Do not lose

I don't even have the nerve to eat more, it's really depressing. "

Tong Man entered the noodle shop, took a seat, and said loudly, "Boss, the signature noodles are abnormally spicy."

Gu Jue was in a daze. Not long ago, Shen Zhenan did the same thing. He seemed to hear the voice: Boss, signature noodles, one bowl of abnormally spicy, one bowl of non-spicy.

……

The end of the year.

The campus post bar of S University spread like crazy about Gu Shen's mysterious girlfriend.

black.

"It's the first time I've seen people drink wine like water." Xiao Zhao at the bar looked at Shen Zhenan on the second floor with emotion.

"Brother Fan, I won't be here this year, I kind of want to go home." Shen Zhenan said suddenly.

"Okay, you stay with Uncle Shen well, I'm looking at the black clothes. You... drank a little too much today." Brother Fan looked at him, Shen Zhenan went out for a while, and something was wrong.

"Uncle Bai is not here, it's rare to drink more."

"Just make it up."

……

Shen Liqing went to the train station to pick up his son, and he didn't make a sound, and didn't tell Shen Zhenan.Shen Zhenan arrived early, returned home, found no one was there, went to the train station to pick up Shen Liqing, and had a hard time.

Shen Zhenan stayed at home for two days and went to Ke Bei's high school. Ke Bei is now a sophomore in high school. He happened to pick Ke Bei home from the holidays. He took Ke Bei to play for two days before returning home for the New Year.

For so many years, their family has always been their father and son during the Chinese New Year. Although it is a bit deserted, it is also happy. Shen Zhenan followed the old man to make dumplings. He couldn't handle the thin layer of dough, so he watched the old man make dumplings.

"Old man, I miss my mother a little bit." Shen Zhenan sat beside him, "I want to visit her after the Chinese New Year."

Shen Liqing got married late, over half a century old, her hair has turned gray, and she suffered a serious illness in the past two years. The originally strong man also lost weight, making her look older than she actually is.

He looked at Shen Zhenan without speaking for a long time, and finally heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "I miss your mother too, you should also go and see your uncle and the others when the time comes."

"I'm not going." Shen Zhenan pierced the dough again with a chopstick.

Shen Liqing stared at him for a long time, but Shen Zhenan didn't make a single dumpling and said, "Don't poke it, go and peel the garlic."

Shen Zhenan was disgusted by his own father, he peeled the garlic, and let him peel off all the garlic in the bag, his father was so angry that he told people to go back to the house and stay there.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, the father and son sat in the living room watching the Spring Festival Gala together. Shen Zhenan's cell phone kept ringing, and the men in black greeted him affectionately one by one.He finally sent a red envelope in the group, and the group began to thank the Lord Long En.

Shen Liqing went to bed early, couldn't hold on at eleven o'clock, and went back to bed.

At midnight, Shen Zhenan looked at the fireworks all over the sky, as if they were all the crooked eyebrows of that person, he thought, this is the last time I miss him this year, and next year, don't think about it again.

But when the new year came, he missed him more and more.

He looked at the phone and couldn't help but want to make a call, even if it was just to say happy new year, there was nothing wrong with it.

The phone was connected, and it was still the faint voice of that person.

"Huh?" Gu Jue also heard the sound of setting off fireworks.

Shen Zhenan looked at the countless fireworks in the world, and felt that all of them looked like that person.

"Happy New Year, Gu Jue."

"Happy New Year."

In the long night, the voice of that person played back in his ears, mixed with the colorful fireworks, gently saying "Happy New Year" to him.

……

The second day of the new year.Shen Zhenan and Shen Liqing went to Ke Bei's house.

On the sixth day, the father and son returned to their hometown.

Shen Liqing stood at the entrance of Zhijing Village, as if in a lifetime.

Shen Zhenan left on the day after worshiping at his mother's grave.He couldn't forgive his group of relatives who were related by blood, he couldn't let go, couldn't forgive, why they could celebrate the new year so happily, but that innocent person had to lie there coldly.

When Shen Liqing saw her eighty-year-old father, she was finally reluctant to give up and stayed, but she felt a betrayal of her son.

Shen Zhenan went back to City S alone.

black.

When Shen Zhenan returned to his black clothes, he looked at the two big colorful lanterns beside the bar, and he couldn't laugh or cry. Such colorful black clothes seemed to have a special flavor.

"Emperor brother has returned to the palace." Xiao Zhao at the bar mixed him a glass of wine, "This is a secret recipe for the New Year, Emperor brother try it."

Shen Zhenan took a sip, looked at Xiao Zhao inscrutablely, and said, "Make dumplings tonight."

"Yeah! Ah, making dumplings?" Xiao Zhao cheered habitually, and realized that it was making dumplings. "Why are you making dumplings?"

"Let's celebrate the new year again." Shen Zhenan looked at Brother Fan on the drum set, and jumped onto the stage, "Brother Fan has worked hard."

"Come on, let's not talk about this, why come back so early?"

"I miss you." Shen Zhenan sat beside him.

"Go away." Fan Ge smiled, Shen Zhenan was used to talking nonsense, but his ears were not tired of hearing it, "Why do you suddenly want to make dumplings?"

"Isn't this not going home? Let's create an atmosphere. Black clothes are also home."

"Yo, I really didn't realize that our classmate Xiaonan still has such an affectionate side."

"Weak water is three thousand, I'll only scoop up your scoop." Shen Zhenan leaned against Brother Fan shamelessly.

"Come on, drag this bastard down!" Brother Fan yelled, but all the men in black turned a blind eye, and the two most shameless men in black were probably too lonely, and they showed affection when they met.

For the evening dumpling banquet, from the afternoon onwards, Hei Yi only provided guests with drinks and entertainment. Regardless of the meal, everyone who could be free was making dumplings. The band stopped singing, and followed Uncle Bai to make dumplings.

"Poke, poke, poke, the skin is torn." Uncle Bai rolled out the dough, and it exploded in anger, except for the two people in the back kitchen who made some decent wraps.

"Uncle Bai, we can eat."

"Hahaha……"

Seeing that the atmosphere was pretty good, Shen Zhenan took a piece of dough, used chopsticks to make a ball of the meat stuffing, kneaded it a few times, one was formed into a dumpling that could barely fit into the eyes, and he held one to show off.

"Old Shen taught it, how long have you been practicing?" Uncle Bai looked at him.

"Cut~" There was a sigh.

"I don't agree, let me take a look. Do you have any girlfriends? Bring your family members here." Shen Zhenan said, after a glance, there really wasn't any.

"It's cold, people are in a foreign land, the boss is unscrupulous, and he doesn't even have a girl to warm the bed. Life is hard! Heaven is jealous of talents!" Xiao Zhao yelled affectionately, Shen Zhenan kicked over here, and staged a real scene. Unscrupulous boss.

"Brother Nan, Brother Nan, I was wrong..."

……

In early spring, it was still very cold, and S University and the next-door Polytechnic University started school one after another.

Shen Zhenan has been listening to the class for a week without skipping a single class. He goes to bed early and gets up early, does not play games, and does not drink casually. He feels that he is about to become a fairy.

Monkey and those bastards in junior year are having a good time now, so they go to the gymnasium to play ball when they have nothing to do, and next Saturday they will play a friendly match with the Polytechnic University next door.The junior came to look for Shen Zhenan, but he didn't pay any attention to it. There was no other reason, but it was not pleasing to the eye.

Shen Zhenan was very unhappy in class at noon when he thought that he hadn't seen Gu Jue even once since the beginning of the term!Is it because Gu Jue is with his girlfriend that he doesn't even have time to relax in black?He thought comfortingly again, Gu Jue doesn't like to drink, and it's normal not to come in black clothes.

He wants to go to the library to see him.eager to go.

But he didn't go, because he saw Gu Jue, and the person coming to meet him was still as good-looking and handsome as before.

"Hi." Gu Jue greeted him first, he was still holding the book in his hand, and he should have just finished class, with a faint smile on his face and picturesque eyes.

"Hi." Shen Zhenan stared at him, feeling that this person had lost a lot of weight, and his complexion was not very good.

Gu Jue didn't say much, just greeted normally and left without saying anything more.

He was originally a quiet person, and it was not easy to say hello to others, so why would he want to say a few more words.

Shen Zhenan looked at the people passing by, he just didn't want to let people go like this, he grabbed Gu Jue's hand, and let go quickly.

"I see your face...it doesn't look very good, is it uncomfortable?"

"I'm fine, thank you." Gu Jue looked at him gently, "Goodbye."

"Gu Jue."

"Ok?"

"It's okay...goodbye." Shen Zhenan smiled, turned around and left very gracefully, he actually wanted to ask him, why didn't you come to see me in black?Why don't you run in the morning?Why don't you go to study on the fourth floor of the library?Are you avoiding me?

But if Gu Jue really answered, he just hid and wanted to stay away from him, what should he do?Force him?Gu Jue is not alone now, he also has a very cute girlfriend.

Shen Zhenan has never had this feeling before, but he likes it but can't get it, that person's every frown and smile tickles his heart, he wants to stay with him, hug him, watch him read a book beside him, even if he says a word If you don't say a word to him, he is also happy.

Since he likes it, he just grabs it. Why does he also learn how to look forward and backward?He turned around to look at the figure that was fading away, and suddenly dropped the book in his hand and ran over.

14. What am I afraid of when I grab a man?

Tong Man lay on the table and looked at Gu Jue for a long time. She changed her posture several times while lying on her stomach. Gu Jue still kept her head slightly lowered to read the book, straight and straight, without any change.

"Mr. Gu, are you upset?" Tong Man looked at him jokingly.

Gu Jue turned to look at her, Tong Man supported her head, glanced at Gu Jue's book, and said, "You've been reading this page for 10 minutes, and it's so obscure that it stumps you?"

Gu Jue had nothing to say, he couldn't figure out what was the meaning of Shen Zhenan's sudden turning back just now?If it wasn't for Tong Man's sudden appearance, what would he have said to him when he ran over?

"Do you like him?" Tong Man asked him seriously, "Ask your heart, do you like him?"