Do not lose

It's good to like someone.

"Then don't think about it, I'm here." Shen Zhenan hugged him, "I didn't think about doing something indescribable to you just now, I just wanted to try, can you lose your temper? You Kind of a child, suppressed too much, I don't want you to be so tired."

"……Um."

"My Jue, I really want to tie you on my trouser belt and carry it with me every day. How did you say such a good person fell into my hands?" Shen Zhenan rubbed Gu Jue's head, why did he like it so much? What about this person?

"Where does the smell of cigarettes on your body come from?"

Shen Zhenan remembered what happened at the gas station, he looked at Gu Jue, and replied honestly: "Someone spit on me."

"...Well. Your injury healed so quickly after such a toss. You can go back to black clothes. I live in the school, but I don't come here to live." Gu Jue said, thinking that those who dare to puff at Shen Zhenan must not be ordinary people.

"Why are you like this? I'm a patient."

"You lied to me this morning, and you couldn't tell that you were a patient when you were riding a bicycle. If you want to live here, it's up to you."

"It's not good to be so strict with a boyfriend? I can't take care of myself these days. You say, it's not good to ask other people to help me. After all, I am a man with a master now. How can I Let other people touch me?"

"I have classes in the afternoon, you know." Gu Jue changed his medicine, quickly packed his things, and prepared to go out.

"No, don't go." Shen Zhenan grabbed the person who was about to leave, and hugged him, "I deserve death, good brother..."

Gu Jue pressed his chin, touched his lips lightly, and said, "You're used to tossing, what is this little injury?"

Then, Gu Jue opened the door and left.

"Why are you so vengeful?" Shen Zhenan sighed.

23. Warm the bed

May day.

nine.

The number of students in Ninth Middle School is not very good, but the school's environment is really good. Coupled with such a clear sky, there are many places that people will nostalgia and aftertaste under this sky.

A place where he stayed for three years, Shen Zhenan recalled carefully, how many times did he conduct self-criticism at the flag-raising ceremony on Monday?In front of the whole school, he had a hippie smile on his face and played a fool.How many times did Lao Chen "invite" him to the teaching office for tea?But in the last year, he also suddenly understood what it means to read at night and what a sincere blessing is.

He is not alone, he has people who care about him and love him, those who he once thought were vain, but they grow up with him, and he is willing to abide by the rules that he despises.He remembers the last time he went to see Lao Chen after graduation, and Lao Chen told him: Rules are not just to restrain people blindly, but most of the time, they are to protect people.

Shen Zhenan walked around the school and went to the teaching office.

The last time I saw Lao Chen was a year ago. Shen Zhenan never had the habit of knocking on the door when he came to Lao Chen. He maintained his usual "personality" style.Shen Zhenan sat across from Old Chen, and saw that his hair seemed to have turned gray a lot.

Old Chen didn't raise his head, he only raised his head after he was busy with the work in hand, Shen Zhenan raised the corners of his lips, smiling as freely and unrestrainedly as before, and there was a trace of imperceptible tears in his dark eyes.

"Old Chen."

"I said who is so arrogant." Lao Chen laughed, "Stand up, let me see."

Shen Zhenan obeyed, stood up, spread his hands around, and smiled: "How is it? You're so handsome."

"It's still as shameless as before. It hasn't changed at all. You still have a bit of conscience. If you know it, come back and have a look." Lao Chen greeted him to the side, and as before, made a cup of tea and chatted slowly.

"It's all on vacation, why are you still in school? Let's let go of the third year." Shen Zhenan was still the same as before, sitting opposite him, he was a little nostalgic, but he didn't want to go back to the past, there was no one he has now.

"It will be released tomorrow. The third year of high school is in class, and the exam is today. Did you see it when you came over?"

Shen Zhenan shook his head, looked at Lao Chen, and said, "I'll go to your place to eat later, auntie is at home."

"Hey, you little bastard, why are you still so shameless?" Old Chen said so, feeling happy in his heart, "She must be happy if you go, I'll tell her."

"I saw Chen Yuran last time. If he wants to come back, you won't let him go? Okay, old Chen, I've never seen you chase your son away like this. Don't you worry about him being outside alone?"

"Why do I worry, who drove him away."

……

When I came out of Lao Chen’s house, it was already dark,

When Shen Zhenan was standing at the intersection waiting for the bus, he looked up at the stop on the stop sign. The only difference in his return this time was that he came back with Gu Jue.

In a small place like Congli City, he and Gu Jue lived only ten stops away, but he had missed Gu Jue for so many years. Did they take the same bus before?When classes were over in No. [-] Middle School and No. [-] Middle School, did they cross each other on the road?

At the end of his third year of high school, he knew the name Gu Jue.I saw that pair of eyes in the crowd that were clearer than others, and that pair of beautiful and eye-catching hands that couldn't hide in the mud.However, that name, after flashing across his mind for a moment, was forgotten by him for a long time.

When he met again in another city, his heart jumped for joy without his knowledge.

That day, when the wind was clear and the clouds were calm, he looked into those clear eyes and said: Have we met in a dream?

Gu Jue hadn't contacted him since they went home in the morning. He was afraid that Gu Jue would be with his family. Hearing Gu Jue's voice.

……

No. 109, South Street District.

Shen Zhenan had never been here before. Before getting off the car in the morning, he asked Gu Jue's home address. He looked at the chic little bungalow. He pushed open the door and went in. He found that the yard was very large and planted a lot of flowers and plants, which were in bloom this season. , like a small garden, very beautiful.

This is the place where Gu Jue has lived for so many years, and he wants to take a look at every place. If he came over so suddenly, would Gu Jue say anything?If he doesn't like it, he will leave immediately.

"Why are you here?"

Shen Zhenan didn't like this voice very much, he saw Nai Hui coming out of the backyard, looking like he was intruding into his territory, he still wanted to ask!You have to follow me back after a vacation, don't you bother me!

"None of your business." Shen Zhenan's hands itch when he looked at Nai Hui!

"There's something wrong with you, you're haunted, who told you to come!" Nai Hui has always been a very generous person, and every time he sees Shen Zhenan, he becomes very angry, and he hates it to the bone.

"Do you still want to go to the hospital for another month?" Shen Zhenan's eyes darkened, and he walked towards Nai Hui, he couldn't control it.

"You're fucking insane!" Nai Hui frowned and took a step back. He never fights with people himself, let alone a person like Shen Zhenan who often solves problems with violence!

Shen Zhenan grabbed Nai Hui, and when his fist was about to drop, he heard Gu Jue's voice, very soft and steady, from upstairs: "Come in."

Shen Zhenan raised his head, looked at Gu Jue's calm brows, shook his head slightly with him, Shen Zhenan let go of Nai Hui, and glanced at him: "I owe you."

Nai Hui stepped in before Shen Zhenan, showing off like a proud rooster, Shen Zhenan didn't want to go in.He walked around the yard and walked towards the gate.He was afraid that he couldn't bear it, so he beat up Gu Jue in front of his parents. Now, he dare not meet Gu Jue's family, he is not ready.

Shen Zhenan left Gu Jue's house, and before he reached the bus stop, he received a text message from Gu Jue: Just leave?

He asked: Am I meeting my parents?

Gu Jue: They are not here.

Seeing this, Shen Zhenan's heart didn't relax, but tightened. He actually let Gu Jue stay with another man, and this man had no plans for Gu Jue!

When Shen Zhenan returned to Gu Jue's house, the door was closed by Nai Hui who was walking in front of him!He rang the doorbell twice, his urge to hit Nai Hui was not one or two!

A middle-aged woman who opened the door, Shen Zhenan instantly cleared up his unkind eyes, a little nervous in being well-behaved, and wondered if Gu Jue lied to him, his mother was clearly at home.

"Hello, auntie, I'm Gu Jue's...friend." Shen Zhenan bit his tongue, he almost said boyfriend.

"Come in, Xiaojue is at home." The woman was kind and friendly, he looked at Shen Zhenan and welcomed her in with a smile.

"Thank you, Auntie." Shen Zhenan behaved well and behaved very politely. With his handsome face, it was perfect.

Shen Zhenan saw Nai Hui and Gu Jue sitting in the living room, Gu Jue watched Shen Zhenan come in with a faint smile on his face.

"Pretend!" Nai Hui snorted coldly, he hated Shen Zhenan's appearance.

"Auntie, go home and rest first." Gu Jue said.

Shen Zhenan just took the water that his aunt poured for him. He looked at his aunt and still smiled: "Thank you, Auntie."

After his aunt left, Shen Zhenan finished drinking the water, stood up, left the sofa far away from Gu Jue, walked behind Gu Jue, lay down on the sofa that Gu Jue was leaning on, and looked at Nai Hui: "Why are you still here?" Won't you go?"

"Shen Zhenan! Are you talking here this time?" Nai Hui looked at Shen Zhenan who was very close to Gu Jue. He had known Gu Jue for many years, but he also knew that Gu Jue didn't like to touch people, but now he indulged Shen Zhenan so much!

Shen Zhenan's hand on Gu Jue's shoulder tightened, he looked at Gu Jue's handsome and gentle face, approached, approached again, Gu Jue didn't intend to stop him, he lightly kissed Gu Jue's eyes.

He looked up at Nai Hui's painful expression, with a wicked and cruel smile: "Do you understand?"

"Xiao Jue... No, he forced you, right? Xiao Jue, talk! You are not the same!