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Lin Jing returned to the room, sat on the bed, and thought for a long time alone. The answer should be very clear, but she was very entangled in her heart, and her thoughts were so chaotic that she couldn't sort out her thoughts at all.Sometimes when I think about it, I get off topic, and I don't even understand why I think so far.Slowly, the brain seemed to give up resistance, and directly lost the function of thinking, so she just sat there alone.

The sky gradually lost its light, and finally even the street lights lost their function, and the whole room fell into real darkness. With this darkness, Lin Jingyin disappeared her own traces and let herself completely sink into the darkness. This made her feel calm.

When the whole person calmed down completely, Lin Jing finally had the ability to think, but she still struggled with one problem, she couldn't let Song Mingxuan go, and couldn't forgive her.Originally, she thought that Song Mingxuan could persevere a little longer. As time went by, things would naturally turn around, and then maybe she would not be allowed to choose.

But unexpectedly, Song Mingxuan was not as firm as he imagined, or he really went too far during this time, so Song Mingxuan gave up directly.Now, the right to choose has fallen into his own hands.

give up?Don't give up?

Lin Jing thought hard all night and still had no answer.

Time will not stop waiting for Lin Jing to make a choice, and her entanglement has not been relieved in any way. By the time she regains consciousness, half a month has passed.Lin Jing seems to have gotten used to the days without Song Mingxuan, or maybe she still has nostalgia for Song Mingxuan.In any case, during these two weeks, Song Mingxuan disappeared from her life, but did not disappear from the depths of her heart.Lin Jing became more silent, and more easily distracted. She couldn't even hold on to her daily walks. She looked like an old man in the twilight, like a weathered mummy, completely devoid of vitality.

Seeing Xu Bin felt distressed, Hao Lan stopped him several times when he wanted to say something, until Hao Lan couldn't bear Lin Jing's indifference, Hao Lan said, "You don't have time."

This made Lin Jing wake up from her sinking. That night, she struggled with her mobile phone for a long time, and she didn't make the call until the sun rose again.Lin Jing mocked herself and waited for the call to be connected. The ridiculous thing was that in order to forget Song Mingxuan, Lin Jing had already deleted Song Mingxuan's phone number from the phone, but in the end she didn't delete the string of numbers from her mind.

"I thought you wouldn't call." After the call was connected, Song Mingxuan's deep voice came out. Even if she didn't really see herself, Lin Jing could hear her holding back her tears.

At this moment, Lin Jing clearly felt the heart-wrenching feeling. She smiled bitterly. Sure enough, no matter how her reason resisted, her heart still missed her uncontrollably. What was she resisting?Is it Song Mingxuan?Or yourself?

"You, how are you doing recently?" Lin Jing felt that she had lost the ability to speak. She clearly wanted to ask something else, but found that she didn't know what to say, so she had to turn it into a dry greeting.

"I'm not good, I'm not good. Lin Jing, Lin Jing, what should I do? What should I do?" Song Mingxuan still cried aloud. Through the phone, she could no longer hide her sadness , one's own weakness, one's own pain, one's own helplessness.She has no way to use her clumsy acting skills to ease the relationship between the two. The phone call made the two people who couldn't face each other become real.

"I don't know, I don't know what you should do, because I don't even know what I should do." Listening to Song Mingxuan's cry, Lin Jing felt distressed, but also felt the helplessness and weakness in her heart. Also tired, very tired, but she still couldn't let go.

"Mingxuan, I don't know what to do, I still can't forgive you, everything you have done is like a sharp knife in my heart, □□, I will die, no □□, I will die forever I feel the pain it brings me. But I have no way to give up on you, and I don't know what to do, and I don't know what is right." Lin Jing's voice was weak and pale, and the tone revealed Despair goes deep into the soul like Song Mingxuan.Her tears were silent, and her pain was unforgettable.

On the other end of the phone, Song Mingxuan burst into tears. She had to cover her mouth and nose to reduce her crying. She couldn't express her regret, everything was her own fault.

Lin Jing listened to Song Mingxuan's cry, even though she tried her best to cover it up, finally, Lin Jing took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"Mingxuan, can we continue to be bed partners? But this time, I won't intentionally hurt you, and you don't need to try my best to cater to me. We just communicate normally, with some intimacy. Until one day, you I no longer feel guilty for me, and I no longer feel entangled with you. When both of our injuries are healed, let's do it again, normal love, okay?" This is what Lin Jing came up with The best way is that both parties take a step back, both parties give themselves a little space, let the wound heal itself, and then start over.

Song Mingxuan smiled, with tears on her face, and she laughed so heartily, she couldn't remember how long it had been since she laughed like this, and what followed immediately was a kind of relief, she no longer had that kind of being pinched by others Suffocation in the neck.

"Okay, then we're still bed partners, wait for me to come back."

"it is good."

The two ended the call, but both of them relaxed a lot. The pain still exists, and both of them are unwilling to let go. So, while they are disconnected, they are careful to heal their wounds, and give each of them a chance to avoid regrets in their lives.

Hao Lan received a call from Song Mingxuan, and after hearing the results of the two, she also smiled happily. Although it was not perfect, it might be the most suitable method.

"Mingxuan, since you have no problems, you can concentrate on dealing with business matters, finish the work early, and come back early. You don't know, Lin Jing lost her soul during the few days you were away."

"Understood, thank you again, Hao Lan, without you, we might really miss each other. Now, I feel that I am very motivated, and I will finish these things right away and come back right away, you help me see Focus on Lin Jing, don't let her lose weight."

Hao Lan rolled her eyes, Hao Lan expressed that she was a little uncomfortable with Song Mingxuan like this.

"You'd better take care of yourself. First of all, people who are too thin are very uncomfortable to hold."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Bin looked at Hao Lan with wet eyes while poking his mouth up like an angry puppy.Hao Lan was taken aback by Xu Bin's appearance, her face was almost in front of her

"what?"

"Why did you help Song Mingxuan?" Xu Binchao was depressed, he tried his best to separate Lin Jing and Song Mingxuan, just to protect Lin Jing.Her lover is desperately doing things opposite to her, which makes her not depressed.

Hao Lan took Xu Bin's hand and said patiently: "Xu Bin, this is their business, and they should make their own decisions. It's just like our business, and it's up to us to make the final decision." The choice is the same. As friends, we can support them, but we cannot help them make choices. I know you care about Lin Jing, but I am their friend. Although Song Mingxuan and I have known each other for a long time, for Lin Jing I I am also using my own method to defend her. Song Mingxuan made mistakes, but she is also correcting them. Therefore, if you don’t forgive Song Mingxuan, Lin Jing must make her own choice, not you to help Lin Jing choose.”

After hearing Hao Lan's words, although Xu Bin was dissatisfied, he had to admit that Hao Lan was right. If he cared, he would be confused, and Hao Lan did the right thing.