back to childhood

"Brother, brother." The knock on the door and Shen Xi's shout interrupted Shen Bai's wild thoughts, he suddenly opened his eyes, and met a pair of angry black eyes, his heartbeat instantly became disordered.

Pushing him away violently, Shen Bai clutched his beating heart, his mind was already in a mess.

What was he doing just now?

Recalling the scene just now, Shen Bai's face blushed inch by inch visible to the naked eye, and he dared not look at Fan Yunzhao with his flushed face.

He actually closed his eyes!

Shen Bai recalled that just now he closed his eyes to accept his kiss, and even faintly began to respond. This huge shock made him feel ashamed to face himself, and the contradiction was as if someone was stirring his brain with a stick. , I can't figure it out at all.

"Brother?" Shen Xi was still persistently knocking on the door, Shen Bai took a deep breath, forced to calm down for a while, pushed Fan Yunzhao's hand away, turned on the light, and opened the door.

Shen Xi was standing at the door with a pillow in her arms, and the two big dogs behind her had already slid in through the crack of the door spontaneously, and Nian Nian happily circled around Fan Yunzhao's legs, not seeing his favorite dog at all. His master's face was so dark that it was almost dripping ink.

Fan Yunzhao stared at Shen Bai's back, his eyes were full of regret, just now Shen Bai was intoxicated, and even started to respond to him, you know how rare this is for him, if he can continue, Might be able to...

maybe!Fan Yunzhao wiped his face unwillingly, feeling sorry for himself.

But when he faced Shen Xi, he still had to smile. Who told Shen Bai to spoil his younger brother since he was a child? Shen Xi said: "Xixi came to see brother for something?"

Shen Xi blinked her eyes, and tightened her hands holding the pillow. For some reason, she felt that brother Zhao was making him feel cold when she laughed. She took a careful look at her brother, but she mustered up her courage and said, "Brother Zhao, I want to talk to brother Zhao." sleep."

Looking innocently at Shen Bai with big eyes, he whispered, "Brother, I haven't slept with you for a long time."

The pitiful appearance instantly won Shen Bai's heart, plus there was someone around him staring at him, Shen Bai always felt very dangerous, and he felt a sense of security with his younger brother by his side.

Kneeling down, she hugged Shen Xi, and said: "Okay, my brother will sleep with Xixi tonight, come in."

Fan Yunzhao was in a low mood for a moment, followed behind him and complained unwillingly, "The bed is too small, and Xixi is here too, how can I sleep?"

Shen Bai gave him a look, "Then you go to sleep in Xixi's room, Xixi and I haven't seen each other for a long time, we have a lot to talk about."

"Well, brother Zhao can sleep in my room." Shen Xi hugged her brother's neck and quickly responded.

Fan Yunzhao knew what it meant to shoot himself in the foot. Seeing the complacency in Shen Bai's eyes, Fan Yunzhao took a deep breath. If he would give up so easily, he would not be Fan Yunzhao.

Stepped forward and hugged Shen Xi from his arms, walked to the bed and sat down calmly, "Actually, this bed is not too small, and Xixi is so thin, she can sleep with one more." He wasn't the one who said he couldn't sleep just now.

And where has he lost weight? !Shen Bai was speechless at the way he opened his eyes and told nonsense.

"Wow, it's so comfortable!" Shen Xi hugged the pillow and rolled on the spot, rolled on the bed, and wanted to call the two dogs up, but Shen Bai severely stopped him.

"Okay, let's take a shower quickly, it's getting late, and we have to catch a plane tomorrow morning." Fan Yunzhao naturally found a set of pajamas from the closet and handed it to him, and took a set himself, staring at him, "Or are we together?"

"No need!" Throwing down two words, Shen Bai rushed out the door.

It was rare for Shen Xi to meet her elder brother, and she couldn't finish what she wanted to say, and kept rambling on until very late before falling asleep.Shen Bai waited for him to fall asleep before falling asleep, and was about to fall asleep in a daze, when he felt something touch his hand in a daze, and he opened his eyes in shock.

A pair of bright eyes stared at him in the dark, he was startled, he was relieved only after realizing that it was Fan Yunzhao, and glared at him angrily, "It's the middle of the night, why are you so nervous?"

"I can't sleep." Fan Yunzhao followed him and lowered his voice, passed Shen Xi's hand to hold him, and slowly moved up his arm.Shen Bai aroused goosebumps all over his body, and pulled his hand away, "What are you doing?"

Fan Yunzhao suddenly propped himself up and leaned over. Shen Bai hastily held his chest vigilantly, and reprimanded in a low voice: "Fan Yunzhao, if you get nervous, let's see if the occasion is right. Xixi is still here!"

Fan Yunzhao had no choice but to shrink back discouraged, held Shen Bai's hand and kissed it, and said in a low voice: "Xiaobai, since you promised me, don't be so resistant to me, okay, obviously when I kissed you just now you You also responded to me, which shows that you also have mine in your heart."

Shen Bai couldn't help swallowing, but he wanted to withdraw his hand but was tightly held by him, so he had to give up arguing with him and let him hold it.Thinking of his response just now, his face became slightly hot again, he thought fortunately it was night and he should not be able to see.

After thinking about it, he still said: "I promised us to try, but it doesn't mean you can treat me like this, especially when there are other people, if someone sees it, what will the consequences be? You should compare I am clear."

"I know, but I, I can't help it..." Fan Yunzhao held his hand tightly, his breathing was very clear in the dark, he lay back slowly, and said softly: "I always bear I can't stop wanting to touch you, I'm always afraid that this is a dream, and once I wake up from the dream, you won't be there."

"Xiaobai, in the past two years, I have always dreamed that you suddenly accepted me. I was so happy, but you suddenly disappeared, and the dream woke up. Sometimes you still look at me with disgust and say Some cruel words made me very uncomfortable at the time. I thought at that time, if only I didn’t tell you, then I could be with you forever, and then we would still be friends instead of two familiar strangers. Even sometimes I can't help but want to make a phone call for fear of being rejected by you."

Shen Bai couldn't see other people, he could only hear his voice getting softer and deeper. He listened quietly, and felt as if something was scratching in his heart, a dull pain.

"I'm afraid that I'm still dreaming now, and when I wake up, you won't be here again. I'm also afraid that you will suddenly regret it..."

"Stop talking." Shen Bai couldn't help interrupting him, sat up from the bed, and looked down at him, "Fan Yunzhao, you have a little confidence in me, okay? Since I promised you, you won't regret it! I, although I still, Maybe I don't like you yet, but always, I have to try to know the result..."

Shen Bai said this sentence in a stumbling manner, even more nervous than when he was facing thousands of spectators.

"Xiaobai..." Fan Yunzhao also sat up, looking at him with bright eyes.

Shen Bai couldn't see his expression clearly, but he could feel his happy mood at this moment, and couldn't help laughing, "You also have to have confidence in yourself, otherwise how can I fall in love with you?"

Fan Yunzhao grinned, "As long as you give me a chance, I can make you fall in love with me..."

The ending sound disappeared into the lips that touched together, Shen Bai didn't resist his kiss this time, and even opened his mouth on his own initiative.Sensing his intentions, Fan Yunzhao immediately grabbed his shoulders with both hands excitedly, pulled the distance between the two of them, and attacked ferociously.

Shen Bai snorted softly, although he was a little uncomfortable, he still responded to him earnestly imitating his way.When the sound of dripping water suddenly sounded, Shen Bai suddenly felt like retreating, oh my god, what a shame!

Fan Yunzhao, however, could not back down and pressed the back of his head, deepening the kiss more and more. Feeling the other party's sudden heavy breathing, Shen Bai became even more panicked, and hurriedly pushed his shoulders back.

The next moment, the other person on the bed let out a muffled grunt, and slowly woke up. Shen Xi opened her eyes in a daze, and saw two elder brothers sitting on the bed, their heads were still very close to each other. She couldn't help being curious. "Brother, what are you and Brother Zhao doing?"

If someone interviewed Shen Bai about his mood at this time, he would definitely not be able to answer it, because his mood was almost broken!

Some people say that the most embarrassing thing is dropping your phone into the urinal while going to the toilet, and the more embarrassing thing is getting your hand stuck when picking up the phone that fell into the urinal, but Shen Bai thinks the most embarrassing thing is being kissed by yourself brother see! ! !

And they were still on the same bed, Shen Xi was sleepy and her mind was not clear yet, seeing Shen Bai and the others completely stayed there because of his words, she thought there was something fun, so she flopped and crawled Get up and lie down on him, "Is it some fun game, Xixi wants to play too!"

Shen Bai was so startled that he pushed Fan Yunzhao away, and he also fell back against the force. Seeing that he was about to fall off the bed, he quickly grabbed the quilt beside the bed to relieve the gravity, and he didn't fall when he fell. Take it too seriously.

Shen Bai got up from the ground and looked at Fan Yunzhao on the other side. Both of them were very embarrassed. Facing Shen Xi's eager eyes, Shen Bai secretly wiped his old tears, but his expression was very calm, "It's nothing It's fun, go to sleep, there is class tomorrow."

Shen Xi blinked, "Brother, you forgot, there will be no class tomorrow on Sunday."

Shen Bai blushed, "I have something to do if you don't go to class, I have to go back on the plane tomorrow morning, if I don't sleep, I won't be able to wake up tomorrow morning."

Shen Xi's attention was immediately diverted, "Brother is leaving tomorrow, why don't you stay a few more days, Xixi still has a lot to say to brother."

"You can call me if you have anything to do. My dear, I'm going to sleep soon." Shen Bai touched his small face, covered his quilt, and exchanged glances with Fan Yunzhao who was lying down, turned his head in embarrassment, and fell asleep.