Hard to be a good husband

Ye Chuan and Chen Bin understood what happened, and they would still be so sad to see what happened, let alone Xu Wei who was kept in the dark.

When Yu Hao was pushed out, Xu Wei wondered if he had waited in the wrong operating room, or there were two people performing surgery in the operating room, watching Yu Hao covered with a white cloth and covering his head.

Everyone was sobbing quietly, and Xuwei grabbed the doctor's collar frantically.

"Doctor, did you make a mistake?"

"Doctor, tell me, I will give you whatever money you have, and you save him."

"Doctor, he was just hit by a car and just bled a little. Why did he die? I've seen people who were hit worse than him live. Why did he just die?"

Xuwei couldn't believe what he saw, grabbed the doctor's collar and questioned the doctor, and was pulled away by others after repeated confirmation.

As if time had stopped, Xuwei felt that he could not hear other voices, only the lingering "Yu Hao is dead".

Xuwei suddenly fell powerlessly and sat on the ground, it was not real, it was like a dream.

Why did the person who was smiling at him one moment die the next second?

In the morgue, Xuwei felt as cold as the temperature here. They said that Yu Hao's body had been taken away by his parents. Chen Bin told Xuwei that Yu Hao's parents did not want to see Xuwei.

Xuwei felt that he should struggle, he really wanted to see Yu Hao for the last time, even if he couldn't smile at him, even if it was just a stiff face.

But Xuwei felt powerless as the sky was falling, he didn't know what he could do, he couldn't even believe that Yu Hao was dead, it was as if Yu Hao had made a very boring joke on himself.

Back to their apartment, because they haven't come back for almost two days, the house was very quiet, Xuwei crouched at the door afraid to go in, afraid of not seeing Yu Hao cooking for himself in the kitchen, afraid of not seeing the familiar back.

There are still Yu Hao's clothes in the closet, but the person who wore them is no longer there.

Xuwei didn't ask others to send him to the apartment, he just wanted to be alone, holding the clothes Yu Hao took off and hadn't had time to wash. There was still Yu Hao's smell on them, Xuwei seemed to smell it no matter what. Not smelling the same, lying on the bed, hugging Yu Hao's clothes.

Before, they were still lingering on this bed, talking heart-pounding love words, and talking about bed affairs that made people blush and shy.

But now there is no one to accompany Xuwei to do these things.

I don't know how long it took, Xuwei felt hungry, but he didn't want to move, Yu Hao was gone, he didn't want to eat, was hungry, fell asleep again, then woke up from hunger, and felt thirsty, But he just didn't want to move, he didn't want to open his eyes and look at this house without Yu Hao, it was so cold that it was chilling.

Until he was awakened by the series of doorbells that killed him, Xuwei wondered in a daze that Yu Hao was back, and he was about to have his first seven.

But when he opened the door and saw Chen Bin who was still in high spirits, Xuwei was so disappointed that his heart sank to the bottom.

Chen Bin looked at such a haggard Xuwei, as if he was going to fall down in a second, his face was full of stubble, the boy who used to be sunny, now he was so downcast that he didn't look like a young man, but rather a beggar on the street.

"You... are you okay?"

Chen Bin didn't know what to say at all, Xuwei was obviously very bad, but what else could he say.

"Is it because Ah Hao's father asked you to pass on something, or did he later find out that Hao is fine, just in shock."

Xuwei asked while holding Chen Bin's sleeves tightly, his eye sockets were sunken, but now he stared at Chen Bin with wide eyes, terrified.

Chen Bin saw that Xuwei was still wearing the clothes Yu Hao had on the day of the accident, and cursed Yu Hao thousands of times in his heart, he was so cruel.

"Hao, he has already been buried in the ground, I just want you to see how you are."

Xuwei was so disappointed that he didn't even want to look at Chen Bin. He didn't care that Chen Bin was just a guest, so he went back to the room and continued to lie down with Yu Hao's clothes on his arms.

Chen Bin followed Xuwei into the room, and could not help smelling a faint smell.

Xuwei obviously didn't leave the bed for three days, didn't take a shower or eat, even when he was talking at the door, he could smell Xuwei's bad breath.

"Can you stop being like this, Yu Hao Zaitian also wants to see you live well, not what you are like now."

"..."

"In a few days it will be the first seven, aren't you afraid that Yu Hao will die in peace when he sees you like this?"

"He'd better die with peace and come back to me."

"you……"

Chen Bin didn't know how to face Xu Wei at this moment, so he forcefully pulled the clothes that Xu Wei was holding in his arms, but Xu Wei bit him hard, and Chen Bin let go in pain.

Looking at the persistent Xuwei, Chen Bin believed that if Yu Hao really didn't stay with Xuwei, he would really wait forever.

"How about I take you home, to your parents?"

"don't want!"

What Xuwei said was very excited, but it didn't scare Chen Bin at all. Xuwei is weak at the moment, and he seems hoarse when he speaks loudly. He won't be able to find him when I leave. "

Chen Bin turned his head around with a headache. He didn't know why he ran into this muddy water in the first place, but now he couldn't bear to ignore it.

"Let me put it this way, the house, the car, and everything in the house are left to you by Hao, including your job, which was found for you by Hao Tuo's relationship. If you don't adjust your mind to go to work, The job is gone, do you still have to go to work?"

Xuwei looked at Chen Bin, and didn't speak for a long time. Being looked at by Xuwei's eyes with deep sockets, Chen Bin was terrified, and felt a lump in his heart.

"I'm going to work." Xuwei said without moving.

"Then I'll pick you up tomorrow. I've cooked porridge in the kitchen. Get up and eat to refresh yourself and tidy up."

The house hadn't been touched for three days, so it wasn't dirty at all. Chen Bin saw that there was nothing he needed to help, so he left.

In fact, those porridges were brought by Chen Bin outside. Before Chen Bin entered, Xuwei was in a trance and didn't notice anything, including the lunch box in Chen Bin's hand.

After a long time, when Xuwei thought about it, or when Yu Hao came back to look for him on the first seven days, seeing that he was so downcast that he couldn't recognize himself, he started to get up and tidy himself up. When he saw Chen Bin cooking the porridge in the kitchen, , Spoon a bowl.

The porridge smelled like Yu Hao, whether it was because of the pot, or because of his own illusion, Xu Wei was eating and eating, but he couldn't tell which one was the porridge or his own tears.

Life still has to be lived, no matter how depraved he is, Yu Hao still won't come back.

The next day, Xuwei tidied up his clothes and went out looking refreshed. He answered Chen Bin in a daze last night, but he had no memory of Chen Bin saying that he would pick him up. I checked how to get to Qianxiang Building by car, because he has not had a Chinese driver's license, so he can only take a car directly.

He was a little surprised when he saw Chen Bin downstairs, but Xuwei still refused Chen Bin to pick him up.

When they went to work, everyone tacitly said nothing about Yu Hao, but they would still talk about the relationship between Xuwei and Yu Hao behind their backs, and when they died, they would give all their things to their friends.

And Xuwei was sad and sad and couldn't come to work before, but now it's as if nothing happened, helping to translate interviews with foreigners and explaining professional terms.

But Xuwei's ignorance didn't mean he didn't have a lump in his heart. Looking at the people around him talking about him behind his back, he was very nervous and scared, and also sad. Under the strong mental pressure, he finally made it home.

After returning to the apartment, Xuwei went to cook happily. He thought that he could cook Yu Hao's taste with the utensils that Yu Hao used to cook, but he failed.

Disappointed, he almost threw something, remembering the voices of people around him talking at work, Xuwei wanted to escape, but at that time Yu Hao helped him get the job, and he wanted to keep everything Yu Hao gave him.

Packed up his mood and forced himself to call Chen Bin with a smile. Chen Bin didn't expect Xu Wei to call and ask him how to cook porridge, but what Chen Bin told Xu Wei was the same as what Xu Wei knew, even the dosage of ingredients Nothing changed, nothing special added.

Chen Bin heard Xuwei's voice as usual, not hoarse, with a little expectation, thinking that Xuwei had come out of the shadows, but he didn't expect that Xuwei kept asking him what special seasoning was added, and after he firmly said no, Xuwei was very upset Hang up the phone politely.

But when Chen Bin called again, he only heard Xu Wei crying and asking himself why the last time he cooked it tasted like Yu Hao, why he didn't.

Xuwei even took a piece of Yu Hao's clothes, washed it and threw it down to cook porridge together, but the cooked rice still didn't have the familiar taste that Yu Hao used to cook for himself.

Hearing Xuwei's cry, Chen Bin felt as sad as if his heart had been splashed with sulfuric acid.

After Xuwei finished his porridge, he took a shower and went to bed as usual.

Squeezing a lot of body wash when taking a bath, I don't know if it can catch Yu Hao's smell, and hugging Yu Hao's clothes when sleeping, even so, Xu Wei still feels that it is not enough.

Not even close.