After being seized by the pillow man

Outside the clear glass window is the blue sky, the color of the April sky is soothing, and some thin and soft clouds are smeared on the sky, as gentle and tranquil as outlined by a pen.

The atmosphere in the room froze.

The kid's eyes are more or less black and white under the sharp eyebrows. When he stares at a person quietly like this, his eyes are full of reflections. He has no expression but can see the anger on his face. The lines are taut.

Xi Han twirled his fingertips silently, looked at Yin Yan's voice, and for a moment didn't know what to say.

Knowing that his things were thrown away, he didn't feel angry at all, instead, he felt a little guilty when he was stared at by those dark eyes.

Like doing something wrong.

Yin Yansheng took a breath, and he found a broom and dustpan outside to clean up the cigarette butts on the ground, and opened the window to let in some wind to dissipate the smell of smoke.

When he was doing this, Xi Han watched, the person in front of him just put down his things and bent over to clean them. He didn't even let go of the fallen cigarette ash, and he felt more and more uncomfortable: "You leave it alone and let others come in to do it."

Yin Yansheng didn't speak, and after cleaning up, he went to the bathroom to wash his hands. When he came back, he took a basin of water and walked to the bed, and soaked Xi Han's left hand, which had been holding a cigarette, in the water.

Warm water makes it comfortable to soak your hands in it. Yin Yansheng squeezed the hand sanitizer on his hands, rubbed his hands to create bubbles, and then held Xi Han's hand. He cleaned it very carefully. After Xi Han's hands were full of bubbles, the shea butter-flavored hand sanitizer covered up the smell of tobacco, soaked it in water and rinsed it off, and then took a paper towel to dry him wet hands.

When he was doing these things, Xi Han kept looking at him. The child lowered his brows and eyes, his thick eyelashes cast a small shadow, his nose was straight and his face was clean, except that his lips were still in a straight line.

When Yin Yansheng went to pour water, Xi Han moved his left hand. He stared at the clean hands for a while, and quickly looked away after Yin Yansheng came out of the bathroom.

Yin Yansheng took out a portion of fried chestnuts from the big bag he bought today, and he just sat aside and peeled the chestnuts without saying a word. After peeling seven or eight chestnuts, he came back and put them in Xi Han's hands.

The flesh of the chestnuts in his hand was golden, and the layer of film on the top was torn off cleanly. Perhaps the freshly fried chestnuts were still warm in his hand, and the warm and sweet smell wafted into his nose.

Xi Han took one and put it in his mouth, it was very soft and glutinous, and the taste was also very sweet.

Yin Yansheng was stopped by him when he just handed the chestnuts, and now sitting on the edge of the bed, Xi Han circled the little friend with one hand, and fed the chestnuts with the other hand: "It's very sweet, try it."

Yin Yansheng opened his mouth and ate it.

Seeing that he didn't refuse, Xi Han breathed a sigh of relief: "Our children buy sweets." After the two finished sharing the chestnuts, Xi Han moved inside and patted the position next to him.

Yin Yansheng knew that this meant to let him go to bed and lie beside him.

He took off his coat and lay down, with a hand wrapped around his waist.

Xi Han's voice came, lazily and sleepily: "Let me hug you."

Yin Yan paused for a moment, he put his head on Xi Han's shoulder, and touched Xi Han's cheek with his hand. The person in front of him was good-looking and had good skin, but now it felt a bit cool to the touch, as if he had touched a piece of jade. He stopped After a while, the voice was extremely soft: "Xi Han."

Xi Han closed his eyes: "Huh?"

"Do you smoke every time you're upset?"

Xi Han was silent for a moment, and there was a bit of a smile in his voice when he spoke again: "Unfortunately, our children heard about the pickle."

He was clearly smiling, but there was no warmth in his eyes, he was sombre, with a bit of coldness.

Yin Yansheng put his arms around Xi Han, his breath was very warm, he buried himself in Xi Han's arms, and said in a low voice: "Don't say that."

The two of them didn't speak for a while, the outside was full of spring, and the corridor was also very quiet. Occasionally, there was a sound of footsteps, and then quickly fell silent.

The body temperature is entangled with each other, and the heartbeat between each other can be felt. In this kind of tranquility, it seems that everything has gone away, and there is only one person, a person who belongs to oneself, quietly hugging.

After a long silence, Xi Han said, "I am Jiang Huimin's illegitimate son, and the person who gave birth to me is Ruan Yuling."

It has a very interesting name and looks very beautiful. When I came to Kyoto to study, I met Jiang Huimin, a kid from a rich family. Since then, it has been a catastrophe.

"She was only twenty when she gave birth to me, and her parents didn't recognize her when she was expelled from school. Jiang Huimin was already married at that time, and married with a well-matched family, Jiang Yu's mother."

The first marriage was a joint marriage. He had never met Jiang Yu's mother but heard about it. She was an extremely capable woman. When she was young, she was nicknamed "the princess" by the circle. Incompetent, Jiang Huimin thought she was too strong, so after giving birth to Jiang Yu, they played their own way, so they divorced after a few years.

He was about the same age as Jiang Yu, but he was born in the Xiaohan season, dozens of days earlier.

What happened to Ruan Yuling could never be hidden from Jiang Yu's mother, but if she had any thoughts, it would be a catastrophe waiting for him and Ruan Yuling, but those few years were considered calm.

Yin Yansheng didn't speak, he just hugged Xi Han slowly.

Xi Han chuckled softly and reached out to touch Yin Yansheng's arm. His tone was flat like an outsider's: "Later, Jiang Huimin got divorced, and found a marriage with a very ordinary family. The two gave birth to Jiang Tian."

Jiang Huimin was said to be very moved by Jiang Er's wife Xiaofu's family at that time. He used the name of Jiang's family to give the green light to the other's family, and it took a year before he embraced the beauty.

Now Mrs. Jiang said bluntly to him, 'You are only relying on a good family', Jiang Huimin was not angry, but let her say it.

"I entered Jiang's house when I was six years old. I was brought back by Jiang's aunt. She gave Ruan Yuling 100 million, and I was taken away."

Xi Han's tone was very calm, like a dry ancient well, now filled with withered grass, no longer any waves.

Yin Yansheng felt his throat was blocked by something for a moment, and he couldn't do anything except hug Xi Han tightly.

Xi Han said: "At that time, Jiang's aunt was pregnant with Feng Yiran's younger sister. The group said she was a woman and was pregnant, so they handed over her position to Jiang Huimin."

Jiang's aunt is also a capable person. Due to pregnancy and gender reasons, she has to give up the rights she has struggled for for many years to a man who is inferior to her in everything. Jiang's aunt can't swallow this breath.

She tracked down Ruan Yuling, then brought Xi Han to Jiang's house, and took out the paternity test in public, pointing out that Jiang Huimin's private life was chaotic. The job was back in her hands.

"Later, Jiang Huimin was dismissed because of his style of work."

In the twelfth lunar month of that year, a six-year-old man was led into the gate of Jiang's house. The embroidered household of Zhumen was like another world. Surprised and annoyed, she said in public: "That woman is not a pure and kind person, who knows who she forced the wild seed she had with whom to plant on my head."

Xi Han said slowly, "I came to Jiang's house purely as a pawn for playing games."

Being born was a joke, and entering Jiang's family was only motivated by profit.

"I have always been at odds with Jiang Huimin." Xi Han said in a clear tone, "It is said that when he got married, he gave Ruan Yuling money to buy off his relationship. Give birth to a child." That position was the closest he was to right in his life, and also the one he had the best chance of, but he lost it because of an illegitimate child.

People have emotions and desires, and they all have things that they are very eager to get.

Jiang Huimin wanted to be a participant in the Jiang family all his life, but he was not as capable as the Jiang family's uncle and Jiang family's aunt. He was lucky enough to get an opportunity and cherished it very much, but he was lost because of an illegitimate child. He has been an idler since then in his life .

But can this matter be blamed on Aunt Jiang's family?If you are capable and ambitious, do you want to give it up just because of pregnancy and gender?It doesn't make sense.

Standing at the end of time and looking back at this past event, it is like the sand exposed at the end of a rolling river, each of which is gray.

"I wasn't called Xi Han at that time. Grandma saw that I was pitiful and asked me to take her surname. I was born on the day of Xiaohan in the 24 solar terms, so I changed it to my current name."

Xi Han said: "Aunt Jiang's family is nice and has helped me a lot." He paused for a while: "As for Jiang Huimin, I understand him."

Understand all the disgust and abuse that have existed, people are not saints, and it is common to vent anger.

Yin Yansheng has been listening quietly.

At this time, he suddenly understood why the person in front of him was cold and cold, with a clear sense of boundaries.

Because he is too transparent and sees too clearly.

A smart child can be keenly aware of the surrounding environment and other people's attitudes towards him, especially a smart and sensitive child like Xi Han, who has strong self-esteem and is forced to go to a strange environment.

Xi Han, who entered Jiang's family, could not be expected to be honest and optimistic, showing his heart to everyone.

Xi Han hugged Yin Yansheng, and he said quietly: "I haven't told anyone about this matter, and no one has brought it up now, just listen to what happened to the older generation of the Jiang family, and don't talk about it outside."

So many years have passed, Jiang's aunt is about to retire, and Jiang Huimin and Jiang's second wife have been arguing for so many years. No matter what kind of thoughts everyone had at that time, it has passed. He is not bad.

Yin Yansheng said: "No."

He stared at Xi Han, and slowly said: "Are you... blaming your mother?"

He often smokes on the balcony and wakes up one after another at night. The reason may be his mother.Jiang's aunt and Jiang Huimin are outsiders after all, and the only ones who can hurt are those close to them.

Xi Han closed his eyes and did not answer directly.

He just said: "Jiang Huimin treats her contemptuously." From the current words, one can see a thing or two, respect to Jiang Yu's mother, joy to Jiang Er's wife, but only a plaything mentality to Ruan Yuling.

People always say that maternal love is great, which seems to be a moral constraint, as if a woman must raise children, be dedicated, and be selfless, but what about the other party?

Xi Han said lightly, "I blame Jiang Huimin."

Yin Yansheng put his face on Xi Han's cheek, he smelled the bitter and bitter tobacco smell all over his body, lowered his forehead to Xi Han's and said, "Xi Han, quit smoking."

Xi Jiaojiao, forget about those troubles.