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[Mu Mao]: Will you be in the dormitory after 8 o'clock tonight@全部members

After the message was sent, it took half an hour for Tang Hanliu to receive a reply.

Hua Sangnian replied with a questioning emoji, and then said: It should be here.

Wenrenyingge replied affirmatively: yes.

The dinner at the grade-level icebreaker just ended, and the brothers and sisters did not force those present to continue to participate in the evening activities - those who have fun and make new friends will naturally continue, and there is no need to force them if there is no one.

Wenrenyingge doesn't want to continue, he prefers to be alone with Hua Sangnian, or go back to the dormitory.

What's more, he couldn't wait to give Hua Sangnian a gift.

It was a wood engraved seal of a name.

He went to the water park today, while other people were rowing and waiting, he stayed with the carpenter who set up a stall all afternoon and carved it by himself.Since the meaning of "breaking the ice" was lost in this way, the brothers and sisters were almost not reprimanded in turn, so they couldn't refuse the dinner.

Otherwise, when Hua Sangnian sent him a message, he would go back.

Hua Sangnian saw the news about Wenren Yingge, and leaned close to him and whispered, "Then shall we go back to the dormitory now?"

Hearing Yingge nodded.

After bidding farewell to the clinical staff, Hua Sangnian and Wenrenyingge went straight to the dormitory.

Yang Li also replied in the group message: My part-time job may not be until 8 o'clock, I will try my best to run back.

Tang Hanliu@了杨力: Don't worry, 08:30.

That night.

08: 30.

Tang Hanliu bought barbecue and soda, and both hands were empty.He stood at the door of the dormitory and shouted, "Open the door for me."

It was Wenrenyingge who went to open the door.

After carrying them in, Tang Hanliu saw that everyone was there, so he said directly: "Like before on the rooftop, chatting after a long absence?"

Recently, the dormitory has been shrouded in low air pressure.

In the past, even if everyone was busy and tired, there would still be Yang Li shouting energetically in the dormitory.

"What restricts my chocolate? It's poverty!" Yang Li said sadly after eating the last piece of chocolate.

Yang Li's family conditions are very average, and they all know it.

He didn't hide it, and often yelled in the dormitory.

But it's not that kind of negative roar, but a roar with a little bit of self-deprecation, no different from those who often call poor people on the Internet.

Shout to shout, life to live.

With the heavy training of the school team, he still squeezed out two hours a day to work part-time.

Two hours of part-time work can't make much money, but at least it's enough for his daily meals.

So Yang Li is always very optimistic and not afraid to speak out about his situation, and he can say what he has to say, even if it is negative, he speaks in a positive tone.

But not anymore.

Wenrenyingge didn't change much, but Tang Hanliu could feel that he was holding back his energy and wanted to win the next championship for his seniors.This strength made it difficult for him to be distracted from "perceiving changes in the atmosphere".

Before that, Hua Sangnian often acted as a lubricating role in the dormitory, but since this semester, he has often been distracted.It's okay when I'm with them, but once I calm down, I can always see Hua Sangnian frowning.

Tang Hanliu can probably guess that because of his professional achievements, the teacher's evaluation of Hua Sangnian is always up and down, and confusion is inevitable.

Can't go on like this.

Even if he had never been a mediator, Tang Hanliu decided to organize a night talk.

So he bought barbecue and soda, and it would be more relaxing to chat while eating.

Yang Li smiled and helped to open the small table on the ground, "It smells so good! How much did you buy, I will send a group to collect the money later."

"No, the most important thing is that everyone enjoys eating." Tang Hanliu only hoped that these people could open up their hearts during the meal.

He didn't notice that Yang Li's movements paused for a moment.

Yang Li didn't know what was wrong with him, he didn't care much about "being treated" in the past.Everyone knows that he earns money by working part-time. Most of the living expenses given by his family are not spent, and he plans to find opportunities to return it to his sister, so sometimes he will buy things like soda and milk tea.

It's not a matter of course, but I feel that everyone has a good relationship, so there is no need to worry about it.

Occasionally, he can work part-time for a long time during the holidays. After getting the salary, he will treat guests, and no one will refuse.

This kind of life is actually quite good.

If you don't compare yourself with others.

Of course, Yang Li would not compare himself with those from better families. It is normal for them to have better family conditions and live a better life.What's more, they are generous and will not disrespect others, and they have never looked down on him.

What Yang Li really cares about is the person who can live on his own since junior high school even though his family conditions are very good.

Not only that, but he is much better than him in every aspect of academic basketball.

Such a person lives in the same dormitory and in the same team as him.

"Why are you in a daze?" Tang Hanliu stopped Yang Li from putting the soda on the barbecue, "Put the soda in four directions."

Yang Li laughed, "I'm a little distracted, let's put it away."

Hua Sangnian also came to help, and opened the lunch box packed with barbecue, "Tangtang, you bought a lot."

"If you can finish eating, don't be afraid." Tang Hanliu ordered according to their preferences and food intake that he usually noticed, "Talk slowly, eat slowly."

Wenren Yingge answered: "I can wrap the tail."

It means that if you can’t finish eating, he will be in charge of the CD.

Yang Li also understood, but blurted out the words without thinking: "Isn't it bad for athletes to eat so much oily and salty food?"

After Yang Li finished speaking, he regretted it, but he couldn't take it back.

Hua Sangnian and Tang Hanliu didn't realize how to relax.

They invariably thought of what Tang Hanliu said about Yang Li back then: Is there any athlete who drinks alcohol several times a week?

Wenrenyingge didn't understand the meaning behind the words, and just took it as a daily chat, "If you don't eat it often, it won't affect you."

"...You're right." Yang Li heaved a sigh of relief, but he felt a little uncomfortable.

Why Wenrenyingge always has such a "self-centered" look, and doesn't care about other people at all, let alone their envy, jealousy, and ambiguity towards him.

From elementary school to high school, Yang Li devoted himself to studying, and his score in the college entrance examination was only 15 points higher than X, barely entering the major of software engineering.

And the other party, who has not spent the family's money since junior high school, is the number one scholar in the country.

You don't need to work part-time, but you can still have a surplus with scholarships.

On National Day, they entered the school team together.

It seems that we are on the same starting line.

But the opponent is a starter in the first team, and he is a substitute in the second team.

That wasn't what hit him the most.

He always believes that hard work can bring him better.In other words, nothing else, his mentality is still good.

But on the court, he would miss free throws due to nervousness, while Wenren Yingge never missed a free throw in all games.

He has nothing to offer.

In front of Wenrenyingge, he is not comparable at all.

He obviously worked very hard.

Even, he worked so hard, but he didn't even have the qualifications to cry in front of his seniors.

There are no runners-up in athletics.

In front of the crying brothers who passed by the champion, Yang Li tried his best to bear it. He has no right to cry because he didn't play a game.

In contrast, Wenren Yingge, who was entitled to cry, didn't shed a single tear, and his eye sockets didn't even turn red.

why.

Wouldn't he be reconciled?

Yang Li couldn't understand, how could Wenrenyingge focus on himself so much?Since I still have two years left, can I stay out of the matter when my seniors end up in tears?

Tang Hanliu looked at Yang Li who was full of worries, and then at Wenrenyingge who knew nothing about it, and sighed silently in his heart.

He didn't show it on the surface, pretending that nothing happened, he said: "Eat and drink. We haven't been able to get together in the dormitory for a long time. We chat and eat together. We must have a good chat today."

Hua Sangnian smiled and agreed, "Yes, it's been a while. The last time we talked about the family situation on the rooftop? This time, let's talk about the feelings of our respective clubs or the perception of the university?"

"Just talking about your mood is fine," Tang Hanliu said.

However, after speaking, the dormitory fell silent again.

Unlike when I first arrived at school, no one wants to be the first to speak their minds now.

Tang Hanliu could only start the conversation by himself, but apart from his feelings, he really had nothing to worry about.It's also inconvenient to talk about emotional matters, it's a bit like putting the blame on Hua Sangnian.

After Min Gua settled down for a while and suddenly appeared to sit next to him in the finals, he directly expressed his intention.Min Gua puts the behavior of pursuit on the bright side, but he doesn't express his confession directly.

Tang Hanliu didn't reject Min Gua very strongly because Min Gua was Hua Sangnian's direct senior brother, and the relationship between the two was very good both in clubs and professionally.

Because that would mean tearing your skin apart.

He didn't need to let Hua Sangnian be caught between him and Min Gua.

Then there is Tang Youxu, don't tell Hua Sangnian and the others about Tang Youxu, he doesn't even plan to tell his family.

Tang Hanliu thought hard and came up with a question: "Let me tell you, you are living so comfortably, aren't you tired?"

The reason why the atmosphere in the dormitory is so depressing is because the three of them are the kind of people who like to keep things in their hearts, and they don't want to cause unnecessary burdens to others.

Like Yang Li, Tang Hanliu could also tell from Yang Li's strange aura just now that Yang Li was very concerned about the difference in their basketball performance.

But if Yang Li could speak out as frankly as he did last semester, then Wenrenyingge would help him improve instead of pressing Huang Kaisheng for special training every time.

Sometimes after class, Tang Hanliu and Hua Sangnian would go to Wenrenyingge together. Basically, when they entered the gymnasium, they would hear Huang Kaisheng wailing, "I'm a patient—help me! I just want to have a normal call." Basketball, I don’t want to become Superman—help!”

Then practice according to what Wenrenyingge said again and again, and practice it when you are alone.

Every time I see him, I feel that Huang Kaisheng is improving.

So in fact, there is no need to think that if you don’t want to bother others, you will be very tired.

Hua Sangnian smiled, "I didn't say that I would wrong myself for the comfort of the people I came into contact with. I would also speak up when I needed it. Recently...probably not going well professionally, I look tired, it's nothing."

He spoke with sincerity and understatement.

It seems that this is just a small threshold, not even a step, and it will be crossed soon.

Tang Hanliu and Hua Sangnian looked at each other for two seconds, but they didn't see any pretentiousness, so they couldn't help wondering if they were making a fuss out of a molehill.

Yang Li continued: "I didn't force myself to build a team with the people in the department. I really like to play with everyone. If I have to say it, the cost is high. Sometimes I am a little anxious about not being able to make up the part-time salary. "

Speaking of which, Yang Li showed a bright smile, "The school team is on vacation this week, and I have a lot of time to work part-time, so I'll fill that hole in one go."

Tang Hanliu: ...

Could it be that he was heading in the wrong direction?Yang Li's troubles have nothing to do with basketball?

Wenrenyingge was still reticent, he only said: "I want to win next year's championship."

This is his only regret this year.

He failed to give the best support to the brothers who worked so hard.

"Come on." Tang Hanliu patted Wen Renyingge's shoulder, only he was as expected.

Wenren Yingge nodded, "I will."

No one thought Wenrenyingge was lying.

Because Wenren Yingge's tone was so determined, and there was no impurity in his eyes.

Looking at Wenrenyingge like this, Yang Li only felt that he was even more despicable. Why did he think that Wenrenyingge didn't cry because he didn't care about the loss?

Wenrenyingge participated in the whole process, he must have felt it more deeply than him, didn't he?

The corners of Hua Sangnian's mouth twitched, trying to cheer for Wenrenyingge with the best expression, but nothing came out of his mouth.

After experiencing such a big setback, his brother is already moving forward.And he just failed the exam a few times, so he was frustrated, confused, and at a loss.

He really envied such a mentality.

A mentality that can look forward after failure.

Hua Sangnian couldn't look forward, because he was in pain.

The most painful thing is not trying hard but not succeeding, but not succeeding but not having room to work harder.

He has worked hard enough.

But still marching in place.

Hua Sangnian knew that maybe he should take this opportunity to express his confusion, instead of lightly conveying it with a few words just now.

But what can he say.

Yang Li hasn't been quite right lately, he doesn't know if he's worrying about the school team, or if it's really like what Yang Li said, he's just worrying about part-time salary not keeping up with expenses.

Tang Hanliu's camera was stolen, and now he is looking for the culprit through various channels.

There seems to be a little dispute over the management of the association of stray cats and dogs, and Tang Hanliu is very much in need of mediation.

Then there was the senior year's graduation party, Tang Hanliu had to go on stage to perform, and recently she often rehearsed very late.

Hear people's songs.

He is indeed the person he relies on the most.

But precisely because he was the person he relied on the most, he didn't know how to speak.

Because all along, in front of Wenren Yingge, although he was not the best one, he was always in high spirits.

He didn't want to show him how depressed he was.

"Brother, come on."

Hua Sangnian tried his best in the end, but only said this sentence.

Then he changed the subject in embarrassment, "Where's Tangtang?"

"I'm pretty good. If I don't like someone, I'll speak up." Tang Hanliu said rather indifferently, "I don't take care of other people's feelings."

The night talk in the dormitory was fairly smooth, and there was basically no silence.

I even walked through the door once in the middle of the dormitory next door, and when I opened the door, I said, "Wow, you are so lively."

They were "hilarious" for hours.

But I don't know if it's an illusion, Tang Hanliu always felt that he was not as happy as before on the rooftop, as if everyone was avoiding the important and talking lightly, but actually didn't say anything about the problem.

Finally, this barbecue night talk ended with the student union's dorm check.

After the end, the four dispersed.

Hua Sangnian was the first to wash up, and went straight to bed after washing.

He stuffed himself under the quilt, put on headphones, and watched Wang Bao's video in the dark.

In the video, Wang Bao shook his head and tail at the people behind the camera, yelling "Wow", "Wow", "Wow", looking very excited and happy.

When watching Wang Bao's video, Hua Sangnian would always feel healed, but this time he just smiled, and his mood returned to silence.

After turning off the video, Hua Sangnian clicked on the game on the phone again, charged a large sum of money to draw a card.

He doesn't play many games, but he will draw cards whenever he gets bored.

Draw to collect all ssr, or not so annoying.

If it is still annoying to collect all the cards, just change to another game to charge money and draw cards.

He recharged several games in a row, and the ssr that was drawn in the last game was the same as the one given in the event, and the ssr that was given in the event was the same after he drew a few times.

Hua Sangnian turned off the phone and threw the phone aside.

He gripped the inside of the quilt tightly.

Hide yourself in the dark.

Wen Renyingge stood below, only seeing a person who seemed to have shrunk under the quilt.He shook the engraved seal in his hand, but was unable to speak.

He can't help the people he likes.