back to childhood

Shen Bai was sleepy and felt the sound of the phone vibrating. He reached out to touch the phone, but the touch of his hand made him suddenly open his eyes.

"Hello." Fan Yunzhao took the phone and sat up, grabbed Shen Bai's hand and held it tightly, regardless of his struggle, and lowered his head to smile at him.

Facing the phone, he said, "I'll leave the matter over there to you in advance, and I'll go back in the afternoon."

"What happened? When did you arrive?"

Shen Bai waited for him to hang up the phone before opening his mouth. He promised to go to see the scene. He didn't come because he had something to do, and now he has to go back in the afternoon. What's the rush?

However, Fan Yunzhao's expression couldn't be seen at all, and he didn't know what happened during this period of time. The feeling of unknown made him inexplicably worried, and he always felt that something very important happened.

But if Fan Yunzhao didn't tell, he would have no way of knowing.

This feeling made him very uncomfortable.

However, Fan Yunzhao seemed to have made up his mind not to tell him. He looked at him with deep eyes, and suddenly took his hand to his lips and kissed it.

"what are you doing?!"

Shen Bodeng didn't care about anything at the moment, he quickly retracted his hand in shock, and looked at him in disbelief, as if he saw something terrible.

Fan Yunzhao still looked at him with that look, with a slight smile on his lips, and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "You know."

"What do I know?" Shen Bai looked at him like he was insane, frowned and wiped the back of his hand on the bed sheet fiercely, the strange feeling in his heart made him very uncomfortable, "Fan Yunzhao, don't get crazy!"

Annoyed, he lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, when his hand was pulled suddenly. Shen Bai only felt a pain in his wrist, and his whole body was pulled backward by a huge force. In the next moment, Fan Yunzhao was on his lap On his body, the distance between his face and his face was extremely close, a sense of oppression came over his face, and Shen Bai could clearly feel the breath sprayed on his face.

"Xiaobai." Fan Yunzhao called him softly, with the same tone as usual, but at this moment, Shen Bai's hair stood on end, and he couldn't help shouting: "Fan Yunzhao, what are you doing, let me go!"

Instead of letting him go, Fan Yunzhao moved closer, almost brushing the tip of his nose, leaning into his ear and whispering, "Xiaobai, you woke up last night, didn't you?" Ruo Wu licked his ear, "You were so stiff when I held you in my arms last night, what were you thinking at that time?"

"I don't know what you're talking about, let me go! Fan Yunzhao, I don't care what you want to say, just let me go!"

The wet feeling on his ears made Shen Bai's face suddenly red, he twisted his body desperately to get rid of his control, but this guy's strength was unbelievable, Shen Bai was so tired that he was sweating profusely but he couldn't move at all , he now finally knows how he could throw Lei Dongpeng into the corner back then, tmd he is not a normal person at all!

This was the first time he was so suppressed by Fan Yunzhao. The powerlessness and anger almost made him lose his mind. It wasn't until he felt his sudden increased breathing and that unusual feeling that he suddenly came back to his senses and met him inconceivably. Looking into his eyes with a smile.

"Fan Yunzhao, you, you pervert!"

He was so hard!

At this moment, Shen Bai didn't know if he was more angry or more fearful, but the extreme aggression exuded from Fan Yunzhao made him feel that if he didn't do something, the consequences would be unimaginable!

As soon as the irrational scolding came out, Shen Bai was stunned, cold sweat broke out from the roots of his hair, and he stared at him with wide eyes. The smile on Fan Yunzhao's face froze for a while, but the next moment he smiled deeper, bringing With the evil spirit that made Shen Bai panic, but his tone was extra gentle: "Xiaobai, you are right, I am a pervert, so I like you."

"do not talk!"

"Why didn't you say it? Didn't you want to know for a long time, I'll tell you now, how good it is." He stared at Shen Bai closely, "Do you know who I dreamed about when I had a nocturnal emission for the first time?"

Shen Bai's eyes widened, and he felt that the answer was not good, "Stop talking, I don't want to know!"

"That person is you."

Fan Yunzhao suddenly pushed him back, and Shen Bai was so frightened that his voice stuck in his throat, but he continued with a wicked smile: "From the beginning to the end, I was only hard on you, Xiaobai, only you."

"Don't say it, really don't say it." Shen Bai closed his eyes in pain, his face was paler than the sheets.

"Okay, I won't say anymore, Xiaobai, don't be afraid, I won't do anything to you. I like you so much, I can't bear it."

He leaned forward and kissed Shen Bai's lips lightly, Shen Bai trembled almost inaudibly, and said in a weak voice: "Can you let me go?"

Seeing him like this, Fan Yunzhao twitched his throat a few times, and finally let him go sideways.

As soon as he was out of his control, Shen Bai immediately jumped out of the bed, hurriedly found his clothes and put them on. Fan Yunzhao lay on his back on the bed with his forehead covered, his eyes closed, and he said calmly, "I made up my mind, and I'll tell you when you go to college." you……"

Shen Bai was so depressed that he didn't open his mouth. He put on his pants and stuffed all his things into the backpack indiscriminately. He stood at the head of the bed with the bag in his hand, and looked down at him with a cold face: "I don't like men."

"I know."

"Since you have something to do, go back first. We should not meet until you figure it out." Shen Bai put on his bag, took a deep look at him, hesitated, and said: "You, if you can change it It's best... this road is not easy to walk."

Shen Bo knew that many people in this world were homosexuals, and this was not a big deal in foreign countries, but in China, this road was difficult, because it ruined many people.

Regarding sexual orientation, it would be best if it could be corrected, but the feasibility is very low. Some people are born with this aspect, but Fan Yunzhao, he doesn't know if it is.

Maybe it's because the object is himself, so it's really hard for him to give him good advice or support.

That was all he could say at this point.

Seeing him lying down with his eyes closed and ignoring him, Shen Bai could only sigh, "You should calm down first."

Shen Bai was about to open the door to go out, when Fan Yunzhao suddenly appeared behind him and held him back, "Xiaobai, wait a minute."

"Anything else?" Shaking off his hand, Shen Bai looked at him, but secretly vigilant in his heart.

Fan Yunzhao's face turned cold, his eyes flashed with pain, he looked at Shen Bai seriously, and asked: "Xiaobai, is it really impossible for us?"

Seeing him like this made Shen Bai feel uncomfortable, after all they were such good friends, but...he stepped back slowly, leaned his back against the door panel, lowered his head, and only said: "I'm sorry."

"Oh, I see." Fan Yunzhao felt his legs were a little weak, he supported the wall to stand firm, and said suddenly: "I'm going to transfer back to Shanghai."

Shen Bai raised his head to look at him abruptly, the expression on his face did not have time to calm down, pale complexion, painful eyes, Shen Bai couldn't help feeling choked up in his heart, felt like he had done something wrong, wanted to ask why, but he already knew the answer, wanted to say He couldn't say anything else, so he could only look at him stupidly.

Fan Yunzhao curled his lips, "Don't think too much, it's not because of you, something happened to the Fan family, and they need me. It was already decided, but I haven't had a chance to tell you, it's all right now, I You don't have to face me every day after you leave, how nice it is."

"I didn't think so..." Shen Bai subconsciously said.

"It's okay, it doesn't matter whether you think so or not, I have to go anyway." Fan Yunzhao shrugged, and his whole body suddenly became very relaxed, "And Nian Nian, I will be very busy in the future If you bring it there, it may trouble you, and if you don’t want to keep it, you can give it away, you can do whatever you want.”

"As for my things, you can just throw them away. Maybe I won't go back in the future. It's useless to keep them. It's also an eyesore for you."

Seeing Fan Yunzhao pretending to be relaxed, Shen Bai felt a little hot in his eyes, and he shook his head fiercely, "It won't be annoying, I'll keep it for you, if you want to come back someday, come back and have a look. And read I will also raise it for you, you can rest assured that I will not treat it badly, after all, I have feelings for it after raising it for so many years, and I am reluctant."

"Then keep it." Fan Yunzhao smiled and looked at him deeply.

The two were speechless for a moment, and the atmosphere was awkward for a few seconds. Shen Bai shook his schoolbag and signaled, "I made an appointment with Lei Dongpeng yesterday to see Gu Yunian, do you... want to go together?"

"Okay, okay!"

They met in a quiet cafe, and Lei Dongpeng arrived first. Seeing Fan Yunzhao and Shen Bai together, he immediately waved to them enthusiastically.

He looked full of energy, looking forward to Gu Yunian's arrival, he didn't notice the awkward atmosphere between Shen Bai and the two of them at all, but Shen Bai heaved a sigh of relief.

Gu Yunian is in the limelight now, and when he came in, he was covered tightly, and he was called away by a phone call not long after talking to them. They still have a lot of performances behind them, and they are so busy that they are almost at their wits' end, so they can spare a while Time is already rare.

Gu Yunian left in a hurry, Lei Dongpeng didn't have the mood to stay any longer, he yawned several times and was sent back by Shen Bai to catch up on sleep.

Once Lei Dongpeng left, Shen Bai and Fan Yunzhao fell into an extremely embarrassing situation again. Shen Bai originally planned to spend a few more days in City H, but he was not in the mood now, so he temporarily changed the ticket for today, and went with Fan Yunzhao again Airport.

Along the way, the two of them talked very happily with each other, but Shen Bai always felt awkward and very strange in his heart.

Until he was about to board the plane at last, Fan Yunzhao suddenly grabbed his hand, hugged him forcefully, and whispered in his ear: "Xiaobai, remember what you said, don't find a girlfriend before college."

Shen Bai stared wide-eyed at his back as he walked away, not knowing what to say, an old man behind him laughed so hard he couldn't see his teeth, "The children are so affectionate."

Shen Bai touched the tips of his ears that suddenly became hot, and turned around with a dark face, are you on good terms?Shit!