When Emperor Cang met Xie Ke for the first time, he was dressed in white clothes and looked cold and aloof. At that time, he thought that he was going to make up for this person.I still remember what my mother and concubine said when I was young, grab what you like, and smash what you don't have.

He ascended the throne at the age of 15. In order to climb to the throne, his brothers killed each other, and his hands were covered with blood, but he did not regret it. The Buddha came to kill the Buddha, and the devil came to kill the devil. He wanted the world to see how he overlooked all living beings. .

What is morality?What is benevolence and righteousness?He has never understood that he disdains fame and fortune but is indispensable. What does the people, the country, and the country have to do with him.To snatch the throne is just because he doesn't like to be restrained by others.

Gradually, he got tired of playing the emperor game, and his life was full of boredom. At this moment, he heard the news about the disciples of the ghost gate. Once the ghost gate comes out, the world will be unified, 'heh' if the emperor is here to end the division of the world , Then what is he, an ant under the emperor's sword?He laughed, laughed at the ignorance of the world, and laughed at himself for having extravagant hopes.

The fighting on the battlefield and the sound of gunpowder around him did not affect the white figure at all. He admired the opponent's strategy and intelligence, and his heart was beating for him. Fascination can also happen to him, but he doesn't know it.

It seems as if the words of the old concubine mother came back to me, "Cang'er, grab what you like, and destroy what you can't grab."Now that he is sure that he likes the other party, he just grabs it. He is jealous of the emperor. Why didn't that amazing and talented person choose him? He is also the emperor, but the other party chooses the emperor. He wants the other party to look at him and unify him. He can do it in the world.

The blood stained the country, in exchange for you to look back at me.

In the end he still lost, he was not reconciled, since it would be destroyed like this, but he was reluctant to let the opponent die, the moment the hidden weapon in his cuff stabbed the opponent, he regretted it, and finally deviated from the direction, he finally understood the mother Why did the concubine hate her father, but she was willing to wait for her father to turn around? The moment he raised his head, he saw the other person's eyes clearly, which were surprise and excitement, as if it was a sense of relief that he could finally leave this world.

He didn't understand, although the other party could dodge the hidden weapon, but he didn't dodge it, he was finally afraid, he didn't want to see the other party's cold body.Seeing the person in front of him lying in a pool of blood, his heart also died. When Yue Hongfei pierced his chest with both swords, he felt a sense of relief.

Asked how to explain the word love, I can only say that it is not too painful to ask, when life and death, in a single thought, he realized that he did not lose, the other party does not love the emperor, does not love anyone, otherwise how can he explain the other party's desire to die , life has nothing to think about.No one can keep it, no one can get it, that's enough.

Death is approaching, and the memories in my heart unfold like a scroll, and the memories remain the same.

When he was young, he naively asked his mother and concubine, when will my father come to see me, and if my father doesn't like him.In the past, he didn't understand why his father liked his second brother because he was also his father's prince. Gradually, he understood that his father not only didn't like him, but even hated him. His heart was as cold as sea water, dead and dry. 12 years of anticipation, finally dissipated, hold the sword in hand, kill!

He would rather betray the world than him. When the palace was stained with blood and his second brother was beheaded by the sword, he saw his father's sad eyes and looked at him with hatred, but he laughed like crazy. Stepping on blood to walk to the throne of God, my heart is filled with the pleasure of revenge.Look, those who bear him are dead, dead.

Slowly sealing his heart away without any disturbance, gradually he fell in love with seeing the painful expressions on people's faces.Tired of watching the intrigue in the harem, he tortured the minister over and over again.

When the concubine mother passed away, he was smiling. He knew that the concubine mother was finally freed, and she wanted to go to hell to accompany the emperor father, life and death.Forget it, he doesn't understand love in the world, and he doesn't want to understand it.It's good to live the life you want.

He still remembers the gentle touch when his concubine mother's dry and yellow hands caressed his head, which made him feel at ease. In the end, even concubine mother abandoned him.

I remember when my concubine was dying, she said, "Cang'er and my concubine can't be with you anymore. The biggest wish of my concubine in this life is to watch you get married and have children. If you meet someone you like, don't let it go, even if it doesn't make you happy." I can have it once."

At that time, I thought, he probably will never know what it feels like to like in his whole life, his heart is no longer pure, not beating, he doesn't even love himself and has no ability to love others.What is love, what is love.That's all.

The drums of war resounded throughout the world, and he noticed that person at a glance, only because the other person was incompatible with the fighting sounds around him, even if he was far away, he could still feel the peerless youthful temperament in the other person, lost and independent.And he himself is the source of all the evils in the world, and this originally dead heart is finally beating alive. It turns out that his heart will still have waves. This feeling makes him novel and boring, and he wants to erase it but it becomes more and more clear.Life is like a gamble, he made a mistake, he met at the best time.

There is no way to retreat in this life, and he is tired of rights. He hopes that in the next life, he can meet unexpectedly at the right time and place. At that time, he hopes that the other party will give him a chance to grow old together.

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Bailiyuan

As the breeze blows, large clusters of pear blossoms fall.

Jun Huaixi stood among the pear blossoms in full bloom in the garden, rubbing a yellowed scroll with both hands, and saw a picture of a young man in white dancing with a sword in the scroll, muttering to himself.

"I won the world, but lost you. In the blink of an eye, it's too late. I'm already in my forties. I haven't broken my promise to you in the end, the prosperity you want."

"If I had given up the world back then, wouldn't I have lost you?".

It turned out that they missed each other after all.

"Suddenly looking back at what you said in the past, I remember it vividly."

"As long as it is what His Majesty wants, I will do my best."

"The minister will accompany His Majesty to calm the world."

"If your majesty looks forward and backward, you will be an emperor in vain."

"The minister is willing to advance and retreat with His Majesty."

"The only mistake I made in this life is that I should not restrain my feelings for you." Over the years, instead of forgetting the other party, he has become more and more clear.

Everyone in the world says that time is the best medicine, but he thinks that time is the source of the most pain in the world, "I, Jun Huaixi, have never done anything wrong to the world in my life, but I am only ashamed of you. If I change my life to protect you Good."

Thinking of you and thinking of you, you have passed away, and I hope you will be with you forever in the next life, and you will be with you in the ends of the world, and you will travel thousands of miles across the country.

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