Wizard he really doesn't want to roll [Rebirth]

Do you want to leave?Leaving this place where he grew up and gave up a lot of things to come back?

Under the vaguely expectant eyes of the sentinel, the word "good" was on the tip of his tongue, but he still didn't have the courage to say it.

He has the courage to put all his eggs in one basket for others, but when it comes to his own problems, he hates cowardice to death.

Facing Lu Jinchao's silence, Lin Xiaoming didn't say anything, but sighed in the faint smell of alcohol, and sat back beside him again.

After that day, everything was as usual, as if nothing happened.

Lin Xiaoming was still concentrating on his health and rest. He stayed in the bedroom all day and didn't know what he was doing. Lu Jinchao was busy in the hospital, performing one operation after another, and sometimes went to the emergency department on duty.

Lu Jinchao checked the start date of Capital Star Sentinel Academy, and silently waited for the day when Lin Xiaoming said he was leaving.

Lin Xiaoming has completely recovered from the burning blood, and he started to exercise, mainly to strengthen the development of the body and core strength.

Lu Jinchao originally wanted to be with him, but most of the time he was too tired from work, and when he got home from get off work, he just wanted to lie on the bed and didn't want to move.

The search turmoil against the Burning Blood Sentinel has passed, and Lin Xiaoming also started to go out with Lu Jinchao, and the most common thing he did was to hang out in the nearby supermarket.

Lin Xiaoming is still growing, and he eats a lot. Lu Jinchao once watched him eat seven hamburgers in one meal. The refrigerator will be empty every time it is full, and the centralized purchase will be done every three days. thing.

It was the same today, Lu Jinchao pushed the shopping cart and waited at the side, watching Lin Xiaoming choose from the shelves, the cart full of food made him a little sad.

Lin Xiaoming's food is so delicious that he can't help but eat a lot. He never idles his mouth every day, but Sentinel does high-intensity exercise every day. He is either sitting in the clinic or standing on the operating table. He can't consume so much energy at all. Short In just one month, Lu Jinchao gained a full 4kg.

"Do you want to eat this?" Lin Xiaoming took a can of canned fruit and asked back.

"Buy fresh fruit, the recent lychees are good."

Lin Xiaoming nodded, but still put the can into the shopping cart: "I'll eat this."

Lu Jin has been observing for so long, but he has never seen any youthful vigor in Lin Xiaoming. The other party is surprisingly mature, and the most common expression on his face is expressionless, isn't it just to pretend to be cool? - Lin Xiaoming really didn't think there was anything worthy of his emotional fluctuations.

What did Lin Xiaoming experience before to become so mature and sophisticated?

After buying almost everything, the two pushed the cart to the self-service cashier to check out, and put things into shopping bags one by one.

At this moment, Lu Jinchao's communicator rang, and the moment he saw the number, the relaxed expression on his face disappeared.

"Hey?"

The background voice on the opposite side was a bit noisy: "Doctor Lu, there is a patient in the emergency department who needs surgery, can you come over?"

"I'll be there right away." Lu Jinchao hung up the communication and took a deep breath.

Lin Xiaoming picked up the heavy shopping bags one by one, and asked, "Is there an emergency?"

"Well, it's time to go now, can you go home alone?"

Lin Xiaoming nodded: "Yes, please slow down on the road."

Under Lin Xiaoming's gaze, Lu Jin walked sideways through the crowd, walked out of the supermarket quickly, stopped a car by the side of the road, and rushed to the hospital.

The patient got into a fight with others after getting drunk in a bar. After being hit on the chest, he developed tension pneumothorax. He was sent to the emergency room for emergency treatment. Lu Jinchao performed an operation on him. When he came out of the operating room, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

There was nothing else to do after that, Lu Jinchao took a taxi home, looking at the empty street outside the car window, feeling tired gradually.

The taxi stopped on the side of the street, and he quietly walked into the house. The house was pitch black, and the door of Lin Xiaoming's bedroom was ajar, and there was no movement inside. He should have fallen asleep by this point.

Lu Jinchao didn't turn on the light, he groped his way to the sofa and sat down by the faint light outside the window, everything was so quiet, it was as if he could hear the sound of dust floating and falling.

Loneliness is like a furry monster hiding in the dark, spying silently, waiting to stretch out its claws and tear him apart at any time.

Lu Jinchao had never felt so clearly that he had been alone all along.

The day after his father passed away, he picked up Lin Xiaoming by the river, and the sentinel who fell from the sky became an indispensable sustenance in his emotions and life, taking care of and accompanying each other.

When Lin Xiaoming left, he was really the only one left.

At that time, he dragged his exhausted body back home, and no one would talk to him again. We watched TV together on the sofa, shared tedious housework, and went to the supermarket together to buy things. The things in the refrigerator may only be replaced once a week.

Maybe someone will pester him again, but no figure will appear in time to rescue him.

He would spend every empty night without saying a word, as if he had lost his basic language function, and he would only open his mouth to communicate with people again when he went to work the next day.

Loneliness is the deadliest poison.

Lu Jinchao couldn't help but take a deep breath, he leaned on the back of the sofa, closed his eyes tightly, and squeezed the space between his brows.

He came back to Nantianxing to accompany his parents, but now, his parents are gone.

Soon the last of his companions will leave too.

Something fluffy rubbed against his leg, Lu Jin opened his eyes, and the snow leopard came over at some point, leaning its head against his leg intimately, whining softly.

Lu Jin turned his head, and Lin Xiaoming was standing at the door of the bedroom, looking at him silently, the faint light cast from behind the sentinel outlined a silhouette of his figure.

Lu Jin opened his mouth and couldn't make a sound for a while. He cleared his throat and asked softly, "Are you still asleep?"

"I'm waiting for you." Lin Xiaoming straightened up and stopped leaning against the door frame, "It's almost two o'clock, you should go to bed earlier."

Ever since Lu Jinchao was brought back by Yin Qi and almost had an accident, Lin Xiaoming would wait for him to get home before going to bed every day no matter how late it was.

The heartbeat began to speed up, the snow leopard's heavy pads were pressed on the back of his hand, the young big cat purred, and the appearance of the young sentinel in the middle of the night dispelled all the loneliness and gave him real courage.

"Lin Xiaoming." Lu Jinchao called to him, Lin Xiaoming paused and looked back.

"Let's leave together next month."

When Lu Jinchao appeared in the sentry department, Xu Yunfei was cleaning up the office.

"Sit." She put down the folder in her hand, and the moment she met Lu Jin's eyes, she already understood the purpose of her visit.

Lu Jinchao sat down opposite her: "I want to ask you to help me write a letter of recommendation."

"Have you made up your mind?"

"Well, you're right. I shouldn't waste my talent. I've already written my resignation letter, and I'll hand it in later."

Xu Yunfei opened the drawer and took out the envelope from the bottom of a pile of documents: "This, when the time comes, directly hand it over to Kelvin Mom from the admissions office. He was my senior back then."

She always felt that Lu Jinchao would make the most suitable decision, so she had already written the letter of recommendation.

Lu Jinchao took the envelope, which was elegantly sealed with wax, with the pattern of the badge of the Guiding Academy printed on it.

"Thank you." Lu Jinchao put the envelope away carefully, feeling guilty about the rumors circulating in the hospital, "I have really troubled you during this time."

"It doesn't matter." Xu Yunfei smiled, "If you can successfully catch the nearest long-distance spaceship from Yunfeng Star to Capital Star, you can stay near the Guidance Academy for a while first. There will be many activities near the school before the school starts."

"Okay." Lu Jinchao thanked again, he stood up, and said, "Then I will submit the letter of resignation first."

"Ah."

Lu Jinchao handed over the resignation letter to the vice president, and when he said he was going to resign, the vice president thought he had heard it wrong.

The deputy dean opened the letter, skimmed through the beginning, didn't bother to read it, raised his head in confusion, and asked: "What's wrong? If you are not satisfied with the treatment or other things, you can bring it up. Don't rush to write this down." give it to me."

"No, I don't have any opinion on the hospital, and my resignation is my own reason."

"I came back to Nantianxing to take care of my parents. Now that my parents are gone, I plan to go back to study."

"But Xiao Lu, your current technique can already be regarded as the best in the entire thoracic surgery department. In the past three years, your number of operations and success rate have ranked first in the thoracic department. If you continue to work, it will not be a problem to achieve my position in the future." .”

"Stay here, Xiao Lu. There are countless experts and scholars on Capital Star, but very few experts are willing to come to our Nantian Star. The medical level of Nantian Star has not been improved for a long time."

"If you weren't there, the little boy with liver failure outside his chest might need to go to another planet for a transplant operation. Many patients with intractable diseases may be misdiagnosed and delay the best time for treatment. Need you very much."

The vice president's words were quite sincere, and he was right. The geographical location of Nantianxing made it doomed not to attract too many excellent doctors. It takes too much effort for a medical student to grow into a reliable doctor, and they prefer to stay where they can get more. A prosperous planet with many rewards.

They finally had such an excellent doctor as Lu Jinchao, so they were naturally unwilling to let him go easily.

For yourself, or for more patients?

Lu Jinchao has heard too many similar words. People regard dedication and sacrifice as virtues, and look forward to someone, hoping that someone can become a "benchmark" in their minds.

If you are not firm, you might be persuaded, but Lu Jinchao has already made up his mind.

"I'm sorry to the dean, I am very grateful for the cultivation and dedication of the hospital. I have lived a fulfilling life in the hospital for three years, and my colleagues and leaders have treated me very well. But I have made up my mind, and this letter is a serious consideration. It was handed over to you half a month later."

Lu Jin took a deep breath and said firmly:

"Before, I always made choices for my parents and my family, but now I want to listen to my inner voice and truly live for myself."