chasing and chasing

On a slightly lonely night, the man stood tall and unbuttoned the black mask covering half of his face with one hand.

"What's up?"

The uneven tone, without any emotion, seemed to be hitting his eardrums with the coolness of autumn night.

"Just got home?"

"Ah."

"The manager sent you back?"

"No."

"Who is that?"

"Is it about you?"

The conversation was carried out in a few words, and the attitude was so indifferent that it was impossible to believe that he was still smiling a few minutes ago.

Tian Jungkook took a deep breath, but despite being sad, he was still thankful, at least he didn't even answer the phone.

"Can we meet? I'm near your house."

There was pleading in his words, and he who had always rejected others would have a day when he was careful to please another person.

But the person he wanted to show his favor to didn't appreciate it, "If you have anything to say, please call."

Tian Jungkook pushed the car door hesitantly for a moment and then closed it again, the sound of opening and closing was heard, and Kim Taehyung asked him where he was through the phone.

The people in the distance turned their heads and looked around, as the sky was getting dark, they couldn't see his expression clearly.

Tanaka stretched out his hand and traced his figure with his index finger.As time went by, his eyebrows and eyes became more refined, his youthfulness and innocence faded away, and he grew into an adult.

And his once-common smile is now hidden in the depths of thorns that are not open to him alone.

The young man who would say his name and smile was lost by him.

"Kim Taehyung." He said through the phone, "Good night! And... I love you."

This time, it's my turn to approach you.

All the confessions you have ever said, I will respond to you sentence by sentence.

I will say your name with a slight smile and tell you the fact that Jungkook loves Kim Taehyung.

extremely love.

There is one thing that Kim Taehyung never said to Jungkook.

About the moment he likes him.

Everyone felt that he was chasing Tian Jungkook, that he unilaterally liked Tian Jungkook.

But only he himself knew that it all started when the boy grabbed his hand and insisted that he would marry him when he grew up, and he decided to leave a piece of saliva on his face as evidence of the agreement.

That boy is Tanaka.

When Kim Taehyung was six years old, his parents took him to visit Tanaka's country.

Father Jin and Father Tian are comrades-in-arms in the same army. After retiring from the army, one stayed in T City to work in politics, and the other returned to K City to work in business.

Although not seen often, the two have kept in touch.

The two families were very happy when they were guests. The adults got together and chatted non-stop. The two children couldn't understand, so they were put in the children's room to play by themselves.

Tian Jungkook is a shy character, but he is surprisingly clingy to Kim Taehyung, his brother and brother keep shouting after him.

Mother Kim teased them with a smile, "Jungkook likes Taehyung so much, why not go back to T City with us tomorrow."

When Tian Zhengguo was amused, he raised his head and blinked his big shiny eyes and asked him, "Brother, is it okay?"

There was still baby fat on his face, and his cheeks were chubby, Jin Taehyung stretched out his hand and pinched it lightly, "No, your parents will be sad if you go back with me."

Tian Jungkook glanced at Kim Taehyung, then at his parents, hesitating which one to choose.

Finally, he pursed his lips and said, "I want Mom and Dad, and I want Taehyung brother too."

Oda Jungkook doesn't understand, he wants both, why can he only choose one?

Mother Tian smiled and said, "Then you have to marry Brother Taehyung."

"Can we stay together forever after we get married?"

Tian Jungkook, who got the answer in the affirmative, wished to marry Kim Taehyung right away, although he didn't know what marriage was, he only knew that if he got married, Taehyung brother could be with him.

He pulled Kim Taehyung's clothes and acted like a baby: "Brother Taehyung, shall we get married? Shall we?"

The six-year-old Kim Taehyung shook his head and refused to agree, "Mom said to get married with the person I like the most."

Like what?Two words that he didn't know appeared in Tian Zhengguo's little head.

But he thought that when his parents said they liked him, they would always kiss him, so he stood on tiptoe, pouted, and kissed Kim Taehyung.

"I like brother Taehyung the most, please marry me! Please, please, please marry me!"

Kim Taehyung raised his hand and wiped the drool on his face with his sleeve. The four adults sat and watched their commotion, while Kim's mother was still coaxing, "Your brother has already said that, why don't you hurry up and agree to him."

"Okay." He reluctantly agreed.

"Great!" Tian Jungkook jumped up happily, and sent him several more slobbering kisses.

Kim Taehyung pushed his head away in disgust, wiped his cheek with the back of his hand, and the corners of his mouth involuntarily raised.

That night, Tian Jungkook was afraid that Kim Taehyung would leave, so he must sleep with him.

The child who was still exuding the fragrance of milk hugged him tightly like an octopus and fell asleep. His round head rubbed against his shoulder, and his hair felt itchy on his neck. Kim Taehyung pushed it away with his index finger, and the next second He leaned over again and hugged him even tighter.

Tian Jungkook slept soundly all night, and the next day Kim Taehyung got up and left with his parents without waking up.

Tian's mother was afraid that he would cry when he woke up and see Kim Taehyung leaving, so she didn't wake him up.

Before leaving, Kim Taehyung ran upstairs with the excuse that something was left in the room.

Tian Zhengguo was wrapped in the quilt, only a small head was exposed, his pink and tender face, the flesh on his cheek was bulging due to the pillow.

Kim Taehyung leaned down and slowly pressed his lips to his forehead.

"Goodbye, Jungkook."

To grow up well, wait for me to come to you.

City K and City T are separated by several provinces, and they never went to Tian's house again until he graduated from the third year of junior high, and Papa Jin was transferred to work in City K.They chose a house in Tianjiatong community to settle down.

Went to Tian's house for dinner again, and Tian Jungkook hadn't come back yet. Kim Taehyung sat on the sofa uneasy, constantly rehearsing how to greet him in his mind.

The teenager appeared in front of him wearing a blue and white sportswear, holding a basketball, alienated and indifferent: "Who are you?"

At that moment, he realized that the gap between two years is really huge, so big that one remembers the same thing and the other forgets it.

The kid who was clamoring to marry him really grew up well, but he just forgot the promise.

Now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous, everyone says that children's words can't be taken seriously, but he has been taking it seriously for more than ten years.