she's fine and so am I

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27. Meet again

This time Cao Yuxuan didn't cry heartbreakingly, the tears just flowed naturally, like a brook, quietly...quietly...

"Then what do you do now?" Ye Zi asked comfortingly.

"I don't want to fall in love anymore, I'm so tired!" Cao Yuxuan said softly, full of helplessness. "I'm going to get married, and then, and have a baby, and live like this for the rest of my life."

"No one will stop you if you want to get married and have children, but..." Ye Zi paused, looked at Cao Yuxuan seriously and said, "Don't just pick one. You have to be responsible for yourself."

Cao Yuxuan said softly, "It doesn't matter, it's all about living anyway. Just find someone who loves me."

Ye Zi found He Ling, but she was not angry and did not question her.Just asking if He Ling really wants to separate from Cao Yuxuan? !He Ling didn't cry in front of Ye Zi, but was very solemn, as if entrusting something very important, "You help me look after her, don't let her mess around!"

Ye Zi sneered, "You've already broken up with her, and you don't care if she messes around!" Then she snorted and was about to leave, but He Ling stopped her.

He Ling stood there looking at Ye Zi's back and said, "I'm doing it for her own good. You take good care of her. Thank you!"

Ye Zi walked away without looking back.

Ye Zi couldn't persuade Cao Yuxuan, Ye Zi knew it very well.So she has said what she should say, and the rest is to look at Cao Yuxuan.In fact, in Ye Zi's opinion, it is actually the best for Cao Yuxuan to get married and have children, because Cao Yuxuan is just a girl after all, and getting married is a matter of time.So Ye Zi didn't stop her.

Cao Yuxuan left, left the city...

"Xuan, how are you doing?" That familiar phone number, that familiar voice.Cao Yuxuan knew it was He Ling, but she still answered the phone after struggling.

"What's the matter with you?" Cao Yuxuan pretended to be calm.

"I asked Ye Zi for your phone number, and I still can't help but miss you." He Ling's voice was a little choked up, "So, are you willing to come back?"

Cao Yuxuan lay on the bed looking at the ceiling, tears fell from both sides onto the bed.She hung up the phone.She didn't know how to answer.Not knowing what to do, I just stared blankly at the ceiling.When her nose was too stuffy, she sat up, wiped away her snot and tears, and fell into deep thought.All the memories of her and He Ling are playing in her mind like a movie...

The first time I saw He Ling, I only remembered her big white teeth. Later, they walked the long way home together. Every time they hugged and kissed, it seemed like yesterday.It's all evidence of a heartbeat.It is undeniable that Cao Yuxuan is still in love with He Ling.Cao Yuxuan rubbed her stomach. During these three months, Cao Yuxuan was pregnant with a child, the man who promised her three things, but they never got a marriage certificate.The lack of a marriage certificate is because Cao Yuxuan kept saying to wait, all kinds of excuses, sometimes because she didn't get the household registration book, sometimes because she didn't feel well recently and didn't want to go.In fact, the account book has always been with Cao Yuxuan.

After calming down for a while, He Ling sent a message. "Xuan, I was wrong~ I'm sorry."

Cao Yuxuan didn't stop, and after crying a lot, she made a call to He Ling..."We can't do it anymore, don't look for me anymore." Cao Yuxuan didn't know how to say some words, so she Choose the most straightforward way to deal with it.That is to personally refuse.

"I'm having a bad time, but I still miss you. Let's stop making trouble, come back!" He Ling begged.

"We can't go back. Let it be like this!" After hanging up the phone, Cao Yuxuan burst into tears again...

Listening to the beeping sound on the phone, He Ling also shed tears.He Ling didn't want to give up, so she sent another message to Cao Yuxuan.

Cao Yuxuan kept beating drums in her heart, she didn't know how to reply, and finally she chose to be honest.She told He Ling everything in detail, including the child.

When He Ling heard that Cao Yuxuan was pregnant, she couldn't accept it.Because this shows that Cao Yuxuan has already had a relationship with that man.She couldn't imagine how her woman had sex with someone else and got pregnant so soon.No one can accept it.

He Ling didn't know if she could accept Cao Yuxuan having a relationship with someone else, she loved Cao Yuxuan in her heart, but she didn't know if she could accept it, so she made a decision.She was going to see Cao Yuxuan, and only after meeting Cao Yuxuan could she know whether she could accept it or not.

He Ling told Cao Yuxuan what she thought, which was actually what Cao Yuxuan was worried about.If everyone can't really accept this in the end, there is no point in being reluctantly together.So He Ling asked for leave and took the train to Suzhou.

Where did Cao Yuxuan stay in Suzhou for the past three months? People in the man's family commute to and from get off work normally every day. Only Cao Yuxuan has a family, but the man's parents have always been very kind to Cao Yuxuan.Love is added!Cao Yuxuan said that they would go to Shanghai to accompany a friend in the next two days and they didn't ask much.Even the man didn't ask much, just let her take care of herself outside.

He Ling fantasized about seeing Cao Yuxuan again in the car countless times.But when they really saw each other, they didn't hug, kiss, or even hold hands.

Cao Yuxuan also imagined all kinds of goodbye scenes, but that's it, the two of them are like two familiar strangers.Laughing awkwardly, they walked side by side.There was no communication at all.When they came to the reserved hotel, the two went in one after the other.One sat on the bed and the other sat on the sofa.

He Ling looked at Cao Yuxuan who was sitting by the bed and said, "You seem to have lost weight." It was an embarrassing opening remark.

"Yeah" Cao Yuxuan replied anxiously, she didn't know why she was anxious, she was afraid that He Ling would ask something else.After all, she is also a person with taint.

He Ling smiled and said, "Don't be nervous, I'll just ask casually." He Ling seemed to see Cao Yuxuan's uneasiness, and asked a little comfortingly, "Is it because I am not used to the food here!" She was gentle when she said this looked at Cao Yuxuan.It cannot be denied that He Ling still has Cao Yuxuan in her heart and loves Cao Yuxuan.He didn't say anything cruel.

At this time, Cao Yuxuan looked at He Ling from a distance, she was still the same, with the same white teeth, and the same silly smile.It's just that she was a little at a loss at this time.Like the first night at the hotel, my eyes wandered all over the place.

Seeing that Cao Yuxuan was looking at her, He Ling hurriedly avoided her eyes, she was afraid of meeting Cao Yuxuan's eyes.She didn't know what kind of eyes to return to Cao Yuxuan, maybe she was more afraid of Cao Yuxuan seeing her eyes!

"Why don't you go take a shower first, it's late." Cao Yuxuan looked at He Ling who was sitting on the sofa and said softly.

"You go first~ I'll go later!" He Ling replied to Cao Yuxuan, but she didn't look at Cao Yuxuan.

Cao Yuxuan didn't answer, got up from the bed and walked to the bathroom.When passing by He Ling's side, he was cautious.Pretentious but wanting to accidentally fall into He Ling's arms.She misses He Ling, misses...

28. Trip to Shanghai

Two people were lying on two beds.I don't know how to describe it embarrassingly.They seem to just want to accompany each other quietly, even if they can't see each other's expressions, as long as they know that each other is always there.Just like that, the two went to sleep separately without communicating.

When I woke up in the morning, it began to rain outside. The rain in the south of the Yangtze River was soft and soft, just like its unique scenery. The leaves outside the window swayed gently with the breeze, and the rainwater hit the leaves without any sound. Still flowing quietly... like a landscape painting...

He Ling stood at the window looking at the scenery in the distance in a daze... Cao Yuxuan opened her eyes and saw that there was no one on the bed next to her, so she sat up quickly and calmed down when she saw He Ling at the window .She looked at this familiar and vague figure with her 600-degree myopia, but didn't speak.Just watching quietly like this, maybe she was too tired from sitting, so she simply lay down and continued to admire the beautiful back quietly...

He Ling suddenly ended her daze, turned her head and saw Cao Yuxuan lying on the bed had woken up, and asked gently, "What's for breakfast?" Seeing Cao Yuxuan's disheveled face on the bed, He Ling smiled uncontrollably, and said "You snored last night."

Cao Yuxuan was extremely embarrassed when she heard that, and her face turned red instantly. She seemed to have forgotten their current relationship, and said coquettishly and naturally, "It's not like you haven't heard me snoring before!" After saying this, the two Everyone was stunned, yes, they have become very unfamiliar now.

He Ling smiled awkwardly and said, "What to eat, I'll go buy it!" Then she turned and walked to the bed, the closer she was to Cao Yuxuan, the faster her heart beat!When she walked to the bed and was about to change clothes, Cao Yuxuan said, "I'll accompany you!" After saying that, Cao Yuxuan lifted the quilt and got ready.When I lifted the quilt, I realized that I was only wearing a T-shirt to sleep, and I was a little embarrassed to cover myself with the quilt.

All of this was seen by He Ling, and she also looked away in embarrassment, pretending not to see it.He replied nervously, "Okay." Then he picked up his clothes and went to the bathroom.

After packing up, the two went downstairs to have breakfast together, and then took the bullet train to Shanghai.This is their appointment.

They went to Nanjing Road, the Bund, Chenghuang Temple, and the Wax Museum together.These places they went to did not take group photos like before, just took pictures of the scenery, no one.They also did not hold hands, just smiled and looked at each other.Just looking at each other is sweet.the day goes by quickly