Sand sculpture anchor, online dating

Today is the No.11 day of Zhu Yun's "retreat".

During these ten days, including the first No.11 days, Zhu Yun has never played games again. He has really given up his Internet addiction. For Zhu Yun of the game, it is extremely rare.

Even Zhu's mother noticed something strange, and asked her baby what happened recently with concern.

What can Zhu Yun say?

Can you say that you want to temporarily avoid someone, want to be alone and calm down, and then sort out your thoughts to see if you are straight or curvy?

In fact, it's not impossible to say it at all, it's just that he hasn't figured it out yet, and he doesn't know what to say to his mother.

Therefore, Zhu Yun could only prevaricate, saying that he was tired from playing games and had a rest.

Although Zhu's mother thought it was amazing, she didn't ask any more questions.

After not playing games for a period of time, Zhu Yun was not particularly anxious. Although he logged in to the game every day before, he was not actually addicted to it.I didn't fight for a few days, and I didn't feel particularly uncomfortable.

After all, his interests and hobbies are quite extensive. Apart from playing games, he also likes to watch movies when he has nothing to do. In the past few days, he has followed a few idol dramas while he was bored, just to watch other people's love stories and seek experience.

Therefore, he not only watched TV dramas where men and women fell in love, but also TV dramas where men and women fell in love.

It's a pity that the love in TV dramas is too fastidious and dramatic, and it doesn't apply in reality at all.

Moreover, to be honest, he didn't see at all how the hero and heroine judged whether he was attracted or not, as if a close-up of eyes, a close-up of action, fell in love inexplicably.

Especially for the situation where he and Mengyu's younger brother have never met, so it is impossible to have any eye contact or physical contact, it is not applicable at all.

However, after watching several idol dramas, he is not completely fruitless.

At least after watching the male-male idol drama, Zhu Yun figured out one thing - he is not at all repulsed by the relationship between men and men, watching TV dramas where male and female couples kiss and hug or even more intimate sex scenes, there is no Physical discomfort for any straight male.

Even...he still thinks cp is really easy to drink, and finally understands why the fans in the live broadcast room are so enthusiastic about cp.

So, Zhu Yun thought, he can watch men and men fall in love normally, and even play with men and men cp with relish, does that prove that he may... not be as straight as he imagined?

With such questions in mind, Zhu Yun specially posted a help post on a same-sex forum, asking the majority of netizens if his phenomenon proves that he is bent.

The result is that the answer is - not necessarily.

Because besides gay, there is another word called rotten man.

Netizens also advised him to come out cautiously, saying that although the country has now supported same-sex marriage, after all, it has only been a matter of recent years, and the public’s thinking has not changed so quickly. Compared with men and women, it is relatively more difficult for families to form a family.

Of course, those mentioned above are all external situations. If you and your colleagues are determined enough, those difficulties are not difficult at all. The most important point is——

[Brother, don’t kowtow to the cp of men and men for a while, thinking that you may be crooked, but after really dating other boys, you find out that you actually like soft girls, then But it's not kind.

It's fine if the other party is a casual and free-spirited person, but if the other party really uses the truth to you, then you will be a lot of harm.

You are free and easy to withdraw yourself, causing others great pain.

Scumbag! 】

What this netizen said was very sincere, and of course, it was quite reasonable.

Especially the last sentence "scumbag", two simple words, clearly expresses the roar deep in the netizen's heart and the depression that has nowhere to vent, and has received a lot of likes. I have experienced similar things, so I speak so profoundly.

Zhu Yun thinks that other netizens are right, this netizen looks like he has been hurt.

Zhu Yun has been a "three-good student" and "five-good boy" since he was a child, and he is also an excellent successor of socialist construction when he grows up. He does not want to be regarded as a scumbag, and he never wants to bring such harm to others—especially the victim He was also his family's well-behaved, sensible, cute and generous brother Mengyu.

It hurts to think about it.

In order to reduce such harm, Zhu Yun had to be more cautious.

Thoughts that had already felt somewhat certain began to waver again.

Zhu Yun fell into a daze, and suddenly regretted why he didn't have a relationship before, at least to accumulate some practical and useful experience, so that he wouldn't encounter such a difficult problem for the first time, and he didn't even know whether he liked Mongolia or not. Brother Yu...

Zhu Yun closed the forum, feeling bored, he clicked on WeChat with uncontrollable fingers, and easily locked on the brother Mengyu whom he was thinking about at the moment.

It was silent for ten days, and the chat records between the two of them still stayed at that night. Zhu Yun said that he would take a good rest for a while to think about some things, and let Mengyu's brother play by himself during the recent period. Don't look for him for the time being. After my younger brother sent him [Take a good rest].

Brother Mengyu was probably taken aback by his sudden outburst, and remained silent for a while before carefully replying.

[my]: What are you thinking about?

Of course, Zhu Yun made up his mind to be cautious, and maybe Mengyu's younger brother just saw the news.

Zhu Yun didn't realize it. Before he knew it, his mentality had changed when he faced Mengyu. A little detail that was completely negligible at ordinary times could make him think of countless possibilities.

Regardless of the possibility, Zhu Yun's answer is the same.

[Big Sun]: A little personal matter.

[Big Sun]: I will find you after I come back from retreat.

[Big Sun]: Be good, let’s play for a few days first.

How could Zhu Yun tell brother Mengyu before he sorted out his thoughts.

First of all, he is not sure what brother Mengyu thinks about him, whether he really wants to like him in online dating, or if he mistakenly thinks that online dating is just out of the ordinary like of a fan, and replace it with any of his fans Broadcasters can do that.

If it's the latter, forget it.His second is to build on the former.

Secondly, assuming that brother Mengyu is serious and only wants to date him online, then he can't tell brother Mengyu what he wants to think about. If the result of his final thinking is "don't like it", wouldn't it be for nothing? Brother Mengyu hopes.

Brother Mengyu has always been obedient and sensible. After he finished speaking with a clear attitude, Brother Mengyu didn't ask any more questions in the end.

[my]: Good.

[my]: I'll wait for you.

[Big Sun]: [Good boy, touch your head.jpg]

【my】：[Smile.jpg]

The last item in the chat history is the smiling emoji sent by brother Mengyu eleven days ago.

Zhu Yun unconsciously swiped through the chat records, thinking dully, if you don't want to contact me, will you really stop?

It's been more than ten days, so rest assured?

Even if you send a tentative message?Are you not afraid that I have already blocked you without anyone noticing?

Besides, even if you really send me a message, I can't do anything to you.

Why are you so obedient! ?

The more Zhu Yun thought about it, the angrier he became. Even though he knew it was a bit unreasonable to think so, he still couldn't help feeling angry.

If he didn't contact him for more than ten days, he just ignored him like this, and he wasn't afraid that he would be kidnapped suddenly, traveled through time, and taken away by aliens. Smelly brother, he didn't take him seriously at all, right?

Zhu Yun stared at the chat interface sullenly for dozens of seconds, and was just about to cut out and forget about it, but in the next second, a line of prompts appeared at the top of the chat interface.

【The other party is typing...】

The hand that Zhu Yun cut out suddenly stopped, and the sun suddenly appeared in the cloudy sky.

Zhu Yun is happy again.

A faint smile appeared on his lips, and the finger that was about to be cut off was retracted again, holding the phone in both hands, quietly waiting for the other party to finish typing and then send him a message.

A second passed.

Two seconds passed.

Ten seconds passed.

1 minutes passed.

Zhu Yun: "..."

Zhu Yun seemed to hear a voice in his ear.

two years later.

So, what is Mengyu brother doing?Is he planning to write a short composition for him?

Zhu Yun waited patiently for a while.

Another twoyearslater, the top of the mobile phone chat interface keeps prompting [the other party is typing...], but no message has been sent.

Zhu Yun couldn't help but began to wonder if his newest fruit-branded phone was stuck, so he quickly cut out and re-opened the WeChat app, and even disconnected the WiFi to use data traffic directly.

In the end, when I returned to the chat interface with Brother Mengyu, the words [the other party is typing...] still hung on the top.

Zhu Yun: "..."

The composition is not finished yet?

Zhu Yun couldn't bear it anymore.

[Big Sun]: Is it finished?

Mengyu replied in seconds.

[my]: What to write?

Zhu Yun smiled, this guy really has been holding the phone all the time.

Why, don't you know if you should send him a message?