Do not lose

How is mom? "

Shen Zhenan took a look at the firecrackers and said, "Tell me when you want to play, and I won't tell your mother."

Shen Zhan jumped on the spot, very excited: "Okay! I'll be here tomorrow, don't tell my mom."

Gu Jue couldn't help but smile when he heard that, important things have to be said three times, Shen Zhan kept saying: Don't tell my mother.

"Okay!" Shen Zhenan took the firecrackers and put them on the table. He wanted to laugh a little, and touched Shen Zhenan's bald head. Only some hair was left in the front. The child is already cute, and there is a very small mole on the corner of the eye. , the same as tear moles.

"Don't tell my mother."

"I won't tell." Shen Zhenan turned his head to look at Gu Jue's smile, "It's so funny, how afraid are you of your mother?"

Shen Zhan thought for a while, and asked seriously: "I'm also afraid of my dad, he will beat me up, are you afraid of your mother?"

Shen Zhenan froze for a moment, and froze his smile.

"Come, Shen Zhan, come here." Gu Jue gently shook Shen Zhenan's palm, and pulled Shen Zhan to him.

Shen Zhan stood in front of Gu Jue, stared at his face for a while, and said, "Uncle Gu, you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen."

Gu Jue didn't mind Shen Zhan calling him beautiful, after all, Tong Yan said nothing, so he looked at the child and asked, "How old are you?"

"Seven years old, how old are you?"

"I'm... 21."

"My mother is 28, my dad...he is 29, my grandfather...I forgot, but my grandfather is the oldest, he...I forgot him too, I will ask him tomorrow, he is the oldest!" Shen Zhan seriously As he said that, he looked at Gu Jue and smiled cheerfully.

"Shen Zhan! Shen Zhan! You're home, hurry down!"

"Hey!" Shen Zhan turned his head and responded outside, then looked at Gu Jue again, "Goodbye, Uncle Gu!"

"Goodbye."

Shen Zhan ran to the door and came back. He stood in front of Shen Zhenan and said, "Uncle, don't tell my mother."

"...Mmm." Shen Zhenan replied in a daze, and Shen Zhan tiptoed and smacked Shen Zhenan's face.

Shen Zhan walked to the door, ran back, ran in front of Gu Jue, slapped Gu Jue on the face in the same way, left the room, and shouted down the corridor: "Mom!"

Hearing the sound of Shen Zhan's footsteps running down, the two looked at each other and smiled, Gu Jue felt a little drooling on his face, touched his face, and looked at Shen Zhenan's faint smile.

Shen Zhenan: "He dared to kiss you in front of me, that's really daring."

Gu Jue looked at him: "Don't tell his mother."

Shen Zhenan was overjoyed and couldn't stop laughing for a long time.

"You are younger than Shen Xuan?" Gu Jue asked.

"For two days, I forgot everything when I was a child. Shen Zhan hasn't come out since last time. I haven't been back for so long. My dad is very happy." Shen Zhenan said, got up and closed the door, and stood in front of Gu Jue.

"Don't think about it." Gu Jue held his hand.

Shen Zhenan raised one of Gu Jue's hands to his eyes, kissed the back of Gu Jue's hand, and said with a light smile, "I'm done thinking about it, there's nothing to think about." He bent down and leaned his head on Gu Jue's shoulder In the past, he pressed the person onto the bed, and said in a deep voice, "I just saw Shen Xuan looking at you all the time."

"is it?"

"Who is handsome, Shen Xuan or me?"

"...You are handsome, and if you are not handsome, you will be disliked." Gu Jue patted Shen Zhenan's face and smiled faintly.

"Is he..."

"Can you decorate your head?" Gu Jue interrupted him, "You think everyone is like us."

"Stupid." Shen Zhenan looked at him, "What the hell are you thinking about?"

Gu Jue's cell phone rang, and when he took it out, it showed that it was Nai Hui, Shen Zhenan helped him press the answer button, and turned on the speakerphone by the way.

Nai Hui shouted: "Xiao Jue."

"...Mmm." It was the first time Gu Jue answered the phone like this.

Nai Hui: "Where have you been?"

"outside."

Nai Hui said, "Come over tomorrow and celebrate the New Year together. Where are you now? I'll pick you up."

Gu Jue looked at Shen Zhenan's squinting eyes, and refused, "No need."

"Xiao Jue, you are alone..."

"Follow Shen Zhenan." Gu Jue interrupted him, and the other side was silent for a while.

Nai Hui: "Aren't you coming back tonight?"

Gu Jue: "Yes."

Nai Hui's voice soared in vain: "Gu Jue! Who do you like? Why do you like him? You haven't seen other people for so many years! Shen Zhenan is not worthy of you! Do you know how many women he has around him?"

"Nahui..."

"Let me ask you, how far are you?" Nai Hui interrupted him, asking angrily.

Gu Jue frowned and said, "Go to bed."

There was a slap over there, probably Nai Hui smashed the phone, Shen Zhenan looked at Gu Jue's indifferent expression.

Shen Zhenan stretched out his arms to hug him and fell on the bed, wrapped his arms around his ears, and after a long silence, said: "If one day you are tired, I will be here, if one day you don't want to be together, you can go, but I will follow you, think When we turned around, we still walked together."

He smiled lightly, no matter what happens in the future, he will not let go, if someone is willing to turn his back on the world for himself, what is he afraid of.

38. Shen Family Enmity

The fourth day of the day when I left Zhijing.

Shen Zhenan took Gu Jue to the next village. His grandparents lived there. Shen Zhenan was very close to his grandparents when he was a child. They were close to each other, so they often went to play.

Shen Zhenan bought a bunch of lilies and walked through the village to the back mountain. Gu Jue saw a grave in the distance and stopped. Shen Zhenan took a few steps to see if he didn't follow.

"One piece." Shen Zhenan held his hand and gently rubbed it into the palm. Gu Jue looked at his distinct profile, which became deep and steady.

On a tombstone, the young woman in the photo smiled faintly. She looked very dignified, peaceful, and beautiful, and her eyes were peaceful like a lake.

There were flowers in front of the grave, which were also lilies. Shen Zhenan guessed that his uncle had been there. Shen Zhenan put the flowers away. Gu Jue bowed, looked at Shen Zhenan sitting on the ground, and stretched out his hand to hold the photo.

"Mom, I haven't seen you for a long time. I'm sorry. Dad and I are fine. He seems to be getting older and has more gray hair, but he is very happy recently. This year, my dad and I will go home to see grandpa. Now, tell me, should I come back earlier? The second and third uncles are all here, they are all fine, and the family is fine, so don't worry." Shen Zhenan said.

He took out two photos from his pocket, one was of him and his father, and the other was a photo of him and Gu Jue. He took a lighter and burned both of them.

"Mom, I'm sorry, you will definitely not be able to hold your grandson in the future." Shen Zhenan lowered his head, watched the photos burn out, reached out and tugged on Gu Jue's pants, and Gu Jue squatted down.

Shen Zhenan looked at the burnt photo and said: "His name is Gu Jue, Gu who took care of him, Jue who decided, is my boyfriend, don't be angry, I really like him, if you were here, you would definitely like him. "

Shen Zhenan turned his head to look at Gu Jue and smiled, and heard Gu Jue say: "Hi Auntie, my name is Gu Jue, I take care of Gu, Jue is your son's boyfriend, I like him very much, I hope you like it I."

Shen Zhenan held Gu Jue's hand tightly, and kissed him lightly on the lips.

After leaving later, Shen Zhenan planned to visit his grandfather's place. When he went, there were only a few children playing in the yard.

"Brother, who are you looking for?" the older girl asked.

"Where is your grandpa?"

The girl said: "Grandpa is sleeping, are you Brother Xiaonan?"

"Yes, can you take me to see Grandpa?"

"Ah."

Gu Jue didn't go in, and watched Shen Zhenan go in. This place is probably Shen Zhenan's childhood memory, deep and untouchable, the softest part of his heart, strange but familiar, the most painful, and the most worry-free.

Shen Zhenan came out after a while.

Gu Jue asked: "Aren't you going to stay?"

"No, let's go." Not long after Shen Zhenan and Gu Jue left, they left the village and saw Shen Xuan and two boys coming from the back mountain.

"A couple out for a walk?" Shen Xuan raised his eyebrows, and smiled with the two boys behind.

Shen Zhenan didn't know how Shen Xuan knew, but he was very disgusted with his tone, and he was also very unhappy looking at Shen Xuan.

Shen Xuan sneered and said: "Only you, Shen Zhenan, can kiss in front of your mother's grave, aren't you ashamed?"

Shen Zhenan looked at him and approached him step by step.

"What are you doing?" Shen Xuan looked at him, "Shen Zhenan, don't be too arrogant...ah!"

Shen Zhenan punched Shen Xuan in the face, kicked Shen Xuan and took a few steps back, the three of them rushed up together, Shen Zhenan dealt with it, Shen Zhenan didn't speak during the fight, it made people feel a little guilty.

Gu Jue didn't stop him, the three together were no match for Shen Zhenan, Shen Zhenan was thrown into the river by those two people, the water was cold in winter, the two screamed in the cold, they thumped a bit before going ashore, looking at Shen Zhenan and the people on the ground Shen Xuan.

Shen Xuan said: "You and your father are too dark! Now come back to grab the property! Grandpa is not dead yet! You are so anxious to come back!"

Shen Zhenan kicked him on the chest, and said coldly: "Your mother taught you, right? How could the Shen family have such an idiot like you, I will teach you a lesson for third uncle today, don't think that no one in the Shen family can control you !"

"Who the hell do you think you are? You're as horny as your mother. You even fuck men!"

Shen Zhenan became angry all over his body, kicked Shen Xuan hard, Shen Xuan screamed, and stared at Shen Zhenan.

Shen Zhenan glanced at the two people who climbed up from the river, and said coldly: "Don't fucking meddle in the Shen family's housework! Get the hell out of here, I'll let you down!"

"Go back and tell your mother, if she continues to gossip, I will clean up the house for third uncle!" Shen Zhenan looked at Shen Xuan, put down his harsh words, kicked him hard, and kicked him into the river.

Shen Zhenan turned around, with deep eyes, looked at Gu Jue who was standing quietly there, took his hand and left.

……

hospital.

Shen Xuan was lying on the bed, in the ward, Shen Xuan