Do not lose

?Gu Jue is also a man, how could he say that!

"...Then you suppress me." Shen Zhenan thought it might be better, "Although I have made a lot of girlfriends, I still want to meet you. I keep my body like jade and don't have any diseases. My mother said that you can't sleep with anyone casually. I said You must be lying if you don’t want to sleep, I really want to sleep with you, I don’t think about it casually, I still think about it after careful consideration! I will take responsibility.”

Seeing that Shen Zhenan was seriously about to sacrifice himself, Gu Jue suppressed the turmoil in his heart, and flatly refused: "I don't want to sleep with you yet."

"...Oh." Shen Zhenan, who was hit hard, fell into a deep inferiority complex. Over the years, although he was notorious for being promiscuous, there were quite a few women who tried to climb into his bed, but he never moved. Today, He was rejected by Gu Jue just like that.

Gu Jue packed up the tableware, and hurried out of Shen Zhenan's bedroom, finally couldn't control it, raised the corners of his lips, and his eyes were filled with endless tenderness.

Shen Zhenan waited in the room for someone to come back, but this person had the intention of leaving and never looking back, but unfortunately his mobile phone was taken by Qi Li's people.Now that he thinks about it, the email that Qi Li sent to him might not be Gu Jue at all, Gu Jue didn't mention it, ah, it's impossible for Gu Jue to tell him that he was photographed, in case Gu Jue gets dizzy Where did you shoot it?

Shen Zhenan got off the bed, went outside, saw what Gu Jue and Brother Fan were talking about, but he couldn't hear them from a distance, Gu Jue glanced at him, turned around and went out.

"Where are you going?" Shen Zhenan looked at him nervously.

"Come and see you tomorrow." Gu Jue looked up at Shen Zhenan upstairs.

"No! I'm afraid I won't be able to contact you, so you have to go?" Shen Zhenan went downstairs as he spoke.

"Shen Zhenan." Gu Jue looked at him, hesitated for a moment, and said softly, "We can't be together 24 hours a day, do you understand?"

Shen Zhenan was taken aback for a moment, Gu Jue needed his own private space, it was impossible to hang around him.Shen Zhenan nodded his head in a daze, his eyes turned cold, he turned around and went back to the bedroom, feeling a little angry again.

Gu Jue left just like that when he saw someone, and came back again. He was a little helpless, but he knew that if he didn't explain it clearly, Shen Zhenan would be unhappy all night.

Pushing open the door of Shen Zhenan's bedroom, Gu Jue looked at the person standing by the window, and heard Shen Zhenan's voice calmly asking: "Has he left? What do you think is wrong with me? Am I a little hypocritical, I should give him A little space, but I just like him! I can't control it, Brother Fan..."

Shen Zhenan turned his head for a moment, and saw that it was Gu Jue.

Gu Jue walked over, he pressed Shen Zhenan's head, and kissed him on the forehead, the corners of his eyes were slightly curved, and the corners of his lips were soft: "Thank you. I like you very much."

This was the first time Shen Zhenan heard Gu Jue confess his love to him. He saw Gu Jue's gentle smile, and he laughed too.

"I want to hear it again."

"I like you very much, very much." Gu Jue said with a warm smile.

Shen Zhenan leaned over and lightly pecked Gu Jue's lips. He could only raise his hand slightly, put his arms around Gu Jue's waist, hugged him, and said, "Go, I won't trouble you, I'm sorry."

"There are still some things to solve at school. I've been absent from class for so long without reason. I'm going to the apartment tonight. You can come over for a few days, but I can't accompany you during class during the day. I don't want to see more scars on your body, you Can you promise me that you will not risk your life again?" Gu Jue stroked his head and rubbed it lightly.

"I promise!"

"Then I'm leaving." Gu Jue's voice was clear and warm, with a slight smile, he left the black clothes with peace of mind.

As soon as Gu Jue left, Brother Fan came in, leaned against the door, looked at Shen Zhenan with a smile, and said with contempt: "A deep boudoir."

"You're just jealous."

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21. What is the title of this chapter?

The twilight is all together, and the lights are just coming on.

Standing under a big banyan tree in the park, Shen Zhenan was thin and tall, calmly watching the people coming and going on the street.There were two high school boys and girls who were late coming home from school, waiting at the barbecue stall. He looked at the girl's clean smile, the same neat bangs, ponytail, and clean school uniform.

He approached, trying to see the girl's appearance clearly, but the girl suddenly turned her head and met Shen Zhenan's eyes.She smiled at him harmlessly, pulled the boy beside her away, looked back at Shen Zhenan, waved her hand, and smiled very cleanly.

"That little brother looks really good-looking." The girl said, holding the boy's hand.

Shen Zhenan watched their figures drifting away, as if he saw a long time ago, Qi Li always smiled and told him that there were many good-looking boys in their school, but she didn't like any of them.

He stood in the crowd in a daze, nearly lost, Qi Li would never come back, even Qi Li who was carrying hatred would never appear in his life again.

Shen Zhenan looked down at the time, it was almost time, he walked through the park, looked at the gate of Huayuan community, the uncle gatekeeper waved to him.

"Xiao Shen, Mr. Gu hasn't come back yet. If you don't want to go up and wait, I'll let you in." The guard uncle looked at Shen Zhenan who came over.

"Let me sit with you for a while." It's useless for Shen Zhenan to go up, even the door can't get in, he might as well wait here.

The doorman's surname is Zhang, and he is very kind. When Shen Zhenan chatted with him, he couldn't help but think of his old man.Shen Zhenan felt that he didn't spend much time with Shen Liqing, he thought, let's go back and have a look if there's nothing to do, it's weird.

It wasn't until after nine o'clock that Shen Zhenan saw Gu Jue coming back, and Nai Hui drove him over.

Shen Zhenan was sitting in the guard's room watching, Nai Hui got out of the car, and he still wanted to sit in the car.Gu Jue was mild-mannered, but pretended not to hear it, said goodbye to him briefly, told him to "drive carefully" and turned to enter the door.

Passing by the guard's room, Gu Jue didn't look inside, Shen Zhenan watched him walk in, then leaned against the window of the guard's room, and shouted with a smile: "Mr. Gu."

Hearing a familiar voice, Gu Jue thought for a while, and the corners of his lips were tinged with subtle tenderness. He turned his head and looked at the person who came. The corners of the person's eyes were frivolous, like a flower, with handsome face and beautiful eyes, and a high spirit.

"If you don't welcome me, I'll leave." Shen Zhenan looked at him pitifully.

Gu Jue never knew that this person's eyes have a kind of poison that makes people sink, and he, has he been poisoned too deeply?That's why he couldn't help being serious even though he was pretending to be pitiful.

He rubbed his fingertips lightly, his whole body was quiet, indifferent and alienated, Shen Zhenan froze for a moment, then stepped forward to hold Gu Jue's hand, the fingertips were slightly cold, but the palm was warm.

"Even if you don't welcome me, I won't leave." Shen Zhenan lowered his voice and led Gu Jue inside.

Gu Jue gently clasped back, Shen Zhenan's palm was warm, powerful and reassuring. This hand held a gun, held a knife, and clenched his fist tightly, which would make people afraid. When he stretched out his hand to you, he couldn't help it. He clasped his fingers.

"How long have you been here?"

"For a while." Shen Zhenan looked at his profile.

"When you lie to someone, do you deliberately look at the other party?" Gu Jue curled his lips slightly.

"More than two hours." Shen Zhenan answered honestly.

Gu Jue took out the key and gave it to Shen Zhenan, without saying anything, just placed it in his palm lightly.

Shen Zhenan held the key and kissed it, Gu Jue opened a door for him, he seemed to be one step closer to him, he wanted to live forever in Gu Jue's heart.

On the 16th floor, Shen Zhenan saw that Gu Jue was about to open the door, stopped him, and smiled happily: "I will open it, I have the key."

Gu Jue felt that when he fell in love, he might become a little childish, but he seemed to enjoy this childish feeling very much.

He hadn't come back here for a long time, so he went to the study to pack up the books he was going to bring to class tomorrow, and sent the homework to be handed in to the professor, and saw Shen Zhenan standing at the door looking at him.

"Why don't you entertain me?" Shen Zhenan leaned against the door and complained.

Gu Jue smiled, Shen Zhenan never felt that he was a guest when he came here, and there was no need to greet him politely.

"Your smile makes me feel that the two of us are inseparable from each other. What is my position in your heart?"

Gu Jue sent out the last material, turned off the computer, looked at the meaningful smile on Shen Zhenan's face, and said softly, "I'll wash your hair first."

"..." Shen Zhenan has never seen anyone who can talk like this, pour cold water so gently, he really lost his temper.

Shen Zhenan sat in the bathroom, looked at Gu Jue in the mirror, and said to himself, his boyfriend is really good-looking, really virtuous, good-looking, good at studying, good-tempered, and so smart, but thin-skinned. alright.

"Jue, don't you want to ask about the kidnapping?"

Gu Jue paused, washed the foam off his head, and said slowly: "In the relationship between you and her, I'm just an outsider."

"You're not." Shen Zhenan lowered his head and suddenly laughed, "My hands are stained with the blood of many people, I'm a... very unbearable person..."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Gu Jue interrupted him, his voice was very cold, without the warmth, there was still anger in the remaining indifference.

Shen Zhenan stood up, looked at Gu Jue at the same level, and said with a smile: "My past, I know what it looks like."

His smile was probably so gentle only when facing Gu Jue.

Gu Jue took a towel to dry his hair, he looked at the tenderness and pity in Shen Zhenan's eyes, his heart trembled slightly, and he didn't dare to take a step, fearing that he would be deeply trapped and never recover.

He heard Shen Zhenan say these words, it's not that he doesn't care about his past, he will care about everything about Shen Zhenan, but now Shen Zhenan, with Qi Li's deep self-blame, can't see anything else.

"Gu