if it rains

Jing Chen put the bag in his hand on the bedside, "Not today, next time!"

Hearing this sentence, Qian Yang cried even more aggrieved, "Why? Why can't I?"

Jing Chen frantically took out a tissue to wipe the tears of the lying person. He didn't hear what the other person said at all, he just patted Qian Yang on the shoulder as if to comfort him, and murmured, "Don't cry, be good!"

Qian Yang had just been quiet for a while, when he heard Jing Chen's cell phone ringing, Jing Chen withdrew his hand and went to the washroom to answer the phone, and could vaguely hear words like the hospital and rest.

When he came out, he saw Qian Yang standing at the door, "I want to take a bath!"

"Can you do it yourself?"

"Ok!"

After a while, Qian Yang walked out wearing a bathrobe with wet hair, came to the balcony and hugged Jing Chen from behind.

Jing Chen chuckled, reached out and touched the hand tightly hugged around his waist, then turned around and hugged Qian Yang from the front with his back against the balcony, "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

Qian Yang's soft and waxy appearance really poked Jingchen's heart. He raised Qian Yang's chin with his right hand, lowered his head and kissed it, and the fresh fragrance of freshly brushed teeth wafted from his mouth, and the breath of the two of them At the same time, it became hasty, with lips and tongue entangled, the sound of wet and sticky water accompanied by Qian Yang's sobs made Jing Chen lose his composure for a moment.

He only dared and only wanted to take a step forward when Qian Yang was awake, hugged Qian Yang's waist, half pushed into the room, and then fell down on the bed.

"I prepared myself."

Jing Chen opened his eyes wide, as if he couldn't believe it, then he raised his hand and turned off the indoor lights, leaving only a balcony light, and Qian Yang's eyes that were also glowing could be seen in the faint light, and bad thoughts came to his mind came out, and said in a deep voice, "Turn around!"

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When everything was over, Jing Chen shouted emotionally: "Xiaoqian...Xiaoqian..."

Qian Yang lay on the bed, clutching the sheets under his hands tightly, smiled wistfully, and finally...he finally belonged to Jing Chen completely.

Afterwards, Jing Chen hugged Qian Yang from behind and closed his eyes to fall asleep. Qian Yang was extremely wet and uncomfortable, so he got up slowly and prepared to go to the bathroom to clean up.

"where are you going?"

"Go and clean up." Qian Yang didn't turn his head, and knelt down as soon as his feet touched the ground, but seeing that Jing Chen didn't intend to help, he smiled wryly and shook his head, feeling heartache.

Qian Yang looked at the mottled tears on his face in the bathroom, he thought that as long as the two of them got closer, Jing Chen might pay more attention to him, but in fact, it was because he was dissatisfied and thought too much.

I thought that doing the most intimate thing between lovers would warm up the relationship between the two, but I didn't expect the atmosphere between them to be extremely embarrassing. In the end, the two didn't stay in the hotel and went back to their own dormitories.

"What did you say? Jing Chen asked for leave?" Qian Yang had a fever after Christmas Eve, and as soon as his condition improved, he asked everywhere for Jing Chen's whereabouts.

Xiao Han was a little surprised when he heard it, "Didn't he tell you? Asked for a week."

"No, maybe something happened at his family!" Qian Yang smiled wryly.

"Or I'll ask someone else for you."

"Okay, thank you!"

About half an hour later, Xiao Han called back, "Qian Yang, I heard from other people that Jing Chen leaves school at about nine o'clock in the morning and returns around seven o'clock in the evening."

"okay, I get it!"

"Are you arguing? He hasn't visited you for the past few days since you were sick. How did he act as a boyfriend?" Xiao Han was very angry when he thought of Qian Yang's haggard appearance two days ago.

Qian Yang knew that the other party couldn't see, but still shook his head, "There was no quarrel, I didn't tell him about the illness, so don't blame him."

"You know how to speak for him. You are obviously like Ming Jinger in your heart, but you are not sober." Xiao Han sighed, and did not continue, "You should pay more attention to rest, I will go to you tomorrow."

"Ok!"

After hanging up the phone, Qian Yang started to get out of bed to tidy himself up, and then ran to the milk tea shop opposite the school to sit, and when it was almost nine o'clock, he saw Jing Chen who was taking a taxi at the door, and Qian Yang hurriedly stepped forward to follow him. In fact, I already guessed where Jing Chen would go, but when I got there, my heart was still suffocating with pain. Seeing Jing Chen enter a ward in the inpatient department, Qian Yang leaned outside that ward, quietly. Listen quietly.

"Actually, you don't have to come here every day. This matter has nothing to do with you, and you don't need to be responsible." A pleasant voice came from inside, and it should be the girl named Luo Yanan on the B-ultrasound list.

"I was also at fault for this matter, and I should be responsible." There was a sudden silence in the ward for a long time.

"Heh~" Qian Yang sneered after hearing this conversation.

Suddenly someone opened the door and came out. After seeing the people outside, Jing Chen looked inside the ward and then at Qian Yang, and said in a panic, "Qian Yang, why are you here?"

Qian Yang was silent.

"You follow me?"

Qian Yang sneered again, looked up at the person opposite, felt disappointed, and left the hospital.

Jing Chen didn't catch up, and couldn't even wait for an explanation, maybe because he knew it a long time ago, so when he saw it with his own eyes, it wasn't as unacceptable as he imagined.

Because of the severe insomnia these days, and the fact that the fever has not fully recovered these days, Qian Yang, who was not far from the hospital, still couldn't hold back and fainted on the side of the road. After waking up, he looked at the white walls around him and turned sideways. He clenched the quilt tightly with his hands and choked silently. The person lying on the bed felt that the person on the bed moved, so he raised his head and touched Qian Yang's hand. Qian Yang didn't look back, "Lu Lin, I'm fine." .”

"Uncle and aunt will come back tomorrow. They asked me to come and see you first." The person Qian Yang called Lu Lin grew up with Qian Yang. The two of them broke off contact, and the sudden appearance this time was also due to the entrustment of Qian Yang's parents.

"I thought you didn't want to see me anymore!"

"Aren't you the one who cut off contact from the beginning?" Lu Lin didn't want to bring up these old things, but he still couldn't hold back his rebuttal when he heard Qian Yang's words.

Qian Yang finally turned around, "Lu Lin, I'm so tired."

Lu Lin raised his hand and touched Qian Yang's hair, "The dark circles under my eyes are so heavy, is it a relapse of an old disease?"

"It's so uncomfortable here." Qian Yang raised his hand and patted his heart, tears slowly falling down.

Lu Lin said distressedly: "Let's talk when you want to talk. The most important thing for you now is to have a good rest. Don't think about anything else."

"En." Qian Yang replied and closed his eyes to rest.

While Qian Yang was asleep, Lu Lin went to X to help Qian Yang pack the changed clothes. When he opened the bedside drawer and saw the bottle of medicine, he asked Yan Hao who was standing beside him, "Since the beginning of school, has he had any medicines?" Have you ever taken this bottle of medicine?"

"I don't think I've seen him eat it before." Yan Hao said after thinking for a while, as if he suddenly remembered something, and then said: "But I saw him eat it occasionally during this period, and asked him what it was. He said that he was under pressure from studying recently. Too much lutein to protect the eyes."

Lu Lin paused, and couldn't help asking, "Did he fall in love at school?"

"We talked about one!"

"Okay, thank you, Qian Yang has been hospitalized recently, can I ask my classmates to ask for leave for him?"

"Is he in the hospital? He lied to me that he asked for a few days off because of something at home." Yan Hao said.

"Well, sorry to bother you!"

Yan Hao turned around and went to the bed to pack his things, then changed his shoes again, "I'll go to the hospital with you!"

When he arrived at the hospital, Jing Chen happened to meet Yan Hao and Lu Lin. He hadn't seen Qian Yang at school these days, and asked many people, but they said they didn't know. Suddenly, Yan Hao and a strange boy appeared at the hospital. Here, it must be related to Qian Yang.

"What have you been looking at?" Qin Yi saw that Jing Chen suddenly stopped and looked towards the gate of the inpatient department.

Jing Chen didn't answer and raised his heels up. When he arrived at the door of a ward, he saw Qian Yang weeping softly on the shoulder of the boy he met at the door from the small glass of the door. The boy raised his hand and patted Qian Yang gently back.

Just as Jing Chen was about to raise his hand to push the door in, he was stopped by Qin Yi next to him, who dragged him out of the hospital.

"What I mean is that if you don't like him, just forget it, and don't torture anyone." Qin Yi turned a blind eye to him before. How did Qian Yang treat Jing Chen, and what did Jing Chen treat Qian Yang? You can see it all.

"Understood, let's go."

In fact, seeing the scene in the ward, Jing Chen was so heartbroken that he was about to die, but he also knew that Qian Yang probably wouldn't forgive himself, and with what he had done during this period, what qualifications did he have to open the door and go in Ask Qian Yang what is the relationship with that boy, so be it.

The people in the ward didn't know what happened outside. When Yan Hao came back from fetching water from the hot water room, he saw that Qian Yang had fallen asleep, his eyes were swollen, and the dark circles under his eyes were so serious. He sighed and said: " What kind of medicine is that bottle of medicine by Qian Yang's bedside?"

"It's to relieve depression. Don't look at this little fool who is alive and kicking every day. In fact, his heart is very bitter. He didn't live well before." Lu Lin gave a wry smile, and raised his hand to tuck the corner of the quilt for Qian Yang.

Yan Hao looked at Lu Lin in surprise, "I always thought... thought..."

"Just pretend you don't know, he doesn't want others to know." Lu Lin stood up and said to Yan Hao: "He has often suffered from insomnia at night recently, and he managed to fall asleep after taking medicine now, and he didn't wake up so quickly. Go back to school and see him another day."

"Okay, call me if you need any help!" Yan Hao glanced at the person on the hospital bed, turned and left the ward.

Looking at Qian Yang's face, Lu Lin wondered what happened to the person he spoiled desperately before that caused the relapse of the old disease, and even fell asleep so restlessly, Lu Lin reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of Qian Yang's eyes.

Xiaoqian, in fact, I am still waiting for you.

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I wrote it in a hurry, the writing style is terrible, and I will revise it later.There are a lot of misunderstandings between two people. If one doesn’t ask and the other doesn’t tell, they will feel tired and disappointed after a long time. (The attack has not started to be scumbag, and it will be scumbag later, so that you are afraid of scumbag.)