back to childhood

For the first time, Fan Yunzhao opened up his heart and talked so much with Shen Bai, and Shen Bai finally understood why he became what he is now.

His father was indifferent and reticent, busy with his career and away from home all year round, while his mother was suspicious and seriously ill, depressed for a long time to the point of insanity, and even beat and scolded him when he was in a bad mood.

Although Shen Bai is a left-behind child, since he was a child, his grandmother cared for him wholeheartedly, and the life he faced was beautiful and optimistic. If it were him, he would have been tortured into autism long ago.

No wonder Fan Yunzhao seems unapproachable to people. This is probably due to the environment in which he lived since he was a child.

Thinking of that day in the hospital, Fan Yunzhao was calling for his mother in his sleep. After all, blood is thicker than water. No matter how calm he behaved, he was still a child who hoped to be protected by his mother.

Originally, he blamed his father for his mother's death, but now even the people he thought were closest to him and his mother chose his father. I'm afraid many mature people can't bear it.

Shen Bai knew that it would be superfluous to say anything at this time. He was not Fan Yunzhao. Even if he could imagine his pain, he couldn't fully understand his pain. He could only choose to stand by his side, at least let him understand that there was another person , did not abandon him.

Shen Bai found that the more he understood him, the more he couldn't help but cherish him.

Fan Yunzhao fell asleep crying and crying, squeezed on the same bed with Shen Bai, his thin cheeks were small, and there were tears from crying on his face, even when he fell asleep, his fingers were still tightly clutching Shen Bai's hand Clothes, as if afraid that he would leave too.

Qin Yun saw this scene when he opened the door and came in. Shen Bai motioned her to keep her voice down, and asked Qin Yun to sit beside the bed, and asked in a low voice, "Teacher, is Fan Yunzhao's father really together?"

Qin Yun probably didn't expect that he would know. He hurriedly glanced at the sleeping man and nodded uncomfortably, "I'm the one who's sorry for Xiao Zhao."

As she spoke, her eyes turned red, she clearly knew how much her sister's death was to Xiao Zhao, but she still did it and hurt him.

"Xiaobai, I know you definitely look down on the teacher, and even fell in love with my sister's husband, but the teacher doesn't regret it, it's just that Xiao Zhao is so sad, the teacher is very guilty." Qin Yun took a deep breath, looked at Shen Bai's calm eyes, Suddenly there was an urge to escape, "Now you are the only person Xiao Zhao trusts the most, I hope you can persuade him..."

"Teacher, you must love Uncle Fan very much, right?" But this kind of love is the pain in Fan Yunzhao's heart. Shen Bai doesn't know whether it is worth it for them to do so, but he feels sorry for Fan Yunzhao.

Qin Yun blushed a little, but still nodded.

In this situation, Shen Bai could only sigh secretly, knowing that it would be useless to talk too much.

"Teacher, I want Fan Yunzhao to go home with me after I leave the hospital."

"But……"

No matter what Qin Yun wanted to say, Shen Bai continued: "You should know what Fan Yunzhao's knot is, since you don't want to take the initiative to untie this knot, then please don't make it difficult for him, he is only an 11-year-old kid. "

Judging from the situation that day, Fan Yunzhao's attitude towards Qin Yun is very resistant now. Judging from Qin Yun, she seems unwilling to break up with Fan's father.If Fan Yunzhao lived with her again, his mood would definitely be greatly affected. Shen Bai didn't want a good child to be ruined like this.

Shen Bai was rare and tough, showing a composure that shouldn't belong to a child. He looked at Qin Yun calmly, "Actually, the teacher should also know that it is good for you and Fan Yunzhao that you two are separated at this time."

"OK then."

"Teacher, don't worry too much. He can't figure it out now, maybe he will be able to figure it out when he gets older." Seeing that Qin Yun was so sad that he couldn't help himself, Shen Bai couldn't help comforting him.

When Fan Yunzhao woke up, Shen Bai invited Fan Yunzhao to live with his parents for the first time. Fan Yunzhao's eyes lit up when he heard the news, "Really? Is it really possible? Will it be inconvenient?"

Shen Bai smiled and shook his head: "Of course not, but our home is in the countryside, there is no concrete floor, no water heater, and the house is old. Would you dislike it?"

"No, no, I've always wanted to see what the countryside is like." Fan Yunzhao was obviously very interested, "I've wanted to go to Xiaobai's house for a long time!"

Suddenly thought of something, the smile on his face suddenly collapsed, "But I... my aunt..."

Shen Bai smiled and said: "Of course I will invite you only if the teacher agrees, otherwise I will kill you first and play later. If the teacher doesn't agree, wouldn't it make you happy for nothing?"

"Really? She really agreed?" Fan Yunzhao was so happy that he almost jumped up, "Can I really go to your house?"

Seeing Shen Bai nodding, Fan Yunzhao laughed loudly, "Haha, that's great, Xiaobai, I'm so happy, I've never been so happy!"

Shen Bai hurriedly grabbed him, "Be careful not to fall. Are you so happy? You won't be happy if you get bored in the future."

"It won't be annoying, I like Xiaobai the most!" Fan Yunzhao laughed and rushed over. Shen Bai was caught off guard by him and frowned. Seeing Fan Yunzhao laughing so happily for the first time, how could he not There is no word of reproach.

"Okay, okay, don't make trouble, be careful to press your feet, if your feet are not healed by then, I won't wait for you to go back first." Shen Bai patted him to calm him down.

When Fan Yunzhao heard this, he quickly got up from him, sat down, stared at him with bright eyes without blinking, and looked so obedient that he couldn't be more obedient, as if he was afraid that Shen Bai would regret it.

A few days later, the gauze on Shen Bai's head was replaced with a small piece. The doctor gave him a detailed examination to confirm that he could be discharged from the hospital. The swelling on Fan Yunzhao's ankle also subsided, and the two of them were discharged from the hospital with ease. He returned home in Fan's father's car.

Seeing Fan's father's car, Shen Bai once again affirmed that Fan's family must be very rich, very rich!

People who can afford BMW at this time, what is it if they are not rich? !

There were six people in the car, Father Fan was driving, Qin Yun was sitting in the co-pilot, Grandma Shen, two grandsons, and Fan Yunzhao were sitting in the back seat. Fortunately, there were three children, so it was not crowded.

Shen Xiang sat stiffly on the seat, looking at the luxurious decoration in the car, his eyes couldn't hide his curiosity, and his little hands would secretly touch the cushion under his buttocks from time to time, and then he secretly smiled, not knowing what he was secretly excited about.

Along the way, Qin Yun wanted to talk to Fan Yunzhao several times, but unfortunately Fan Yunzhao didn't pay much attention to her, making the atmosphere a bit awkward, and Shen Bai had to interject a few words from time to time, which made things better.

When he arrived at Qin Yun's house, Fan Yunzhao dragged Shen Bai into the room to pack his things, threw some things aside, puffed his cheeks and said, "She bought these things for me, I don't take them with me."

Shen Bai took a look at the new season's clothes, but Fan Yunzhao had a lot of clothes, so he didn't stop him and let him vent.

"Bring this on, we'll listen to it every night from now on." He took a look at Shen Bai with the repeater, and turned back to find several tapes, "Bring these as well, you can listen to them for a long time, and I'll buy them after listening to them." .”

"It's a pity that the piano can't be taken away, and I won't be able to teach you how to play the piano in the future." Fan Yunzhao said suddenly, and Shen Bai smiled, "It's okay, I don't expect to make money playing the piano in the future, just learn a little bit."

"Why don't you come and learn music from her in the future, and I'll wait for you in the classroom, and we'll go back together after you finish learning." After hesitating for a long time, he said.

Shen Bai's eyes sank, and he asked in a low voice: "Don't you hate Teacher Qin very much? Shouldn't you want to stay as far away from her as possible? Why do you still ask me to learn music from her?"

Fan Yunzhao wrinkled his nose: "I really hate her, but I think you sing very well. Wouldn't it be a pity not to learn music? Anyway, it doesn't cost money to learn from her."

Seeing him taking it for granted, Shen Bai laughed, "Okay, let's not talk about this for now, let's clean up quickly."

The two packed up for a long time, and when they came out, they only carried a small suitcase and a schoolbag. Qin Yun and the others waited outside, and frowned when they saw it, "Why do you bring so few things? Is it enough?"

"Enough." Fan Yunzhao replied reluctantly, but Shen Bai held his hand and said, "I'll just come back and get it later if it's not enough."

Qin Yun laughed when he heard that, "That's right, I'll come back and get it later if I think of it."

Father Fan looked at his son silently, and finally said at this moment: "Don't cause trouble at the Shen family, if you need anything, tell your aunt or call me."

Fan Yunzhao looked at him silently, curled his lips, pulled Shen Bai and said with a smile, "Let's go."

Shen Bai was dragged away, and looked back at Fan's father, only to see that his mouth was tightly pursed, his expression was still cold, and he couldn't tell if he was angry or not. After thinking about it, he said, "Uncle Fan, you Don't worry, I will take good care of Fan Yunzhao."

"Yeah." Fan Yide nodded with a cold face, and Qin Yun and the two followed, and did not send it to the school gate.

Everything Fan Yunzhao saw was fresh along the way, even the bristlegrass on the side of the road had been pulled out a lot, just like a bird out of the cage, his smile never broke.

When he got home, Shen Bai took him to his room. Anyway, both of them are boys, so it's okay to sleep together. His bed is a common double bed, so it's no problem to sleep two people. It's just that the weather is hot recently. Without the air conditioner, Fan Yunzhao was so hot that he sat on the bench and sat on the bench for a while.

"Tired from playing?" Shen Bai handed him a piece of watermelon chilled in cold water, "Eat watermelon to quench your thirst, and you can eat later."

After taking a few mouthfuls of the watermelon, Fan Yunzhao laughed again, "I'm not tired, this is just an intermission, didn't Xiangzi just say that he would come to me in the afternoon to go out to find Zheergen, he made me hungry Yes, I must pick more, let’s eat it with cold salad in the evening.”

Shen Bo also took a tooth of watermelon and took a bite, "Okay, let's go together in the afternoon, but you have to be careful, the sun is very hot outside, don't get heatstroke after just coming here for a day, I can't explain it to the teacher. "

"Can you forget about those spoilers?" He finished a tooth of watermelon in twos and twos, and threw the watermelon rind into the washbasin, "I'll go and see if grandma's cooking is done, wow! The aroma is wafting out!"

Just for a moment, I called grandma directly.

Shen Bai was so funny that he quickly finished the watermelon, and ran into the kitchen. He was very happy that Fan Yunzhao had let go of the burden in his heart for the time being and became happy.

"Hey, Xiao Zhao, put it down quickly, be careful not to burn your hands."

As soon as he walked in, he heard grandma's voice, and Shen Bai understood it at a glance. After such a short while, Fan Yunzhao was unwilling to be lonely and prepared to serve the plate. What happened to be the soup that grandma had just cooked, a big bowl full, No wonder grandma was worried that he was burning.

Fan Yunzhao was still laughing: "It's okay grandma, I often help serve the dishes when I'm at home, oh, it's so hot!"

look!Seeing him pinching his ears and jumping, Shen Bai thought it was funny, but his pace was not slow, he stepped forward and pulled him under the faucet, "Rinse quickly, or there will be foam."