Vigorous

Naturally white, thick eyebrows, narrow eyes, high nose bridge, diamond-shaped lips, there is a small scar on the corner of the right lip, which cannot be seen unless you look carefully. When you smile, the scar will form a crease, which is very obvious.

Therefore, Ma Yechao seldom smiled.

He even often wears a mask, just as he is tired of introducing his game ID again and again, he is already tired of talking about the origin of his scars countless times.

Ma Yechao doesn't pay much attention to his appearance, he often mixes one piece of clothing in disorder, his hair is messy, and he wears a black mask, only showing a pair of eyes. In the university where there are so many beauties and handsome men, he is not the most eye-catching type of person.

But there were also girls who confessed to him secretly.

However, he did not fall in love in college.

The reason is very special, he likes the same sex.

Ma Yechao likes the same sex, this is a secret he can't tell.

He discovered in high school that, for him, same-sex attraction was far greater than opposite-sex attraction.

He was confused, distressed, and anxious. By now, he had learned to hide and neutralize this secret very well.

Ma Yechao is fearless in online games, but cautious in real life.

Perhaps, everyone is like this. In reality, the passers-by A, B, C, and D who walk on the street all hide their true inner desires, dare not stand alone, only dare to cater to the public, and be an ordinary person.

Apart from the unknown secrets, Ma Yechao is also an ordinary person.

It's so common that he wants to have a relationship.

But Ma Yechao couldn't find anyone like him no matter on the campus of Nuo University or on the active Internet.

The reason may be that he doesn't like to communicate with others, and liking the same sex was an extremely private thing in that era, so it should be reasonable for him not to find someone of the same sex.

Speaking of which, during the two years of playing games, Yunjie was one of the people who communicated a lot.

Because, Yunjie is a chatterbox, but also a chatterbox with a desire to share, and he can chat with anyone.

In the team, besides the team leader, he is always the one who talks the most. After the dungeon is over, he will continue to chat in yy.

This characteristic of him has indeed helped their guild attract many people.

Of course, it is also his characteristic that allows him to make many friends in the game.

At least, Ma Yechao recognized it at the time, and he was also one of his friends.

Originally, they could have always been ordinary online game friends.

One day in 2010.

Another normal day.

After a dungeon ended, some people stayed in YY to chat. Although Ma Yechao was still not a member of their guild, he was almost a non-staff member, and he was there that day.

Yunjie has already started an internship, and said a few words that the company's work is not going well.

In fact, those who know Yunjie should know that he was just talking, but someone started to lure him, "Don't do it!" "Change the company!" "Change the place!"

"Come to Beijing." "Come to Shanghai, there are plenty of opportunities." "Come to Shenzhen, Yunjie, I'll take you flying."

The more he talked, the more he said, there were many invitations, but Yunjie refused them all, "I don't, I just stay in Wuhan and don't go anywhere."

"Why? Why is Wuhan so good?"

"That's right, you are a Wuhan native, and you stay in Wuhan every day, don't you want to go out and venture?"

"Yunjie is from Wuhan? Why doesn't it sound like me..."

"I remember that Yunjie is from Wuhan. If you don't believe me, let him listen to a few words of Wuhan dialect..."

When there are too many people, talking is like branching, running in different directions.

It turned out that so many people thought Yunjie was from Wuhan, and this kid pretended to be from Wuhan and told so many people.

Seeing that he has already rushed to speak Wuhan dialect from his internship, Yunjie said helplessly, "No...I actually..."

In the middle of speaking, his microphone suddenly slammed, as if something had been dunked on his head.

Yun Jie shouted, "Ah, I didn't say anything."

Everyone was still in a pause in surprise, there seemed to be someone beside Yunjie, who didn't know what he said, and they heard Yunjie say again, "Okay, okay, I'll turn off the microphone first, you go ahead."

Everyone thought that Yunjie had turned off the mic, and someone was about to speak, but just as he uttered two words, he heard a man's voice clearly coming from Yunjie's mic, "How many times have I told you, don't need anything Say it all out."

"Baby, I really didn't say anything, I just said a few words about work." Yun Jie's voice was full of coquettish grievances, and it came out clearly.

Everyone was completely shocked.

"Fuck!" Someone couldn't help making a sound.

Yun Jie seemed to have finally discovered that he hadn't shut down the microphone at all.

Immediately afterwards, he was no longer heard.

There were actually not many people in YY that day, and this shocking melon would not cause a hot topic in the game.

After that, of course, it was said that Yunjie's partner was a man.

What's interesting is that the talkative Yunjie always avoided talking about this topic, and as the parties present that day slowly quit the Internet, the voices saying those things gradually decreased.

It seems to be a big or small matter, leaving aside the impact on Yunjie himself, this matter has a very big impact on Ma Yechao.

Maybe he was too anxious, he was eager to find his kind in this world, he was really eager.

According to common sense, for him who likes the same sex, this incident should bring hope to him who suppresses his sexuality.

In this world, there are people like him who have found the same kind and are happy together.

He should also be hopeful, wishing that he would find his beloved as soon as possible.

However, in that space and time, Ma Yechao seemed to have finally grasped the straw, allowing him to rely on in the wandering and helpless world.

He automatically ignored the fact that Yun Jie had a partner, he only saw the fact that Yun Jie, like him, liked the same sex.

In particular, when he heard Yun Jie call out the word "Baby", an electric current seemed to flow through his heart, and his whole body trembled. He liked Yun Jie's sexy voice calling Baby.

Uncontrollably, he fell in love with Yunjie.

Ma Yechao is a person who likes to dig into the horns of the dead. Once he falls into his own imagination, it is difficult to get rid of it.

Just like at this time, he was caught in the idea of ​​falling in love with Yunjie, rather than the fact that Yunjie had a partner.

Chatting between Ma Yechao and Yun Jie began to increase, and every time the dungeon ended, among the people left in yy, besides Yunjie, there must be Ma Yechao.

Ma Ye heard Yunjie's voice better and better, and even became addicted.

Obviously, before hearing his voice, he was not considered a voice controller, but he just met him, and after hearing his voice, he couldn't extricate himself from being intoxicated by his timbre.

Once, he even recorded Yunjie’s laughing sound on his mobile phone, and kept it to listen to it on a loop.

Ma Yechao also liked Yunjie's sharing of his stories, no matter if it was a happy or a bad thing, Yunjie actually felt a little relieved when he said it.

Moreover, sometimes his thinking is not like that of ordinary people, but instead has a blunt sense of gravity, which makes Ma Yechao feel that he is very sincere and reliable.

It's not that he didn't want to meet him, or take a look at his photo, but Ma Ye controlled everything.

He didn't mention it.

It’s just that he is obviously attached to him a lot in the game, even the people in their guild can see it, and they will joke, “A-Gump is really biased, Yunjie is not in your team, you still love him the most.” “Forrest-Gump, You will no longer be our non-staff personnel, you will simply be Yunjie's family member, but where is Yunjie and where are you?"

Ma Yechao, adhering to the style of stalking people everywhere in the game, directly replied to them, "What's wrong? Can't it? Is there any problem?"

"Look, he's only good-tempered towards Yunjie, but impatient with us in all kinds of ways. It's absolutely amazing."

"A-Gump is my family, isn't it my family that I brought here?" At this time, Yun Jie came to speak for Ma Yechao, and was even very proud, "A-Gump is well equipped and skillful. If we can fight with our guild, we have to have fun."

Every time at this time, Ma Yechao enjoys the full sense of superiority being maintained alone.

3. Chapter 3

In this way, Ma Ye was enjoying the self-confidence of silently liking Yunjie, and the time came to 2012.

This year, he received his postgraduate diploma and started his journey to work in Beijing.

In fact, what Ma Ye had hesitated about was that he had already made up his mind to go to Beijing to work, and he didn't want to change it yet.

Yunjie also joined a good company that year, with its headquarters in Beijing.

Half a month after entering the company, the company organized them to go to the Beijing headquarters for training and study.

Yunjie shared the news with Ma Yechao.

As long as he opens his mouth, they can meet.

Ma Yechao hesitated again.

The most difficult thing for a person to understand in this life is himself, and the biggest enemy is always himself.

Ma Yechao had a fairly clear understanding of himself, so he was worried about a problem.

That is, if he saw Yun Jie, he might lose control of himself and lose himself slowly.

Ma Yechao didn't open his mouth to say meet for a long time.

But he clearly remembered when Yunjie came, and secretly wrote down the address of Yunjie's company.

Every time after get off work, Ma Yechao would secretly come downstairs to their company.

He didn't know what he was going to do either.

To see or not to see, it was too difficult for him to choose.

But it seemed that God had made a choice for him.

All coincidences are like a meeting destined by heaven.

One night, after eight o'clock in the evening, Ma Yechao was sitting in the downstairs hall of the commercial building, when a group of people came out of the elevator, he clearly heard someone shouting, "Cloud