Ladies, look at me!

What does it mean?

Shi Si didn't understand, what's the point of sending such a text message?

If in the past, Lin Jinyan sent such a text message to care about her, Shi Si might have gone crazy on the spot. Now, when he receives such a text message again, apart from the sliver of relief that Si Si didn't want to admit at that time, the rest only feels ridicule. Laughing at myself will be shaken by these two short sentences of Lin Jinyan.

You made it clear before, why did you send such a message that would misunderstand her?Do you know, this will only make her more reluctant, since they all rejected so thoroughly, don't give her hope anymore.

Shi Si completely extinguished the only flame of hope in her heart, she really had no right to try again.

Lin Jinyan, goodbye.

This time it's really a complete goodbye, she won't come back, and won't disturb Lin Jinyan's life anymore.

Do you want to delete all text messages?

After pressing a button, the mobile phone screen displays this content.

Shi Si closed her eyes without any further hesitation, and pressed the delete button to delete all the messages, which of course included the text messages between her and Lin Jinyan from the first time to the present.

The sound of the keys became extremely harsh.

Looking at the blank text message on the screen, Shi Si seemed to be a little more relaxed, as if he had really completely deleted every bit of Lin Jinyan and himself.

Shi Si put the phone on the bedside and lay on the bed, silently in a daze.

The white outside the window gradually turned into black, and there was almost no major change in the room, except that Shi Si felt his stomach was flat and gurgled from time to time.

Shi Si knew that it was time for dinner. Although she was very hungry, she had no appetite and didn't want to move. She just rubbed her belly, closed her eyes and went to sleep.

This time, Shi Si fell asleep slowly, maybe because she was too hungry to think about anything.

Because of the lack of self-awareness, sleep time is always very fast, sometimes it seems to be in the blink of an eye.

When Shi Si opened his eyes, it was already 7 o'clock in the morning.

Picking up the mobile phone by the bedside and putting it in his pocket, he went downstairs. The girl at the front desk was not there at this point, but the smell of the nail polish from yesterday still seemed to linger in the air.

Why isn't it here? Shi Si still wants to know what car he should take?

Shi Si didn't want to wait for the girl to come and ask again, that would be too much of a waste of her time, so she decided to ask while walking.

There are always many good people.

In the morning, there were quite a few people exercising. Shi Si quickly found out the result she wanted. She had to take a long-distance bus. She really didn't expect that her home was quite far from here, although Shi Si couldn't understand how far it was. Say it with a specific quantity, but stick to the word long-distance, in Shi Si's heart, it is a representative of long-distance.

Shi Si bought buns and a pack of soy milk on the way to the bus terminal, because she was really hungry.

Walking while eating, when there was one uneaten bun left, he arrived at the destination. Shi Si stood by the passageway and quickly finished the bun in his hand.

Shi Si patted his stuffed stomach, this meal was really full.

I walked in, because the time seemed a little early, but there were only a few cars in a big place, but it happened to be the long-distance bus that I sometimes wanted to take among those few buses.

Maybe it's because people are unlucky, let's reconcile it with some lucky events.

Shi Si walked quickly to the long-distance bus, touched the money in his pocket first, and after making sure that it was not lost, got into the car with peace of mind, and sat down near the door, in case there were too many people and it was difficult to get out of the car .

There was only one passenger, Shisi, and a conductor who was cleaning the interior of the car.

Maybe Shi Si really let go of everything, at this moment he felt unexpectedly comfortable, his feet swayed back and forth slightly, because of boredom, Shi Si's attention was all on the conductor.

The conductor wears very simple clothes, most of the girls’ daily casual clothes, and the hair is directly tied in the back. I can’t figure out what it looks like, because the conductor has been cleaning with her back. Shi Si has no idea about the conductor’s appearance. Such a great curiosity does not have to know the appearance of a stranger.

But when the conductor turned around, he happened to meet Shi Si's gaze, and the conductor smiled politely at Shi Si.

But this smile made Shi Si a little dazed, she seemed to see Lin Jinyan's alienated smile for the first time.

That smile is really like...

Shi Si kept staring at the conductor, his eyes were too hot, the conductor felt it as expected, the conductor was a little unclear, why did Shi Si keep looking at her?

When the conductor met Shi Si's gaze again, he only smiled again.

"Can...can you...don't laugh..." Shi Si didn't know why, so he asked this request.

"what?"

The conductor was even more confused.

When Shi Si came back to his senses, he realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said, and turned his head to the other side, "Sorry."

"fine."

The conductor didn't take it seriously, he sat down and fiddled with the ticket box.

Shi Si didn't pay attention to the conductor anymore, so what if she was like Lin Jinyan, and it wasn't really her?Not to mention just a smile...

There were a few more people in the car, and the figure of the driver finally appeared. It felt like he was about to leave.

Two minutes later, the long-distance bus finally started, and the inside of the car was still a bit stuffy. Shi Si opened some windows to let the outside air in.

What Shi Si didn't expect was that this long-distance bus passed by the gate of Shengying Middle School.

When seeing the familiar school with his own eyes again, which will be the last time, Shi Si felt unspeakable fear, closed the car window with trembling hands, lowered his body, and folded his arms around his chest.

What was she afraid of, was she afraid of being discovered by someone?Even if the chance of being discovered is even smaller than the chance of her traveling back immediately.

"Little girl, where do we get off?"

Shi Si looked up at the conductor, she was smiling, Shi Si suddenly grabbed her hand and shouted: "Lin Jinyan."

The sound was very low, so it was not heard by other passengers.

The conductor was really strange. That smile was a formulaic procedure for her to meet passengers. She had never encountered such a situation before, and some didn't know how to deal with it.

"Little girl, you..." The conductor became a little embarrassed.

Shi Si let go of her hand, it wasn't Lin Jinyan, he was really confused, why is Lin Jinyan here?

Shi Si said the address casually, and then took out money from her pocket to buy the ticket. The conductor didn't ask any more questions, and now she was working.

Shi Si looked out through the car window, and the school had long since disappeared.

Shi Si, you can't cry.

Shi Si leaned back and raised her head, holding back her tears, not letting them flow out of her eyes.

She didn't want to lie to herself anymore, she really didn't want to and couldn't forget Lin Jinyan.

Lin Jinyan, let her slowly try to forget in the rest of her life, maybe it will take a long, long time...

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