shadow of crime

Jiang Nan didn't do anything, but it doesn't mean he will stop there.In his words, certain things are left for the evening.When night fell, he would open the windows to let the faint light and the biting cold wind pour in. If it rained, the rain could come in too, and carnival with him.

So every second spent now is psychologically delayed for Jiang Bei.

But Jiangnan is very quiet, he just sits in the corner and draws.There are paints on the desk and a small bucket of water on the floor. He holds the palette and uses a lot of red.The paintbrush was dipped in water, and the bright red color was stirred, and there was a squeaking sound.

Jiang Bei's range of motion does not exceed one meter, and the only ceramic cup he can reach has been replaced with a plastic cup.He was unarmed, and that seemed all he could do.He lay in the white fabric like a delicious meal waiting to be eaten.

Sometimes Jiangnan would look up at him from the canvas and smile innocently.He looks really cute and beautiful, but pre-desecrated his New Year's gift with his eyes and thoughts.

The atmosphere in the room became strange. The soft and ambiguous lighting, the rustling sound of the brush rubbing against the canvas, and the steaming milk all mixed together into an indistinct lingering.Jiang Nan smiled again, enough to give people the illusion of love.

Jiang Bei couldn't take it anymore, but he didn't want to call Jiang Nan by his name.What should he say? "Let go of me", "Don't do this"?That fucking sounds like flirting.

"...Your crime will be punished by law," Jiang Bei tugged the hard object around his wrist in vain, "Surrender is the wisest choice!"

"Death. Punishment or death. Suspended doesn't make any difference to me," Jiang Jiang said with a smile, "but if you are the executioner, I can think about it."

He took a paintbrush and daubed on the canvas, and the wet paint dripped on the white instep, and he rubbed it off, which also made his skin red: "If I were you, I wouldn't tell a psychopath about this, but think about it carefully." What should I do tonight." He raised his eyes and asked seriously, "What do you like, gentle or savage? I love you, and I would like to perform for you."

Jiangnan's turtleneck sweater covered his neck, the trouser legs of his cotton trousers were stepped on his heels, and his broken hair drooped obediently in front of his forehead. He looked so obedient, but it was only on the surface, and his heart was already worn out.

Sometimes he can't understand himself, what is Jiangbei to him?He has seen a lot of love movies. Artists call people like Jiang Bei redemption, or light.He is not that educated, he thinks Jiang Bei is the water grass and slippery bridge deck he is desperately trying to catch.

Jiang Bei sensed the danger in his words: "I like you to go away, it's best not to do anything!"

"It's very difficult."

"This is a dirty adult game, it has nothing to do with the 'love' you mentioned," Jiang Bei felt like he was playing the piano to the cow, "You just want to lock me here, let me go crazy with you, torture me, and slowly Destroy. Don't make excuses for your actions, it's no different from killing people in disguise."

Jiang Nan put down his brush, got up, walked to the bed and sat down.He saw Jiang Bei turned his face away, so he rubbed the paint on Jiang Bei's ear: "Obviously you like it too, don't you?"

He stuck his middle finger between Jiang Bei's teeth.The sudden movement made Jiang Bei tilt his head back reflexively, and as soon as he was about to hit the wall, he stretched out a hand to put it behind his head, and immediately pushed his head forward to bump it.

The fingertips stabbed the soft flesh of his throat, Jiang Bei choked, and the sound of coughing was shattered by his fingers.There was no way he could retreat, and he bent his knees against Jiangnan's abdomen, trying to keep this psychopath away from him.

"Get lost..." The fingernails scratched the palate, making Jiang Bei's final voice tremble, he was about to be dragged into the water by Jiang Nan.

"Look, you like this too, otherwise why would your eyes be red and your body shaking?" Jiang Nan tempted step by step, "It's okay, it's normal, you can still breathe, I'm listening."

Jiang Nan is a trustworthy person, he said night is night.After he went crazy, he returned to normal intermittently. During the whole day, he would either sit at the easel and draw, or read comics at the desk, and occasionally go to the kitchen to heat two glasses of milk.

He seems to only drink milk and add sugar to it.

Jiang Bei had a sore throat and wanted to drink hot water.Jiang Nan saw the untouched glass of milk on the bedside, put down the book, raised his head and drank it up.

"I really have nothing to do with you, just wait." Jiang Nan went to the kitchen.

Jiang Bei was the only one left in the bedroom. He leaned against the head of the bed, and when he saw the gray sky in the gap between the curtains, he knew it was getting dark.He could hear the sound of boiling water tumbling, and Jiang Nan was rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find something.He stayed in this space, all he heard, saw, and thought about was Jiangnan.

He is going crazy.

"Drink, honey water," Jiang Nan came in with a water glass, and said, "Forget it, drink it later, it's very hot."

He took an empty cup, sat cross-legged on the bed, and poured hot water from one cup to another to cool down.

From such a short distance, Jiang Bei could smell the milk on Jiang Nan's body. In fact, he had noticed it a long time ago.Because Jiangnan does not smoke or drink, the pure smell has not been destroyed, and it is as clean as it emanates from a baby.

Speaking of which, Jiangnan was nothing like Cheng Ye.Cheng Ye is a little fox that grows wantonly in the forest. The defensive wall built by the fox mother protects him, and he runs wild in that area.Jiang Nan is a little ghost wandering in the dark night. While hurting others, he longs to be loved at the same time. He is not even weaned yet.

If he could get to know them earlier, Jiang Bei would not be deceived.

"Here~" Jiang Nan handed the cup to Jiang Bei, "Drink more hot water."

Jiang Bei tugged at his arm, indicating that he couldn't move.

Jiang Nan fed him carefully, as if taking care of a baby.He leaned over and kissed the sugar water off the corner of Jiang Bei's mouth, and smashed his mouth, as if comparing which was better, milk or honey water.

"This is sweet too," he said softly, chasing after Jiang Bei for a kiss, "It's getting dark."

"...I will kill you."

"You can do whatever you want," Jiang Nan described Jiang Bei's dark eyes with his eyes, "I'm going to turn off the lights."

The night was not particularly dark, and the light from the opposite side came in to outline two hazy figures.The cold wind licked his skin, and it was melted by the hot palm. Jiang Bei shuddered under these two extreme feelings. He heard himself say "stop" in a quiet voice.

(Make up your own mind.)

"stop……"

The last word was stuck between his lips and teeth, and his wet nose was entangled. Jiang Bei felt Jiang Nan's brutal demands and the warm liquid dripping on his face.He suddenly felt sad, an emotion that came out of nowhere.

Jiang Nan raised Jiang Bei's head so that the kiss could be deeper.He unwrapped his New Year's gift in the most unreasonable way, but it still didn't feel like enough.He also wanted to take the flowers and put them beside Jiang Bei's pillow before the first rays of sunlight in the morning, but no one taught him how to do it.He stubbornly broke apart Jiang Bei's curled fingers, and interlocked with Jiang Bei's ten fingers, as if as long as he held them tightly like this, he would not fall into the water.

"I love you, I love you so much, are you... afraid of me?" He clumsily told himself, it doesn't matter whether Jiang Bei understands or not.There were overflowing emotions in his eyes, and a sour sigh intertwined with extreme happiness and pain overflowed from his throat.

At this moment, Jiang Bei felt terrified……………………

Jiang Nan's embrace was wet, and Jiang Bei was also wet.

The night's air is sticky, the room has lingering heat, dilated pupils and hickey marks on the roots of the thighs.It was raining outside, and the noise of the rain made Jiang Bei unable to sleep. He stared at the ceiling, but his attention was always disturbed by his numb right arm.

He moved, awakening Jiangnan who was pillowed in his arms.

"Go to sleep," Jiang Nan curled up beside Jiang Bei like a cat, with his arms around Jiang Bei's waist. Children like to hug dolls when they sleep.He murmured again, "Good night."

Jiang Bei's chest was full of bitterness, obviously he was the victim, but Jiang Nan nestled beside him obediently, almost breaking his line of defense.After a while, he said, "Let go..."

Jiang Nan bit his head lightly on the inside of Jiang Bei's arm, and coquettishly arched into Jiang Bei's arms, muttering: "Hug, hugging is a romantic act, you will like it."

Jiang Bei's throat was throbbing, and he stayed in his arms quietly and helplessly.

Jiang Nan raised his hand to touch Jiang Bei's earlobe, and fiddled with it gently with his fingertips.He was so fierce just now, but now he has become tender and fragile.

"Good night," he said softly, "I wish I could say 'good night' to you tomorrow night."