living in the pocket of a nemesis

Ye Tang only felt dizzy.

A huge sense of dizziness hit, but all the emotions were completely caught, picked up, and fell back to my heart piece by piece.

When he heard Fu Linfeng playing the piano for the first time since he came back, he vaguely had an answer.

The feeling or mood when writing the music, obviously seems to be some trivial daily life, but he wrote a melody that he didn't even think of.

It wasn't until he played the wrong note at the end and An Qiao couldn't say what he said, that he really had the shock of awakening.

He couldn't even trace when this feeling became what it is now, but for the first time, he had an urge to turn back.

"Okay," he looked into Fu Linfeng's eyes. He had never understood the meaning of "heart-to-heart connection" so much for a moment, and nodded with a smile, "Okay."

At four o'clock in the morning in Lixia's night, the youth in the past overlapped with the present, dispelling the youthful or confused years, and finally attained perfection in the eyes of the other party.

He felt that he was enlightened too late, so he couldn't help asking him, "When did you start liking me?"

Fu Linfeng was silent for a while this time, but still said: "It's very early."

"Maybe I didn't understand it myself at first, but from that time you encouraged me to participate in the competition, it was the first time I recognized my own thoughts."

At that time, my whole body was even a gift from the other party, but Ye Tang didn't have the slightest opinion, instead he only focused on himself.

"Do you remember when I first won the award?" Fu Linfeng asked him.

"Of course I remember!" How could I forget that scene.

"At that time you hugged me and cried, I even felt like I was dreaming," Fu Linfeng smiled self-deprecatingly, the body temperature of the boy at that time was still hugging him at this moment, so those thoughts that were originally difficult to express became easier, "I want to hug you I want to caress you, comfort you, tell you not to cry, and want you to only look at me from now on."

"I said to myself at that time, you are so good, but I dreamed of having you at that moment."

This kind of emotion was so violent that even Fu Linfeng himself could not accept it.

"Those were probably the most painful and happiest years of my life," he said.

Happiness is because I can see him every day, despicably complacent with a heart that dare not see others.

The pain is because the inferiority complex in the young man's bones makes him more timid, and the more he likes, the more silent he is.

until that day.

Even though it was his birthday, it seemed like it was for him. He had prepared so many surprises, and finally broke the last string in his heart, and finally opened the most cruel mouth.

He kept convincing himself, forget it.

The gap is too big, and the self-esteem that supports him to stand up cannot allow him to open scars to others.

"So, when I rejected you, I really wanted to tell you very, very much," Fu Linfeng's voice was not so calm, "Maybe at that time I was still young and my promise was not credible, but I can say it now , what I said later."

"It's not a habit, and it's not just a liking."

"Ye Tang." Fu Linfeng finally couldn't hold back his current gaze. He lowered his head and kissed his slender and trembling eyelids lightly, "I love you."

"I really don't know when I started to like you, but then I figured it out."

"Maybe I met you just to make me fall in love at first sight."

He couldn't assume what his life would be like if he hadn't met the other person.

Fortunately, there is no need to assume now.

After an unknown amount of time, Fu Linfeng patted Ye Tang who was still trembling in his arms: "Okay."

The other party still buried his head deeply, stubbornly not wanting to lift it up: "Hold for a while."

"It's 04:30." Fu Linfeng sighed, "Aren't you going to rest?"

"I'll talk about it later." Ye Tang sniffled, "But I'm hungry."

"You have to let me go if you're hungry."

Ye Tang just wiped it off and got up reluctantly.

Fu Linfeng walked to the kitchen, and he followed.

Fu Linfeng was washing the vegetables, and he was watching from the side.

Fu Linfeng was boiling water, and he was still standing in front of him, just looking at him.

He jokingly said, "Why don't you wait outside?"

"Just watch for a while." Ye Tang said, "I'm still getting used to it."

"Adapt to what?"

"Adapting..." He stopped for a moment, "How does it feel to be in love?"

It felt like something was different, but although Ye Tang had seen pigs running, it was the first time he ate pork, so he couldn't be called a master at all.

He saw Fu Linfeng bend his eyes: "What do you think it should feel like?"

Ye Tang said with a reverent tone like looking at a giant: "Do you have experience?"

"..." He tugged at the corner of his mouth, "What do you think?"

"That's right." Ye Tang did start to digest the matter, glanced at Fu Linfeng, and said cautiously, "You have liked me for so many years."

As soon as he said this, he was a little sad again. He didn't know how to describe this emotion, so he just sighed.

"Really, at that time, how did you..."

Why didn't you tell me earlier.

Why have I endured it by myself for so many years, and I didn't even write the card myself, for fear of being discovered by myself.

But Ye Tang held back his words halfway, and finally understood the other party's choice at that time.

It's just that understanding is understanding, and it's another matter to feel distressed.

Fu Linfeng filled the noodles, stacked the ingredients, and was looking down for the tableware. Suddenly, a gust of wind passed by, and the smell belonging to Ye Tang rushed over. Before he could react, he felt his lips soften.

The other party has already bumped into it recklessly.

Ye Tang only touched it once and then moved away. After the kiss, he nervously reviewed whether his actions just now were correct: "Is that so?"

He heard Fu Linfeng say funny: "What if I say no?"

"If not, then, just try again..." He leaned closer as he spoke.

This time, both of them were prepared to "try". Fu Linfeng deliberately didn't move, leaning on the refrigerator and looking down at him, watching Ye Tang approaching him little by little until the other person touched him lightly again. Only then did he hold the back of his head with his backhand, preventing him from slipping away at the first touch.

This direction was obviously beyond Ye Tang's expectations, because he was at a loss and didn't know how to proceed.

He lightly sucked the bead of Ye Tang's upper lip, and heard a barely audible uncomfortable sound from the other party.But Ye Tang didn't push him away, he just stared at him blankly with his eyes open, as if he wanted to respond, but he didn't know how to do it.

Fortunately, Fu Linfeng was not too impatient, he backed away a little, said "close your eyes" in a low voice, and only when the other party really closed his eyelids obediently did he kiss him again.

Ye Tang didn't seem to know it at all, but he was not only willing to learn but also eager to respond. The tip of his nose was pressed against Fu Linfeng's, and he opened his mouth slightly to meet him, exchanging thin oxygen with him.

After kissing for a while, his body began to soften. If it wasn't for being hugged by Fu Linfeng, he wouldn't be able to stand up at all. The whole body was almost limply attached to each other's body, but every inch of his skin was hot and became untouchable. Fu Linfeng's five fingers on his waist were like sweet and tormenting confinement. He only felt contradictory, and wanted to break free, but also wanted the other party to pinch him deeper.

Finally, because he couldn't breathe, he left dizzily.

His face turned red due to lack of oxygen, but his lips were unbelievably moist, like the petals that fell on Fu Linfeng's shoulders that year.

"Eat first..." Ye Tang also tore Fu Linfeng's collar open, making him look less respectable.

It's just that before he finished speaking, Ye Tang stood on tiptoe again, with his shoulder pressed against the fabric of his chest, this time he chose to cup his face in an anti-customer manner, and kissed him again.

After one practice, Ye Tang, who felt he had improved, rubbed against the tip of Fu Linfeng's nose, and also learned to bite his lips.It's just that he was worried that Fu Linfeng would be in pain, so he wasn't willing to use force——

So the final initiative was forced to hand over.

The other party almost pressed him against the marble slab in the kitchen. Behind him was the cold and hard furniture, but the side against Fu Linfeng was incredibly hot.

This time Fu Linfeng didn't even give him time to adapt, as if he was going to exhaust all the air in his chest, each time he worked harder and deeper.

So hard that Ye Tang could feel the love that the other party had just announced, and so deep that he felt suffocated, and had no other option but to grab the person in front of him like a driftwood.

Humid, scorching, overlapping heartbeats, Ye Tang obviously didn't open them, but felt that his eyes were bright as day, and sinking with the wandering day, a brand new, gentle night rose up.

It wasn't until later that he couldn't take it anymore and began to struggle with whining, that the other party supported the stone counter in the kitchen with one hand, and moved away from his lips slightly.

It's just that he still didn't want to finish it, so she leaned up to kiss his nose tip, kissed his chin, and kissed his panicked Adam's apple.

"Ye Tang." His voice was a bit bad, and he was obviously still panting, but he said in a tone like coaxing a child, "You will cry if you play the piano for you, and you will cry if you kiss you."

Ye Tang blushed, "It's because you are pushing too hard!"

"My fault is all my fault." Fu Linfeng admitted generously, "Let's eat something first."

"Huh?" Ye Tang was stunned for a moment.

"Didn't you shout that you're hungry?" Fu Linfeng finally got things back on track, he looked at his watch, "It's five o'clock, you finish your meal first, then take a shower, I'll go back first, you sleep well .”

"Huh?" Ye Tang continued to be puzzled.

Hungry is hungry, but...

Years of experience abroad made him completely indifferent to the speed of progress as long as he accepted the fact: "Are you going back?"

"Otherwise," Fu Linfeng straightened his collar, "It's almost dawn."

After all, it was a great surprise to be able to make the current progress. He didn't intend to expect too much, and only persuaded himself to be patient, so as not to scare others.

As a result, people opened their eyes and looked at him.

"Fu Linfeng." Ye Tang raised his head, and asked in a tone that sounded like a sincere question, "Aren't you good?"