Bloody and seductive: Notes of a Vampire

7. Wait

Xia Chen began to follow Yeluo on missions. I hope he will be more familiar with the operation of Mucheng, and he will not be disturbed by his fragile emotions.It is only a matter of time before Rui and Earl get back together. Whoever is an outsider will wake up sooner or later.

Cecilia's spell on the night of the assassination somehow had an effect, and a short time later, I fell into a deep sleep again.

Many things happened during the slumber.

When I woke up, Yeluo told me that because Xia Chen was threatened by Tang Dun, they went to the human world and destroyed Tang Dun’s special magic training class. After returning, Xia Chen seemed to have figured out the relationship with Ruiyi. Before that, he had volunteered to go to Candil City. After reading the letter Xia Chen left, Ruiyi also left Mucheng with Jamie.

These news made me raise the corners of my mouth.Xia Chen finally overcomes himself and makes a choice. For him, it will be a difficult but brand new beginning.He deserves to be rewarded.

That night, I went to see him, who lives on the outskirts of Candil.I gave him a long sword from the secret realm, invited him to take a walk on the grassland full of moonlight in the human world, and listened to him talk a lot about the old world.Xia Chen's mental state is good, but she still lacks confidence in front of me.He is still in conflict in his heart. On the one hand, he wants to get close to me, but on the other hand, he subconsciously avoids me.Happily, he started trying to open up to me.

I only kissed his forehead when we parted, although I saw his full of anticipation.

I need him to really figure out who he is, whether he's looking for a lover to fill the void left by Rae, or something else.

I went to see him again at night two days later.The strong fluctuations in his heart reminded me that he had just experienced a major blow.

In the sleeping coffin, Xia Chen curled up and fell asleep, the corners of her mouth were tightly pursed, and her handsome face was full of exhaustion that did not match her age.I lay down beside him and took him into my arms.

He woke up but didn't open his eyes.Moving his body, he murmured, "I'm dreaming, you're not here, are you?"

"You hope it's a dream, it's a dream." I satisfied his self-deception.

He seemed relieved, buried his head on my chest for a while, and began to whisper to me what he had experienced, and asked me why he couldn't give a human first hug.

I answered in a deep voice, and at the same time told him that everyone has their own destiny, which cannot be changed by him.

He then asked me, "What about you? Do you have weaknesses too?"

After getting my affirmative answer, he suddenly burst out childishly: "You disappear, disappear! I said that I want to become stronger for you to see, even if it is a dream, I don't want you to see me so useless, Look downcast!"

I held back my smile: "...then I'm really leaving?"

"Ah."

In less than half a second, his arms wrapped around my waist: "...No, don't go. Since it's just a dream, if you want to laugh, I can laugh as much as you want, as long as you can stay with me for a while."

At this moment, I really felt his loneliness, the loneliness that went deep into the bone marrow.Without saying anything, I kissed his forehead and hugged him quietly again.

Time passed bit by bit.

"...Peventis, I miss you." He suddenly whispered.

"How much do you think?"

"...I really want...I really want to..." His voice was barely audible, but it made my chest throb.

Lifting his jaw, I kissed his alluring lips lightly, and left before he could respond.

"Do you hate me? Or, your patience has been worn out by me?" He was full of grievances for my rejection.

"...Although I have enough patience with you, it is not indefinite. Xiaochen, as you said, the so-called destiny is not enough to carry the weight of eternal life together. Therefore, I want you to truly recognize your Heart, whether it is an impulse generated by a moment of hotheadedness and unwillingness to be lonely, or a choice after careful consideration. Don't make a decision hastily."

After listening to my explanation, he buried his head deeply in my chest again and remained silent.

Xiaochen, when will you not run away from me?

I want you to face up to your love for me, and I want you to stand before me with confidence.

I can't wait any longer, I want you to truly belong to me and become mine.

Don't make me wait too long.

……

8. ​​Confession

A few days later, I learned that because of the transaction, Xia Chen and Da Wen would return to Mucheng together, and I made a decision.If Xiaochen still can't grasp the direction of his heart, let me give him a push.The surging ground fire has long been burning in his heart, perhaps, what he lacks is just a fuse.

I met them in the drawing room.From Xia Chen followed Da Wen into the living room until he left, although his expectant eyes followed me persistently, I never glanced at him from the beginning to the end.

"Wang, Xia Chen is very depressed." After the meeting, Yeluo reported to me, with concern hidden in his beautiful eyes, "But he has agreed to attend your birthday party."

"Very good. Don't worry, this is just the beginning." I lightly raised the corner of my mouth.Give Xiaochen some negative stimulation, that's what I want.

During the dinner on the second day, after I entered the venue, I greeted the audience with my eyes. He stood in the crowd and stared at me in a silver-gray suit shining brightly. He looked cute and charming, but I still turned a blind eye to him.I want to test his bottom line and see how long he can endure my indifference.

When all the ethnic groups presented me with gifts, Xiaochen hid in the corner and looked at me from afar, with a lonely expression.Even though I was surrounded by many people, I could still feel that he was out of place in the joyful atmosphere.From time to time, he subconsciously put his left hand in his pocket and stayed there for a long time. Is there anything special in it?

The gifts given by the nobles are the same every year, and Yeluo is always the one who puts the most effort into it.This year he gave me another surprise. He sent the last black ice dragon egg at the end of the world, which is of great significance to the fate of me and the blood race.

"Wang, I once said that I must get it for you, and I did." Yeluo smiled with a calm tone.

Staring at those star eyes, I kissed him deeply in front of all the nobles.This is what Ye deserves, the highest honor bestowed by the king on his subordinates, and it also declares to everyone that no one can replace his position in the blood alliance.Even though he is no longer a lover, the Bloody Duke is still the king's most loyal confidant and the controller of the actual operation of Mucheng.

Then I found out that Xiaochen sadly left the banquet hall.This move, which was not in my plan, has hit his sore spot hard.

As I entered the back garden, I heard an imperceptible whimper.

Xiaochen was sitting alone in the shadow deep in the flower corridor, with her hands on her knees and her shoulders shrugging slightly.

After a while, he leaned his head on the stone pillar again, closed his eyes, and wept silently.

My chest suddenly hurt badly, but I still stood in front of him with an indifferent attitude: "Did I say that it's ugly to see blood and tears all over your face?"

He opened his eyes and looked at me, stunned for a moment: "Pervin... Tees?... Why are you here? Is the banquet over?"

I just asked back: "Why did you sneak out alone?"

"...There are too many people inside and it's boring. I just came out to get some air." He lowered his head, subconsciously fiddled with the black thing in his hand.

"What is this?" I snatched the thing into my hands. After seeing it clearly, I suppressed my smile and frowned on purpose. "Is it me? Why is it so ugly?"

"No! That's what I was playing with because I was bored, so give it back to me!"

He was in a hurry to get it back, but I had already put the wooden dummy into my pocket: "Although it hurt my glorious image, I still accepted it. It should be the first gift you gave me."

His expression was embarrassing and angry, but he finally gave up and remained silent in frustration.

"Xiaochen, why did you cry just now?" I sat beside him and wiped away the tears for him, "Is it because you dare not give me the gift in person?"

"certainly not!"

He tried to avoid me in a panic, but I pinched his jaw and continued to ask: "Then why?"

He erupted suddenly, and scorching flames shot out from his green eyes.

"That's because, I hate you, Peventis! I hate you for using your so-called destiny to bind me. I hate you for disturbing my heart but pretending to turn a blind eye. I hate you for talking to your old lover in front of me. Dear, I hate myself even more, I hate that I have fallen hopelessly in love with you!"

After yelling, he looked at me almost exhausted, his body still trembling slightly from excitement.

I laughed, it's been a long time since I laughed so sincerely: "I've been waiting for your words for a long time, Xiaochen."

"...So, it's too late, isn't it?" He choked up and wanted to wipe away the tears that welled up from the corners of his eyes again, but I stopped him.

"I should have said that I have enough patience with you." I gently sucked away the blood and tears on his cheeks with my lips, "This is the best gift I received today."

"Then why do you ignore me and treat me like air?"

"Hehe... If you don't do this, how can you prompt you to understand your heart as soon as possible?"

"So, you did it on purpose!" He opened his eyes suddenly, and yelled through gritted teeth, "I hate you, Peventis!"

"The concentration of hate and love is basically equal." I smiled more comfortably.

He threw his fist at me, with good speed and strength, but it was a pity that his opponent was me.

He was held in my arms and he couldn't move, and the cursing sound gradually disappeared, and there was a sudden stabbing pain in my chest.

He bit me mercilessly.For thousands of years, he was the first creature that dared to bite me.

Quietly hugging him and allowing him to suck blood, I experienced the intertwining of happiness and pain that I had never experienced before.Just like his love and hatred for me, it is unforgettable.

Xiaochen, you belong to me, a unique existence.