Leisurely with the wind

After dealing with the drunk Chu Suifeng, He Zhengqing sighed and returned to Lin Keren's small villa.

"I'm convinced of these two people. What's the point of their making such a fuss? They obviously love each other deeply, but they always deliberately stay away from each other step by step. I can't understand it. Is self-abuse still popular these days?"

Lin Keren smiled wryly and pulled He Zhengqing to sit beside her, then leaned on her shoulder and said helplessly: "We were not the same before, but at that time we didn't see our hearts very clearly, but many times As long as we talk about it and open our hearts to each other, then it is not difficult to accept each other, but these two people always think that doing this is for the other's good, and then make decisions for each other without authorization. In the end, the two suffer together, and we are on the sidelines I can see it anxiously, but there is nothing I can do. By the way, how is Chu Suifeng?"

He Zhengqing shook his head, "What else can I do, just like that, I was drunk just now, don't worry, I have experienced it once, I have experience, it's not me, just because of Chu Suifeng's drinking capacity, he fell unconscious after a couple of drinks It’s really not easy to drink out stomach bleeding.” He Zhengqing smiled bitterly thinking of Chu Suifeng’s drinking capacity, he didn’t know what to say, and thanks to her drinking capacity, which he couldn’t practice no matter how much he drank, he was able to let himself So rest assured that the other party will never drink stomach bleeding or alcohol poisoning, which virtually reduces a lot of trouble.

"By the way, what happened to Xu Youran?"

Lin Keren sighed, "What else can I do? I'm crying. I'm so mentally weak. I'm worried about her health. The injury is still not healed. When I just woke up two days ago, I desperately wanted me to help her. Looking for a ring, when there was a car accident, I managed to find it in such a chaotic situation, and the police took it back with me as evidence, because it was not something important, and later I brought it back with bags and other things Yes. When I gave the ring to her today, she still put it on her heart as a treasure, and cried again. I persuaded everything that should be persuaded. This child is stuck in a corner and can't get out. "

The two looked at each other and sighed at the same time. Why are there so many bad things?

Time seems to really alleviate the pain. Although Xu Youran's expression is depressed, at least she won't wash her face with tears, and her injuries are getting better and better under Lin Keren's careful care.

Lin Keren was worried that no one would take care of Xu Youran after she returned to the villa, so she simply hired a doctor and nurse to take care of Xu Youran 24 hours a day, and decided to stay in the hospital for a few months until her body recovered completely before being discharged. Anyway, they can afford that little money.

Xu Youran also cares about all of these, or she doesn't care about anything now, lying on the bed every day, staring out the window in a daze, not feeling bored, and honestly cooperating with the treatment, that obedient and quiet appearance makes Lin Keren more uneasy, It felt worse than when she was treated for depression abroad. If Xu Youran hadn't done anything to hurt herself, Lin Keren would have wanted to bring her back for treatment abroad.

He Zhengqing would learn about Xu Youran's situation with Lin Keren every day, and would also confide in Lin Keren's curious inquiry about Chu Suifeng's situation, and then he would comfort Lin Keren. But don't make a fuss over a molehill.

Chu Suifeng is also half-dead these days, and even asked He Zhengqing to help her quit her job. He Zhengqing has not done so yet, but just asked Chu Suifeng for a long vacation. She plans to have a good talk with Chu Suifeng face to face .

When he saw Chu Suifeng, He Zhengqing was very surprised. Compared with the last time, Chu Suifeng only spent more than half a month to get rid of alcoholism this time. The room was clean and there was no smell of alcohol. , Chu Suifeng is also clean, except for his unsightly complexion, he is not much better than his previous alcoholism.

"Suifeng, what's going on? Why do you want to resign suddenly? I invited you to take a long vacation. You can go to work after you clear up your mood. It's my uncle's factory there, and he still treats me very well." He Zhengqing She spoke cautiously, she didn't know what Chu Suifeng's state of mind was like now, and she was afraid that what she said would accidentally irritate her.

Chu Suifeng smiled bitterly, and then let He Zhengqing sit down, "Thank you, Zhengqing, you have helped me a lot for so long, really, really thank you, but I don't want to go on like this I've thought about it, I want to leave completely, leave Xu Youran, leave this city. I still have a lot of money in my hand, I want to live in another city, maybe just live my life in such an ordinary way, I think To find peace of mind."

He Zhengqing frowned, looked at Chu Suifeng and said, "Go alone to a city that no one knows, in case something happens, who will take care of you? Suifeng, if you really want to leave, then Yes, I know a lot of people. In different cities, I will re-introduce you to a job. You can go there when the time comes. There are many ways to leave Xu Youran. The most difficult thing is to let your heart go. I will help you if you escape, but the only one who can really help you is yourself."

Hearing what He Zhengqing said, Chu Suifeng smiled gratifiedly. She found that it turns out that having a real friend feels so good, and being cared by someone is so moving, even if her heart has been frozen, in At this moment, Chu Suifeng could feel the warmth from He Zhengqing.

"Thank you, thank you very much, Zhengqing, without you, my life must be even more confused. Is this okay? I want to go out and relax. I just go out and play anywhere. When I have enough fun, I will come to find you again. You, then you help me find a job in another city, okay?"

He Zhengqing smiled. She felt that Chu Suifeng really wanted to come out. Since she was willing to relax, it was a good thing, much better than locking herself in the room and drinking.

"No problem! Let me tell you, I have contacts all over the world, even abroad. As long as you figure it out and want to go out to work, I will help you find it, anywhere!" This sentence is a bit bragging, but her father The former comrades-in-arms are indeed scattered all over the world. It is not to say that there are friends at every point, but the scope of the branch is indeed quite wide.

"Okay, then we'll make a deal." Chu Suifeng smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled. Although there was still unresolved sadness between her brows, she was indeed trying to move towards a new life. She was a weed, no matter what No matter what kind of wind and rain she is subjected to, no matter what kind of poverty she is in, she will try her best to live on, because her life is so difficult to come by, how can she give up so easily.

"Are you planning to leave at the end of your life?" He Zhengqing looked at Chu Suifeng with some concern. She was really afraid that Chu Suifeng would leave without saying goodbye, treat all the previous words as a white lie, and then disappear when she didn't care.

Chu Suifeng seemed to be able to understand He Zhengqing's worries, she smiled and said: "I'll change the phone number first, and then make some preparations, look at my body, it's not like traveling around, let's take a rest for a month, Then I will start again, just to ask you to say hello, I will go to the factory to resign, and I will bring back the salute by the way, when I go out to play, I may put some things with you."

When He Zhengqing heard this, he was completely relieved. With such thorough thinking, it seemed that Chu Suifeng really planned to let go, and he didn't need to worry about Chu Suifeng leaving without saying goodbye.

"No problem, I will put away all your things when the time comes, and you can come and get them at any time, but you must give me your phone number, and you must report to me every time you go, and you have to call every day to report Safety."

Chu Suifeng nodded with a smile, enjoying He Zhengqing's concern.

After talking about her own affairs, Chu Suifeng hesitated to speak. She really wanted to know Xu Youran's recent situation, but she didn't want to really ask. Now that she had decided to leave, she didn't want to be so disconnected.

But she was very worried about Xu Youran's physical condition in her heart, and it became difficult to speak for a while.

Seeing Chu Suifeng's appearance, He Zhengqing knew what she wanted to ask, and felt very helpless, but he also understood that it was impossible to just stop this kind of thing, and it could be done immediately.

So, He Zhengqing pretended to be nonchalant and said: "Hey, Xu Youran's health has improved a lot recently, but there should be some time before she is discharged from the hospital, but I plan to wait until she is fully recovered before being discharged from the hospital. I hope she can be discharged sooner." After being discharged from the hospital, I helped her take care of Xiao Heipi these days. That little guy was not friendly to us at all, his tits were fierce, and for such a small person, he yelled quite loudly, sometimes it made me angry I want to eat dog meat hot pot."

Hearing what He Zhengqing said, Chu Suifeng couldn't help laughing out loud. She was very lucky to have such a considerate friend.

"Xiao Haipi is still a child, can you stop worrying about it? It's just not familiar with you yet, and it won't be like this in the future."

He Zhengqing said with a smile: "That little guy relies on me to serve him all day long. If he starves him for a whole day, he will know how to change his attitude towards me."

The two of them laughed and chatted about little things around Xiao Haipi, occasionally interspersed with a few words about Xu Youran's situation, and finally let Chu Suifeng understand Xu Youran's recent situation without being too embarrassing, and finally got to know one of Chu Suifeng's mind.

That night, Lin Keren felt sorry for Chu Suifeng's decision, but he also agreed with him and said, "That's fine. Back then, I forced You Ran to go out to relax. Changing a place can really change my mood. But Zhengqing, let me ask you, if something happens to Xu Youran, will you tell me Chu Suifeng's phone number?"

He Zhengqing froze for a moment, looked at Lin Keren in surprise, and then said seriously: "I won't, but I will tell Chu Suifeng and let her make her own choice. Then, you will Get mad and leave me?"

Lin Keren smiled wryly, and said, "I don't know. To be honest, I started to regret it. I regretted paying such a high price to learn of the existence of Chu Suifeng. The existence of the law does have its meaning. I once I am very sure that I will not hurt Chu Suifeng because of Xu Youran, but after Youran made me think carefully, I suddenly found that the answer is full of uncertainty. Xu Youran is really important to me, she It's my younger sister, who is also the child of my benefactor. You don't know, at that time, what their family's acceptance meant to me, I am really very grateful to them, and taking care of Xu Youran is almost my The only way to repay them. If Youran is really in urgent need of treatment, I really can't guarantee that I can really abide by my duty and watch Xu Youran die? I have been asking myself this question every day these days, and The answer is getting more and more confused, and now, I really don't know what choice I will make."

Seeing Lin Keren's distressed look, He Zhengqing held Lin Keren in his arms with some distress, "Don't worry, don't worry, when that time comes, you still have me."

Lin Keren huddled weakly in He Zhengqing's arms, and said pitifully: "Zhengqing, if this really happens, if I really lose my mind because of this, you must guide me and help me Get back to myself, and then definitely don't leave me!"

He Zhengqing hugged Lin Keren tightly, kissed the other person's forehead, and said softly: "I promise, I promise you, I'm here, don't worry."

This night, the two embraced each other and slept, as if they were unwilling to let go for a long time to confirm the existence of the other party. Their lives became complete because of their embrace, but the uncertainty of the future made the future confusing and unknown , but isn't life like this?Always on the way to explore the future, life will not stop, the pace will not stop moving forward.

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I've been very busy recently, and the update won't be very timely. You can bookmark it first, and then read it slowly. The draft has been finished, and it's almost finished. Try to finish it before the end of August.