she's fine and so am I

It's all just step by step.

Crossing the alley, they came to a dirty and dilapidated shop.This is the place where they made an appointment to buy second-hand computers. A man was sitting there in the store, and when he saw two girls approaching the door, he stood up. "You two want to buy my computer, right?" Then he waved to Cao Yuxuan and He Ling, gesturing to let them in.After entering the house, I probably looked at the computer and settled down.He gave the money and took the computer and left the alley.

There are many people on the bus platform, each playing with their mobile phones, and one or two people are watching the direction of the bus from a distance.Cao Yuxuan and He Ling were just chatting one after another.I don't know what was said...

"The bus is here!" He Ling said to Cao Yuxuan, and went to pull Cao Yuxuan.But she let it go again, she probably didn't want Cao Yuxuan to see her reluctance for Cao Yuxuan again.He Ling boarded the bus first by herself.

Cao Yuxuan followed He Ling and got on the bus. There were a lot of people on the bus, and it was summer again. Various flavors mixed together to form the unique smell of the bus.Because the air conditioner is turned on in summer, the windows are also tightly closed.

Cao Yuxuan stood next to He Ling, still holding the ring.Leaning gently against He Ling, she probably hoped that He Ling could hug her.But no, they all kept their distance.

Cao Yuxuan leaned against He Ling's body exhausted.He Ling looked down at Cao Yuxuan, oh my god!Cao Yuxuan's face is so pale!He Ling quickly put her arms around Cao Yuxuan and asked with concern, "Why is your face so pale?"

"I'm not feeling well..." Cao Yuxuan replied feebly, she even lost her strength and stood up straight, leaning directly on He Ling.

He Ling panicked immediately, she looked around to see if anyone could get up and make room for Cao Yuxuan, but no one saw them, no one saw Cao Yuxuan's pale face.

Cao Yuxuan grabbed He Ling's arm, she really had no strength left.After only sitting for two stops, Cao Yuxuan's condition was extremely poor.

Seeing that Cao Yuxuan was about to faint, He Ling said loudly to the people around her, "Excuse me, we have to get out of the car." She pushed Cao Yuxuan to the back door, holding Cao Yuxuan's hand tightly.Cao Yuxuan's hands were cold, and the temperature of Cao Yuxuan's hands was not normal at all in this hot summer.After finally arriving at the gate, but not yet at the station, seeing that Cao Yuxuan could hardly hold on, He Ling hugged Cao Yuxuan in her arms without hesitation.

I don't know how long I missed Cao Yuxuan in this embrace, she looked up at He Ling weakly, her eyes were already full of tears.She fell on He Ling's body.

When they finally arrived at the station, He Ling helped Cao Yuxuan get off the bus and sat on the seat on the bus platform.Touching Cao Yuxuan's forehead with his hand, he asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you? How could this happen?" When he said this, his eyes were full of distress and anxiety.

"It's okay, I'll just sit down for a while." Cao Yuxuan said those words weakly.It's like a patient, or a very serious one.

He Ling put Cao Yuxuan's head on her chest in distress, stroked and comforted her.Asked "Drink water? Shall I find you a cup of hot water?"

"No hot water, just a bottle of mineral water." Cao Yuxuan seemed to have recovered a bit, and said weakly, but she still fell on He Ling.

After He Ling slowly helped Cao Yuxuan to sit upright, she looked at Cao Yuxuan seriously as if she was telling a child, and said word by word, "You wait here for me, don't move, I'll be right back."After speaking, he got up and walked quickly to the canteen behind the bus platform.

"Come on, drink some water!" He Ling opened the cap of the mineral water bottle and handed the water to Cao Yuxuan.His eyes did not dare to leave Cao Yuxuan's body.She was afraid that something might happen to Cao Yuxuan.

After Cao Yuxuan drank two sips of water, her complexion finally improved.

"Drink more!" He Ling sat down and said anxiously with her arms around Cao Yuxuan.

Cao Yuxuan took two more sips, then handed the water to He Ling.He Ling took the water and put it on the bench next to it.Hold up Cao Yuxuan's face and look left and right, and after confirming that her complexion has improved a bit, the hanging heart is relieved.Patting Cao Yuxuan gently, "What's wrong with you?"

Cao Yuxuan also felt much better, she leaned into He Ling's arms and whispered, "It will be like this after staying in a confined space for a long time."

He Ling was surprised!Because in her memory, Cao Yuxuan had never done this before.Thinking back carefully, it turned out that this was the reason why Cao Yuxuan didn't like to go shopping for too long.In the past, when they went to the shopping mall, Cao Yuxuan would yell for half an hour at most, let's go, let's go out.It turned out to be the reason,

"It's never been like this before~" He Ling said softly.She should still have some guilt!

"Maybe there are too many people on the bus today, I can't stand the smell"

"Then let's take a taxi back"

"Hmm..." Cao Yuxuan replied weakly.

In this way, He Ling has been holding Cao Yuxuan in Daxia and never let go.

He Ling thought about why Cao Yuxuan had to work so hard to accompany her?Isn't it because I love her~ But she made her feel so uncomfortable. If it were someone else with better financial means, Cao Yuxuan wouldn't have to take the bus, but could take a small car, and it wouldn't be so uncomfortable.This was the scariest time for Cao Yuxuan in He Ling's memory.This time she almost thought that Cao Yuxuan would fall down.

Thinking of this, He Ling hugged Cao Yuxuan's arm tightly again.

Cao Yuxuan got better after drinking the water, but she just didn't want to wake up, she just wanted to keep leaning on He Ling's body like this.

Pedestrians on the street must be thinking, these are two idiots hugging so tightly on a hot day.

Cao Yuxuan actually enjoys this kind of time, she just wants everyone to see them hugging generously, not caring about other people's eyes.

This time, both Cao Yuxuan and He Ling confirmed once again that the other party cared about them.

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Digression: I was broken up yesterday, the kind without warning.It's hard, so there is no update, this road is really too difficult!

21. Want to have a child

Cao Yuxuan woke up from the dream, cried and hugged He Ling from behind...

The snow was heavy, and Cao Yuxuan was walking in the heavy snow with someone who didn't know who it was. The wind hurt her face very painfully.A super high mountain stood in front of Cao Yuxuan, but she was not afraid, she wanted to climb over this mountain.

The river is fast, there are no boats, and I don't know how to cross the river.

Finally came to the place where she was going...

"He Ling, I'm here~" Cao Yuxuan happily looked at He Ling in front of her.He Ling didn't show any expression.

A woman came out of the room, sat down without looking at Cao Yuxuan, and said calmly and coldly in a superior tone, "Go back~ He Ling won't be with you .”

The person speaking should be He Ling's mother, but Cao Yuxuan couldn't see her face clearly at all.Cao Yuxuan turned to look at He Ling, but He Ling was expressionless, just stood there blankly, without even looking at Cao Yuxuan.

Yes, this is a dream, a dream that has gone through thousands of mountains and rivers.A painful dream.A dream that made Cao Yuxuan wake up crying.She hugged He Ling from behind He Ling, hugging him lightly, for fear of waking He Ling up.But Cao Yuxuan really couldn't help it, because she was so sad, even though she was just sobbing softly, her body was honest, I wonder if there is anyone who can't move when crying.She still woke up He Ling...

He Ling slowly opened her eyes from her sleep, she felt someone hugging her gently from the back, and that person was crying.The moment she opened her eyes, she knew it was Cao Yuxuan who was crying.She felt Cao Yuxuan's sadness, she turned around gently, hugged Cao Yuxuan in her arms, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" The room was too dark to see her expression clearly.I couldn't see Cao Yuxuan's expression clearly either.

Cao Yuxuan sobbed and choked up, "I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore..."

He Ling didn't speak, just patted Cao Yuxuan's back lightly, and said softly, "It's okay, go to sleep!"

Cao Yuxuan couldn't sleep, she said to herself, "I went all the way to your house to find you, but your mother said you wouldn't be with me. Then you ignored me and didn't even look at me Cao Yuxuan was heartbroken when she said this, she wanted to hear He Ling say to her like before, "Don't worry, I'm here~ I won't go~ I'll accompany you!" But she didn't hear what she wanted to hear If you arrive.He Ling just patted her on the back lightly and didn't speak.

It's not that He Ling doesn't want to talk, it's just that she doesn't know what to say.The person who said he would accompany Cao Yuxuan without hesitation is no longer there, and she doesn't know how to stay by Cao Yuxuan's side.She felt that she was Cao Yuxuan's stumbling block, and she always thought that Cao Yuxuan would live better without her.

This night, two sleepless.Maybe I fell asleep when it was almost dawn!After the alarm clock rang, I got up, washed and went to work as usual, as usual, no difference.

The two people who have their own concerns repeat the days in silence.He Ling never said anything about asking Cao Yuxuan to get married.It's just that there is no topic.

Cao Yuxuan never asked those silly questions.

In the evening, He Ling looked at her line graphs, and Cao Yuxuan played her games.In fact, Cao Yuxuan has always been an old game player, and she probably spent most of her time in the game when she was in college.It was only because she fell in love that she stopped playing games, so when her relationship with He Ling changed, Cao Yuxuan and her game friends started to play games again.

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