Day holiday that year and was later saved by Qian Yang.

After Qian Yang came out of the shower, he saw that his picture album had been found, grabbed it and said, "Don't look at it."

"Why did you keep that group photo back then?"

"I..." Qian Yang took a few more steps and sat on the edge of the bed, "Actually, I didn't have any other meaning to save it at that time. I just thought that there wasn't even a single photo of you in my phone, so I wanted to keep it as a souvenir."

Jing Chen didn't continue this topic, but asked something else, "Does the electric shock hurt?"

Qian Yang shook his head, "Fortunately, medication and psychotherapy were useless back then, so the doctor suggested that I take an electric shock, saying that I would temporarily forget some things after the treatment, so I agreed."

"Then have you forgotten?" Jing Chen asked.

"I did forget some things just after I did it. My mother said that I was stupid during that time, and I still felt headaches. It should be a side effect. I did it about five or six times. My dad heard that doing it too much would affect my health. I didn’t let me do it anymore, and I don’t remember whether it hurts or not.”

Jing Chen also bent down and sat down, and took Qian Yang's hand who had been picking at the hem of his clothes, and said, "I'm sorry."

Qian Yang gave a wry smile. "Actually, it has nothing to do with you. I stopped the medicine without following the doctor's advice."

"When I first met you, I only thought you were very lively and cheerful, but when you were with me, I felt that your state had changed somewhat." Jing Chen continued without a pause, "It's me It makes you worry about gains and losses and feel insecure."

"It really has nothing to do with you. I've had depression since junior high school. I'm not afraid of your jokes when I tell you. My parents didn't have a good relationship when they were young. When I was in junior high school, the two of them were getting divorced. Later, due to some special The reason is known to everyone in our school. At that time, all the students in the school pointed at me and laughed at me behind my back. After a while, I became quiet, so I grew up with almost nothing. Friend," Qian Yang seemed to be telling a ridiculous joke, showing a calm look.

Qian Yang clearly remembered that the family probably had a little money at that time, and his father began to feel restless. He met a beautiful woman outside for entertainment, and brought them home and clamored that he had to get a divorce. Xiao Xiao didn't want to divorce, but was forced by his father to secretly drink a large amount of sleeping pills at night. If Qian Yang hadn't found out in time and sent him to the hospital for gastric lavage, the days to come would probably be even more restless.

Later, his father took that woman to Qian Yang's school, pretending that he came to visit him, but in fact, he hoped that he could accept this stepmother who might live together in the future.

At this moment, Qian Yang seemed to have thought of something bad, lowered his eyes and did not speak again.

Jing Chen reached out and hugged Qian Yang in his arms, and comforted him: "Stop talking, wait until you want to talk about it later."

Qian Yang went on to say: "Do you know? I was very good at studying in elementary school, and I was the No. I went with that classmate to take the entrance examination for the attached high school, and I was 1 points higher than him, but it may be because of this incident that he hated me."

Jing Chen frowned, only thought that this sounded familiar, but couldn't remember it.

"That classmate's father just happened to be my father's high school classmate. As the saying goes, good things don't go out, and bad things spread far and wide, so he also knew about my family, and wrote a letter to insult me. When I was in junior high school, I didn't What is the concept of emphasizing privacy? Our class leader went to the teaching office to get the letter for me, and even opened it privately, so everyone knows." Qian Yang breathed a sigh of relief, "The feeling of being isolated by classmates is too uncomfortable. It should be because I committed suicide once or twice, or my grandma discovered my abnormality, so she took me to the hospital and saved my life."

Jing Chen finally remembered after listening, "Is the boy you mentioned named Zhou Chen?"

"How do you know?" Qian Yang asked in surprise after removing his head from Jing Chen's shoulder.

Jing Chen's face was particularly ugly, "He...is my deskmate. I was watching the letter when he wrote it. I also felt it was inappropriate but I didn't stop it. I'm sorry."

"What a coincidence!" Qian Yang snorted and laughed, "Why are you apologizing to me? We didn't know each other back then."

Jing Chen suddenly looked at the person in his arms seriously, "Xiao Qian, I promise I won't let you suffer any more harm in the future."

Because the two of them were delayed going home for a day, when they woke up the next day, they unexpectedly learned that the news matter had been resolved.

Jing Chen tucked the corner of the quilt for Qian Yang, and carefully went to the balcony with his mobile phone.

"You said the matter has been resolved?" Jing Chen whispered, half covering his mouth.

Bai Yu replied: "Yes, when I woke up in the morning, I saw that all the headlines had been taken down, and even the media that broke the news first came forward to apologize."

"Why so suddenly?" Jing Chen was puzzled at first, then thought about it for a while, and then thought who should deal with it.

At this time, there was also a voice from the bedroom, it was Qian Yang talking on the phone, after Jing Chen and Bai Yu hung up the phone, they stopped for a long time and did not go in.

"Lu Lin, thank you."

Qian Yang felt that the people around him went to the balcony and woke up unconsciously. He wanted to take his mobile phone to check the time, but found a message from Lu Lin in the background, and there was a message from Xiao Han when he swipe down. See clearly After sitting up immediately, his revelation has been resolved.

In the information box with Xiao Han, there are several screenshots. Open it up and take a look. The first one is a statement issued by the high school, which proves that Qian Yang’s matter is framed, and the withdrawal notice is only because of Qian Yang’s health. He suffered from many psychological discomforts and had to drop out of school for treatment.The other one is an apology statement from the media that broke the news.

In addition to the news that Lu Lin had just returned to China, it was obvious who solved this matter.

At this time, Lu Lin's voice came from the receiver, "I just returned to China, let's have dinner together when I have time."

"Lu Lin, brother, thank you very much, I really don't know what to say," Qian Yang's eyes became moist instantly, but Jing Chen on the balcony frowned when he heard Qian Yang's name.

Lu Lin chuckled, "I don't know what to say, so just treat me to a big meal."

After hearing this, Qian Yang laughed with tears in his eyes, "Then I'll ask you out some other day."

After Qian Yang hung up the phone, Jing Chen came in from the balcony. He was only wearing thin pajamas, and his hands and feet were already frozen when he came in. Qian Yang opened the quilt to signal Jing Chen to come in quickly, Jing Chen hesitated for a moment Just climbed into bed.

Qian Yang moved towards Jing Chen's direction, got into his arms, and said with a smile, "The matter is settled."

Jing Chen's complexion was not very good. Qian Yang poked his cheek and said, "What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?"

Jing Chen shook his head.

It was a good thing to see Qian Yang so happy, but Jing Chen couldn't be happy, and secretly became jealous.

Jing Chen suddenly pressed Qian Yang's hand that was making trouble on his face, put it on his side, lowered his head and kissed Qian Yang's lips, warm and domineering, and sucked a lot more forcefully, Qian Yang didn't take long I felt that it was difficult to breathe, but the hand behind me suddenly shifted position, poked in from the hem of Qian Yang's nightgown, and then gently pulled the belt on Qian Yang's nightgown with the other hand, so that my chest was pressed against my chest , the hand would occasionally touch a certain sensitive point on the chest, causing Qianyang to whimper softly, while the hand that reached into the hem gently kneaded the two petals, and sometimes tentatively walked slowly along the gap poke in.

Qian Yang gently pushed away the person lying on top of him, gasped and said, "It's early in the morning."

But Jing Chen poked his head to the side of Qian Yang's neck again, leaving deep and shallow marks, and then lowered his head to hold the sensitive spot on Qian Yang's chest, licking and biting gently, taking advantage of the loosened The gap said: "Xiao Qian, I want you."

After agreeing to Jing Chen's marriage proposal, Qian Yang had let go of all his grievances and made all the preparations, so he didn't refuse any more right now, and then he planned to turn around and lay down on the bed, but Jing Chen grabbed him .In fact, the two met many times when they were in college, but they never came from the front. Qian Yang couldn't help being a little sad at this moment, and was about to speak when Jing Chen preempted him, "I want to look at you."

Qian Yang froze for a moment, looked at Jing Chen unnaturally, and said shyly, "I... I haven't for a long time... Take it easy."

Jing Chen took Qian Yang's hand cream on the bedside and squeezed it into his palm. When he was ready to poke in, Qian Yang still burst into tears from the pain. Jing Chen coaxed Qian Yang while poking in, saying: " Baby, call me brother."

At this time, Qian Yang didn't have the thoughts to think about many places, so he could only lean on the person in front of him and call out in a low voice: "Brother... brother... um... slow down, it hurts so much."

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Afterwards, Qian Yang was carried to the bathroom by Jing Chen. During the cleaning process, Qian Yang slowly came to his senses, reached out and patted Jing Chen, "I am obviously older than you, why did you ask me to call you brother?" ?”

Jing Chen lowered his head and continued to clean up Qian Yang in silence, but the people in the bathtub had already guessed, "Are you jealous?"

After a moment of silence, the sound of water sounded again. Jing Chen caressed Qian Yang's back, and then gave a soft "um".

Qian Yang leaned forward, lying next to Jing Chen's ear, first let out a smirk, and deliberately lowered his voice and said, "Brother, you were so fierce just now."