Wizard he really doesn't want to roll [Rebirth]

"Let's go."

Tang Jinglin took the two of them to a quiet room upstairs. He closed the door and sat down again, saying, "Molly's condition has not been very good, and I can't communicate much, please forgive me."

"Is she my mother?"

"Yes."

Even though he already had the answer in his heart, Lu Jinchao couldn't help closing his eyes when he heard Tang Jinglin's answer.

how so.

Molly's state made Lu Jinchao realize that the truth might be more complicated than imagined, and after finally meeting, his biological mother... couldn't recognize him at all.

"I'm really sorry. After the accident that year, I went to all the places I could go to find many times, and even left here to go to other planets, but Molly's physical condition was really bad at that time, and someone had to be there to help her. The guidance of the force will not lead to complete chaos."

Tang Jinglin took a deep breath and said in a low voice, "But I think you should want to know what happened back then rather than apologizing."

Lu Jin nodded. He looked out of the window and could see Molly in the courtyard below. She was quietly leaning on the recliner, stroking her abdomen.

Tang Jinglin knew that Lu Jinchao had many questions, so he started from the beginning of everything.

This is a secret planet completely independent of the Federation.

Back then, a group of guides came here and shielded the planet with mental power, so it disappeared from the star map and was almost never explored by outsiders.

The vast majority of people on the planet are guides and ordinary people, and there are almost no sentries.

People will no longer classify according to the presence or absence of spiritual power. For a long time, this place has been like a paradise.

until a disagreement arises.

Do some people think that they are going to hide on this planet for generations?Although the planet is peaceful, it is always in a world of ice and snow because it is far away from the stars, and because of the population, many industries are very underdeveloped.

Another group of people feel that since their parents have made such a decision, they should go on firmly. Have they forgotten why they left back then?Going back now, who can guarantee that the situation will not get worse?

The dispute between the two factions lasted for more than ten years, and no one could completely convince the other side. With the passage of time, the contradiction gradually intensified, and finally reached its peak in a natural disaster.

The land suddenly collapsed on a large scale, the ground fell into the abyss below, and the local people suffered heavy casualties.

This disaster aroused everyone's attention, and soon after exhaustive detection, they found that the internal structure of the planet was not stable.

Tang Jinglin didn't say the reason, but Lu Jinchao probably knew why. This is a planet made by eclipsed creatures using the remains of other planets. Compared with the natural planets that condense over trillions of years, they were created in a relatively short period of time. It is also not stable enough.

All signs indicate that this planet will surely perish one day in the future, and perhaps there is not much time left for them.

It is impossible for them to stay here for generations.

Bishop Tang Jinglin and nun Molly are both staunch step-out factions. They want to regain the past glory of their fathers. In their eyes, it is a cowardly act to hide forever on a planet that may collapse at any time. They With quite powerful abilities, why not strive for those things that should be obtained?

At that time, Tang Jinglin was the youngest bishop on the entire planet, and he had many like-minded friends. Most of them were young people, and they did not agree with the decisions made by their parents back then.

The occurrence of the collapse disaster is no different from strengthening their determination. When the dispute escalated to the highest level, an internal war broke out among the bishops.

At that time, Molly was about to give birth. As a nun of the church, she accompanied Tang Jinglin to rescue the wounded in the collapsed disaster area.

Although she is physically handicapped, she is still a very powerful guide, who can use spiritual power to comfort those victims who are traumatized and struggling in pain.

This is a nun's job.

On the second day after the rescue in the disaster area was almost over, Molly finally ushered in her first labor pain. Accompanied by Tang Jinglin, she struggled for several hours in the delivery room and finally gave birth to a boy.

Before the two had time to be happy for too long, Tang Jinglin was called to deal with the affairs of the disaster area. He settled his wife and children carefully and dealt with the problem as quickly as possible.

He never thought that when Tang Jinglin came back in a hurry, all he could see was Molly lying unconscious on the floor, whose mental image was on the verge of being broken.

Their newborn baby was gone.

The two of them are guides, and they cannot form a spiritual link like the combination of sentinel and direction. Therefore, Tang Jinglin was not able to find out immediately when Molly was in trouble.

Tang Jinglin was about to go crazy, but he was more concerned about Molly's situation than the child.

She had apparently been attacked by other guides, the barrier was shattered, and the mental picture was a mess.

Molly's body was already weak after giving birth, and her mental state was also very prone to problems under the influence of postpartum hormones. The superposition of various factors almost completely destroyed her.

Tang Jinglin stayed by Molly's side day and night, entering into her mental landscape and constantly repairing it, saving his wife from the brink of collapse.

He took care of Molly's frail body with all his clothes on, and only when he was free for a moment could he let himself think about the lost child.

The baby they've been looking forward to for so long.

Tang Jinglin immediately sent people to look for her, and when Molly's condition improved, he went to various places in person, but finding a newborn child on this vast planet is not easy, it's like looking for a needle in a haystack.

Tang Jinglin knew who attacked Molly, and those people really succeeded. Tang Jinglin and Molly, the two backbones of the out-of-group faction, had no time to care about other things. The man of will wins outright.

Molly's picture was completely repaired by him, but when he regained consciousness, Tang Jinglin still noticed something strange.

Her memory stayed in the time when the child was not yet born.

In her world, their child has not yet been born, and is quietly staying in the safest womb, so there is no possibility of being snatched away. She uses her body to firmly protect that little life until forever.

Sometimes she felt that she was in the first trimester and would have strong symptoms of morning sickness. Sometimes she just heard the news of her pregnancy and told Tang Jinglin excitedly. Sometimes she was in the fantasy of imminent childbirth and worried whether the child's birth would go well. ...

Tang Jinglin tried all the methods he could think of, but failed to bring Molly back to normal.

He hated himself so much, why didn't he accompany his wife and children when they were most vulnerable? Is the bishop's responsibility really that important?

Tang Jinglin was completely disheartened and decided to stay away from all disputes. He found the most suitable place for self-cultivation, voluntarily demoted from bishop to priest, and brought Molly to this church.

He had lost his son, and at least he could take care of Molly for the rest of his life.

In the blink of an eye, 30 years have passed.

When these old events were brought up again after such a long time, there was still a dull pain in the deepest part of his heart. Tang Jinglin was still calm from the beginning to the end, but he would temporarily stop for a few seconds when he mentioned the key points, to suppress the fluctuating emotions.

"I've thought about many possibilities. After those people snatched the child, they killed him, or just threw him somewhere. Without someone to take care of him, a newborn child can't live long."

Tang Jinglin took a deep breath, and said in a low voice, "It's been 30 years, I can't see the direction I'm looking for, and I hardly expect him to be alive, but I didn't expect that God really, really lowered the curtain and let me regain... ..."

Lu Jinchao couldn't tell what was in his heart.

From childhood to adulthood, in his cognition, he has been abandoned.

How many people ridiculed him as an unwanted child, no matter how much love the adoptive parents gave, they could not make up for the emptiness caused by these cynicism.

hate it?Not to mention, compared to being sad about why his biological parents abandoned him, Lu Jinchao was more fortunate to be rescued by his adoptive parents at that time.

Afterwards, as he grew older, Lu Jinchao felt nothing at all. People shouldn't feel pain for things they don't have.

Even after learning of the existence of the Holy Family, Lu Jinchao never thought about finding out his own life experience.

If it wasn't for the need to help change the situation of the federal guides and learn more about the secrets of spiritual power, he wouldn't have spent so much energy trying to find the Holy Family.

Now he suddenly learned that he was not abandoned.

He is the child his parents have been looking forward to for a long time. Because of his loss, his mother is always stuck in the memories of the past and refuses to go out. His father lives in extreme self-blame every day and night.

He is not unwanted child.

In the past, Lu Jinchao might have burst into tears with excitement. He finally found his parents, and he knew that he should have a fairly happy family under normal circumstances. The disaster 30 years ago separated him from his parents, but he finally found his parents today. See you again.

But now Lu Jinchao is 30 years old.

He has experienced too much in these years, and he has already passed the age he most wanted to pursue his life experience. Are you excited?Of course he was excited, but his adult hard shell prevented him from throwing himself into the arms of his parents and crying loudly like a child.

After a long time, Lu Jinchao finally spoke: "Lin Xiaoming and I came here specifically to find the Holy Family."

He no longer concealed it from Tang Jinglin: "We searched for clues in many places, and finally found a way to release the mental barrier and enter it. I have seen the family emblem of the Holy Family in the Federal Capital Star Guidance Academy. The white falcon and My mental body is extremely similar, and there are other clues, so I have been wondering whether my life experience may be related to this place."

Tang Jinglin knew how difficult it was for outsiders to find them. When they left, their fathers almost destroyed all traces, just like the Federation hoped, to make them "disappear" completely.

"sorry."

Lu Jinchao shook his head, there is no need to say these words of apology now. In the past 30 years, no matter who they are, the three of them have suffered because of this incident.

He looked out of the window again, and Molly's figure was still there, making his eyes hot.

Tang Jinglin also looked at his wife in the distance, and after a few minutes of silence, he asked softly again: "These years... how are you doing?"

"It's pretty good." Lu Jinchao thought about it. The first 24 years of his life were a mess, but after meeting Lin Xiaoming, he did find a new goal in life, "I am now the chief guide of the Federation, and Xiaoming is my leader. combined sentinel."

Tang Jinglin took a few more glances at Lin Xiaoming: "Has the tower already agreed to the same-sex pairing?"

Lu Jin smiled: "We were married in violation of the rules, and we went to a military court at the time, but since the matter has come to an end, that's it."

Tang Jinglin obviously wanted to know more about Lu Jinchao, so Lu Jinchao patiently told him from the beginning.

He said that he has adoptive parents who love him very much. He has shown sensitivity to emotions since he was a child, and he is also smart enough. He has always been No.1 in school, and even passed the junior class of the First Medical University when he was 15 years old.

After that, he studied under the medical master Wen Rongxi, graduated with a doctorate at the age of 21, and returned to his hometown to work for three years. After meeting Lin Xiaoming, they went to Capital Star together again.

Lu Jinchao did not tell Tang Jinglin that he had been discriminated against since he was a child because of his status as an abandoned baby and his late development. He did not tell him that because of these pains, he kept closing his heart and made the barrier too thick, and he was unable to actively awaken. Disappointed again and again when testing.

He also didn’t tell Tang Jinglin that he returned to Nantianxing after receiving the bad news that his adoptive mother was in critical condition after graduating from his Ph. .

Tang Jinglin and Molly have suffered so much all these years, there is no need to make them feel guilty and suffer because of their own affairs.

He only said that he has continuously achieved those achievements: breaking many records in the guidance academy; following Wen Rongxi to conduct neurological desensitization research and obtaining important data; challenging the former chief and becoming the current chief guide of the tower; Let's get a lot of important information together in today's war against the Dogon.

Tang Jinglin listened carefully, understanding the life that belonged to Lu Jinchao that he had completely missed.

They chatted for a long time, and their mood gradually calmed down in the process.

Time passed minute by minute, until the bell in the room rang, Tang Jinglin immediately stood up and said, "Molly is looking for me, maybe we will talk about it later, you can take a look in the church first."

"Okay." Lu Jinchao also stood up, Tang Jinglin nodded to him, quickly left the quiet room, and went downstairs.

In less than a minute, Tang Jinglin's figure appeared on the balcony below. He leaned down and asked about Molly's situation.

Lu Jinchao couldn't hear what the two of them were talking about. Looking at the scene, he couldn't help but take a deep breath, and raised his hand to wipe his eyes.

Of course there are still fluctuations in my heart.

He tugged Lin Xiaoming's sleeve and said softly, "Let's go for a walk too."

"it is good."

The two left the quiet room and walked in the church. The church was very large. It was clear that the planet had been ruled by the church for a long time, but from the conversation with Tang Jinglin, he didn't really believe in religion.

So-called churches may simply have adopted this form of organization.

Lu Jin walked around and confirmed his conjecture even more. There were no teachings in the whole church, and even the murals were quite abstract, and there were no statues of gods.

They walked across the courtyard and sat down on a clean step.

The whole planet is a cold environment of ice and snow. There is a layer of transparent glass that can be stretched above the courtyard. When it is covered, the courtyard becomes a greenhouse, so there are many lush plants.

Lu Jin can accurately know the mood of the other party without words. Looking at the lush flowers and plants, Lu Jin said softly: "Suddenly I feel a little confused."

Lin Xiaoming leaned over and grabbed a blade of grass, and used his special skills to weave small animals: "Maybe it will be fine after a night of sleep. Now that we have found the Holy Family and your family, we should be happy. "

Lu Jin hummed. He watched the fine grass turn into the embryonic form of a puppy in Lin Xiaoming's hands, and moved his body slightly to get closer to him.

Speaking of it, Lin Xiaoming's situation seems to be worse than his. Lin Xiaoming's parents were both sentinels and engaged in dangerous work. When he was eleven or twelve years old, they both died because of a failed bomb disposal.

Since then, Lin Xiaoming was taken care of by his neighbors, and when he was 16, he awakened to become a sentinel and entered the sanctuary.

In addition to the experience of the previous life, it has been more than 30 years since Lin Xiaoming's parents left him.

Fortunately, when they were alone, they appeared in each other's world and gave each other a warm home.