Do not lose

"Oh, little Gu, he's from your brother's school. They all call him Gu Shen, but I don't know what his name is. Your brother has a good relationship with him and we are together every day." Uncle Bai said, full of praise for Gu Jue , "Little Gu is stable, it's rare to have such a worry-free person. Your brother finally has some eyes and made such a friend."

"My brother likes him quite a lot, right?" Ke Bei sipped his soup with his head down. He hadn't seen Shen Zhenan for almost half a year. He finally came here, but he didn't meet anyone, and there were so many people around him.

"Oh, Xiaobei, you kid, your brother still loves you the most. I've never seen someone who cares about you." Uncle Bai smiled and touched his head, "Call your brother , let him come back early, you have to go back tomorrow."

"Well, Uncle Bai, go get busy, I'm fine by myself."

Uncle Bai smiled and nodded: "Okay, I'm much more obedient than your brother."

Uncle Bai couldn't help but feel distressed when he looked at Ke Bei. A child who had no parents to love, grew up with his grandparents, was obedient and sensible, and never made people worry. Children are so sensible.

Ke Beixin said that everyone treats him like a child, and seems to have forgotten that he is no longer a child.

……

Gu Jue received two calls from Shen Zhenan today, one was early in the morning when he hadn't woken up, and the other was when he was soundly asleep in the middle of the night.

The gate guard of the community would not let Shen Zhenan in by himself, Gu Jue made a phone call, and the guard let Shen Zhenan in.Including the time to pick up the car, this is the third time for Shen Zhenan to come here. Gu Jue is on the 16th floor, and only his room is lit this time.

Shen Zhenan entered the door with a chill in his body, he closed the door, and looked at Gu Jue who was still conscious in his pajamas and stood at the entrance to open the door for him.Shen Zhenan smiled lightly, then stepped forward and hugged Gu Jue, whispering in his ear, "Thank you, Jue."

Gu Jue felt that something was wrong with this person, so he stretched out his hand to hug him, who knew that his hand was sticky, and he moved it to his eyes, under the light, the blood red was dazzling.

Shen Zhenan failed to give him a good explanation, so he knelt down to him.

It was really time for this person to faint. He didn't faint when he was on the phone, he didn't faint when the cold wind was blowing outside the door, he didn't faint in the elevator, but he fainted when he was hugging him.

Shen Zhenan probably never imagined that it was the first time he knelt down to a man in such a situation.

Gu Jue looked at the pistol and dagger on the table, and didn't feel sleepy all night.Shen Zhenan was slashed three times on the back, with different depths, and it is unknown how much blood was left.

Gu Jue never thought that his emergency bandages would come in handy one day, he never thought that the moldy first aid kit his parents left here would be useful one day, and he never thought that a late-night phone call with his mother , is about medical knowledge.

Gu Jue opened the window of the living room, the smell of the room made him a little unbearable, he went back to the bedroom, turned off the light, sat on the chair, looked at the person lying on the bed, although he couldn't see anything.

That night, Gu Jue did not sleep.

He thought a lot, where would Shen Zhenan go today, who did he meet, how many people did he fight with?Where did the five missing bullets in Shen Zhenan's gun go?Why did Shen Zhenan choose to call him at this time?If he is not in the apartment tonight, who will Shen Zhenan go to?

More than an hour ago, the man's low breath and the voice from the cold wind still echoed in his head: Jue, are you there?

The night beats his heart little by little. Over the years, his heart has been floating in the sea of ​​people, and no one has ever caught it. He has never thought about getting close to anyone, let alone going to the shore easily.But this person just appeared, and when he smiled at him, he couldn't help but want to see this person more.

At dawn, Gu Jue fell asleep.

When Gu Jue woke up, Shen Zhenan was sitting on the bed looking at him with a smile, the smile on his face was as enchanting as he saw the day before yesterday, and the gauze wrapped around his body reminded Gu Jue of everything he discovered yesterday.

"Jue." Shen Zhenan's voice was a little hoarse, and his eyes were extremely gentle, giving Gu Jue an illusion, as if the person in front of him was fake, but rather like Shen Zhenan in his dream.

"En." Gu Jue replied, his voice was flat and gentle, a little dazed from just waking up.

"I seem to like you a little bit."

Gu Jue's expression cleared up, but his face was still as calm as water, as if Shen Zhenan had just said something ordinary.

"I lied to you, either because I didn't seem like it, or because I liked you." Shen Zhenan said.

Shen Zhenan didn't get a response, the smile on his face became a little stiff, then his brows were slightly frowned, very shallow, and finally he couldn't hide his panic and loss.

Gu Jue looked at him, but only with one glance, he seemed to see Shen Zhenan's hidden happiness.Gu Jue didn't bother to think about how to reply to Shen Zhenan's inexplicable words, he only knew that Shen Zhenan's wound should be opened.

Gu Jue got up and gently pressed his shoulders, the white gauze on his back was bright again!

"Could you fuck it up?"

Shen Zhenan was a little dazed, it was probably the first time he heard Gu Jue speak so loudly, with dirty words in his words.He raised his head to see Gu Jue's furious look, but the hands on his shoulders trembled a little, and then he met those clear eyes, but there were tears in them.

"I'm fine, and it doesn't hurt." Shen Zhenan smiled, and wanted to reach out to touch his face, but it hurt a little when he raised his arm, and Gu Jue would not give him this chance.

Gu Jue kept silent, but his heart trembled in the silence, what should he do with this person?

He asked Shen Zhenan to lie back on the bed, took the medicine box to stop the bleeding again, changed the gauze, and the room was full of blood again, if this continues, he will have to send him to the hospital.

"You just stay here for me, don't go anywhere!"

Shen Zhenan nodded and smiled: "Okay."

"Will it be dangerous for me to take you to the hospital?"

"...Yes." Shen Zhenan thought for a while, then nodded again.

"I'll go out for half an hour, and call if I have something to do." Gu Jue put his mobile phone by his hand, and took Shen Zhenan's mobile phone away. He was really afraid that something would happen to Shen Zhenan.

"Yes." Shen Zhenan nodded obediently.

Gu Jue didn't have enough medicine here, so he bought some medicine and made some porridge, and when he came back again, he went to the bedroom as soon as he entered the door, only to find that Shen Zhenan was not on the bed.

At this very moment, Gu Jue felt as if his head was cracked, he was annoyed and irritable, afraid and hurt, and his heart was beating endlessly.

At this time, someone suddenly opened the door of the bathroom. The man smiled at him and explained, "The wound is not open. I'm going to the bathroom, don't worry..."

Gu Jue grabbed the doorknob for a moment, his chest was full of anger, he looked at Shen Zhenan standing there, and looked at himself with a smile.But with such a clean and harmless smile, the anger that made him rush up disappeared in an instant.

Shen Zhenan carefully returned to the bed and lay down on his stomach. He changed his direction so that he could face the door and he could see Gu Jue.

Gu Jue went back to the living room, poured the porridge into a bowl, and squatted in front of Shen Zhenan to feed him mouthful.Shen Zhenan stared at Gu Jue the whole time, opened his mouth when he fed him, took a bite, took a bite, and licked the corner of his mouth after eating, very evil.

"Is my figure good?" Shen Zhenan asked with a smile, "It's not bad, I've shown you everything."

Gu Jue looked at him indifferently, wanting to tease someone even with this appearance, he accidentally pinched Shen Zhenan's chin, exerting a little force.

Shen Zhenan suddenly pressed Gu Jue's head, forcing him to lean towards him, letting his lips, quickly and carefully, gently stick to Gu Jue's lips.

Gu Jue had the ability to resist, but he did not refuse.The lips were lightly pressed together, they were as warm and soft as water, and my heart was already throbbing with turbulent waves.

Shen Zhenan quickly backed away, eyes full of tenderness, smiled at him again, pressed his finger on Gu Jue's soft lips, rubbed it lightly, and said in a low voice, "Let's try it."

"I don't like you." Gu Jue looked at him, his tone was surprisingly indifferent, more indifferent and decisive than any girl he had ever rejected before.

Shen Zhenan froze for a moment, staring at Gu Jue's face, finally found his voice, and suddenly became desolate.

"Ah... I'm so sorry."

Shen Zhenan lowered his head, retracted his hands, and never dared to look up at Gu Jue again, his arrogance instantly fell to the ground.

At that moment, the sadness in Shen Zhenan's eyes was like a lake that had been frozen for thousands of years. He would have made a mistake. He thought that the person in front of him liked him, but he was wrong, a big mistake.

Gu Jue saw that his head had been lowered, his heart tightened, his throat was blocked as if unable to speak, he got up and left the bedroom.

On this day, one was squatting in the study room, blowing the coldest wind in winter, and the other was lying in the bedroom, experiencing the most ruthless rejection brought by winter for the first time.

It wasn't until Shen Zhenan's cell phone vibrated in Gu Jue's pocket that he came back to himself, closed the window, and looked at the word 'Xiaobei' on the screen.

He pushed open the bedroom door with his mobile phone, Shen Zhenan was still lying on his stomach as before, seeing him coming in, a light flashed in his eyes, as if expecting something, but in the end Gu Jue failed to give him any expectations.

"Ke Bei's call." Gu Jue looked at him, answered it, and put it in Shen Zhenan's ear.

Shen Zhenan's tone was brisk, and he called out with a smile, "Xiao Bei."

"Brother, where are you? Are you still coming back?" Ke Bei's voice came over, sounding aggrieved, "I'm going back to school at two o'clock in the afternoon."

"I……"

"Don't go." Gu Jue's voice was surprisingly heavy.

Shen Zhenan paused, looked at Gu Jue and said, "Xiao Bei, wait a few days, and I'll go to see you again, Merry Christmas."

"Ah."

"Be good, take a good class, I'll be back in a few days."

"Ah."

No matter what Shen Zhenan said, Ke Bei's voice was low, he knew