your indifference is hot

I have been in love for a year and a half, and I brought him here today, so..." Peng Rui raised one hand, helped Deng Lintian shave some bangs that blocked his eyes, and raised a happy smile "Deng Lintian, I have liked you for a long time... ..."

Only13: no answer required

Deng Lintian stared at his inconceivable eyes, what is the reason for this sudden confession?Unexpectedly, there are still people who have silently paid attention to me for so long, but what can I repay?

Peng Rui confessed suddenly, but after he finished speaking, his cheeks were flushed, and he was extremely shy!Peng Rui stood up, not daring to look directly into Deng Lintian's eyes, turned his head away, and covered half of his face with the back of his hand, blocking his shy face.

"I... you... the one..." Peng Rui was so shy that he couldn't speak, and even lost his words.

And Deng Lintian had never experienced such a thing, and he didn't know how to answer Peng Rui's words. Both of them forgot how they returned to the class.

"Not feeling well?" Jin Shengxuan asked with a frown when he saw the blushing Deng Lintian.

"Ah?" Deng Lintian hadn't reacted from Peng Rui's confession, turned his head to look at the expressionless Jin Shengxuan and shook his head, "It's okay."

Jin Shengxuan didn't say anything more.Finally, after school in a daze, when Deng Lintian was tidying up his books, he suddenly touched the towel that had been in his bag for a long time. In fact, he had washed it long ago, but the matter of Min Han disturbed his life.

Deng Lintian took out a handkerchief, picked up his schoolbag, and walked out of the class. He happened to meet Peng Rui who was standing at the door. The two of them looked surprised, and then laughed unconsciously.

"Return you." Deng Lintian raised the handkerchief to Peng Rui's eyes and smiled.

There was a little disappointment in Peng Rui's eyes, and he retracted his half-stretched hand, shaking his head, "Let's put it there first."

Deng Lintian didn't understand what Peng Rui meant, "Why?"

"I just want to say, you don't need to give me an answer now, you just need to know that you are not alone, and occasionally look back at me, I have been watching you." Peng Rui naturally raised a beautiful smile, He turned around, thought for a while and then turned back, put the rose that he had been holding in his hand on the towel that Deng Lintian was dragging, "See you tomorrow."

Before Deng Lintian could speak, Peng Rui ran towards the stairs and disappeared in front of his eyes.He took the rose, and Jin Shengxuan who happened to come out saw a smile on the corner of Deng Lintian's mouth.

"Cut!" For some reason, Jin Shengxuan felt a flash of unhappiness in his heart, he glanced coldly at Deng Lintian, deliberately bumped into the dazed Deng Lintian and walked towards the stairs.

Deng Lintian came back to his senses, in fact, he was very happy to have someone watching him all the time, but he knew this feeling better than anyone else, this was not love, he could no longer hold anyone in his heart, he was afraid of being touched, he was afraid of heartache , he was afraid of losing...

As long as there is love, he will definitely be abandoned. He is tired of this feeling, but he still looks forward to the feeling of being loved. Maybe others will say that he is selfish, but at least he will not hurt himself.

Deng Lintian put the handkerchief in his schoolbag, walked out of the campus, and happened to see an old friend from outside the school!It was a student from another school I met when I was living in junior high school.In a remote corner away from the school, they flirted with the female students of the school.

Deng Lintian wanted to avoid them, but they saw him.The one there had short yellow hair, a row of earrings on his ears, a cigarette in his mouth, and was wearing a set of denim shorts.He turned his head and saw Deng Lintian inadvertently, smiled and shouted, "Brother Tian!"

Those few followed the boy's voice and showed surprised smiles, "Hey? It's really Brother Tian!"

Deng Lintian sighed impatiently, turned around and waved to them, walked over reluctantly, and teased, "Why did you come here?"

The boy threw away the cigarette, pointed at the shy boy behind him with his finger, and said with a smile, "My younger brother fell in love with a classmate from your school. This kid is so f***ing out! I'll come over when I see that girl who doesn't even dare to fart." Give him a hand."

Deng Lintian looked at the boy behind him and nodded.

"Brother Tian, ​​do you go to school here?"

"Well, don't believe it." Deng Lintian laughed bitterly at himself.

The boy gave a thumbs up and shook his head, "I really didn't believe it at the beginning, but this school is a key high school in our city! But with your smart mind, it's not too difficult. Hey, I think of the brother who was in a panic because of the exam. You guys, thanks to you, we barely passed."

"Damn! How dare you mention this to me! At that time, I really wanted to tie you up and turn it into a barbecue!" Deng Lintian smiled helplessly when he thought of calling them a class, not to mention how difficult it was.

"By the way, Brother Tian, ​​I remember that there was a scholar who was following your ass at that time, why didn't you see him?" the boy asked with his hands in his pockets leaning against the guardrail on the side of the road.

Deng Lintian also leaned against the guardrail and sneered. This was the last question he wanted to hear, and it was also the most impossible to avoid. "Going abroad."

"Damn it! I just said he's unreliable! We persuaded you so much at the beginning, but you still choose..." The boy feels that the relationship between the two is a bit delicate, but who can guess the relationship between brothers?At the beginning, Deng Lintian suddenly said that he should study hard and hoped that he would stop contacting him, but the kid who followed him all day suddenly said that he wanted to join him. No one knew what happened to them, and it was difficult to ask.

"Ping! Stop talking." Deng Lintian suddenly called out the boy's name and stopped his words.

Only14: It’s not bad to give up on yourself

Zhao Ping closed his mouth tactfully, and the brother behind him saw a very delicate girl with eyes coming out of the school gate and happily shouted "She! She! She!" for a long time.

Zhao Ping slapped his younger brother on the head and cursed, "Talk to me!"

His younger brother rubbed his painful head and smiled, "Brother, it's that girl..."

Zhao Ping took out a pen and a notebook from his brother's schoolbag, wrote a string of numbers on it, tore it off and handed it to Deng Lintian, "Brother Tian, ​​this is my mobile phone number. Although I don't have any big ambitions now, brother, what can I do to help you?" , try to find me." Zhao Ping pulled his brother to the front and turned to Deng Lintian and said, "Okay, let's go and settle the matter for him, let's go first."

Deng Lintian took the number, answered it, and watched them walk towards the school gate.Deng Lintian took out his hand and called a few times. Although they lived together in the past, they are still very loyal and loyal.But this is all in the past, now, can they still be the same as before?Deng Lintian sighed deeply.Putting the phone in his pocket, he threw the paper into a trash can not far away, and walked home with his hands in his pockets.

The sky gradually dimmed. Deng Lintian's apartment was a little far from the school. He had been living in the villa left by his parents, and he was the only one who was empty. At first, the housekeeper wanted to stay, but Deng Lintian refused.In the past, Min Han would always come to accompany him, but now, he is really the only one left in the family.

Deng Lintian went to a roadside stall, sat down, ordered a bowl of noodles, and ate.When he was full, he went to the rest chair in the park to lie down and look up at the starry sky. He really didn't want to go home. When he got home, the cold and empty room made him feel suffocated.

Deng Lintian put the schoolbag under his head as a pillow, and fell asleep without knowing it.After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, a familiar voice came from my ear, "Lintian! Don't sleep here! You'll catch a cold, go home and sleep!"

Deng Lintian woke up with a start, and looked around. "Dreaming?" Deng Lintian sighed, he was thinking about Min Han even in his dreams... Deng Lintian sat up, covered his drowsy head, and the wet corners of his eyes, and sobbed.

He stood up, picked up his schoolbag, walked to the iron gate of his house, and bit his lower lip. This tall iron gate is like a prison door. He locks himself inside every day, and no one can come in or get out. go.Deng Lintian took out the key, opened the iron door, walked in, turned around and locked the iron door, and walked towards the villa.

Opening the door, the messy living room inside said that he hadn't cleaned this room for a long time. It should be said that he didn't dare to touch any item here. Memories of one's own.

Deng Lintian casually threw down his schoolbag, lay down on the sofa, took out his mobile phone, looked at Zhao Ping's mobile phone number and hesitated for a long time, if he contacted them again this time, he would probably be inseparable in the future, right?

And myself, is it going to become the same as before?Deng Lintian put down his cell phone, the phone rang, he picked up the phone, it turned out to be a text message from Min Han!Deng Lintian happily sat up, opened the text message, the content of the message made him want to drop the phone.

"Lintian, I'm sorry, I broke our vow, but I still want your blessing, today is the day of my engagement, but what comes to mind is your appearance, I can't screw grandma! I'm sorry, I have no choice , this is the last time I use this number to send you text messages, forgive my mistake... remember that I still love you!"

Deng Lintian clutched his heart-piercing heart, finally, he couldn't stand the pain, and cried out unwillingly, "Bastard!! Bastard!! Min Han, you bastard! I won't forgive you!!!" Deng Lintian ruthlessly He gripped his phone hard and pounded on the sofa.

After crying and venting, his heart was already numb and unconscious, Deng Lintian lay on the sofa, picked up the phone and called Zhao Ping, who seemed to be drinking, Zhao Ping answered the phone in a drunken mood and asked "Hello? Who! Call me so late!"

"It's me, Deng Lintian." Deng Lintian replied flatly.

"Heaven, Brother Tian?" Zhao Ping glanced at the phone in disbelief and wondered, "This is