Xiaohemiao's group pet diary

"Reached?"

The old classmates from Class [-] got together again five years after graduation, and everyone in the room stared at Song Zhiqiao who was talking with his mobile phone.

"Okay, okay, you didn't have time for the previous two class reunions, so you can't be absent this time!"

Just after hanging up the phone, a bunch of people gathered together——

"Hey, old squad leader! Do you think we really want to come here?"

"Of course." Song Zhiqiao put down his phone with a smile, "He's already on his way and will be there in a while."

"Long time no see our class favorite."

"I said at the beginning that An'an is not a mortal, and he was promoted to a professor at a young age. He is indeed the most promising little angel in our class!"

"Squad leader, ask again, ask again, where is An An, and how long is it..."

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I stood in the corner, listening to the crowd talking, as if I went back to the time when I was in school, sitting at the back of the class, always looking at the brightest little star surrounded by the crowd.

After drinking a glass of wine, I wanted to strengthen my courage, but... I was still timid in the end.

Xia Lan and Cheng Jiji came over to say hello to me. I looked at their tightly held hands and congratulated me calmly and heartily.Xia Lan teased me that I was doing well, but I was still so taciturn and silent, which was very boring.

I don't know how to respond, I only know that I am so panicked that I can only pretend to be one person and one thing.

While talking, there was a commotion by the door.

It's shore to shore.

It's true that I haven't communicated with people for a long time, and I almost forgot how to walk over and stand in front of him normally, and ask if I still remember myself.

I watched Xia Lan immediately put down Cheng Jiji's hand and ran over first, watched Cheng Jiji, who smiled helplessly, also followed, and even watched Shang Chengcheng, who had matured a lot, go to chat with An'an with a generous expression...

I really wanted to go over and exchange a few words with other students, but I just couldn't move my legs.

Kishi is a bit taller, he hasn't changed much from a few years ago, he is wearing simple casual clothes, the smile on his mouth is very gentle, he is still so clean and beautiful, standing there can easily steal everyone's attention.

Suddenly, I felt ashamed.

I watched the shore quietly, and glanced at Shang Chengcheng, which has a generous surface.I know that I am the same as him, under the calmness, there is a faint trembling and cautiousness.It's just that he has learned to pretend, and I am more timid than him.

So timid... until the end of the party, I didn't dare to go up to say hello.No matter how many times Cheng Jiji hinted and expressed it, I still stood here motionless, as if I was frozen.

Maybe it was my extraordinarily greedy gaze that caught An An's attention, but he still walked up to me and called me with a smile.

A crane.

"Ah He is still so bored."

I saw An An approaching me step by step, my blood burned inch by inch until it boiled, but my body froze completely, I was at a loss, and finally had to respond to him hastily.

Crazy, like a clown.

He is very cute.I want to reach out and touch his hair, I want to hold his hand, I even want to hug him.

But I was too scared to do anything.I'm scared... I've been scared since the very beginning.When An'an and Shang Chengcheng talked, there was a bit of alienation in their eyes, which was light but unignorable.

Years have separated us for so long, I don't know if An'an will face herself with the same unfamiliar attitude.

What happened later made me feel that I was lucky... not as good as Jian Xu, but at least better than Shang Chengcheng.I don't know what Shang Chengcheng did to make An'an no longer accept him, but I started to rejoice that he still regards me as an ordinary friend.

Enough is enough, I thought.

Occasionally, when a new game is developed in the company, I will find an excuse to play a few games with An An, just like returning to the time when I was ignorant and young.

There was even one time when I hopelessly invited An An to visit the company's game center, and he actually agreed.

I am ecstatic, this joy is not mixed with any charming thoughts, but chasing him has been integrated into my flesh and blood, and it has become an instinct.I explained all the research and development work to him, led him to experience the latest high-end equipment in all the game warehouses, and finally sent him home with satisfaction.

It's just that before this happiness had time to relive it several times, it was poured with a basin of cold water, and it was completely cooled.

The next day, I went to work with a smile on my lips, my mind full of the sweetness I felt when I was close to the shore yesterday.

Until I opened the door to the office, until I sat in a chair, until... I saw something on the desk.

A plain old book.

Happiness receded from me like the tide ebbed. I was stiff for a long time before reaching out and slowly picking up the familiar book.Gently flipping open the title page, inside is something I will never forget in my life...a confession to An An written by myself.

I thought that this simple intention, which is not even a letter, has long been crushed on the dust of time, and it is a secret that An An will never know.

But he knew, and now he returned it together with my heart.

The heart is obviously very painful, but it tastes a little sweet taste strangely.

I smiled slightly.

I love him, I don't ask for anything, I am deeply affectionate to the point of humbleness.