Ladies, look at me!

The door was not closed, Lin Jinyan stood at the door of Shisi's room, the light was off, thinking that Shisi should be asleep.

Walking in lightly, pressing the light switch, Shi Si was exposed to the light.

Shi Si lay reclining with her back to Lin Jinyan, the quilt only covered her abdomen, her hands were outside the quilt, her eyes were tightly closed, she didn't know if she was really sleeping or pretending to be asleep.

Lin Jinyan lifted the quilt up to cover her chest, let Shi Si lie down, saw the tear stains on Shi Si's face, and couldn't help wiping away the remaining tears on Shi Si's face.

Whether it's a boy or a girl, why do you like me?There are so many people who can make you like, there must be someone better than me, look now, you who like me have become so painful.

Shi Si slowly opened his eyes, staring at Lin Jinyan with his hand resting on his face, stretched out his right hand to cover Lin Jinyan's hand, it was very warm, and Shi Si grasped it tightly.

"Don't be angry, please forgive me, I just slammed the door and left in a moment of anger."

"Shi Si, I'm not angry." Lin Jinyan stated a fact.

Shi Si thought that Lin Jinyan didn't really forgive herself, and didn't believe her apology, so she raised her right hand to hit herself to show her sincerity.

Lin Jinyan stretched out his hand to stop him from holding it, "Don't do this, you are already stupid enough, and you will be even more stupid if you don't hit me."

Shi Si took advantage of the situation and half stood up to hug Lin Jinyan, wrapping his arms around Lin Jinyan's waist.

"Okay, lie down and sleep, do you still want to get an injection?" Lin Jinyan threatened her by patting Shi Si's back lightly, fearing that she would catch the cold again and make her condition worse.

Shi Si immediately let go, lay down and covered her tightly, "You have to forgive me, just stay and sleep together, I'm afraid alone."

Lin Jin said that she had no choice but to lie down and sleep beside Shi Si.

"Lin Jinyan, tell me about your childhood, I really want to hear it." Shi Sisi saved the chance to get to know Lin Jinyan.

Lin Jinyan turned her head and glanced at her, then turned back, "Okay, if you want to listen to me, I'll tell you. Actually, there's nothing to say. You should ask. I'll tell you what you want to know."

"How did you meet the boss?"

When Si asked this question at that time, Lin Jinyan began to think back, thinking of He Yu's past, he couldn't help laughing, with a happy face, "Once, I learned to dance, because I was young and didn't like it, so I ran away to I didn’t go to class in the garden, but I accidentally fell down and sprained my ankle. I happened to meet Yu who was a guest at my house. He didn’t say anything. He took the initiative to pull me up and carried me back. He, I remember being expressionless at that time of."

Shi Si stared at Lin Jinyan, he was so happy when he mentioned Ouyang Yu, whenever he mentioned himself, Lin Jinyan could be so happy too.

"Lin Jinyan, do you really not like me at all? I'm not talking about friends." Shi Si couldn't help but say it again.

Lin Jinyan closed his eyes, "We are only in our teens and not yet adults. The liking at this time is nothing but a moment of confusion. When we part in the future, you will gradually forget me. You may meet better, and like not love...”

Like, love?Shi Si didn't understand, the two wanted to be together for a lifetime, wouldn't it be enough to have each other in their hearts, why should the relationship be divided into layers?

Lin Jinyan continued, "Shi Si, as soon as I graduate from high school, I want to get engaged to Ouyang Yu and go abroad, and I will get married later. I have a child, so I can't be with you. Shi Si, you...give up Come on, forget about this absurd liking!"

When Lin Jinyan told Shi Si to forget her love for her, she was unexpectedly reluctant, even though she was reluctant, she still wanted to say it, and she wanted to completely break this relationship.

"I don't want to, Lin Jinyan, I really don't want to forget, and I can't." Shi Si curled up with his back to Lin Jinyan.

Lin Jinyan, you really hurt people's hearts, you said it so easily, you made me forget, so why can't you forget Ouyang Yu?Why do you want me to fulfill you?Why?

I understand, because I don't deserve it...

"Shi Si, don't you want my answer? Well, I can tell you right now, I will not accept your liking, never will, and the chance I gave you is over, the pursuit game is over, your I like it, it's a burden for me!" Lin Jinyan clenched his hands tightly, sighed softly, and finally said it, in this way, that fool should be very sad, Lin Jinyan didn't open his eyes. Opening her eyes, she didn't dare to look at Shi Si who would hate herself, she was waiting for Shi Si's response.

"Burden? It turns out that my liking is just like this. Well, I understand. I won't pester you anymore. I wish you happiness!"

Shi Si sat up slowly, lowered his head and approached Lin Jinyan, looking at Lin Jinyan with his eyes closed, it's great, but you won't belong to me.Shi Si kissed Lin Jinyan lightly on the cheek.

Lin Jinyan, I will never express this liking again, and I will not make it difficult for you anymore. This kiss will be the end of your absurd liking.

Lin Jinyan opened his eyes, looked at Shi Si who was close to him, and met Shi Si's eyes.

Shi Si pulled the corners of her mouth upwards and smiled, but she betrayed her with a look uglier than crying, "Don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else, just say goodbye to my first love." Lin Jinyan, you know, you Not only my first love, but also the only one I love in my life, no, the only one I love, I will never fall in love with anyone in the future, just let me watch you silently, your lover, I can’t be Now, be a knight.

Tears dripped down Lin Jinyan's face, one drop or two, unable to stop.

Lin Jinyan reached out to touch the tears from the corners of Shi Si's eyes, "Don't cry, it's ugly, no one will want you in the future."

Shi Si couldn't bear it anymore, lay on Lin Jinyan's body, and burst into tears, tears soaked Lin Jinyan's pajamas, and Lin Jinyan felt the wetness.

Seeing Shi Si like this, Lin Jinyan couldn't bear it, wondering if she was too heartless, and regretted that she hurt a person who really liked her, but she couldn't take back those words, so be it, Shi Si Si Si may forget herself in the future, but she may remember this silly Shi Si, that special and unknown feeling.

"Shi Si, will we be friends in the future?" When Lin Jinyan asked this sentence, she felt a little ridiculous.

Shi Si got up, knelt down on the bed, wiped away her tears with her hands, and smiled all over her face, "Of course." As long as you are happy.

"Thank you." Shi Si, thank you for accepting this ridiculous request.

Lin Jinyan, I should be the one who said thank you. If I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t have experienced that unforgettable love. From now on, we’ll just be friends. In fact, we haven’t had any other relationships until now. It's all just wishful thinking on my part.

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