true adventure

Zhang Li is a very ordinary person.

She got up at seven in the morning, drove to work, and encountered three red lights on the road.A reporter came to interview today, to report on the first psychological counseling station for minors established in this city, and Zhang Li, who is the head of the station.

Today's visitors are a pair of mother and daughter. The mother complains that her daughter doesn't understand her parents, and her grades drop when she is addicted to star chasing. It's my fault! I just want to take a break this weekend without making up lessons, just a day!"

The two got into an argument. The mother said that the reason why the child did not make up lessons was to watch the star's concert. The daughter was even more angry, saying that it was not a concert, but a live broadcast of the finals. But the mother couldn't remember it at all, and didn't care, and only blamed her. Do not study hard.

What a common adolescent dispute, Zhang Li suddenly heard a sentence in those quarreling sentences: "If you want to study, your parents are willing to spend as much as you want, but in such a short time, why do you go to become a VIP member to read congratulatory messages?" …What are you talking about as an example, why don’t you take the first age as an example, and use scientists as an example?”

At the moment when the child started crying, Zhang Li suddenly remembered something unrelated.

Those things were like sparks that flashed quickly and disappeared in the mind at once.She continued with her work, persuading the mother to respect the child's space and not to put too much pressure on her; she also persuaded the daughter to understand the hard work of the parents. Sometimes chasing stars is not a bad thing, sometimes you can learn something good. For example, you can also listen to what she likes about that star."

The girl started talking, saying that she likes his hard work, his pursuit of dreams, and his respect for others. Afterwards: "He is still from our city. He is obviously an orphan, but he never sells miserably..."

Zhang Li remembered.

Zhang Li is a very ordinary person. She has worked in this city for many years, bought a house and a car, and her children are sometimes disobedient.Everything is normal, and nothing is special enough to be worth mentioning.But Zhang Li just remembered that more than ten years ago, Zhang Li was a social worker, and once she was assigned a task to meet a child.I can't write or draw, and I can't speak very reluctantly. I have a high fever and don't remember anything.She still remembers that there was a judgment document in the file, that XX, who was serving his sentence, was disqualified as a guardian, and the court appointed the Civil Affairs Bureau of a certain city and county as the legal guardian.

The ward's name was named He Yan. He was the surname according to the turn of hundreds of surnames, and Yan meant that he was expected to be able to speak.

At the end, Zhang Li sent the mother and daughter to the door, and she asked the girl, "When is the final you mentioned?"

Unexpected but reasonable, He Yu'an will still appear in the finals.

Not only that, but he also came to the rehearsal, checking the process repeatedly in order to avoid mistakes.This time, in order to avoid being secretly photographed, the actors just walked the stage and did not really perform.This also gave them the energy to care about Director He's physical condition as soon as it was over.

After the crowd dissipated, Congratulations seemed to have thawed out, finally came to his senses, and walked towards He Yu'an.

"Congratulations?" He Yu'an saw him first and called his name, "You did well today."

His cheeks were sunken, and there were several layers of folds on his eyelids, but he was rarely energetic. When he said this, he smiled at He Yan.

"I still prefer Zhang Zhou's character." He Yan is like a greedy rascal.

"Of course." He Yu'an said, "Doesn't it look familiar to you to try your best to maintain your false reputation?"

The congratulatory words were at a loss for words again, it really shouldn't be chatting with He Yu'an.

"Mark Twain's "The Man Who Discredited Hadleyburg" is the story." He Yuan turned around with a wicked sense of humor, "Those characters want both money and fame. I got the inspiration from this story. "

This sentence really hit too many people, and the congratulatory words were drawn and asked: "Then what do you want?"

He Yu'an was not too surprised, but remained silent for a while before answering slowly.

"I've always wanted to make a movie where the first shot should be of the man dragging the suitcase and closing the door, peeping out through the peephole, he walks on and never looks back. This man is unsympathetic to everything, abandoning his wife and children To run into a mistake."

"But then, the model of the story was destroyed, you know, the one that Zhang Zhou told, so vulgar, like an oiled table in a house of flies. Just like I thought the teacher who brought me into the industry should die suddenly on the set , before he died, he was still nitpicking and furious, but he molested boys and went to jail, and after he got out, he was engaged in micro-business.”

"I hope to find someone who values ​​fame and tries his best to write his own story. It doesn't matter if he succeeds or fails in the end, but he doesn't end up with a bad ending."

Still so selfish, but He Yan understood a little this time.

"It's so hard to finish." He Yan complained not very seriously, "Look at me, for example, I am so young and promising today, but tomorrow I might provoke some important person and be banned for some reason."

"If you have to find someone to be gay, Cui Yuanxun is a good candidate." He Yu'an said, "His parents are not that kind of people."

Congratulations turned pale with shock: "How do you know that!"

He Yu'an said angrily: "I also know that you two speak ill of me in private and spread rumors."

Congratulations fooled a few words, and then ran away with a guilty conscience.

He ran step by step from the place illuminated by countless lights to the backstage of the dark shadows.He retreated to this corner because Cui Yuanxun was waiting for him here.

Cui Yuanxun was holding the phone and was in a daze.

Every day, like a diary, he records certain things that he thinks are important.It has never been broken, because for him, such a record is more conducive to remembering those feelings.

But last night, something unplanned happened, and he still hasn't figured out how to write it down.

He didn't think about it until the two of them got into the car.

He Yan asked, "What are you thinking?"

"Last night, how did it happen." Cui Yuanxun said, "In the beginning, Li Shen sent over two desserts and ice cream. You said that you basically don't eat such high-calorie foods."

Cui Yuanxun sat on the side, just took a few mouthfuls, when He Yan suddenly said that he wanted to taste the taste.Before Cui Yuanxun could find more spoons, He Yan took the one in his hand and used it.

"Ice cream is too sweet." He Yan said, seeing his confused face, he scooped up another spoonful and handed it directly to Cui Yuanxun's lips, "Try it if you don't believe me."

Cui Yuanxun thinks it's okay, it's obviously a sweet taste, not too sweet.But it's a pity that before he expressed his opinion, he felt a chill on his lips.It was the person opposite, with lips that had just tasted the dessert, and kissed him again.

It is indeed a bit too sweet.

He Yan's short cut hair was very hard, and Cui Yuanxun's face and neck felt very itchy when brushed against it.Congratulations whispered in his ear, "Hey, I haven't thrown away the things you asked Jiang Xin to buy last time."

His mind was in a daze for a second, and he quickly remembered what was left in the congratulations.

Of course, it is necessary to make the best use of everything.

But if I continue to recall, it seems that it is not so specific. There are only fragments of tactile and auditory sensations, sweat dripping on the skin, faint lights, and more indescribable, dream-like.

He asked Congratulations: "I don't remember what color earrings you were wearing yesterday."

The congratulatory words are really funny: "The memory is so bad, I can help you review what is more important."

In fact, it was just a mouthful, and he got so close that he thought the voice was quiet enough.But in an instant, the baffles of the front and rear seats rose.

This really vicious driver even posted an A4 paper on it, saying "One upgrade fee is [-], please scan the QR code to pay."

Cui Yuanxun was very puzzled and did not agree with this charging standard. He wanted to argue with the driver, but he was restrained by the congratulatory words: "It's okay, you can renege on the debt."

The money he paid the driver was enough to scan the QR code countless times.

It's just that, in a small, confined space so close that you can hear the sound of breathing, street lights are flying by outside the window, it seems that you don't need to do anything, and driving to the end of the unknown is already worth the fare.

When all the mistakes are attributed to the fandom and eliminated, what is left is actually just another kind of hegemony.

For example, the fact that only mentors and film critics have internal voting rights is enough to make people dumbfounded.

When the host called out the most popular actor and heard Zhang Zhou's name, even He Yan's eyes were a bit puzzled.

But soon, someone shouted over there: "Zhang Zhou! You are the best!"

Presumably, Zhang Zhou is indeed the most popular and most acclaimed actor in this variety show in terms of industry evaluation.That face, which is actually still very young, is shining brightly, without the resentment of years of frustration, and without the dilemma that can't be sought after, and today, his acting skills are finally more than a little more than that colorful.The host asked Zhang Zhou if he had any answers to the questions he had before coming to the show. He smiled and said that once he felt that a serious injury was already a hard work.But recently, I feel that it seems that starting from scratch requires a little more determination.

And He Yan won the best newcomer.The program group that still wanted to make news in the cracks immediately announced that the Most Potential Actor Award was for Cui Yuanxun.

He Yan sat under the stage, his hearing suddenly became extremely good, amplified countless times in the roar of the stereo, he heard the audience calling his name in the distance, he heard the intercom noise and electric current in the background, and heard the rainy night in the script , the protagonist kills a person, he crashes in a car and loses his memory while fleeing in a hurry, and turns back to a clean and innocent good person. He also heard that on that night many years ago, he forgot everything and started all over again.

It seems that after such a long time, I can really start all over again.

The hesitant person became Cui Yuanxun, who asked: Do you have potential?

After such a journey, he gained a lot of other things, but he didn't seem to have a particularly perfect performance.

"Yes." It was He Yu'an who spoke, "First learn how to be a human being, and then acting will be much easier."

The way he said this was yin and yang, as if the seniors were educating the younger generation with the nonsense of "study art first, learn morality", and also as if they were mocking Cui Yuanxun for being too incapable of being a human being.

Cui Yuanxun only said: "I see, thank you."

He turned sideways, facing the direction of the congratulatory message, and repeated for no reason: "Thank you."

The scene of the live broadcast was extremely chaotic, put down the microphone, except for the person in front of Cui Yuanxun, no one heard what he said.

"There is no best actor." The host was making his final speech, "This is a unanimous decision, everyone is the best."

This is the chicken soup link that always exists at the end of the show, leaving some momentary warmth, even if everyone knows it, it will disappear after the end.But it seems that at this moment, everyone is the protagonist and the best. After performing the work with all their heart, they all get all the affirmation and rewards they expect.

He Yan raised his head, and the light shone into his pupils. He lost his mind for a moment and forgot to find the location of the plane.

In a few days, there will be major shopping festivals, and in a few days, there will be various festivals. He will go to a lot of evening parties, and he will still stand on the stage and have programs one by one, maybe he will sing solo.When you think about it, there is no difference. They are all like bubbles, which will disappear soon and come back soon.This is how the days flow by and never stop.

But He Yan actually hoped that maybe there was a huge invisible camera above his head, God was acting as the director, and at this time, he should call "cut" to stop everything.

Zhang Li pressed pause.

The family members were very surprised: "Why didn't you watch it? I think it's quite interesting."

Zhang Li thought for a while, turning off the TV so suddenly was really emotional. Anyway, she had already seen what she wanted to watch, and pressed the play button again, and the screen had already switched to someone else, instead of He Yan's dazed face. .

"We have a class committee member who likes him very much," the daughter commented, "I often post him in the chat, so it turns out that this person can also act."

Of course I can act, and I have been able to act since I was a child.

Up to now, he was actually able to write off his past in one stroke, fabricate a brand new life, and make so many people believe it.This is indeed an extraordinary skill.

Zhang Li will have such dirty thoughts, she will not go to extort money, or go to reporters to break the news, but at least she will think that she can tell the people next to her, in fact, I know this congratulatory message, many years ago I have seen that he is not like this.Word of mouth rumors, how normal.

The congratulatory message in the live TV suddenly raised his head and reached out to catch the ribbon that fell in the air.

He didn't catch it, and it was empty, and a person who was taller than him handed him the one in his hand.And Congratulations smiled so easily, like a child, as if giving him a lollipop would satisfy him for the whole afternoon.

Zhang Li bought a lollipop for this child with her own salary and did not reimburse her.At that time, she was still young, in her late thirties, and she had just returned from her maternity leave, so she would feel a little emotional. Looking at the congratulatory message, she would also think of her daughter. Although the family was not very rich, at least her father and mother loved her.

She spent several months in the orphanage, and at the end of the day, custody of the poor child had been transferred to the orphanage and given a new name.She was about to leave. For the last time, she still asked He Yan to draw. This kid no longer knew how to hold a pen like he did at the beginning. He used many colored pens and drew a big lollipop.

This is one of the many broken people she has helped.

Finally finished watching, Zhang Li said to her daughter, "It's time to do homework."

The daughter was reluctant, so she urged her twice before returning to the study.She was in the living room, cleaning the snacks on the coffee table into the trash can, thinking of the crying girl and the uneducated mother, and perhaps watching the live broadcast in another house in the city.Maybe they haven't reconciled yet, maybe He Yan's future journey won't be so smooth, maybe his child's precarious physics grades will fail next time, but no matter what, after tidying up and taking a shower, it's time to go to bed .

"What are you doing with those colored papers?" Cui Yuanxun asked.

"It's fun."

"Then what about this?" Cui Yuanxun stretched out his other clenched hand to the top of He Yan's head, and then let it go, colorful shreds of paper scattered in He Yan's hair.

He Yan shouted angrily, shaking his head like a puppy and shaking off the shredded paper. He thought that if it wasn't in public, he would really punch Cui Yuanxun, maybe in the face.

Forget it, great day, don't spoil the atmosphere.

"Is your birthday coming soon?" Cui Yuanxun asked him across from him, "How do you plan to spend it?"

He Yan said: "Write [-] words to make fans rationally pursue stars, don't raise funds, don't hit the charts, don't control the reviews, don't open the trumpet data, and retweet [-] posts on Renx Daily's Weibo."

Cui Yuanxun could tell that this was a joke now, and continued to ask: "What else?"

"You'll know then."

On the day of his birthday, He Yan drove the car, staggering around the mountain road, all the way into the deep mountains and old forests of a small town.

There is a Buddhist temple here, and there are not many people. Not only do you not charge tickets when you walk in, but few people even pay attention to it.He used to choose this place just because of the cheap fees.

On one wall of the temple, there are densely packed Buddhist niches. His congratulatory steps were fast, his shoes were stepping on the stone floor, and his voice was crisp. He found the name on the tablet and lit a joss stick.

There was no expression on his face, and he didn't even take off his mask. After staying for a few minutes, he was about to leave.But he didn't go in the direction of the gate, but went deeper into the temple.

This Buddhist temple was originally built on the mountain. Walking in, the vegetation was lush and green. He Yan found a tree. I don't know what kind of animal it was, and it left a wound on the ancient trunk.

Among the many movies he made, one of them ended like this. The hero found a tree hole in Angkor Wat, told the secret, and then sealed it up.

When the sound of the wind blew through the forest, it also took away He Yan's words. No one heard him. He squatted down, stained his hands with dirt, and wiped it on the tree, sealing the secret here.

Cui Yuanxun was sitting in the car, with the window half rolled down, he could see that the small town was surrounded by mountains, maybe it was because it was so remote that it looked extraordinarily beautiful.

"Let's go!" He Yan said, and he had already opened the door and sat in, "I'm so tired, can you come and see me on the way back?"

Cui Yuanxun went to the driver's seat, but he would still not be enlightened from time to time, and asked too seriously: "Is this very tiring? Why did I hear that the new crew is rushing to shoot many night scenes. Do you want it?" Go for a medical check?"

He Yan yawned, and smiled at the rearview mirror: "Hey, I'm out of energy today, who is to blame, don't you know?"

In fact, it's not really tiring, but watching Cui Yuanxun feel guilty several times and failed to start the fire, it's a kind of fun.

There was an oncoming car on the narrow mountain road, and the driver over there was swearing, yelling in dialect, and honking the horn very immorally.

Amidst the noise, He Yan closed his eyes and decided to tell the truth again.

"Cui Yuanxun, I feel that meeting you really messed up my life. Tell the truth, it's complete bullshit. What I hate the most are celebrities with real temperament."

"Fuck, can you drive a car!" The people in the opposite lane scolded.

"But now I feel that maybe I can really meet someone who can say anything." He Yan finished the second half of the sentence.

When you meet that person, you can even let go of your hand a little bit, and stop clinging to what you thought was the only thing you had.

The driver continued to scold the street: "Silly X! You shoveled the house! What are you laughing at?! You are sick!"

He Yan, who was in the back seat, was also overjoyed and laughed out loud.

"It's these materials, hand them in, and we will help you apply for the subsistence allowance, and it should be approved in two months. But you'd better find a job, fill out the employment training form, and then you can Attend free training."

"Child? I've already looked for it for you. It happened many years ago. The orphanage said it didn't accept it, so it's gone long ago. Why do you still expect him to take care of you? It's really overthinking."

"Are you leaving? Then I still have to receive people here, so I won't send them away. You will be notified about the employment skills training. Remember to come. Live well after you get out of prison. If you have any difficulties, you can report them."

"Goodbye."

And this moment may be the moment when the card is called.

END.