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The voice of the older omega was light: "What is he doing here?"

"Of course I can only come to you." Wen Xiao said, and suddenly thought that this person didn't know that Zhuang Jinnian loved him at all.

Having said that, who would think that a person who doesn't care about himself or even be cold and violent would like himself?

So, Zhuang Jinnian is an idiot.Wen Xiao thought.

"Looking for me?" Omega frowned in doubt, "Isn't it all right now?"

"Then I'll let him go." Wen Xiao said.

Wen Xiao stepped forward, turned on the call button, and said to Zhuang Jinnian outside the villa door: "Zhuang Jinnian, please go, he doesn't want to see you."

"So he's really back, isn't it?" Zhuang Jinnian excitedly held the fence on the iron gate, facing the camera embedded in the gate, and said excitedly: "Wen Xiao, open the door and let me meet him!"

Wen Xiao sighed: "I told you, he doesn't want to see you. You are already divorced, so it doesn't matter, doesn't it?"

The extremely high-definition camera honestly recorded Zhuang Jinnian's face that suddenly turned pale. Wen Xiao saw Zhuang Jinnian, and felt that Zhuang Jinnian was hateful and irritating, and it was her own fault.

"Look, you waited for him to come back, but you've hurt him so much that you don't want to go back."

"It's not like that. I can explain it to him. I will repay him double in the rest of my life." Zhuang Jinnian held the fence with both hands, "Is he by the side? Is he there? Let me have a few words with him, okay?"

Wen Xiao was troubled, and looked back at Da Wenxiao.

Seeing this, Zhuang Jinnian knew that the person he had been thinking about day and night was there, listening to what he had to say.

"Xiaoxiao!" Zhuang Jinnian shouted.

Wen Xiao was startled for a moment, and then realized that Zhuang Jinnian was calling someone else.He is called "Xiaoxiao" by many people, but Zhuang Jinnian has always called him by his first name and surname. The "Xiaoxiao" in Zhuang Jinnian's mouth is only for the 35-year-old who married him for 15 years but finally chose to divorce. The older omega who has never been considerate, and has never called this intimate name.

Zhuang Jinnian yelled loudly, worried that the omega who had been refusing to come forward could not hear his voice: "Xiaoxiao, I love you, I have always loved you! I also felt very uncomfortable when I treated you so coldly, I just wanted to I love the real you purely and completely!"

"In those 15 years, do you think I really hated you and didn't even want to go home? I stood downstairs every night, waiting for our house to turn off the lights, and I didn't go back until I knew you were asleep, and stayed by your side. Hold you gently, and then leave the next day before you wake up..."

Alpha's words brought Omega into the memory of those 15 years. His eyes were dark as if covered in smoke, and the melancholy frown between his brows made Alpha next to him want to embrace him.

"You cook and wait for me every day, and I know... I watch your live broadcast every day. Your name is 'Chun Mian Wujue Xiao', and I am 'How Much Do You Know', and I watch silently every day, every day. Looking at you. I remember the food you cook for me every day. Do you know how much I want to take a bite of the food you cook for me, and hold you in my arms and praise you? You must be delicious ..."

"But I held back. I guarded our first love in disordered time and space alone for 15 years. I don't want to irresponsibly give love to you who don't know anything. I love you so badly at 35 years old, so I will not give love to you who have not yet reached the age of 35...Xiaoxiao, forgive me, I just, just want to love you completely..."

At the end, Zhuang Jinnian covered his face. He covered his expression, but he couldn't hide his choked voice.

After 15 years of time and space, he can still maintain his feigned indifference and determination, but now he is only separated by a door, but he is terrified, telling his obsessions and sins desperately, in order to ask the people inside the door. People give him forgiveness and give him a chance to love.

Wen Xiao listened silently.

Before this, Zhuang Jinnian also told him his thoughts in a few words, but now, listening to Zhuang Jinnian's words tearing open his heart, and knowing what he had done in the past 15 years, he suddenly had a different feeling.

At this moment, Wen Xiao truly believed that Zhuang Jinnian really loved Wen Xiao.It's just that, in the name of love, all they do are things that hurt people deeply.

Is this kind of love affectionate?Is it deep?Is it the love of life that omega wants?

Wen Xiao didn't know.He only knew that if it was him, if he was wrong, he would be wrong, and if he was hurt, he would be hurt.Broken mirrors cannot be repaired, and the wind blows to the rice fields will never meet again.Zhuang Jinnian was waiting for 35-year-old Wen Xiao, what did Wen Xiao do wrong?The omega he waited for would one day meet his first love, and the 35 years from then to 15 years old also carved an indelible mark on omega's heart and mind.

Zhuang Jinnian, since he was 19 years old, has been desperately waiting for the 35-year-old Wen Xiao to meet him with a desperate courage.What supported his persistence was his belief that one day he would wait for him.

He won the bet, and he waited.His 35-year-old omega staggered towards him step by step with scars, dripping with blood, tired and bruised.What's even more ironic is that these wounds were brought about by the alpha who kept saying that he wanted to give Omega "everything, complete, clean and pure love".

How sick.

At this moment, Wen Xiao shivered.

He thanked this journey for allowing him to meet Yunwobai instead of...

He looked at Da Wenxiao.

Without this crossing, he might become what he is now in 15 years, and there is nothing to be happy about.

But there is no "if" in reality, he is him after all, he met Yun Wobai, not Zhuang Jinnian.

He is Wen Xiao, but not him in front of him.

At this moment, Wen Xiao really distinguished herself from the 35-year-old "Wen Xiao".

They share the previous life, name and appearance, but after all, they are shaped into two different people by time, space and fate.

But now, Wen Xiao is just a bystander, watching this depressive plot that has been woven for 15 years from the audience. The protagonist is Da Wenxiao, and the villain is Zhuang Jinnian.

The finale will be released tonight, and onlookers will witness the protagonist's trial of the villain.

The older omega has been quietly, with his head down, as if he is listening to Zhuang Jinnian, his eyes are tired and his mind seems to be drifting away.

Omega blinked slowly, her eyelashes trembling, like a rain butterfly walking alone.

He patted Wen Xiao on the shoulder and said, "I'll have a word with him."

Zhuang Jinnian also heard this sentence, and ecstatically grabbed the fence of the gate: "Xiaoxiao!"

"Xiaoxiao, did you hear what I just said?"

Omega took a light breath and smiled lightly: "Zhuang Jinnian. I heard everything clearly."

Zhuang Jinnian smiled, his eyes sparkling: "Xiao..."

"You said you didn't want to love me who didn't know anything, you said you didn't want to give love to me who was not 35 years old. You said, you want to love me completely and completely."

"But, I am me."

Omega's eyes were wet, his long eyelashes were dotted with teardrops, and his voice was soft, clammy and cold like 15 years of cold rain.

"From the time I was born to the time I was 19...34 years old, the 35-year-old me stood here. You only want me at 35 years old, but how can people only leave me at 35 years old? Could it be, Will you not love me after the age of 35?"

"No, I will be with you in the days to come!"

Omega shook her head slowly, "After you want mine, you draw a line with my past. Zhuang Jinnian, before this, I just thought you didn't love me. I complain, I hurt, but I can't do anything about it. But now, I just I know... so the 'white moonlight' I've imagined for so long is actually me."

"No." Omega smiled self-deprecatingly, "According to what you said, it's not me."

"But I am who I am. When have I ever been anyone, and when have I never been me?"

Omega hoarse: "Zhuang Jinnian, you just love the feeling at that time."

"No, it's not Xiaoxiao!" Zhuang Jinnian slapped the fence vigorously: "I have always loved you, I love you, please open the door, please let me in, I will tell you in person..."

Omega's eyebrows and eyes are already tired, and she looks up to turn off the call: "Whether you love me or not, I don't love you anymore, and I don't want to know what you are thinking. You can go."

"do not want!"

Seeing that omega wanted to turn off the video, Zhuang Jinnian panicked and ached. He had a premonition that if he couldn't see omega tonight, he would never have another chance.

Zhuang Jinnian knelt down on the hard stone road, looking up at the camera, imagining the appearance of the omega inside the door, whether he still had a little nostalgia for himself.

He was very thin, with a pointed chin. Tears mixed into the rain, flowed down his cheeks to his chin, and dripped down his wet collar into his chest.

He no longer feels cold, because his heart is as cold as his body.

"Xiaoxiao..." He couldn't cry, tears and rain made him unable to open his eyes, his glasses had already slipped out of nowhere, "I love you, please open the door, let me see you...Xiaoxiao, remarry me... ..."

There was a trace of sarcasm in the eyes of the glamorous Omega, and his voice was cold: "Zhuang Jinnian, why bother? Since you had a relationship with me when you were 19 years old, and since then you only love me who is 35 years old, have you ever thought about—— Which one of you do I love right now?"

Zhuang Jinnian's eyes were wide open, his pupils shrunk like needles, and his eyes were bleeding red. He lost his words, opened his mouth in vain, and let out a loud and strange noise from his throat. His twitching lips were as white as a missing person notice posted on the street lamp behind him.

Zhuang Jinnian had never lost his composure in such fear and despair, Omega watched quietly for a second, and turned off the communication.

The camera went black and the voice was cut off at the same time.

"I'm tired, I'm going to bed."

"Ah... oh, oh, good."

Wen Xiao was stunned, she didn't know what she said.He watched Omega go upstairs, and it took him a while to recover.

Wen Xiao let out a sigh of relief.

He knew from what Omega said just now that the other party would never fall into the vortex named "Zhuang Jinnian" again, no matter if he was 36 years old or 19 years old.

He is happy for him.

Wen Xiao listened to the sound of rain outside the window, turned on the camera again, and saw Zhuang Jinnian still kneeling outside the door, murmuring incoherent words indistinctly.

He shook his head.

Zhuang Jinnian knelt there and prayed for the omega to turn back, but he didn't know that he had smashed his own omega with his own hands.

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