Self-inflicted self-inflicted rebirth

Inferiority is like a transparent mirror, bright and transparent, it is ruthless and realistic, reflecting the original ugliness of things, and fully exposing the hidden falsehood to the sun.

Standing in front of the mirror, Su Li had never hated someone so much.

Inferiority is another emotion, and it follows like a shadow, like a giant python tightly wrapped around the neck, which makes people suffocate and cannot struggle.

And Su Li's inferiority complex comes from the bottom of his bones, the despicableness is in his blood, it's his background, his birth, all these make Su Li like a camel with a heavy load, unable to support the sins all over his body, unable to lift his pretence The footsteps, unable to climb the nearby hills, stopped, and became more and more silent.

Su Chen thought about it a lot. If Su Li was different, would his life still be so disgusting?

If Su Li stood upright in the sun, had a legal identity, and had close family members, would he be safe and happy?

Su Chen did it, let Su Li have all of this, stand in this world aboveboard, let him no longer be afraid of anyone, let him no longer be afraid of any doubts, he is the youngest son of the Su family, the adopted son of the Su family .

Su Li can stand under the sun and accept everyone's attention, Su Li can stand under the sun and accept anyone's kindness, Su Li can stand under the sun, straighten his spine and accept anyone's admiration...

Looking at the street downstairs through the transparent glass of the bedroom, the night has gradually deepened, and the autumn night is cold and windy, which is a bit cool.

In the bedroom with black and white style, Su Chen leaned on the sofa in the bedroom, completely emptied himself, rested with his eyes closed on his back, Su Li's every move was like a video recorder, constantly playing in Su Chen's mind.

Su Li's every move, Su Li's voice, and his demeanor are so similar. What did I do back then?Enduring, being attacked by words that are more cruel than swords, guns, swords and halberds, suffering one after another, hiding in the dark corner and licking the wound, covered with bruises and scars.

Then I struggled again, refusing to this unfair world, refusing everything, including goodwill, the final result, the final road became narrow, became nowhere to go, became crazy, became extreme, and then in this infinite The world without nostalgia disappeared without even leaving any ripples...

The current Su Li is like that hedgehog, stabbing others, but stabbing himself even more...

I am that kind of person...so extreme, and so...resolute...

"Boom boom boom!"

There was an unexpected knock on the door. There were only two people in this villa.

"elder brother……"

It was Su Li's hoarse voice, crying heavily.

Su Chen moved his fingers, but did not answer, as if he was asleep, he closed his eyes and continued to rest.

After a long while, the door of Su Chen's bedroom was still opened, it was very light, and there was a slight sound from the door.

Su Li was still wearing the light blue home clothes, holding the transparent watch box and the adoption document in his hand, and slowly walked into Su Chen's room, stepping on the carpet lightly, his eyes fixed on Su Chen. Looking at Su Chen who was resting on his back.

Su Chen listened to the voices from every corner of the bedroom, heard Su Li walking slowly in front of him, and heard Su Li calling to himself in a low voice.

"Brother, I was wrong."

Su Chen opened his eyes, listening to Su Li's choked up apology again.

"Stand up, who made you kneel down."

Su Chen's voice was gentle, completely different from the Su Chen who pinched Su Li's chin so hard just now.

Su Chen watched Su Li straighten his back, and continued to kneel straight in front of him, without any intention of getting up, he put the things in his hands on the table in front of Su Chen.

"elder brother."

Su Chen looked at Su Li's cautious eyes, approached him tentatively, then stretched out his slender fingertips tentatively to touch his hand, and then slowly clenched it.

Su Chen's body didn't move, he looked at Su Li's cautiousness very calmly, Su Chen actually softened his heart.

I don't want to let Su Li suffer any more, and I don't want him to suffer any more unhappiness in this world. Su Li should be just like other children, he should be happy.

Su Li finally held Su Chen's hand, his eyes were bright, they were full of hope, beautiful and full of sunshine.

Su Li shook slightly, her voice was soft, begging: "Brother, I'm sorry, I know I was wrong, don't be angry, okay?"

Su Chen was sitting on the sofa, his toes were moving and crushing the carpet, his eyes glanced over Su Li's face, seeing the red mark on Su Li's mouth, he was a little annoyed, he struck hard and pinched the scar.Sighing helplessly, Su Chen finally pressed down Su Li's dangling little hand, squeezed it in his hand, leaned forward, raised his other hand and gently touched Su Li's mouth, feeling distressed He asked, "Does it hurt?"

Su Li raised his head and looked into Su Chen's eyes. Su Chen's eyes were as gentle and serious as usual, full of stars, shining brightly.Su Li felt that he was blind. This person was clearly treating him well from beginning to end.

Su Li shook his head lightly, and lay on Su Chen's lap, as if acting coquettishly, humming: "It's terrible for my brother to be angry, A Li made my brother angry, A Li apologized to my brother."

Looking at Su Li who was showing weakness, Su Chen's body froze. He had never shown weakness to anyone. Even though his body was covered with bruises, he still insisted on keeping his face and never bowed his head.

Su Chen paused his hands in mid-air, then lowered them steadily, and stroked Su Li's hair in Su Li's posture. His movements were slow, gentle, and rhythmic. Su Chen said lightly, "My Su Li He's a coward, but he's strong..."

Su Li threw herself on Su Chen's lap, and fell silent...

Su Li felt that the place Su Chen touched was hot and scalding, and there was an indescribable feeling in his chest, grievance and bitterness, but his chest was warm.

Lying on Su Chen's lap, Su Li felt that the world was blurred and hazy, he couldn't see anything clearly, he couldn't see Su Chen, he couldn't hear any sound, only the gentle words in his ears: "My Su Li is The strongest person in the world, brother loves you."

The tears in the corners of his eyes blurred his eyes and wet Su Chen's pants...

"Brother, I may not be as good as you think, I..." Su Li was hoarse, but couldn't say a word.

Su Li wanted to say: "I'm bad, I've done a lot of bad things, I'm not as obedient as you think..."

In the end, all words were choked in his throat.

No one in the world has ever calmed down and told Su Li that you are strong, no one has ever touched Su Li like a family member, never given Su Li something called "love", and Su Li has never seen the sun, I have felt this warmth.

"Stand up, Su Li, boys have gold under their knees, don't kneel."

A child is just a child, crying for a while, laughing for a while, getting angry for a while, making trouble for a while, acting coquettishly for a while, and there's nothing to do, Su Chen just does it.

Autumn is a refreshing season, refreshing and warm.

The stars are dotted, and after eating the first meal of the day, Su Li cleaned up the chopsticks and bowls for dinner, and obediently drank the milk that Su Chen gave him.

"Yaoer, this."

Su Chen, who had dinner, was holding the small green watch of the new generation of water ghost series sent by Shen Yuexi, and stopped at the door of the kitchen, leaning casually on the door frame.

Su Li wore a SpongeBob SquarePants apron and tried hard to clean the bowls, every move she made was extremely cute in Su Chen's heart.

"Brother." Scrubbing the dishes and looking back at Su Chen, the little broken hair was sticking to Su Li's ear obediently.

"Bao'er, this is for you."

The transparent glass box in Su Chen's hand shook in the air, and after confirming that Su Li knew about it, he immediately put it on the dining table in the living room, and then went back to the bedroom.

Su Li carefully finished washing the dishes, wiped his hands with the towel hanging on the kitchen wall, and then walked to the dining table in the living room, and opened the things Su Chen left behind.

A fine and expensive little green watch.

It was the piece that was thrown to the ground when Su Chen was angry in the morning. Su Li put it on the table in Su Chen's bedroom, and appeared in front of Su Li again.

Su Li touched the dial of the watch, it was very delicate and beautiful.

Su Li raised his head and glanced at the second floor, which was in the direction of Su Chen's bedroom. The corners of Su Li's mouth were slightly raised, and there was an indescribable warmth in his heart.

It seemed that he really had relatives, he was no longer alone in this world, the time that had been empty for more than ten years seemed to be filled, Su Li seemed to know what happiness was.