she's fine and so am I

Tears catch up to He Ling, I don't know whether to cry or laugh!He grabbed He Ling, gave the money to He Ling, and said in a low voice: "You keep the money, this is the money you earned."

"I don't want it! You go back!" He Ling struggled, not accepting the money from Cao Yuxuan.

"It's still so far away to get home. If you want to be alone, it's okay. Remember to come back by car later, it's so far~ Don't walk, it will be very tiring." In that era when mobile payment was not very popular, only cash was the It works.Cao Yuxuan was really afraid that He Ling didn't have any money, and if she wanted to buy a bottle of water, there was nothing she could do. "Take it! You take it, and I will leave without disturbing you."

"I don't want it!" He Ling still had that sneer expression, not sure if it was a sneer or embarrassment.There are really many people on the road.But at this time, Cao Yuxuan didn't care about the eyes of passers-by at all, and she asked He Ling to accept the money while crying and laughing.

He Ling struggled for a while to see if Cao Yuxuan insisted on asking her to accept the money before she would leave, so she took the money with a smile and said to Cao Yuxuan: "Okay, I'll take it, you go back first!" Then she turned her head Gone!Leave Cao Yuxuan there alone.

That was the first time He Ling left her alone on the road.

When He Ling came back at night, she hugged Cao Yuxuan and fell asleep peacefully as if nothing had happened.

This time, Cao Yuxuan and He Ling also discovered the fact that they cannot live without their own lives, only each other will have accidents sooner or later.So they decided not to set up stalls after the Chinese New Year.Find a job and lead a normal life.

During the Chinese New Year, they each returned to their own homes.Years later, Cao Yuxuan came back first, so she went to the train station to pick up He Ling.In the cold wind, she was looking forward to the appearance of her lover, and after a while she saw He Ling who was wearing a bright yellow down jacket, and He Ling also saw her from a distance.He ran over and gave Cao Yuxuan a big hug and a kiss.At the train station, they didn't care about the eyes of others, they just hugged and kissed.Then we went home together.

After returning home, He Ling half-jokingly said to Cao Yuxuan, "I went back to see my ex."

When Cao Yuxuan heard this, her heart skipped a beat. She didn't know why He Ling told her about it. There was absolutely no need for He Ling to say it, because it would only make Cao Yuxuan think wildly.She replied coldly: "My ex called me during Chinese New Year." Cao Yuxuan did not lie, her ex did call her, and it was the landline at home.

When Cao Yuxuan's grandma answered the phone, there was no voice on the other end of the phone, only one word: "Uh~" Grandma was very familiar with this voice, because in those few years, whenever there was a holiday, all the calls from this "uh" were looking for someone. Cao Yuxuan's.The moment grandma passed the phone to Cao Yuxuan, Cao Yuxuan knew who it was.After a few simple greetings, he hung up the phone.

When He Ling heard Cao Yuxuan say that her ex had called her, her voice also increased in decibel, "And then? What did you say?" He Ling cared about Cao Yuxuan.

Cao Yuxuan replied flatly: "It's just a simple greeting."

He Ling didn't ask any more questions, and continued, "I slept at her house all night."

Cao Yuxuan pretended to be calm and asked "So?" After she finished speaking, her tears were about to flow down, she was afraid of hearing what she didn't want to hear.

He Ling hurried over and hugged Cao Yuxuan and said, "Her mother always thought we were good friends and just met that day, so she insisted on keeping me at her house for the night. We just slept together and didn't do anything." She wiped it off gently. Cao Yuxuan's tears.

Cao Yuxuan didn't believe it, because the two people who used to be together slept together, and it was entirely possible that something would happen.She looked at He Ling affectionately, waiting for He Ling to give her an answer.The tears still couldn't stop flowing.

He Ling said nervously, "I didn't want to lie to you, that's why I told you. I really didn't do anything with her, and we basically talked about you." After finishing speaking, she kept kissing Cao Yuxuan.

Cao Yuxuan believed her, no matter what she said was true or not, Cao Yuxuan chose to believe it.That night, they returned to the lingering love they had when they were first together.It seems that it is the last lingering time, and it is necessary to use up the last bit of strength.Cao Yuxuan still missed He Ling's warmth.She guards her love carefully.

After disposing of all the remaining goods in their hands to their peers, Cao Yuxuan and He Ling started to look for jobs.He Ling submitted a lot of resumes, finally got a reply, and went to work in an investment company.And Cao Yuxuan also found a job and went to work in a decoration company.Everything seems to be back on track.They didn't have any more conflicts, and they became happy again.After get off work, they would go to the night market together and take selfies in brightly lit places because that was where they had been together.They are still in love.

The leader of He Ling's new company is also a jerk, and has a date. When she knew that He Ling had a date, she clamored all day long to meet him.He Ling had no choice but to agree.Of course, she also agreed after obtaining Cao Yuxuan's consent.She is no longer good at making opinions, she has learned to negotiate.

On the day of the meeting, Cao Yuxuan cleaned up on purpose, but when she met He Ling's leader, she didn't like the leader.She didn't know why.And the leader who was clamoring to see Cao Yuxuan had nothing to say to Cao Yuxuan and He Ling after seeing Cao Yuxuan.They just officially had a meal together and then dispersed.Cao Yuxuan took He Ling's arm and asked, "What did your leader tell you?"

"I didn't say anything!" He Ling replied lightly.Cao Yuxuan didn't ask any further questions.But her intuition told her that He Ling's leader's reaction today was abnormal and shouldn't be so official.But she didn't ask.One day when He Ling wanted to say something, she would naturally say it.As a result, after waiting, I waited for a loneliness.He Ling never mentioned her leader in front of Cao Yuxuan again, and only mentioned it once in a while.

During this year or two, He Ling met all of Cao Yuxuan's colleagues, friends, and even relatives.Cao Yuxuan always half-jokingly said: "This is my girlfriend!" Many people only thought she was joking.Which girl didn't call other girls wife or husband when she was young?

The author has something to say:

In that era of innocence, I called two wives and one husband, but the one I liked, I always called her "Brother".She doesn't want me to call her sister, she doesn't want me to call her by her name, she just wants me to call her brother.As a result, the cry has not changed until now.We are generous to everyone, but we are cautious to those we like!

13. Go back

"He Ling!" Cao Yuxuan cried and looked at He Ling's back and cried out in despair, "You bastard!" He Ling didn't look back.I don't know how many times He Ling left Cao Yuxuan alone.

After He Ling arrived at the new company, she attended the weddings of several colleagues.Every time she came back, she would say to Cao Yuxuan: "Suddenly I feel that getting married is good." At first, Cao Yuxuan didn't say anything until that day!When He Ling returned home, she said to Cao Yuxuan, "I think it's good for them to get married, or you should get married too!"

These words hit Cao Yuxuan hard on the forehead like a bolt from the blue.She didn't know why He Ling spoke like that.From the beginning of "marriage is good." to the current "you go get married." It seems to be a transition.Cao Yuxuan didn't ask He Ling why.He Ling did not continue this topic.Like it was an episode, it just popped up for a moment.

But there was a thorn in Cao Yuxuan's heart!For almost two months, He Ling hadn't touched Cao Yuxuan. Although she still hugged her to sleep, she lost her intimacy.Everyone says "If your partner doesn't touch you for a month, then there must be something wrong with him."

Cao Yuxuan didn't know how to ask He Ling, so she just kept silent.This time, she couldn't be silent anymore.Cao Yuxuan asked seriously: "Are you asking me to get married?"

He Ling smiled and said, "Okay, I think it's good for people to get married." He Ling seemed to be serious, and she didn't dare to look Cao Yuxuan in the eyes.

Cao Yuxuan looked at the person she loved in front of her, her lover, and suddenly felt a sense of falling from heaven to hell.In the past, when she saw He Ling, she would feel that the road ahead was very long, and she could go on with He Ling all the time, but today, Cao Yuxuan seemed to be unable to see the road, it was just a fog. "Why?" Cao Yuxuan asked lightly, but her eyes were fixed on He Ling.

"It's just that they seemed to be very happy when they got married!" He Ling also said lightly, but still didn't look at He Ling.

"Because I see them happy, will I be happy when I get married?" Cao Yuxuan choked up.

"Oh! I just said it casually, just don't take it seriously." After saying that, He Ling went about her business and didn't talk to Cao Yuxuan again.

At night, Cao Yuxuan had a dream.She dreamed of a child, a very cute and sensible little boy.Cao Yuxuan didn't know who the little boy was, but only knew that the little boy had been following her.live with her.It looks like only two or three years old, but it is very sensible and makes people feel distressed.

Cao Yuxuan woke up with a start~ hugged He Ling very tightly.He Ling patted her as before and continued to sleep.This subconscious action made Cao Yuxuan once again feel that He Ling loved her.

Not remembering why they quarreled, He Ling stormed away again.Cao Yuxuan took the mobile phone and followed He Ling step by step.

He Ling would occasionally look back at Cao Yuxuan and tell her to go home, but Cao Yuxuan just made a repetitive movement: "Hold your phone."

He Ling pushed Cao Yuxuan's hand away with a half-smile, and said, "I don't want it~ you go back